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[equiilux]

#equiilux. blog established may 2021. indie low activity original character. plot driven characters. multi-fandom, crossover friendly. highly selective and private.

001. this blog is extra on the private, as i work a lot and often don't have the energy to write with a ton of people anymore! this blog is also very low activity and weekend focused!

002. closed ship. i only really ship with my boyfriend and that's where i'm most comfortable. i am, however, open for familial and friendship plots, even open to making enemies. it's all in good fun!

003. general rp etiquette applies here. be kind, do your best to remember that I am human and can’t always respond, treat everyone in the rpc as they want to be treated. we’re all people who enjoy a hobby and I would like my blog to be as stress free as possible. 8)

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Commissioned Autumn's Border from @sibylsource. other blogs : @glaciialis | @alluciinor | @iinteritus

[nickygalitzine]

𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒

🧑‍🤝‍🧑🧑‍🤝‍🧑how do they feel about having multiple partners at once? have they ever done it? 🪢do they have a kink? if so, what is it? 💸have they ever or would they ever accept money or gifts in exchange for sex? 🍆how do they feel about toys? do they have any? what’s their favorite? do they use them with partners? 🌙do they need an emotional connection or are one-night-stands an option? 🫂how do they feel about friends with benefits? 🍒how old were they when they lost their virginity? to whom? was it significant? 🏳️‍🌈what’s their sexual orientation? have they ever experimented outside of that [for more binary orientations such as heterosexual/homosexual]? 👄do they prefer oral or penetrative sex more? ↕️are they a sub, dom, or switch? top, bottom, or switch? 🛏️what’s their favorite position? 🔢what’s their body count? 🕒what’s the longest time they went without engaging in sexual activity with a partner? [masturbation doesn’t count] 👀how do they feel about voyeurism? exhibitionism? 🏬would they have sex in public? if so, how public is too public? 🤪what’s the wildest place they’ve ever done something sexual? ❤️‍🔥what’s their most erogenous zone? 💋do they like to kiss while having sex? do they cuddle afterward? 💦what’s their immediate post-orgasm reaction? 🫶what does after care look like for them?

[equiilux]

i just want you to know that autumn whines 'but daaaaaaaad' any time she wants to get on jin's nerves because she knows she's the only one who can get away with it.

[equiilux]

"What's Halloween to a would-be vampire? Makes it a lot less scary..."

[doomxdriven]

By pigeranima, some awesome art of my GF's OC ( @equiilux ) as one of Amagai's Co-3rd Seats! Outfit was based on this, only more, Gotei 13-ified.

[doomxdriven]

"I'll say this much; as long as I'm your Captain, I'll protect you, that's a Captain's duty."

[equiilux]

What color does your love feel like?

bright sunny yellow

Sweet tasting popsicles, summer dresses and shielding your eyes from the sun. Your love is the excitement of something brewing, something growing. It's the almost childish bubbling giggles of something new, but with the potential to stay. It's wide smiles, blinding sunny light and warm bodies that gravitate to one another. It's the the softness, the willingness, the slight holding of breaths in a crucial "what if" moment. It's the impatience too. The bouncing on tiptoes to see further than your eyes can reach, the holding out for a future that never seems to come even though you're ready, you're so so so ready. It's the constant feeling of warm sand beneath your feet, holding out for the crashing waves. And still you wait, dry and impatient and with burnt soles of feet. Your love is sour candy, enjoying it as your nose scrunches up from the aftertaste of it. It's hands that grab and take hold, that reach and ask them to stay and hope and beg and wait. It's bubbling excitement sure, but it's also demanding, focused, driven. It's love like a plan, with a path and route and a clear destination. And you bonce on your tiptoes, and burning, waiting for the soothing water, the crashing waves, you hold onto the melting popsicle, you wait and wait and wait. It's tiring almost as much as it's lazer focused ambition, deeply rooted desire and the unrelenting hope that it will work, that it will come. And it does, I promise it does. The waves crash, the beach floods and the pain passes, the water cool and soothing and you can let yourself fall in, sinking, sinking. And it's good, it's perfect, what you were hoping and more, holding and embracing you and welcoming you into the stillness you always knew you were reaching for.

[equiilux]

She blinks at him, once and then twice. Befuddled a little, maybe, is what she felt. This wasn’t usual, no. Amagai was lax, and with that, such things as the loss of a device akin to a phone wasn’t a surprise. It was that he hadn’t even thought about it that surprised her. Maybe this was just another one of those old timey things. It wasn’t like they were using a ton of technology here as was day to day.

