Capitalism Ruins Everything Around Me.

#spokenword #poetry #personal #ilovewriting #ihatedepression #what have i become #i doubt anyone will care to read this

#IStandWithAhmed #Brownlivesmatter #RegardlessOfOrigin #IGuessEverythingsDumberinTexasToo

Are some people really gonna sit there trying to convince me this wouldn't have happened if he wasn't Muslim? My issue isn't even the cops at this point fine whatever you have a school of kids that faculty felt potentially could be at risk. But my fuckin problem is that a trained officer that's gotta be 2.5/3 times his size, really felt that he absolutely needed to handcuff a kid that couldn't have weighed more than like 95/100 lbs? #AllCopsAreBastards #AllColoredFolksAreBeligerent (allegedly) #FuckThePolice #FryThosePigs #Oinkoink

Some late night spoken word.

“Life’s a gamble, no blackjack no Russian roulette,

I’ve tasted the rainbow; black, green and white satchels,

In an attempt to forget my regrets,

The beast within is far too much to handle,

Roaming through the mist but I’m lost in the rain,

Staring at my silhouette only accelerates the pain,

So much to lose but I’ve everything to gain,

This life comes but once and its not a fucking game,

I don’t do this shit chasing the fame,

I could give a fuck if they remember my name,

Can’t believe what I’ve become so I hang my face in shame,

And at the end of the day, I’m the only one to blame...

I treaded lightly through the precipitation,

Dying inside from all the anticipation,

Had a one night stand with a thick bitch her nickname temptation,

Lost my dignity and pride to a bullshit sensation,

Everyday can’t be tropical vacations,

Nor constant elevation, wish I would’ve went left instead of diving right,

Into extraterrestrial alienation, which subsequently grew into crushing isolation,

At this moment, I’d kill to escape this abrasive encasement,

Mama, please lock me in the basement and throw away the key,

Perhaps, misery doesn’t deserve company,

Maybe I’m not worthy of your love and affection,

And the only one to blame is myself,

For my very existence feels like a staff infection,

Lord liberate my soul because I’ve lost all sense of direction,

Dug myself into a hole I said I’d never set foot in,

Please don’t tell me it’s all my perception,

Moms gave me a heart of gold, but now it’s hollow and wooden,

Shook, shocked, shaken, misunderstood and mistaken,

I’ve loved too hard, broken down even harder,

Too damn emotional bet your ass I blame it on my father,

Dipped out daily fishing for young trouts,

Mama worked double time so we could have food in our mouths,

While pops was in the trap with a base pipe glued to his mouth,

Cracking his lips as his mind travels from Jupiter to Andromeda,

Far from perfection, I refuse to be my father, so today begins my change of direction. Similar personas, contrasting complexions “

- Rizalve (2015)

P.S. I doubt many, if any of you are going to read this entire piece, let alone half way, but if even one of you is able to relate or get something, literally anything out of this writing, I would be very grateful if anyone felt comfortable enough to share how they felt about this work and how it spoke to them... Wishful thinking I suppose lol. Goodnight world.

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You make me happy when sky’s are grey

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Pretty flowers 🍃💜

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Since everyone wants to bash me about mental illnesses and say that I reek of ableism .

Let me tell you how wrong this is . When it comes to mental illness this is something that hits close to home this is something that I will stand up for if I have to and will always care more then anything about . Saying that someone can’t work because they have a mental illness is disgusting . Can’t and disability shouldn’t even be allowed to be used in the same sentence. Someone with a metal disability can do ANYTHING they want and they shouldn’t be told by others that they can’t . I know everyone is different so why has everyone been putting everyone in the same category ? Of this idea that having depression , anxiety, being bipolar is going to hold you back in life , Because it’s only going to if you let it . Don’t tell people that they can’t try to achieve something in life or make someone out of who they are because they have a mental disability . Stop making it seem like if you don’t you’re somewhat better then someone that does .

