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@erikgreybackreturns
sorry not sorry but that really is how I feel 😂
Just low key love Egg being loud af for not only Dunk but straight up wanting to make sure his brother gets his ass beat. Like, Egg is three apples tall but 10 apples tall when it comes to hating on Aerion -which valid lil king go off.
-side note; slightly disappointed I did not get to see my depressed wet cat of a man/Daeron starfished in the mud somewhere else like
Gojo: Oh my god. Shoko, I just realized something. I had a bad childhood. Shoko: Yeah, I know. Gojo: What do you mean, you know? Shoko: Look at you. Gojo: What do you mean, look at me? Shoko: Look at how you stand. People who had good childhoods don’t stand like that.
*graabs ur land*
It's us
The wedding of Alina and Runevsky was quite a 💥 bang 💥 (pun intended).
But I love it so so much because it once again shows how deep their connection is:
• love how much warmth is in Runevsky's eyes when he thinks that Alina is finally arriving, love how happy Alina is to finally get married to the man she loves
• love how Runevsky screams "It's my, MY HOME. It's my, MY WEDDING" while killing those who dared to burn their guests and destroy one of their happiest days, love how he turns the music on so it wouldn't seem that depressing
• love how Alina tells Karamora that she's home - "No, you killed me, he, on the other hand, saved me! Petya, I'm home. You're a monster, you came to OUR WEDDING. I'm letting you go and I'm ready to forgive you but I love HIM!" - finally cementing the fact that she doesn't want to look back and would choose Alexander all over again, how she screams "FOR YOURSELF, YOU LIVED ONLY FOR YOURSELF, PETYA. DO SOMETHING FOR ME ONCE! GO, I'M BEGGING YOU, GO AWAY!" before throwing him across the room so he wouldn't even get close to her husband
• love how Alina says she hates Karamora when she sees what he's done to her husband and when he told her that 'he literally blew up the world for her so she could end up with a vampire' (in reality, he just tried to justify his horrible actions while also calling her a scum/bitch), love that Runevsky had to witness how the love of his life is in the arms of the other and then get shocked (because, well, he thought Alina would not forgive him for not telling her about the fact that her ex isn't dead like he thought) that she still chose him (not that she had any reason 👀, I mean, you treated her with respect and love all the time, inspired her to keep living and helped her deal with her trauma and everything, hmmm, I don't know why she chose you, my friend)
• love how as soon as shaking Alina got to Runevsky she fed him her blood while saying "You should have told me, Sasha, you should have!", not really blaming him but actually once again cementing the fact that she would chose him even if she knew Karamora was alive (that's why her throwing herself in front of him while screaming "ONLY TOGETHER WITH ME!" at Petya when he tells her that Runevsky should die hits you like a trainwreck)
• and I absolutely adore the fact that BOTH Alina and Runevsky literally growled like animals at Karamora and his team when they came to their wedding, they were literally protecting their happiness, their family and their love-
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G R E Y B A C K: B L O O D P A C K
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They get lucky with Libby, to be honest.
Despite neither of them having a clue what to do with a kid, they have plenty of friends and pack practically fighting each other to help.
(Okay, so Julia fights to get out of it, but she's practically an expert at raising Greybacks whether she wants to be or not, so more often then not she's there helping.)
It's also probably completely unbelievable, but Libby was a good baby. She mostly laughed and smiled, and even her worst cries could be easily swayed away with a good cuddle from her mother or tickle.
(This state would last only until she was three, as Julia called it like an old timey soothesayer, calling her terror-baby-in-the-making. Never for once trusting the docile nature of the babe.)
Orion's arrival is just as unexpected, so quick on his sister's heels but they take it in stride. At least now they know what they are doing, and best of all they are so close in age that it's easy enough to simply ease Orion into their world. Sure, Libby is started to teeth like a shark and Orion doesn't seem to cry as so much howl...
but all in all they've got this.
-that's what they keep thinking even when Grace gets knocked up with baby number three.
Which awkwardly turns into baby three and four.
And the twins.
Well. They're not like Libby and Orion.
For one, they are born Alpha which practically gives Erik a heart attack, and sadly means the pack members are not able to help as much (the pull of two new alphas, even as infants is not something Erik wants to test) and that also means no Julia, no Gloria or even the Delacroix's.
