izzy's playlists!
ellievsbear
occasionally subtle
roma★
Sade Olutola
titsay
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
Origami Around
art blog(derogatory)
RMH
Fai_Ryy
oozey mess
Sweet Seals For You, Always
noise dept.
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let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
Monterey Bay Aquarium
Cosmic Funnies
Love Begins
seen from Japan
seen from T1
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
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seen from T1
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@erstwhles-a
hey, hi! so, i know i kind of disappeared for a minute, but honestly. muse has been peculiar recently, which got me thinking about revamping. adding / changing up characters, dropping threads, etc. and then i couldn’t get that idea out of my head.. so i guess that’s where i am
anyway, i don’t want to say that i’m dropping everything because if there are any threads in particular that you want to keep, please let me know
but as of now, this blog is archived and you can find me here
merry christmas to everyone who didn’t get presents today because their family couldn’t afford it and merry christmas to everyone who couldn’t make it home for the holidays and merry christmas to everyone spending it alone i want you all to know that i hope you all have a great great end of the year and i love you all and even if your holidays weren’t how you pictured them i hope you still have a good rest of the holidays and year
Merry Christmas to all of those essential workers who are at work (like me). Merry Christmas to all those who are being responsible and staying home, with only whoever is in your house. Merry Christmas to all of those who are trying to get through the hard times. Merry Christmas to all those who are hanging on. Merry Christmas to those who are trying to keep their families together despite distance. Merry Christmas to everyone who looks at this.
And also happy December 24/ 25 to everyone who doesn’t celebrate Christmas. I’m still wishing you all of those happy thoughts. 💖💖💖
just wanna lay in silence with somebody who cares about my emotional wellbeing
@survivics sent → Lazy morning sex (Sakura)
He has grown so accustomed to being alone that it is almost easy to forget that he isn’t. Almost, because Atticus cannot be sure if he has ever slept more soundly than he has with Sakura next to him. With a tired smile pulling at his lips, he rolls onto his side. It takes a moment for his eyes to adjust to the sudden change in light, but then she comes into view: a goddess in her own right, and he―as always―is more than willing to worship her. He edges closer to her half of the bed and presses a kiss to her arm, smiling as she begins to stir from her own stupor. The familiar flutter in his stomach makes itself apparent. It is, as he has come to learn, a mixture of both anticipation and desire. Wanting.
The trail of kisses, starting at her elbow, leads up her shoulder. “ Good morning, ” he whispers, voice languid, muffled against her neck. As her arms come around him, his smile widens, lips continuing their journey and only stopping once he reaches her lips. Under the blanket, one hand reaches across, fingers trailing up and down her side, teasing as they venture lower with each trip until finally, he grips her leg, gently tugging her closer as he braces himself with his elbow.
@endlessmarks sent → “ i don’t think my legs work again yet. ” - luci and liam (haha fjdksa; he'd be so honest like this with him all the time lmao)
He props himself up on his elbow and faces his boyfriend. The morning’s hold on him is clearly not strong enough because as the blanket is pulled up to his shoulders, Liam’s eyes begin to shut once again. Still, he manages a smile. “ Mhm? ” A deep breath slowly filters in and out, and finally, his eyes open, giving way to the breathy laugh that falls from his lips. “ No one said you had to get up. Let me take care of you,” he says, voice still under the influence of sleep. As he leans closer, Lucian’s lips are captured in a gentle kiss: one lacking the urgency which commanded him the night before.
ft. @kindlyhearted
@endlessmarks sent → “ i can’t find my shirt. ” -zayden and will, not sorry tbh
One corner of his lips curls up in a smile, his hands coming to rest behind his head as he leans back against the headboard. “ Hey, don’t look at me, ” Will says, shrugging, no intention of moving from his spot. “ I’m not the one rushing to get out of here before we get a chance to talk about... whatever last night was, so you better keep looking. ”
@endlessmarks sent → “ just let me sleep for five more minutes. ” -emma and henrik bc friends !
“ Emma, you said that twenty minutes ago. I was quiet when you arrived out of the blue... ” They may not have spoken in a while, but her visit hardly seemed like cause enough for concern when she first arrived. Though, now, he cannot be quite sure what to make of it. “ Last I heard, you were still in New York. Now, either talk to me about it or go back, but you don’t get to ignore me in my own house. ” Right, no, definitely not bitter toward her for having been shut out of her life for the last several months.
ft. @kindlyhearted
survivics:
Her legs swinging as she sat on her countertop, there was no hiding just how pleased she was. To see him, of course and to have him be so heart stoppingly adorable. Honestly, she felt positively giddy. Thank the gods her staff and no customers were around- they would never let her hear the end of this. It was ridiculous, really. With a knowing smile, she gently pulled him between her legs by the strings of his hoody- her eyes bright.
“24 hours is a very long time, I know I haven’t stopped thinking about you and kissing you again for a single moment.”
