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feitan headcanon/thought : manga spoilers below the cut
i see a lot of yandere fics display feitan as dirty and gross, but he’s not. he might have some form of germaphobia because he won’t eat anything someone that someone else has touched at all or has spoken on.
i think his torture room is full of stains, but nonetheless clean. i don’t think he or any of the troupe members see blood as a dirty thing. his torture room looks like an empty hospital room gone wrong. he takes pride in cleanliness. i also think all of the original members, if not all members, are clean people simply because they were raised in a wasteland. they spent so much time around filth and trash, why wouldn’t they want to feel clean?
And if you’re gonna call Nobunaga greasy you might as well call Illumi (the guy who sleeps in holes) greasy too cuz their hair looks the same…(joke btw) can y’all tell the Feitan brainrot is bad?
I think the reason why Chrollo is such a fond believer of fate is because it helps him mourn the loss of Sarassa and not blame himself. If he didn't believe that things where destined to happen like that, he'd definitely spiral and blame himself for not going with her.
including: chrollo, shalnark, feitan, nobunaga, illumi, general phantom troupe
warnings: possible spoilers, nsfw, brief mention of torture, lightly proof-read
chrollo is really into astrology. when you think about his character it makes a lot of sense. chrollo believes in fate and destiny, and how we cannot change it. that’s why he’s so amused by characters like hisoka and gon, because they try to change their destiny. and one of astrology's main themes is destiny and fate. astrology gives people identities, something that chrollo is constantly looking for outside of himself. because he cant accept that he is himself. i would go more into the astrology topic, but i don’t know enough about it to get into great detail without sharing misinformation.
shalnark and feitan aren’t that different from each other. both are scarily sadistic it just manifests in different ways. shalnark is generally very friendly and one of the more outgoing phantom troupe members. he’s a nice dude, but he’s not kind. niceness is like a mask, it’s a common courtesy. kindness comes from the heart. i think the only genuinely kind member is nobunaga, but i’ll get into that later. shalnark is more of a psychological torture guy, while feitan is more into traditional torture.
okay back to nobunaga. i very much think that he is the only truly kind member of the troupe. (this headcanon is not based on how he was as a child by the way) i recently read a nobunaga analysis (here) and it only furthered my belief in this headcanon. simply the way he feels for others is very kind, and how he acted towards gon and uvo specifically. as well as some parts in the manga. he’s definitely very compassionate and understanding, especially compared to the other members. i think some of the other members are capable of kindness, but they wouldn’t be described as “kind”. two other members that come to mind are chrollo and pakunoda. they are both quite compassionate, as seen during their sentimental moments. (chrollo when reacting to members’ deaths and paku’s pre-death gun scene and her small interaction with the cat) but i wouldn’t call them “kind”, but instead more in-tune with their emotions. but, i think deep down inside all people are capable of kindness, so it can be hard to say.
illumi isn’t as clueless about love as the fandom makes him out to be. his only real reference for “love” is his parents, and they actually really love each other. knowing how kikyo is, she’s probably very doting with silva like she is with her children. and silva seems pretty compassionate as seen in his interactions with killua. silva also showed genuine concern for kikyo’s safety when killua threatened to kill her during the election arc. illumi has definitely learned from that, even if he doesn’t fully understand it. he wouldn’t be the best partner, but he’s more affectionate than he comes off. and i also firmly believe that he is not a virgin. i wouldn’t say he gets around like hisoka and chrollo, but he definitely has a few bodies. he’s human too, and he understands that he has human needs.
a good handful of the troupe members get around frequently. i read a headcanon saying some of the members have had sexual and romantic encounters with each other and I AGREE. i think the members who sleep around the most are (in order) hisoka (obviously), uvo, chrollo, and shalnark. maybe phinks but I think he’s so angry and intense because of how pent-up he is. i also think paku and nobunaga are the types to have intense flings with people every now and then… and they can last months. some members i think do not get around are machi, franklin, and feitan. they’re just not very interested and are too busy. i think shizuku is in the middle. i don’t think she’s a virgin and she has partners once in a while but she’s not actively pursuing sex. she just goes with the flow.
the troupe members dynamics are constantly changing. i feel like there’s very clear friend groups inside the troupe. like uvo, nobu, and shalnark are a very clear group in my eyes. as well as phinks and feitan. i feel like chrollo and pakunoda are a part of their little group together. i think the others are more loner types, but the original members still all share a special bond. member-to-member conflict happens a lot in the troupe, you can see this with nobunaga and some of his interactions with franklin and machi. I don’t think anyone dislikes each other (not including hisoka) but tension is common.
anyways... thank you for reading! this is my first post in forever lol (i’m a bit embarrassed….tbh lol)
what the adult trio needs to be fulfilled in a relationship
hisoka needs...