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meadhouse-blog

he 2 real

2Jam2Work

That was interesting lol. I wonder if I'll get anymore hate or graphics from this bitches groupies. See you in another year or so tumblr. Fight the power baby girl, jadebukowski 😘💚💎💕

I'm gonna get a lot of hate now but I'm passionate about this and it's my opinion

Lol coming to tumblr to ask for money from your followers that admire you to pay rent? Why would you get an apartment if you don’t have a job , why would you take advantage of your followers and your internet fame I find that so low . What are you gonna do ask tumblr every month take that energy and go get a job if we can do it so can you and you’re a beautiful girl so I don’t see why you make it seem as if it’s so hard , you’re 24 that’s a little sad that you would even be so irresponsible to even move out without financial stability .

why are you trying to get attention by talking about me. you’re a disgusting, ableist piece of shit. you’re pathetic, keep my fuckin name outcha fuckin mouth

sorry but nobody cares about attention like you, get over yourself . im just saying you’re being pathetic coming to tumblr as a 24 year old woman asking for a handout. i’m 20 i work hard for my shit and i don’t care about a following or attention i care about principle. and when people admire you don’t take advantage of that. you knew you’d need to pay bills you knew that when you signed the lease . so simply get a job you’re too old to not have that figured out

This is so gross. You really think telling a person to get a job when they’ve been trying and trying with no luck is gonna help them get a job? You’re not helping anyone, you’re not being conducive to Jam’s situation, so why are you talking? If people wanna donate to help out a person in need, why does that affect you? Because you’re 20 and so put together? In 100 years we’ll all be dead and you’ll be known as the gal who had a job at 20. Wow so cool. You’re just swell.

You know what’s gross. Blindly following someone who contributed absolutely nothing to the society she lives in or the world we all coexist in. Also have you ever heard of living within your means? If you don’t have a job then don’t ball the fuck out, if you have a minimum wage, save n plan, rage when you can. It’s not hating honey it’s reality. Also she’s 24, not a fresh high school graduate, she’s had more than enough time to figure it out. Shit happens but we also make our own paths and if she knew or simply just wasn’t prepared that’s unfortunate but you’re treating this twat like she’s a Veteran or disabled, someone who actually deserves a helping hand. She’s not ugly, obviously she’s smart or just despicable enough to resell thrift store clothes which if I remember were also donated to “Help out a person in need” not make her wallet fatter…

In a 100 years you’ll be dead and known as the girl who tried to make anyone who dares question your goddess Jam a little jelly. Wow so cool, you’re just terribly ignorant and honestly just fucking stupid. Congratulations, people like YOU and Jam are exactly what’s wrong with this world. If you can’t that your home girl is taking from “persons in need” to give to herself than I feel sorry for you. Where’s the logic in Move in first, get job second?

You look like a rare pepe. Shut the fuck up. Lol

That's all you got? Like damn, if I was your dad I'd kill myself for passing on the caterpillar brow gene. Someone makes a valid argument and you're too dumb to even attempt to come up a semi-intellectual response. Thanks for taking the time to put that little graphic together, it was cute. Anyway when you wanna hop off Jams bandwagon of weekend warriors I'll be here looking like a pepe, progressing in life. While you'll be the bitch Who could talk that shit but couldn't talk it back? I might look like a cartoon frog but you look like a real life cunt, and I'm proud to have a girlfriend that can actually think for herself and question what's in front of her unlike your groupie ass. Have fun following your false idols. This would be more entertaining if you had just a little bit of wit and substance... 😢😬😱🐸

#2jam2work

Lol

The resemblance is…. Uncanny?

Thanks for the publicity honey. 🐸😏🆒

I'm gonna get a lot of hate now but I'm passionate about this and it's my opinion

Lol coming to tumblr to ask for money from your followers that admire you to pay rent? Why would you get an apartment if you don’t have a job , why would you take advantage of your followers and your internet fame I find that so low . What are you gonna do ask tumblr every month take that energy and go get a job if we can do it so can you and you’re a beautiful girl so I don’t see why you make it seem as if it’s so hard , you’re 24 that’s a little sad that you would even be so irresponsible to even move out without financial stability .

why are you trying to get attention by talking about me. you’re a disgusting, ableist piece of shit. you’re pathetic, keep my fuckin name outcha fuckin mouth

sorry but nobody cares about attention like you, get over yourself . im just saying you’re being pathetic coming to tumblr as a 24 year old woman asking for a handout. i’m 20 i work hard for my shit and i don’t care about a following or attention i care about principle. and when people admire you don’t take advantage of that. you knew you’d need to pay bills you knew that when you signed the lease . so simply get a job you’re too old to not have that figured out

This is so gross. You really think telling a person to get a job when they’ve been trying and trying with no luck is gonna help them get a job? You’re not helping anyone, you’re not being conducive to Jam’s situation, so why are you talking? If people wanna donate to help out a person in need, why does that affect you? Because you’re 20 and so put together? In 100 years we’ll all be dead and you’ll be known as the gal who had a job at 20. Wow so cool. You’re just swell.

