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[emmaheath]

You remind me of someone Ive never met 

Well Maybe we’ve met

I think you may visited me once before 

As my realty was covered by the shade of me eyelids

I cannot go there now

I do not think I could ever come back if I were to let go

My heart will always ache for what I cannot have in this lifetime

I must take the path of most resistance 

And there is no turning back

[emmaheath]

in winter the summer is gone

you are gone

I am fine

But here i am in the lifeless battle

of who is worthy and who is not

Ash falls on me as i think

of our late autumns sunset

Waiting for it

[emmaheath]

To be seventeen again

gazing at the wonders of the world.

Now to be twenty three

scared to fly free again

What will i miss if i go?

What will i miss if i stay?

The wonders of the world won’t wait

[emmaheath]

I can’t help but

ponder the idea

of him choosing

me then &not now

Where would we be?

[cassianandfenrysaremyboyos]

New covers for the Throne of Glass series by Sarah J Maas (US/AUS/UK edition)

[emmaheath]

muse ick

He asked me to make a playlist for him.

I just deleted ours.

[decision]

[ousia-poetica]

Artist Anastasia Trusova explores the fields of Europe with her landscape paintings, which are overflowing with intense colors.

[emmaheath]

i hate the feeling of despair you left me with

[emmaheath]

dancing underneath the moon

drinking too much in the summer sun

disposable cameras scattered on the floor

distance ever growing from the past

days like these are hard to come by

[emmaheath]

where do i go from here?

the strings of my heart are slowly being pulled apart

being pulled in different directions has a terrible affect on me.

i ponder. what is next for me.

which path is the way i should go.

i follow the autumn leaves as the wind guides me

[emmaheath]

i am who i am

you dont like me when i show my true colors.

but yet, you yearn for me when i’m at my worst.

[emmaheath]

u

it hurts when I think your name you leave and come back to me  without realizing the toll that its on me for your own vain game

what will I become after this disposed again just like the camera brought on a late summers vacation  you were in my head when I needed you most

[emmaheath]

what I want

what I want is to dance carelessly in the rain

when suddenly you pull me aside for a sweet moment

I want to inhale the thick smoke from the thick blizzy you rolled 

I want to be high with you, but not that you.

the you I created in my head 

where you showered me with love and laughter 

alas, that's not you.

[emmaheath]

blue

I feel 

blue 

I see 

blue 

I am 

blue 

I am swimming in a vast 

blue 

sea of my tears