- sex, excitement, and attention LMAO
- bro needs a round daily, he cant remember a day in his life where he hasn't came at least once
- except for maybe infancy and young childhood
- he's too horny for his own good
- needs to be your number one priority
- whether ur his number one doesn't matter
- you need to be ready to give him attention whenever he wants it
- unless he was trying to get a reaction out of you, he wouldn't ignore you because he understands the desire for attention
- but expect him to ghost you every now and then
- that doesn't mean he's not watching you, because he totally is
- he picked up a few trick from illumi lol
- and it's almost never personal
- buttttt, if you manage to trick him into opening up the ghosting and obsessive stalking would become more frequent
- he'd want to know more of your weaknesses than you know of his
- in a way, he does like to feel weak, only because it turns him on though
- if you manage to keep him excited and hold his attention for long enough, he'll get attached
- he'll be your dog LOL
- surprisingly loyal if the relationship is serious and you guys have known each other for multiple years
- simply because he knows he can count on you
- but he's not sexually monogamous, and doesn't super care if you are
- only allows one night stands tho
- would kill the person if they tried to continue anything
- and would bring you their head
- like when your cat kills a bird and then brings it to you cuz it's so proud of itself
- that's just his way of showing u how much he loves u LMFAO
illumi needs...
- control, submission, and patience
- he's a total control freak. classic manipulator shit too
- uses text book manipulation when you disagree with him so if you catch on it's not really a problem
- lacks a lot of understanding of emotional needs and empathy so you need to be patient and explain everything to him
- or else he'll be like "why are you crying? your grandma died? that isn't something worth crying over."
- he never ghosts you
- ignores you only if he's really really pissed
- you must always be in a close radius, you're never out of his sight
- of course he requires all your attention, you are his number one and he expects to be your number one
- you go on missions with him, and if you don't it's because you're at the Zoldyck mansion or smth
- you are always in his grasp
- youre his doll, ok?
- if you guys aren't married yet, he doesn't think you two are are "dating" he just thinks you guys are engaged with no ring yet
- is 100% monogamous, and if you aren't he will make you be monogamous
- will kill anyone who looks at you in a way he doesn't like so it's not like u have an option
- yes he loves his family but he loves you a little more
- if you were somehow able to convince him to run away with you he would come along
- deep down he just wants love and if you love him that's all he really needs
- luckily he's not very socially knowledgeable
- it would be very time consuming, not impossible, but it would take a great amount of effort (esp with kikyo smh)
- doesn't really like physical touch at first but trust me that man needs a hug.
chrollo needs....
- commitment, intelligence, and a fairytale love
- would never admit it sober
- but he's a total hopeless romantic
- he just desires for a true connection
- like one where you guys are literally meant for each other and no one else
- someone perfect for him
- one where you understand each other well, you don't even need to communicate you just get each other
- he does need communication as well
- he's gone his whole life feeling like everything is temporary, and he just wants something that is forever
- wants to grow old together
- needs your 100% commitment
- doesn't ghost you exactly, but he does disappear for periods of time
- he'll tell you that it's a work trip but won't specify, even if you already know about the phantom troupe
- he'll be gone from two weeks anywhere to five months.
- but would never leave you hanging
- he'd send you stuff and text you everyday
- wants you to devote yourself to him
- at first he'll make you think he's devoted himself to you, but eventually he will come around and start to be more serious after a year or two passes
- bro doesn't want to be talking to a wall
- so you actually need to be capable of conversation and complicated discussion
- would form a book club
- by that i mean it's just you two and you read the same book to be able to discuss it passionately
- he is very passionate in many ways
- also you are to stay out of troupe business no matter what
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Hey, can I get Hisoka nsfw and sfw dating hcs (fem or gender neutral reader)?
Thank you!
hi! thank u for the request and sorry it took a while to respond lol, but here u are! sfw + nsfw
❦ hisoka dating headcanons
❦ sfw:
- very hot or cold. either super sweet or super petty. no in-between.
- he tries not to take things between you two seriously, but his possessiveness tends to get the better of him
- he's clingy. like reaaaallyyy clingy. attachment issues
- his giving love languages are physical touch and quality time, and his preferred receiving love language is gift giving
- loves stuff and gifts. i read a hc post where they hc'd him as a hoarder and i couldn't agree more. he has way too many decks of cards and a whole list ranking his favorite to his least favorite
- sassy. like. annoyingly sassy. he's so witty too?? he always has a funny comeback even in the most serious situations
- can be romantic if he wants to, but that's usually earlier in the relationship when he's trying to court and impress you. but sometimes he takes you out on a super fancy date.
- flakey but loyal. he'll disappear every now and then, but should always come back
- sometimes its more like you're his parent than his partner LOL he's very immature, lots of scolding
- LOVES PDA. he HAS to be touching you, no matter what. in public and in private. even if it's something simple like handholding, but usually it's a lotttt more than that. he also gives really good hugs and kisses.
- controlling and possessive. cuts people's necks with flying cards if they even glance your way.
- sometimes starts drama in your life, such as a death of a loved one or an intense fight with a friend just so you'll go running to him for comfort. does it for his own amusement and so that you'll build a dependency on him. i think he likes to be needed by u
- his toenails scratch u in bed and he refuses to cut them because he's petty. also learned how to snore loudly and sleep with his eyes open just to freak u the fuck out
❦ nsfw:
- kinky ass mother fucker 😭
- switch, but leans towards dom because he likes to physically dominate you. tbh doesn't really matter to him as long as he's in control
- likes pretty much everything and has done pretty much everything
- butttt some specifics that come to mind when i think of hisoka are brat-taming, marking, and corruption.