You know what’s gross. Blindly following someone who contributed absolutely nothing to the society she lives in or the world we all coexist in. Also have you ever heard of living within your means? If you don’t have a job then don’t ball the fuck out, if you have a minimum wage, save n plan, rage when you can. It’s not hating honey it’s reality. Also she’s 24, not a fresh high school graduate, she’s had more than enough time to figure it out. Shit happens but we also make our own paths and if she knew or simply just wasn’t prepared that’s unfortunate but you’re treating this twat like she’s a Veteran or disabled, someone who actually deserves a helping hand. She’s not ugly, obviously she’s smart or just despicable enough to resell thrift store clothes which if I remember were also donated to “Help out a person in need” not make her wallet fatter…

In a 100 years you’ll be dead and known as the girl who tried to make anyone who dares question your goddess Jam a little jelly. Wow so cool, you’re just terribly ignorant and honestly just fucking stupid. Congratulations, people like YOU and Jam are exactly what’s wrong with this world. If you can’t that your home girl is taking from “persons in need” to give to herself than I feel sorry for you. Where’s the logic in Move in first, get job second?

lifeisgoddamnweird

1)You think she’s going to be known for this post in 100 years and 2) innocent people are killed, modern day slavery is still a thing, there are people hurting children, but her and Jam are the problem with the world okay

If you didn't realize your homegirl Jam is profiting albeit not very significantly from slave labor as well... So... You're argument is invalid. Goodbye. #2jam2work

I'm gonna get a lot of hate now but I'm passionate about this and it's my opinion

Lol coming to tumblr to ask for money from your followers that admire you to pay rent? Why would you get an apartment if you don’t have a job , why would you take advantage of your followers and your internet fame I find that so low . What are you gonna do ask tumblr every month take that energy and go get a job if we can do it so can you and you’re a beautiful girl so I don’t see why you make it seem as if it’s so hard , you’re 24 that’s a little sad that you would even be so irresponsible to even move out without financial stability .

why are you trying to get attention by talking about me. you’re a disgusting, ableist piece of shit. you’re pathetic, keep my fuckin name outcha fuckin mouth

sorry but nobody cares about attention like you, get over yourself . im just saying you’re being pathetic coming to tumblr as a 24 year old woman asking for a handout. i’m 20 i work hard for my shit and i don’t care about a following or attention i care about principle. and when people admire you don’t take advantage of that. you knew you’d need to pay bills you knew that when you signed the lease . so simply get a job you’re too old to not have that figured out

This is so gross. You really think telling a person to get a job when they’ve been trying and trying with no luck is gonna help them get a job? You’re not helping anyone, you’re not being conducive to Jam’s situation, so why are you talking? If people wanna donate to help out a person in need, why does that affect you? Because you’re 20 and so put together? In 100 years we’ll all be dead and you’ll be known as the gal who had a job at 20. Wow so cool. You’re just swell.

You know what’s gross. Blindly following someone who contributed absolutely nothing to the society she lives in or the world we all coexist in. Also have you ever heard of living within your means? If you don’t have a job then don’t ball the fuck out, if you have a minimum wage, save n plan, rage when you can. It’s not hating honey it’s reality. Also she’s 24, not a fresh high school graduate, she’s had more than enough time to figure it out. Shit happens but we also make our own paths and if she knew or simply just wasn’t prepared that’s unfortunate but you’re treating this twat like she’s a Veteran or disabled, someone who actually deserves a helping hand. She’s not ugly, obviously she’s smart or just despicable enough to resell thrift store clothes which if I remember were also donated to “Help out a person in need” not make her wallet fatter…

In a 100 years you’ll be dead and known as the girl who tried to make anyone who dares question your goddess Jam a little jelly. Wow so cool, you’re just terribly ignorant and honestly just fucking stupid. Congratulations, people like YOU and Jam are exactly what’s wrong with this world. If you can’t that your home girl is taking from “persons in need” to give to herself than I feel sorry for you. Where’s the logic in Move in first, get job second?

dravendarkwyr

JAM is disabled. What the fuck…

Indulge me. (:

I'm gonna get a lot of hate now but I'm passionate about this and it's my opinion

Lol coming to tumblr to ask for money from your followers that admire you to pay rent? Why would you get an apartment if you don’t have a job , why would you take advantage of your followers and your internet fame I find that so low . What are you gonna do ask tumblr every month take that energy and go get a job if we can do it so can you and you’re a beautiful girl so I don’t see why you make it seem as if it’s so hard , you’re 24 that’s a little sad that you would even be so irresponsible to even move out without financial stability .

plantainsandprozac-blog

This doesn’t have anything to do with me, but I just thought I’d comment because I’m in a similar situation.