“You lost it?” Autumn echos him, trying to find the words to respond to his own. The man was so capable, far more than Autumn initially believed when she was brought into his division, and yet… "Why'd you go to the living world? I didn't know you had any business there."

'Business' being whatever Amagai did when he was hiding things. Not often, not anymore—but Autumn didn't recall a need to return. Maybe she would find out. She didn't miss the 'we' and that most certainly meant she would be tagging along to search for the device.

But onto other matters...

"Ah, nothing terribly important," she answers, her suspicion melting away. "The paper work was finished, so I was going to let you know. Work on other things today. I think Izuru checked out too—something about the other four eyes that follows you around. I don't know if they're getting on, though I don't really blame him on that either." Autumn hums, gathering her thoughts before nodding.

"I was going to clock out early, but I guess now we're on a hunt for your phone."

In other words, someone would be paying over time. // @doomxdriven from

[equiilux]

She tried to prevent the ripple of annoyance from running through her. First it was getting scolded for causing a scene towards nothing ( at least that’s what her boss had thought ), then it was the random books being tossed about that had caused a stir. Now this simple task met with another bout of jovial teasing. That teasing soon turned into a toppling that she had expected, the book and subsequently, her own pile being knocked over right along with him.

Autumn’s heart lurched as her features twisted into those of concern before she shouted, ‘I’m okay!’, full well knowing no one was going to see Saizo but her. It was only then did she kneel down, her lips pursed in annoyance, before she reached out. Quickly flicking his forehead in a bid to scold his action, Autumn grabbed the large book that had landed on his chest.

“Now see where all that teasing got you?” She asks him sternly before a sigh leaves her lips. "Remember, you’re the one who wanted these. I’m helping you out here, but if you get me in trouble again, you won’t get your books.”

Saizo was way too comfortable with his jester-like act. Playing a fool to what? Make her smile? Soften her to him? No one had shown that much interest before—no one living that was. Of course it would be the soul that somehow wound up attaching themselves to her. Worse yet, when he was away for days, weeks, sometimes months—Autumn caught herself missing his presence a little more every time. The relief that she felt when he returned was something of an enigma that she tried to deny.

“Why do you need all this information anyway?” She whispers the question, afraid someone would come around the corner to check on her. Being caught ‘talking to herself’ more than once now had already caused a ripple of rumors. It wasn’t like she met anyone else who could see spirits or the like.

“I think this is the first time I’ve seen you interested in any kind of book since you first came in here. This is all pretty old stuff too, crazy to think we still hold onto these things, but it might just be the devil's luck for you.” // @doomxdriven from

[lily-of-elysium]

[equiilux]

Thinking about Autumn and how in most things she's inherently self-reliant to the point that she is kind of selfish. She has trouble accepting help and doesn't open up to others. She's extremely prickly at the best of times, skeptical, and likes to be left alone.

In terms of goals all of it comes down to what she wants, an easy quiet life, and depending on the verse she either fights against anything that challenges that or actively withdrawals inwards when things go wrong.

She's so selfish and I love it.

Of course she is prone to change it just depends on who she's interacting with and how much they put into her as a person. Like not giving up on her I mean and I see some of that development in threads I've had and adore it.

Anyway I type all this out at work cause any time I think I don't write deep or good characters I have to find a way to remind myself that nah I actually do. I write pretty decent characters who are flawed but arent out of reach of change and I am really proud of myself for it.

[equiilux]

let me assign you an aesthetic word

downpour

aren't summer downpours special, in a way? don't they make you want to dance barefoot in the middle of the road? isn't it so satisfying when the raindrops kiss your face? that's how i feel about you, i think. when people meet you, it's always a bit unexpected but still pleasant. you're unpredictable and that's what's so attractive about you; no one truly gets bored around you. if i could, i'd put you inside my pocket and go on so many adventures with you.

[doomxdriven]

—— F A T E ( @mementohub / equiilux )

(by RiRivArt on twitter!)

[equiilux]

Cleaning up this blog to move only Autumn back here. I'm slowly splitting my multi / hub blog back up and moving everything separate. If you're still here and want to keep following I am cool with that! If not that's okay too!

[equiilux]

"I'm just telling you what he told me. This isn't the first time he's threatened me with a good time and by that, I mean replace my limbs with hollow parts. Guys a freak, figured I'd let you know." ( x )

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The Star for Loaf Tarot | prints

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