(Julia laughs loudly until Erik smugly reminds her that currently she is carrying another branch of the Greyback line all by herself, and who knows, maybe twins run in the family. Alex too is furthering his line, first with two sons and another on the way. Between the growing family and the growing career, Erik honestly doesn't know how he does it.)
Erika and Nikola are without a doubt, the worst babies ever.
-he loves them so much, don't get him wrong, he does.
But they are sooooo the worst. They are collic-y, angry and some how spiteful?
There are many nights when they run both Grace and Erik ragged. Werewolf or not, the body needs sleep and before the twins are one neither of them get much. There's more than one episode of teething (because of course both girls start teething at the same time) that ends up in tears (and not the kids) or one of them passed out on the floor of the nursery.
(Alex suggests a nanny -because that's what they sometimes do, but both Erik and Grace flinch at the mere idea of a stranger being anywhere near their children.)
They manage not to have any more kids for actual years instead of months and it's all because of the trauma of that.
(-and also that their bed now gets hijacked by all four children. Libby will crawl in to snuggle against Erik's side, Orion on Grace and the twins will escape their cribs to worm their way in between both.)
So poor unimpressed Liam gets a very heavy handed parenting of harden veterans. It's probably why he rebels so much.
Gracie gets pretty much the same deal, but learns early on that the best way to get her space is to bite at the hands that feed her. Both are so quiet and self-reliant that Erik and Grace step back and relax.
Which is a mistake that allows Cora to run wild.
(Literally.)
It's poor Val, their youngest son that gets the oddest amount of affection. Despite their growing pack, and his siblings being some more than decade older than him, he's cherished and coddled like none of the others. (no one can explain it, since it's clear at this point Grace and Erik are baby making machines, but there's something soft and gentle about Val that's so completely odd in their family that makes them treat him like he's made of glass.)
Panic Room
mini-alpha-erika:
“I’ll…figure something out I guess.” She has to. Otherwise it’ll just be an endless struggle and she doesn’t want that for either of them. Maybe she should just make him marathon Disney movies with strong family themes or something. “I should probably go…make sure he hasn’t woken up and puked all over my flat…I really don’t want to have to clean that mess. But thank you, this helped a lot. Just knowing I’m not…that I can probably do this. Hopefully.” Possibly.
“-and if you can’t. That’s okay too, Erika. If you need to, if it proves you two aren’t working, there is always your sister or myself.” Personally, he doesn’t like the idea, if Julius is anything like his father, the boy was going to be a challenge. Half the reason Alex considered the Greyback pack his own, was because they left him alone and to his own devices, but Alex was unusual in so many difficult ways. Ambitious to the point of terrifying and far more determined than any man or wolf had been before. That was even without the wolf. “Have him talk to his dad too...if he hasn’t already. It might help him understand.”
Panic Room
mini-alpha-erika:
Erika has always known that her dad, both of her parents really, didn’t have an easy life before. Like all of her siblings, she knew that they’d had to fight to get here. But she’d never known…just how hard it was. They’d all always been shielded from this as much as possible, even now she doesn’t doubt there’s more that’s not being told, and now more than ever she can understand why. It makes her appreciate her dad all the more, that he went through all of that and is who he is now, and that he shared this with her because she needed to hear it. “Thank you, dad. And for what it’s worth, I don’t think it’s just mum’s blood that helped Nikki and I, it was seeing you. Not just as an Alpha, but as a dad.”
“Yeah, well, your mother is usually the better parent.” He jokes, “It’s only fair that every now and then I pull my weight.” Erik stands, and scratches the back of his head. “Being and Alpha is a bit like being a parent, and I was unprepared for both. I mean, at least I knew was an Alpha. For the longest time I assumed I was sterile...or rather was. All wolves were, until I got with your mother, and then.” He gestures as an explosive. “If Jules is giving you a hard time, it’s only because he only feels the pressure of your power and only yours. You have to remember for all intents and purposes, his father is a lone wolf and so he’s not only outside of the influence of us but also raised his children as such. As corny as it sounds, you have to show him that pack isn’t a bad thing, that he can trust you not to abuse the power; whether he realizes it or not, that’s what he’s really fighting. Jules, the man trusts you, the bite wouldn’t have worked otherwise but the wolf is new and strong. Normally, if he was just bitten this is where he’d start to lose himself.” Erik comes to a realization then and there. “I sometimes forget how different things are for you lot. You’ve probably never seen a packless or feral wolf have you?..That’s what used to happen. People would get bitten, transform and lose their minds. For people like my father, he used it as a way to gain an army, to pick up the pieces and mold it for his will. If people were lucky, they would be found by another pack or come back to themselves before that...but Jules just needs to reminded. Maybe not in words, but in actions. In cases like this, I’d just take the kid out hunting with the pack as a wolf...but considering this is Jules I’m not sure that would work for him.”