Almost at his his eye level, she released one of his strings to gently turn his face towards her.
“I am better, now that you are here but everything would be perfect if I could have another kiss and your company for lunch.”
An easy smile settles on his lips as she pulls him forward. Blush still prominent across his cheeks, both of his hands come to rest on her legs as he steps closer. “I... haven’t stopped thinking about you either,” he admits. Had it only been 24 hours? It really had felt so much longer. Then again, when it comes to Sakura, Atticus often feels himself reverting back to his teenage self―infatuation overwhelming his thoughts. “Well, if you’re available... It’s funny. I was going to say that a kiss and lunch with you would make my day better.”
He tilts his head to the side, smile softening, finding comfort in her touch. Without thinking about it, he brings one hand up to push a strand of hair behind her ear, and then his eyes are focused back on her. An unspoken question sits in the air between them and is intensified as his eyes flit to her lips. “Can I?” He asks, voice but a whisper as he gently runs his thumb against her cheek.
musicallyiinclined:
The silence that follows the engine being shut off is deafening, and Zander is more than ready to escape into the house, but Liam doesn’t make any move to get out of the car. “ Hmm? ” He shifts in his seat to face Liam, though he can’t meet his gaze, and his heart soon sinks as he listens to what his fiancé has to say. He’s right, of course, and has just put words to Zander’s biggest fears. “ I don’t know, Li. ” Zander shakes his head and lets out a tired sigh, staring up the driveway at their house. It was supposed to be their first place as a married couple, and maybe where they started a family someday, but now.. “ If you get back and things are still weird, then.. Then maybe we shouldn’t try to force it. Some things are too big to get past, and that’s not you messing up so don’t even think about it like that. All of this–all of it–is on me. Okay? ”
“ ...okay. ” It isn’t, but isn’t it interesting how many times a heart can break? Because sitting here, thinking about this new potential reality, he can feel as another piece is chipped away. “ But it’s not you. I mean, it’s not only you. Maybe it shouldn’t be that big of a deal and I just… mess things up. And maybe I deserve it. ” Pausing, he leans his head against his seat. “ I told you a long time ago that if I did this… if I went all in and ended up getting hurt, then I wouldn’t be able to blame you, and I’m starting to think― ” He stops abruptly, cutting himself off with a laugh that’s as devoid of humor as the look in his eyes. “ Anyway… you know, If this is the way that it ends… ” Left hand comes up to grip the steering wheel, and his engagement ring suddenly weighs ten pounds. “ I don’t know what’s supposed to come after you. Like, I told you that you were it. The kind of person that people spend… their whole life waiting for, and if that’s true for me… ” And it is, he thinks. “ I don’t know what comes next. ” Zander’s not exactly the type of person you just get over. In fact, what do you do after letting the love of your life walk away?
morning after starters
“ last night was nice. ” “ lets do this again some time. ” “ i’ll leave my number. ” “ i gotta go, sorry. ” “ can’t you at least stay for breakfast? ” “ i’ll make coffee—don’t go anywhere. ” “ next time, maybe i’ll buy you dinner first. ” “ if we do this again you better buy me dinner first. ” “ i don’t think my legs work again yet. ” “ i don’t wanna get up. ” “ no don’t move, it’s too cold outside the covers. ” “ there’s no way i can hide these marks… ” “ this was probably a mistake. ” “ this can’t happen again. ” “ you always say that, and yet we wind up right back here. ” “ are you watching me sleep? ” “ you look cute all frazzled like this. ” “ why are you looking at me like that? ” “ keep kissing me like that and we’re gonna end up back in bed. ” “ something wrong? ” “ i’d stay if i could, i promise. ” “ so if i put my number in your phone, you actually gonna text me? ” “ i made breakfast. ” “ how do you take your coffee? ” “ fuck! i’m late— ” “ did you turn the alarm off? ” “ if you don’t turn that alarm off i’m gonna throw it out the window. ” “ i can’t find my shirt. ” “ babe, we slept in. ” “ i know you’re awake. ” “ i’ll stay. ” “ why don’t you stay? ” “ i like waking up with you. ” “ i like having you here at night. ” “ you know, if you moved in we wouldn’t keep having to say goodbye like this. ” “ so when are we gonna actually go on a real date? ” “ do i smell bacon? ” “ you made pancakes? ” “ come on, come back to bed. ” “ you weren’t there when i woke up. ” “ i thought you left. ” “ do you want me to go? ” “ just let me sleep for five more minutes. ” “ you’re really beautiful/handsome. even if you drool. ” “ you talk in your sleep, ya know. ”
ACTIONS: 1. for one muse to surprise the other with breakfast in bed 2. for our muses to go another round in the morning 3. for your muse to join mine in the shower while getting ready for the day 4. for one muse to stop the other from trying to sneak away 5. for one muse to invite the other to spend the rest of the day with them 6. for one muse to convince the other to stay in bed the rest of the day 7. for our muses to have sex in the kitchen instead of finishing breakfast 8. for our muses to spoon 9. for one muse to wake up with morning wood 10. for one muse to wake the other up with oral 11. for lazy morning sex 12. for one muse to wake the other because they’re having a nightmare 13. for one muse to distract the other from getting ready by kissing/groping them 14. for one muse to kick the other out of their home 15. for our muses to wake with no recollection of the night before
If you roleplay a ship with me,
You will get— Adequate ship building time. Realistic obstacles for them to overcome. Sweet fluff. Sexy smut. (if you want) As much action as I can mange. Tons of angst. Possibly random drabbles. Occasional gif/photo sets, or manips. @ tagged in all kinds of things. Headcanons about anything and everything. Completely sick of my ass.
