Clumsy infatuation (Captain Price x OC) Headcanons
the formation of the PMC SpecGru brought with it some difficulties in integrating the operators, especially with a certain corporal who has trouble getting along with the british.
A simple thing to contextualise this complicated relationship.
notes: (nonsexual) self-hatred, anxiety, asocial behavior, ptsd, blood, age gap.
The decision to join a PMC was not hers but that of a high command, so she feels obliged to take part in it by superior orders.
The relationship at first would be strictly soldier-captain, Ermordet has no plans to include a love interest in her life because of the way she lives and acts for her job.
One day, Price praised her skills on CQC and she fell in love the second.
She feels guilty for having developed feelings for her captain. She will constantly feel bad about herself and call herself "unprofessional".
She is the type of person who shows her crush in a mean and distant way, is uncomfortable being in the same room as Price if it's not about work and of course hates it when he speaks to her as it only makes her even more nervous.
The feeling of crush bothers her.
Price acts nice to her because he knows her background and her distrust of the military, he just wants her to trust her team and her colleagues.
He begins to notice her strange behavior and thinks that she doesn't fit in with the PMC, however, it doesn't take long for him to realize that this mean behavior is only with him when he realizes that she has a good relationship with Chuy Ordaz and Kleo. .
In an attempt to get along with the whole team, Price starts training with her regularly to create a good bond as a teammate.
What he doesn't know is that she bursts out of her nerves every time she is invited to train CQC with him.
She gets mad at herself for enjoying being dominated by him TOO MUCH.
Although their relationship begins to grow closer, she still feels uncomfortable with him. His accent and manner tend to revive traumatic events she experienced in the past with british soldiers.
Ironically, Price thinks her accent is cute.
Ermordet trains obsessively at night to release stress and avoid intrusive thoughts. She feels calm by tearing her body apart to the point of exhaustion.
During an evening training session, Price notices how aggressively she trains and, in an effort to reassure her, notices how her knuckles are covered in blood and friction scrapes.
He immediately takes care of her wounds while giving her a long lecture on how dangerous it is not to have self-control. She takes it more as a reprimand than advice, and it only increases her self-hatred.
'' Sorry Captain, it won't happen again '' she says, frowning and clenching her fists.
He takes one of her hands and tries to get her to unclench her fist. ''Keep calm. . . I'm not scolding you''
She tries to explain herself but is at a loss for words, she is not used to revealing personal things and finds it difficult to speak on many occasions. Price seems to understand what she is referring to and gives her some advice to calm her anxiety.
One of them is tea, yea, fucking brits.
Sorry if this was too long or badly written😩😩 english is not my first language!!
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