Panic Room
mini-alpha-erika:
Her father’s admission catches her by complete surprise. The shock of it is even enough to make her forget about the previous admission regarding condoms and pulling out. It seems insane to her because all she’s ever seen is the Alpha. The control and way he has with his pack. She can’t picture a version of her dad that wouldn’t have chosen this life and in some ways it makes her feel a little better. At the very least she’s not as giant a failure as she initially thought anyway. “You…didn’t…then how do you manage it now? How am I supposed to do it? There’s…I want more but I’m scared of that and I’m not…it’s not what I would have chosen. It feels like too much inside of me and I don’t know how to handle any of it. Especially since the first person in my pack hates pack life so much he nearly drank himself to death.”
Erik shrugs. “Badly.” He admits honestly. “I didn’t manage it all. In fact, as soon as I could, I literally ran from it.” -again, something he will never not be ashamed about. He doesn’t carry guilt well, isn’t built for it, but the times he does feel it are deep and heavy. Yes, he was just a kid, and his own reason were sound to him at the time, but at the time he could not fathom the cost or that the expense the people who loved him were paying.
“I don’t talk about it for a reason, Erika. The past, is not...” He struggles for the words, and all fall short. “There was not a pack like you know it. I wasn’t born, I was made. I wasn’t raised like a son, I was weapon. From the second I breathed air, that’s all I was...that’s all any of us were. The Julia and Laura you know now, are mellowed out versions of the she wolves I was raised by. Every night, they were to hunt and kill, first of the line and they would bring me.” He stops, he doesn’t remember really, too young to recall memories, but he does know he knew what blood smelled like and death on his tongue before he could form words. “My father said I needed to get a taste of it...” Erik looks away. Unsure what Erika’s expression might be, but can’t handle it regardless.
“I was five or six the first time I tried to run from it. Being an alpha. I didn’t like grown men and women being afraid of me, I didn’t like sleeping on stone or making wolves do what they clearly didn’t want -doesn’t matter that they couldn’t fight me, I didn’t want to make them and I could see that reflected in their eyes. Feel it in their wolf-” He bites his tongue, realizing he was slowly losing control of his own words. “I tried to run away from it, and my father hunted me down, clawed my back and held me down in a path of wild wolfsbane so I couldn’t heal. For hours. That’s why I have those scars on my back Erika. Every single one is from a time where I tried to run and got punished for it. And I kept trying, at some point I just got reckless. He was never going to kill me, I was too important.” Erik’s bitter laugh hurts his chest, “-but I wanted him to try. I thought that would be fitting. All his hard work, and it would be him ruining it...I pushed and rebelled, I fucked people I shouldn’t, I messed around with other packs, I ignored Nik’s advice.” Poor Nik, who had more than his work cut of for him. “Eventually I got lucky, and war broke out. Before my father could use me, as he always wanted, he got his stupid ass killed. I don’t think I knew pure joy until that moment to be honest. The second I could, I was off. Made a deal with the current government. Completely abandon my pack, everyone. Nik,Gloria and the Porter sisters. I didn’t hesitate, because that’s how much I wanted to be someone else. Something else.
