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**** all of my works are written with a Black/POC reader in mind, because I am one myself, but all readers welcome! :) ****
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Suga Mama [~]
Nothing Like the Sun [~]
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Birthday [~]-- It’s Bucky’s birthday and you’ve organized a party with the Avengers. Bucky has other plans.
Innocence Is Gone [~][*] -- Karaoke night with the Avengers leads to fun alone time with Bucky. Part 1 Part 2
Suit and Tie [~][*]-- Bucky is your dinner date to a party.
Trouble-- Bucky helps his partner through a very rough time. Feat baths with Bucky b/c who doesn’t need that in their life??
Your Grace [~][*]-- TV marathons aren’t your thing. Bucky learns that the hard way. (Game of Thrones inspired!)
Get You [~] -- Bucky visits you after a long day at work and provides you with some much-needed comfort in the form of coffee, cheese danishes, and office sex.
Control [~] -- A mission goes sour and you and Bucky are at each other’s throats more than usual. Steve suggests an intervention. Bucky has some ideas.
(No) Sympathy for the Devil -- You wake up to find out that you’ve managed to royally fuck up everything and your best friend is just along for the ride. (Angel!Bucky x Angel!Reader)
Gimme [~] -- Chubby!Bucky x Reader. You and Bucky have been dating for a few months and he’s still fighting to shake his self-consciousness about the relationship. You plan a little surprise to show him just how much he means to you.
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NSFW Prompt List #16 and #40 [~] [*]
NSFW Prompt List #34 and #1 [~] [*]
NSFW Prompt List #33 [~] [*]
“I know for a fact you can be a hell of a lot louder than that.”
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You Really Got Me [*]-- You and Dean are investigating a haunted hotel where the hotel owner’s daughter isn’t quite getting the message that Dean isn’t up for grabs.
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Afterlife [~] [Hiatus]
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“Do you think they can hear us through the tent?” “Yes, we can.”
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Dating The Defenders
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Sugar, Spice-- Frank notices his favorite waitress having a rough time, and even though things aren’t going great in his life either, he offers up some solid company and a listening ear.
drink more tea. no, like, a LOT of tea. drink it for the caffeine. If anyone in your life gets on your case about how much caffeine you’re intaking, start talking about antioxidants. they will have no response to that because nobody knows fucking anything about antioxidants. including you.
it also includes short films, animated movies, documentaries of every genre, full recordings of live performances. all spanning different decades from different countries. YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW
there are also websites like worldscinema, solidaritycinema, and rarefilmm hosting incredible obscure world cinema for free! and if you're more inclined towards the esoteric, there's also evilbjork's avant-garde canon playlist on youtube! also important to mention Maya S. Cade's incredible black film archive and the otherness archive, an obscure queer cinema archive! You could always be watching more films !
love the trope where an authoritative side character pointedly pretends not to help the hero they’re not supposed to be helping by saying shit like “well I can’t just let you wander around up to the THIRD FLOOR where you could just FIND THE THING YOU NEED in the FIRST ROOM ON THE LEFT. And under no circumstances should you USE THE KEY FROM UNDER THE MAT. I wish I could help you, but I CAN’T. Now excuse me, I need to take this phone call for the next 37 minutes EXACTLY.”
My doctor did that for me once. I had to get an expensive brain scan and she was like ‘do you smoke?’ and I was like ‘no’ and she was like “well that’s a pity because the government will pay for this expensive brain scan if you had been a smoker so - do you smoke?” 🤣🤣🤣 I was like ‘yes’ and she’s like ‘oh wow then this scan will be free’
I just don’t caaaarreee. I don’t care. But I care a lot though I care SO much. But also I just don’t care at all and never have. But also I do and always will. Hope that helps
Still get whiplash every time someone says "Shadowheart is only popular with straight men" My buddy in baldur, Shadowheart is openly gay af about Karlach not even 5 mins into meeting her, canonically punches transphobes, lives out the most cottagecore lesbian dream in one of her endings, and was literally voted the best LGBT game character of 2024.
Jennifer English did not put her entire pussy into making Shadowheart fruity as hell just for y'all to reduce her to the 'straight male romance'.
It's so personal to each and every one of us. The way we handle it, the way we wear it. Yet people and media only ever want to portray it as some sudden dramatic outburst of tears and agony. And there's nothing wrong with that, I've written grief in these ways too.
But not all grief is like that. Sometimes, the grief is loud. This is the grief people come to expect. The screams and the tears. To the outside world, this is the grief that they understand. It's the easiest to handle because they can see it, they can hear it, and they expect it.
But sometimes grief is silent. This grief is hard for people to understand. This grief is hidden. It can hit you square in the chest at 2pm on a Saturday. It can sink into your gut at the most ridiculous times and ruin what's left of your day. This grief, I believe, is actually the most common yet it is not the most well received.
The issue with this type is that although there is never a timeline for grief, people still expect one. They expect the first days to be awful. They give you a handful of months to accept the reality of your loss, and sometimes, they agree that a year is acceptable.
But that's not the reality of grief, and that's unfair.
Imagine you woke up one morning and your arm is gone. Just disappeared without a trace. Some would panic immediately. They'd cry and mourn their arm in the coming days, and people would understand that.
But wouldn't there be some that were just completely dumbfounded? Like, where the fuck is my arm? Why wasn't there a sign that when I woke up, I would be forced to live in a world with only one arm. You'd be so busy trying to understand why your arm is gone that mourning the loss doesn't cross your mind. Because your arm worked perfectly yesterday. Is this actually a nightmare? And if so, when the hell will you wake up?
Everyone apologizes for the loss of your arm. They send you flowers and share fond memories of what you once could do with your arm. But you're still dealing with the fact that YOUR FUCKING ARM IS GONE, although yesterday, it was right where it should have been.
They tell you that it's okay to cry. Yes. You know that.
They say that you'll get through it. Okay. But when?
They tell you to take all the time you need. But soon that time has a limit, and you're expected to go on living like you did before you lost your arm.
Truthfully, I don't think grief ever gets "easier." I think that we as people just get stronger. We learn to live with the loss, and it changes us in ways we never see coming.
And please remember that your grief, however you're dealing with it, is valid.
Nothing feels like grief does. Having someone just disappear out of nowhere is unlike any pain I’ve ever felt. There’s something so unfinished about it. Grieving is something that can happen forever.
You don’t have to be ‘over it’. You never have to be ‘over it’. Alternatively, you also don’t have to ‘grieve’ a certain way.
Grief sucks. Losing someone sucks. Be kind to each other.
Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who don’t or can’t write the 50k fan-fictions, because of a lack of focus or motivation, or mental illness.
Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who don’t or can’t write smut, but are still lumped into a group that is almost expected to write smut.
Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who can’t update chapters frequently for maybe a multitude of reasons, and get messages daily from people asking for “their” new chapter.
Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who aren’t big name fans and hardly get ten kudos or one comment on their fan-fictions.
Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who stay up all night editing and rewriting and don’t get much attention on their work no matter how much they feel like they promote their writing.
Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who don’t write a lot and are constantly asked to write more but can’t for whatever valid reason they have.
Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who have the courage to post their writing online and only have it publicly made fun of for grammar or poor characterization.
Shout-out to fan-fiction writers for writing their fan-fiction, posting it online, and continuing to do it no matter how much or little attention they get, and constantly improving as a writer with every upload.