les glorieux, the glorious. to you from failing hands we throw the torch. be yours to hold it high.
hey if ur reading this and ur in a bad spot mentally or anything i hope u feel better soon and have a good day
Adria Arjona by Yulia Gorbachenko for Flaunt Magazine, The Wishes Issue 2020
@survivics sent → “If I didn’t know any better, I would think you were flirting with me Detective .” (Sakura)
The blush that floods his cheeks is both immediate and obvious, even as he does his best to divert his gaze by choosing to focus on the floor rather than on her. “ What, do you think I would drive all the way across here on my lunch break just to flirt with you? ” Right, his lunch break which is already halfway over because he wasted the first several minutes sitting in his car, debating whether or not to go in. Not that she knows that, right? How well tinted are the windows of his car? “ I was just... in the neighborhood. It’s been a while since I saw you last, and I just wanted to make sure that everything was... okay. ”
distantsuns:
❝ Ah— it’s a long story. ❞ There’s no easy way to say, yeah I’m married, but my husband and I both hate each other and constantly cheat on each other. He’ll just leave that well enough alone. ❝ I’d introduce you to my brother, but he’s married and he’s got a wee one, Our drummer Nate’s engaged, and Andy, well— he’s a ladies’ man, but he’s a real heartbreaker. And we don’t want that, do we? ❞ James laughs, elbowing her playfully. ❝ Trust me, if you respect yourself, don’t get involved with a musician. We’re the worst. ❞ He’s only half-joking there. ❝ Y’know, it’s funny, I never thought I’d see you again after uni, but— I’m glad I did. I’ll be in town for a week or two— got some telly appearances to do and all that shite. ❞
“ You know, I’m good with a long story. I wouldn’t mind listening. ” She means that, wholeheartedly. Plus, they’re practical strangers nowadays, so she isn’t too close to the issue. Then again, she has no idea how deep everything runs. “ Got it. Stay away from Andy. ” Laughing, she notes how different he is with her compared to his demeanor around the rest of the band. Which front is the true James? There’s no way to be sure, but as she spends more time with him, it becomes even more clear how much everything has changed. “ Not all of you are the worst. ” A pointed look in his direction implies that she doesn’t think he could be considered in that category. “ But I’ll take the advice, ” she nods. “ And I’m glad too. ” A relieved smile colors her expression, eyes lighting up just enough that she hopes he doesn’t notice. “ Really? Well, good. I’d love to spend a little bit more time with you. Meet some of your friends, if you still want. ”
musicallyiinclined:
“ Right. Of course. ” Part of him is relieved that he can just sit there silently as they drive, though another part of him is stung that Liam had to put it so bluntly. It’s never been a struggle for them to make conversation before, not even on the night they first met. Then again, Zander has never screwed up so royally before, either. As he turns to gaze out the window he tries not to think about how their upcoming time apart could also be a bad thing, and a chance for Liam to realize that the only way he can be happy from now on is if he and Zander take separate paths, instead of the one they had planned on taking together. The thought brings tears to his eyes, but he quickly blinks them away before they can fall, and forces himself to think about something else. Anything else. It’s a difficult task that he somehow manages, and thankfully they’re soon turning onto their street, bringing his escape from the car that much closer.
The car ride that follows is easily the least comfortable that he has felt around Zander. Just thinking about it has his stomach twisting in knots because right now, it’s difficult to see how they are supposed to move past this. What if things don’t return to normal the way that they both want? It feels like they’re standing on the edge of... something. It’s just not clear what it is, and as that uncertainty latches onto his heart, Liam can feel the distance increase between them. He can only imagine all of the ways that his upcoming trip could make it worse. “ Zander? ” He says once they’re parked and the car is off. “ It’s never... it’s never been like this before between us. And what if things... are still weird after I get back? We’ve never left on terms like this. ” His tone is softer now and he frowns, eyes drifting back to his keys which are gripped tight in his hand. If only not to have to look Zander in the eye, he is grateful to be away from the bookstore. “ What does that mean? You know, what if―what if I mess things up because I don’t... know how to move on? ”
