Today's one of those days I just want to runaway from everything, and be someone else!
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Today's one of those days I just want to runaway from everything, and be someone else!
18 months today I'll be 40. This is my challenge to make it a positive thing! I will have a few swapsies ready in case any are just not possible. And I plan to make a scrap book to show the journey!
So it's 4am and I'm awake. It's on these mornings I make my way downstairs to the couch and watch any old trash on TV.
Had a bit of a fright last night that triggered feelings from many years ago when I found out I had pre cancerous cells😔
It's probably nothing, but obviously Brian thinks differently!
Ttfn
Hi anyone reading
Been a while, feel like using this space to journal a bit.
If my past attempts are anything to go by, this will be the first and last entry. Haha.
It's a funny world at the moment, and we're all just working out how to exist in it!
I feel like it's been a roller-coaster of emotions and productivity for me. I've not wasted this time, but could have done more. Story of my life.
Currently awaiting an ADHD assessment and an occupational therapy home assessment. Always something.
Hopefully moving towards putting things in place to enable me to live my best life!
Also met Bailey the Beagle today from Borrow my Doggy - this could be really good for me!
Well Jon's appeared with tea so
Ttfn
Button sorting is a love-hate thing for me! Plus once I start its hard to stop! #buttonlove #organising #tittingaboutinmycabin https://www.instagram.com/p/B7orozFnsQ_-GnWQ7r7VPEF2YnjfLJPP6vwt7E0/?igshid=lt8w33mm38r8
A.D.E Diaries 22.6.17
Today was a difficult one. In part due to the muggy night. Woke up just before 5am as usual, really struggled to get out of bed. My whole body felt like a lead weight. It's hard to explain to people that don't suffer this level of exhaustion for no current know reason (tests ongoing). Debated with myself for about 15 mimutes whether I could manage today. Head beat body this time. I dragged myself to the shower, all the while reminding myself 'one step at a time'. A starbucks cold caramel machiato from the fridge was just enough of a boost to get me out of the door. I hate that I so heavily rely on a morning coffee. Fast forward to now - 2.41pm I made it through! Is it sad to be proud of that? Time to go home and lie down now. See what tomorrow brings!
Anxiety Recovery
• You are not alone • You can cope • It's rarely as bad as yo imagine it to be • You are loved • You have people who can help
I’m so mad because this worked
help me roger
Reblogging myself because
Originally posted by gifs-for-the-masses
Reblogging myself because… what was that? Five minutes?
O_O
………my friend has made me curious
help me roger
Update: after I reblogged this someone messaged me offering me tickets to the sold out Hausu screening with a Q&A and autograph session with the director
These never work for me, but here’s to trying.
I don’t believe in these things
But last time I reblogged one ten/fifteen minutes later I got a call offering me a job
But I reblogged it because I was waiting on hearing back from the job. So there you go.
Roger is cute.
I need to get into grad school so
Wednesday 2nd March
Ok so the writing everyday clearly didn't happen. Felt like I fell into a black hole after the last post. Reached almost rock bottom. To the point I had to be very honest with myself and my family.
Which turned out to be a good thing, as one of my sisters insisted on coming to the doctors with me to tell him exactly how it was! Think she scared the shit out of him. Well, I ended up changing medication again. Here’s hoping this time we've found the right one. I had 3 really good days at the beginning, which could have been down to having my parents here and lots of people around me as it was my Birthday weekend, or also to do with still having some of the old medication in my system. However I do feel I have had more good days since the new medication than I was having before.
It feels a bit like a roller coaster at the moment, but hopefully things will settle, I know it takes time with any of these medications.
On a positive note, I've been spending more time in the craft cabin and getting my creative juices flowing more!
Sunday 14th Feb 2016
I've decided to start writing each day, hope I keep it up. Just a little something to maybe get off my chest how I'm feeling. Not sure whether anyone will read it, but it’s more for my recovery.
It’s been a difficult day anxiety-wise. Again managed to keep focusing on things that might go wrong, specifically with the house. Even though my hubby and parents have told me these things aren't problems, I can’t seem to stop worrying about them. Need to curb the catastrophising, and get busy with other things.
Some days I wonder if I don’t have children, or some amazing career, what’s the point to my existence.
On a positive note, went to see Zoolander 2 and had lunch at Ikea. This was nice!
this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!
ehh what the hell
OH MY GOD SO NO FUCKIN BULLSHIT I SWEAR To GOD. I reblogged this an hour ago and IM NOT Lying My Tax Refund which I did in late march popped into my Bank Account, and it was a Decent sized amount……
WHAT THE FUCK Is THIS MAGIC!??!?!?! Im trying this again IM NOT BSing hahahaha thats actually pretty cool xD
yooooo
yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
FUCKIN YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
no BULLSHIT I KID YOU NOT! Look what I found while walking Home…..
OH MY GOD
OH MY F*CKIN GOD
THIS POST FUCKIN WORKS?!?!?! THIS IS PAST A COINCIDENCE NO WAY!??! NO FRIGGIN WAY!!!
Im Going to reblog this every day to test this, its MAGIC ITS FRIGGIN MAGIC
I need to believe in the heart of the post…
Oh? Well… *reblag*
i reblogged this and now my uncle is giving me 250 to dye my hair nani the fucko
“Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or change their socks. It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your children, your lifelong passions, your relative good fortune. It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed. You alienate your friends because you can’t comport yourself socially, you risk your job because you can’t concentrate, you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage. You become pathetic and you know it. And you have no capacity to stop the downward plunge. You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation. If you’ve never been depressed, thank your lucky stars and back off the folks who take a pill so they can make eye contact with the grocery store cashier. No one on earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life. It’s not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. It’s an incapacity to function. At all. If you and your loved ones have been spared, every blessing to you. If depression has taken root in you or your loved ones, every blessing to you, too. No one chooses it. No one deserves it. It runs in families, it ruins families. You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to show up to work, to make a dentist appointment, to pay bills, to walk your dog, to return library books on time, to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when you are exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself. Depression is real. Just because you’ve never had it doesn’t make it imaginary. Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the woods and they may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged.”
EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ THIS.
Depression is not a synonym for being sad or having a bad day/bad week.
(via morningsuns)
Depression is serious business, kids. Your bad hair day isn’t.
Learn the difference.
(via ladycrescens)
Understanding How Depression Feels (via buzzfeed)
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