NZ (enzee)

rest your weary bones, my friend (leave them unattended, I'll come pick them up in the night like a little gremlin)

[enzee-writes]

welcome to this little slice of my brain, make yourself at home!

hello hello! i'm 22, queer, lebanese based in canada, and i have feelings (the horror)

i write mostly poetry, sometimes fiction and fantasy, and tumblr seems like a good place to share so here we go

^-^

more importantly, donation links for palestine here

masterlist of resources on palestine, including podcasts, book recs, quick facts and more here

may we see a free palestine in our lifetime

[evtheacecaptain]

On a scale of one to ten (I am)

Day 9 of twobeesescapril! This is another one that I have a lot of feelings about.

When I started writing this I was in a bit of a mood, and then I came back to it I didn’t want to delete what I had already had written, but I didn’t want to leave it as such a sad piece, and then I came up with the last four lines! Even though it starts off a bit sad, I like that it’s a reminder that things will still be okay, no matter how bad they look.

[enzee-writes]

escapril day 9: a scale from 1 - 10

you're alive!

[enzee-writes]

escapril day 8: chthonic

Persephone writes a letter to her mom

[chthonic: relating to the underworld, particularly in greek mythology]

[enzee-writes]

writing poetry (or anything really) is kind of like tearing out little bits of who you are and trying to shove them into words you hope you can stitch together

[enzee-writes]

escapril day 7: the ghost at the banquet

something about how I can't recognize myself but everyone else in my life wants to cling on to a person that doesn't exist anymore

[enzee-writes]

how to stop being a perfectionist, an instruction manual

step 1: read this very carefully, you want to make sure to get it perfectly on the first try

[enzee-writes]

escapril day 6: apokatastasis

what do you do when you're taught that god would hate even the littlest part of you?

[apokatastasis refers to the restoration of all of creation to a state of perfection, even the damned]

[enzee-writes]

escapril day 5: nowhere town

[enzee-writes]

Sometimes I think I'm not worthy of love. I'm always wrong (You're wrong too, love will find its way to you).

[enzee-writes]

i miss writing more whimsical poetry actually i should get back to that

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[enzee-writes]

an excerpt of a poem I'm working on !