If you don’t realize that sometimes people HAVE to move and finding a job that’s both suitable for your lifestyle and pays enough for you to survive, then you’ve lived a privileged life. Everyone doest have parents or family who can shelter them and pay for shit. You sound like an elitist hater.

And I’m in a similar situation as well. Shit sucks but guess what, you make it work. I’m not perfect I fall behind on my bills from time to time and I work two jobs and go to school full time five days a week on my own dime so get the fuck out with that privilege shit. I don’t and wouldn’t have it in me to ask complete strangers for money unless I had absolutely exhausted all other possible avenues. We do live in the developed world so it is doable and there is such a thing as welfare programs designed to help people out who Actually need it. Sure minimum wage is bullshit, but she made a conscious decision to move out. Sure I don’t know all the specifics, but do YOU? Not to mention she’s a 24 year old from Canada, who as far as we all know has no disabilities or handicaps (if someone can prove to me otherwise I’ll gladly retract that statement) so she can find a job. Sounds like she’s had plenty of opportunities to get her shit together, but would rather spend her life chasing niggas hundreds of miles away and trying to play this fake ass blogger Demi-God so called feminist freedom fighter. Can you or anyone really prove that the money she may raise and any surplus is actually going to go towards her rent and other living expenses. If the Red Cross scams people into donating toward disaster relief and only pays out 5-10% to actual relief efforts, what’s stopping her? You sound like an ignorant cunt who spends too much worshipping people who do absolutely nothing.

Question what you see and who you look up too.

Bye Felicia. And who spends their time looking up hashtags of people they follow, you should get a hobby.

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Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm I didn’t. I follow Jam and saw this reblogged on my dash…calm the fuck down. Sometimes it’s even impossible to “make it work”….I’ve faced eviction before and my entire family was in Africa so I asked friends and strangers to donate to my go fund me. A complete stranger gave me $100 and helped me survive. What’s wrong with asking for help…i understand that people can be exploitative, but I don’t understand why u are so pressed and upset that someone is asking for help. I don’t understand…do you feel like it’s more admirable to suffer in silence? I’ve worked 3 jobs, plus school, and I hate asking for shit, but my community offline and on remind me that it’s ok to be vulnerable and ask.

I respect your academic and work struggles I mostly definitely sympathize with you in that regard because I can tell you are making a conscious effort. Unlike the goddess you seem to worship. My problem is asking for help when the mantra on your profile clearly states that she believes she is "Too pretty to work". And if that doesn't bother you in the slightest then I don't know how you sleep at night. Five minutes scrolling through her profile will clearly illustrate that she thinks she's too good for a minimum wage job like the rest of us. I think there's some guy from Toronto who said something about starting from the bottom. You don't get there then put in the ground work, you build from the ground up. Obviously things happen but guess what that's part of being an adult, I wish I never had to have my phone cut off, or not have enough gas to get to work so I can pay rent, credit cards, utilities and student loans, bumming rides from a buddy is completely different than blatantly asking your followers to give you money.

I'm gonna get a lot of hate now but I'm passionate about this and it's my opinion

Lol coming to tumblr to ask for money from your followers that admire you to pay rent? Why would you get an apartment if you don’t have a job , why would you take advantage of your followers and your internet fame I find that so low . What are you gonna do ask tumblr every month take that energy and go get a job if we can do it so can you and you’re a beautiful girl so I don’t see why you make it seem as if it’s so hard , you’re 24 that’s a little sad that you would even be so irresponsible to even move out without financial stability .

why are you trying to get attention by talking about me. you’re a disgusting, ableist piece of shit. you’re pathetic, keep my fuckin name outcha fuckin mouth

Why are you trying to play the role of some Feminist Activist? You're disgusting, you basically rob thrift stores and try to sell that shit for less than retail but high enough to make a profit. And you're surprised when people finally catch onto your scam and stop supporting you. You're pathetic and just plain stupid my mother came to the U.S. At 21, with no family, no car, and a few hundred dollars to her name, 35 years later I'm here bitching at you because how dare you call yourself a Feminist let alone a woman... Acting like you're holier than thou, no you're just fucking lazy. Like your profile clearly states you're too pretty to pay, well both you ain't too pretty to work. Whatever happened to "equal work for equal pay"... Lol

I'd like to invite you and all your groupies to bash me cause honestly I rarely log onto tumblr these days and you're a great reminder of why. It's sad because my girlfriend used to really look up to you until you exposed yourself to be the waste of life you are.

