Because i love you lots and lots and lots

great enjoyer of that one Minecraft smp from years ago and none others (lying)

[empiressmp]

Ender She/They 21

People usually call me Ender online, but friends can call me Dan!

I joined the dream smp fandom in may 2020, I wrote a pretty good esmp fic people liked a lot, I'm gonna rewrite the first half of it someday. I also made the fish fucker pride flag. I have tormented many dsmp cc's with my which dream smp character are you quiz. And I live in fear of my actions every day.

fave series: Empires season 1, Hermitcraft, Life Series, and Dream SMP

fave ccs: Scott Smajor, Ponk, Tommyinnit, Jack Manifold, Technoblade, Geminitay, Grian.

fav ships: Gem x everyone or Scott x everyone.

fav duos/groups: giggs (Gem, Impulse, Grian, Scar, Skizz) the 4 gs (Scott, Pearl, Cleo, Impulse.)

dni if u still support dteam, will gold, punz, etc.

[tomorrowillbeyou]

whenever you are in your darkest moments or fear you may lose all hope. whenever the road ahead seems unclear. when you're beginning to wonder why you even try at all. always remember. you must keep going to kill scott smajor

[empiressmp]

Hey fruits it's my birthday. Everyone give me money so I can buy xlov albums

[empiressmp]

My sister just bought me uxlxve my declaration is working

[empiressmp]

Happy birthday Ender!!!!

THNK U DMMMMMM <33333

[empiressmp]

Hey fruits it's my birthday. Everyone give me money so I can buy xlov albums

[empiressmp]

your post was what came up when i looked for cottaboo. goddamn. blast from the fuckin' past. i knew him back in the pinterest days. i know he didn't like pinterest and would respond with some anger about it but genuinely some of us worshipped him. there was a huge controversy about him liking sushi. i swear i still have memes in my camera roll about him not liking sushi and his "wedding".

Insane!!! Cott was one of my friends!! I feel like I'm mourning the dead lol but like he was so cool and kind and talented and I still see bits of him in my art today and he was being forever tormented by the internet so y'know, but I miss him real bad and I hope he pops back in and says hi sometime. I'm kinda happy you found me by searching for him, the Cott lovers live on forever

[zsnes]

[ultimate-queen-of-fandoms2]

Tags via @redtailfins

[connor6lesbian]

[empiressmp]

I've been going crazy on main and no one's entertained me hey mcyt blog do you guys wanna hear about kpop shit I'm mad about despite it being old ass news

[empiressmp]

Your picks r a terrible group that is 100% nepotism and who has one member doing blatant racism that just never really faced consequences, or the evils of company politics over idols and how Korean law doesn't care about idols

[empiressmp]

I've been going crazy on main and no one's entertained me hey mcyt blog do you guys wanna hear about kpop shit I'm mad about despite it being old ass news

[ghghghostt]

"I asked chat gpt" "I asked grok" well I asked scott goldsmith and he went "yeah exaaaaaactly" and then gaslit me for half an hour

[penrosegeneste]

I've done this before and liked it so send me a character and a number 1-100 and I'll make a thing based off that song in my Spotify wrapped playlist

[ccbeeduo]

Ive said this a million times and i'll say it a million more. i Do Not understand why ccs are so against shipping. It makes no fucking sense to me. Literally why. like i'm not saying they aren't allowed to be uncomfortable but i just cannot fathom why they would be

[ccbeeduo]

"What if someone shipped you with your friends?" argument doesn't work on me because shipping me with my friends sounds hilarious. That's awesome dude please do

[ccbeeduo]

Are CCs just like.. exceptionally prone to falling in love with people if they're shipped with them...?? And they wanna avoid it...?? Like i just don't understand

[ccbeeduo]

Is there like.. a psychological reason? Are normal people hard-wired into not liking being shipped? How does it affect you at all? Like i can understand if people are being weird as hell and pushing you to ruin actual relationships, I get that being weird, but like..? People just having fun shipping and minding their own business?? Why is that bad

[eversayswhat]

sighh... i miss the ocean queen... and the codfather... and the king of mezalia... and the copper king... and count fwhip... and the high wizard... and the farmer queen... and the ruler of mythland... and shrub the gnome... and the ruler of the lost empire... and lady katherine... and scott of rivendell...

[eversayswhat]

sighh... i miss the ocean queen... and the codfather... and the king of mezalia... and the copper king... and count fwhip... and the high wizard... and the farmer queen... and the ruler of mythland... and shrub the gnome... and the ruler of the lost empire... and lady katherine... and scott of rivendell...

[murraysiskind-deactivated202511]

It’s so crazy that suicide prevention is just people going awwww don’t!! Awwww come on noooooooooo stopppppp

[allhailklisz]

[yokelfelonking]

One of the best ones I saw was a thing noting that every single one of the few survivors of suicide jumps off of the Golden Gate Bridge realized, on the way down, that the problems they were killing themselves over actually were fixable or could be worked through...except for the now - extremely unfixable - problem of gravity.

[authortobenamedlater]

Went to the Holocaust Museum in DC once. There was a video interview of an Auschwitz survivor who said he and some other prisoners stayed up all night with a man who wanted to kill himself. The man didn’t kill himself and survived to liberation.

In the video the survivor said “Never seek a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And they’re all temporary problems.”

Hearing that from a guy who survived the Holocaust rewired my brain a little bit.

[drgrlfriend]

I think something a lot of people don't understand is that depression is not suicidality, and suicidality is not depression. People can, and are, depressed without being suicidal, and sometimes suicidality peaks as people are emerging from depression. Suicidality is a wave, and the trick is to allow that wave to crest and subside WITHOUT acting on it. Whatever it takes to ride it out. For some people that's distraction, like watching television. For others it's calling a friend -- not to talk about the suicidality, but just to talk. For others it could be as simple as going to sit in a coffee shop or library, because the presence of other people is a huge diminisher of suicide risk. That's what suicide safety planning is about. It's like having any other type of emergency plan, like a plan for fire or evacuation. It's making a plan when you are in the frame of mind to do so, so that you can just DO the plan without having to think about it when the occasion arises. When you're in the midst of suicidal ideation, or even intent, you're not in a problem-solving mood. So knowing past!you, with the help of a therapist hopefully, came up with the plan and all you have to do is follow up until the wave crests and subsides, is what allows you to see another day.

ETA: Here's a link to a safety plan. https://www.samhsa.gov/sites/default/files/988-safety-plan.pdf

[scorebug]

height check. how tall are you people in my phone