Not that it mattered. Being an Alpha was who I was and everything revolved around that. Who I fucked, who I hated or killed. One way or another, the power was what mattered. It was only after many, many -and I can’t stress this enough, many struggles that I learned that I was better with it than without. I used it to save your mother, I used it to protect people and it was never with any..clear instinct of what I was doing Erika. It was merely my own stupidity half the time. The force of my will and the simple wanting to...be what I needed to be. Strong. With my father, I never felt that. I couldn’t comprehend it. Not until I found people to be strong for. I needed to be to keep them alive, and your mother is a big part of that. She was the first person I ever turned, because I wanted to share that strength with her and that’s what changed for me...I realized that’s what I was. A power, that I can push into to others.” He breaths in deeply, “It’s not easy, to do that. To give them the chance to let me or remember to. For me, I’ve always been terrified that one day I will. That something will break and I’ll destroy everything. That I’ll stop caring....and that’s why I was always terrify that one of my children might have the same fate, but then you and your sister were born and....the two of your were Alpha and it wasn’t as bad....maybe because of the power is split evenly, maybe because your mother’s blood or just....because.” He shrugs, “You don’t have that fear and for it, you’re stronger. You might be at a lost of what to do Erika...but you’re already looking for answer. You’re already worried about how to make your pack happy.” He points out with a smile, “That’s far more than myself at your age. You’ll figure this out, and you’ll do it in your own way and I have faith that you will.”
Panic Room
mini-alpha-erika:
“You didn’t have any faith in me either?” She questions jokingly, although the pitiful laugh she offers does little to make it seem as such. Heading into his office Erika steals a chair and curls up before just unloading. “I feel like a failure, dad. Like I’m the biggest fucking idiot on the plant because I’m….I’m lost. All of this Alpha stuff…I wasn’t supposed to do it. It was always Nikki’s thing so I just ignored it, suppressed whatever Alpha nature I had, and that was just fine and fucking dandy until stupid Julius had to go and almost die and you all with your big mouths and time wasting fuck what was I thinking? It shouldn’t have worked, the bite shouldn’t have worked, I’m a failure and the universe knows it and it was just mocking me, that’s the only reason it worked. Because I’ve got zero bloody instinct for this and now the only wolf in my pack probably hates me and sure as shit doesn’t want to be in a pack and why couldn’t you two have just worn a fucking condom for christ sake!”
Erik let’s her anger wash over him -it’s a new experience, he’s usually the one spilling out with anger, so somehow at the end of her tide he’s cracking a wry smile. Sitting on the edge of his cluttered desk with his hands clasped on his knees. “What makes you think we didn’t?” He can’t help but snark, “You lot have broken through condoms, birth control and even Olivia Delacroix’s potions. The only reason there aren’t even more of you is because every now and again I manage to pull out.” He tells her bluntly.
“Look, I wish I could tell you that there’s a book on this. I wish I could just teach you how to to be an Alpha.That there’s a clever little saying or guide lines....but there isn’t.” He admits, seriously as he can. “I can help wolves control themselves, I can help them transform and ease the feral nature, I can help them feel apart of something and protect them...but I’ll tell you something, that no one but your mother knows.” Erik pauses, because admitting this out loud, now after so many years and hardships, at the expense of so many important people is beyond selfish.
“I never wanted to.”
Panic Room
mini-alpha-erika:
Erika feels lost. Like maybe she’s broken or something. Because she can’t explain anything, and the whole alpha thing isn’t exactly just coming to her like she thinks it should. So before Julius even wakes up she sneaks out of her own flat and goes back home hoping to find some answers. Or maybe just a little direction at the very least. Hell she’s take an ice cream cone and a pat on the head at at this point. Coming through the back door, she calls out, “dad?” but doesn’t go searching. Searching always meant walking in on her parents, it was just a known rule of the Greyback house, so she remains safely where she is.
Erik is in his office -not doing anything important, other than pretending he is for the sake of peace. He loves his children, more than anything, but living in a house of them; more than ever had before, since they were tiny, is hard. Now they are adults and they take up more space, make more noise and possible, even eat more food. Still, the second he hears Erika he opens the doors to is office. “Thought you might be by.” He tells her. Ever since she turned Julius he’s been on edge, knowing she’ll have questions. That she’ll want to know things about being an Alpha that won’t be easy to answer, if he can answer at all. His own upbringing, his struggles and eventual give into his nature has been buried for good reasons. Why would he want to share the worst of himself to them? The dark and often violent truths that do nothing but tear at him, what good reason would he want to make his children carry their weight? No, truthfully, if he could, he would have kept all of it a secret. If he could, he would have scratched out the name Greyback out of history and any mention of his past altogether.
His life didn’t start until he met Grace, and even that had enough darkness for him to shrink back at it. They together, had kept most of it away from their children, and perhaps to many, it would never be brought to light...but Erika and Nikki were special cases. Alphas born like himself, and they deserved what little he could offer.
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