I'm gonna get a lot of hate now but I'm passionate about this and it's my opinion

Lol coming to tumblr to ask for money from your followers that admire you to pay rent? Why would you get an apartment if you don’t have a job , why would you take advantage of your followers and your internet fame I find that so low . What are you gonna do ask tumblr every month take that energy and go get a job if we can do it so can you and you’re a beautiful girl so I don’t see why you make it seem as if it’s so hard , you’re 24 that’s a little sad that you would even be so irresponsible to even move out without financial stability .

why are you trying to get attention by talking about me. you’re a disgusting, ableist piece of shit. you’re pathetic, keep my fuckin name outcha fuckin mouth

sorry but nobody cares about attention like you, get over yourself . im just saying you’re being pathetic coming to tumblr as a 24 year old woman asking for a handout. i’m 20 i work hard for my shit and i don’t care about a following or attention i care about principle. and when people admire you don’t take advantage of that. you knew you’d need to pay bills you knew that when you signed the lease . so simply get a job you’re too old to not have that figured out

This is so gross. You really think telling a person to get a job when they’ve been trying and trying with no luck is gonna help them get a job? You’re not helping anyone, you’re not being conducive to Jam’s situation, so why are you talking? If people wanna donate to help out a person in need, why does that affect you? Because you’re 20 and so put together? In 100 years we’ll all be dead and you’ll be known as the gal who had a job at 20. Wow so cool. You’re just swell.

You know what's gross. Blindly following someone who contributed absolutely nothing to the society she lives in or the world we all coexist in. Also have you ever heard of living within your means? If you don't have a job then don't ball the fuck out, if you have a minimum wage, save n plan, rage when you can. It's not hating honey it's reality. Also she's 24, not a fresh high school graduate, she's had more than enough time to figure it out. Shit happens but we also make our own paths and if she knew or simply just wasn't prepared that's unfortunate but you're treating this twat like she's a Veteran or disabled, someone who actually deserves a helping hand. She's not ugly, obviously she's smart or just despicable enough to resell thrift store clothes which if I remember were also donated to "Help out a person in need" not make her wallet fatter...

In a 100 years you'll be dead and known as the girl who tried to make anyone who dares question your goddess Jam a little jelly. Wow so cool, you're just terribly ignorant and honestly just fucking stupid. Congratulations, people like YOU and Jam are exactly what's wrong with this world. If you can't that your home girl is taking from "persons in need" to give to herself than I feel sorry for you. Where's the logic in Move in first, get job second?

I'm gonna get a lot of hate now but I'm passionate about this and it's my opinion

Lol coming to tumblr to ask for money from your followers that admire you to pay rent? Why would you get an apartment if you don’t have a job , why would you take advantage of your followers and your internet fame I find that so low . What are you gonna do ask tumblr every month take that energy and go get a job if we can do it so can you and you’re a beautiful girl so I don’t see why you make it seem as if it’s so hard , you’re 24 that’s a little sad that you would even be so irresponsible to even move out without financial stability .

why are you trying to get attention by talking about me. you’re a disgusting, ableist piece of shit. you’re pathetic, keep my fuckin name outcha fuckin mouth

sorry but nobody cares about attention like you, get over yourself . im just saying you’re being pathetic coming to tumblr as a 24 year old woman asking for a handout. i’m 20 i work hard for my shit and i don’t care about a following or attention i care about principle. and when people admire you don’t take advantage of that. you knew you’d need to pay bills you knew that when you signed the lease . so simply get a job you’re too old to not have that figured out

Purple vs Green.... Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas all over again lololol

I'm gonna get a lot of hate now but I'm passionate about this and it's my opinion

Lol coming to tumblr to ask for money from your followers that admire you to pay rent? Why would you get an apartment if you don’t have a job , why would you take advantage of your followers and your internet fame I find that so low . What are you gonna do ask tumblr every month take that energy and go get a job if we can do it so can you and you’re a beautiful girl so I don’t see why you make it seem as if it’s so hard , you’re 24 that’s a little sad that you would even be so irresponsible to even move out without financial stability .

plantainsandprozac-blog

This doesn’t have anything to do with me, but I just thought I’d comment because I’m in a similar situation.

If you don’t realize that sometimes people HAVE to move and finding a job that’s both suitable for your lifestyle and pays enough for you to survive, then you’ve lived a privileged life. Everyone doest have parents or family who can shelter them and pay for shit. You sound like an elitist hater.