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Media that make me emotional because they keep yelling to live, live, live

Great Expectations by Charles Dickens - Pip saves Miss Havisham from the fire by covering her in and ruining every rotten thing from her past

Wild Geese by Mary Oliver edited to Heated Rivalry

The Parable of the Sower by Octavia E Butler

#books #remember #great expectations #parable of the sower #heated rivalry #poetry

Why is this song so good?!?

#music

My kids wrote a theme about Great Expectations that made me emotional, I had dinner with a friend who I’m rooming with in France this summer and got to laugh a lot at her ridiculous stories and insanely disproportionate picture of her kid where he had a hilariously large head, gabbed with friends at choir, got complimented on my voice, and ran a new personal best time and distance. Today was a really good day.

#remember #gratitude

segamascott

real asf af

entonceshazlo

Me talking about Sondheim

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Thinking about Ilya, I end up thinking about how canonically Ilya listens to Bad Bunny, which to me is such a fun fact about him that I can't help but smile. (I made a whole playlist about it because the chance of Ilya listening to the same music that surrounds me is amazing)

And then I think about DtMF.

An album whose driving storyline is about missing home, the people who lived there, the things you've left behind, and it inevitably leads back to Ilya.

To wishing he had more pictures of his mother, to have the chance to turn back time so he could hug her again, wishing he didn't have to loose anyone else. Dreaming about Russia, not the one he dreads going back to, not the Russia of his father or the place he can't come back to, but the one he grew up in with his mother, where he fell in love with hockey, where he met Svetlana.

Because while we know that Ilya doesn't want to come back to Russia, it would not be far fetched to think he wishes he at least had the chance, or that he'd had something to come back to, something worth it. Because at the end of the day those are his roots, his childhood, his language, the first things he ever knew, there's familiarity and comfort there, for Ilya, not everything is corrupted, he wishes not everything was corrupted.

There's always guilt about leaving, even if you're doing what's best, there's always hurt when you remember what could have been. A thousand what-ifs, what if my father wasn't sick? What if my brother wasn't an ass? What if, what if, what if...

But there's a reality that he doesn't get to have any of that, that for Ilya to be able to have the life he wants and deserves he can't stick to hypotheticals, to dreams, so he needs to leave everything behind, build something new an ocean away.

And Ilya wants that, he needs it. But he would always dream of a world where he could have always had it.

#bad bunny #ilya rozanov #heated rivalry

thedevilscut

this means so much to me man.

entonceshazlo

Absolutamente sorprendida que debí tirar más fotos ganó álbum del año no en genero como latino, urbano etc pero solamente álbum del año. Nunca imaginé que este puede pasó y es el álbum y la canción perfectamente por este momento

#bad bunny

sidewindes

Lorde brings out Sadie Sink for Green Light London, Nov. 16 2025

#lorde #sadie sink #john proctor is the villain

sunflowermp4

ITS DOECHII BITCH MISS D-O-E DON DADA BITCH YOU NOTICE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#doechii #music

primulaceas

Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

#!!!!!!!

cherrywav3s

Hudson Williams for Wonderland

entonceshazlo

This photo is everything and the interview is amazing. I’m seriously in awe over how he toes the line and navigates fame and boundaries so well at such a young age, damn.

#hudson williams

sewerfight-deactivated20250114

my friend was testing perfumes out at the store and she sniffed a bottle and anounced "ngl this bitch kind of sucks" The girl at the counter suddenly looked really sad, and my friend was like "I'm sorry, I wasn't talking about you." And the girl looked up and said "No don't worry, I didn't think that, but I just crushed a ladybug with my shoe" We both took a peak over the counter. she'd stepped on a red m&m

#an absolute classic