This is something I wrote a few years ago.
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"I am not alone. I am surrounded by people.
People who don't give a damn about what you feel.
People who only act like they care in front of other people.
People who are selfish and expect you to be what they want you to be.
People who are ignorant and stupid enough to think that you're perfectly fine. That nothing is wrong with you and it's all in your head.
People who judge you for who you are, condemn you for what you believe in.
People who treat you like trash and belittle you just because they think they're so much better than you.
People who see you as a worthless piece of shit and a waste of space.
People who try to control your life thinking that you're not capable of handling it on your own.
People who don't trust you not to mess up.
People who use your strengths for their own gain and take advantage of your weaknesses.
People who remind you of every single mistake you made.
People who make you hate yourself.
People who promise to always be there for you but leave you hanging on the edge of a fucking cliff when life fucks and pushes you over.
People who make you wish you were never born.
People who destroy what little hope you have left.
People who preach about the goodness of life and religion but are fucking hypocrites.
People who act like they know it all. That they've seen it all.
People who keep you hiding in the closet.
People who call themselves your friend but stab you in the back.
People who will never be there for you. People who will never understand.
I am alone and I have no one."
amandla
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