- likes to make you THINK you're in control by giving you options, but he's always in charge
- you could hurl any insult at him and snap at him, but he'd still have that sweet smile on his face with sharp words to contrast
- "make me hisoka. you wouldn't."
- "oh but i would, and i will. ♡"
- he LOVES LOVES LOVES marking. part of his pda in a way, like making sure the public knows you two are together just by looking at your neck.
- he likes to bite, and would love it if you did too.
- his long ass nails scratch your back and leave scars, and would love if you did the same to him. he'd pay for your manicures and acrylics just so you could claw the fuck out of his back in return.
- because of this he often goes around (even in public) in small shirts that expose his back and neck, or sometimes even without a shirt just so he can show off. and he encourages you to do the same hehe
- it's very easy to excite him. just small things you do get him all wound up. biting your lip, making faces, sighing, even just slightly adjusting yourself and he's pouncing on you dtf.
- foreplay either takes forever or no time at all depending on how patient he's feeling. if he's been craving you, he won't hold himself back because he knows he can't take it slow. and yet he tries, he tries to savor you, he tries to breathe in every inch of you, he tries to take it slow, but he can't. especially not with you.
- sucker for virgins and people who are inexperienced. of course, he wouldn't mind if you were experienced (and if you were just as experienced as him he'd love it), but just the amount of control he has in corrupting someone turns him on to the max.
- corruption goes hand in hand with his brat-taming kink too.
- aftercare usually goes like this: you two laying in his jizz for a few minutes trying to catch your breaths (unless one or more of u are literally passed out) -> bathing together -> changing sheets and just cleaning up in general -> cuddling, snacking, and talking until you fall asleep. <3
i feel like i've talked abt how he would be in a relationship in other posts such as my what the adulttrio need in a relationship, kinds of gifts, and in an argument so i kept it pretty short. there might be some repeating since i honestly don't have much to say abt hisoka since my interpretation of his character is quite straightforward loll. but i hope you enjoyed! <3 my requests are always open.
dark content warning!! sighhhhhhh ik i don't ever post abt mha but i cannot stop thinking abt stalker!shinsou :((( ugh.
at first it just started out as a small crush, maybe he saw you in the cafeteria, or saw you on the street. just a simple "oh. that person is cute". but it soon grew into something much larger.
it would start off small, just changing his route to class to see you more often. or visiting your favorite spots that he knows you frequent. digging through your instagram, going through your entire following list, finding your families accounts even though they don't follow you.
as his obsession grew, so did his concern. he found himself thinking about you in ways he wasn't sure he condoned. he'd imagine watching you undress from your window, you telling him all of your secrets, and what he would do to you when you guys finally got together. he wondered what was wrong with him. why did you make him feel this way? was he going to be able to control himself?
time went on, and he started to get bolder in his actions. he would follow you home, would stalk your loved ones, would eavesdrop on your conversations constantly, and even went as far as breaking into your room to sniff your stuff. he'd sniff you bed, your sheets, your stuffed animals, you jackets, your shirts, your undies. everything. he would read your diaries and look at your baby photos, and gush over how you were then and how cute you are now.
he had folders on his computer and phone of just photos of you. most not even perverted, just candid pics of you he took himself.
eventually, his obsession became so intense he started to use his quirk. not on you of course, he could never. you mean so much to him. but he'd use his quirk on your friends to get them to tell him everything about you. he would use his quirk on your teachers to raise your grades, and he would use his quirk to expand on his stalking abilities.
he wouldn't go too far. he would never force or kidnap you, shinsou is the kind of stalker that wants you to love him back because you actually like him. eventually, he'd get the guts to introduce himself. or brainwash one of your friends to do it for him. and the rest between you will be history hehe.
the relationship would be very successful, since he already knows everything about you. but if you were to ever find out about the stalking, he still wouldn't brainwash you. he'd hope you would understand that's just how much he loves you. <3
hey y'all!! my masterlist is working now, i updated my navigation + blog rules, and i have some mha stuff queued up (including a repost from my ao3), and one lil hisoka hc post. thank you all sm for the support <3 take care.
warning(s): death note spoilers, labb case spoilers, nsfw. this one is for my death note bbgs ♡
i'm p sure the entire fandom agrees, but i'm sure beyond birthday is on the spectrum.
has bpd & his favorite person is L (hence why he knows so much about L, despite L claiming to have never met BB.)->(which doesn't make sense since they were probably at Wammys at the same time as kids? gotta love a plot hole, contradicting storylines, and or characters just straight up lying T_T).
his lips and kinda his teeth are stained a light red/dark pinky tone due to how much jam he's consumed and same with his tongue.
has a nap time.
gay 👍
he not only wears makeup to perfect the L look, but he also used to wear hairspray + hair extensions.
japanese + british
has bathed in jam just to feel it.
nsfw: has stuck his dick in a jar of jam 100% multiple times.
post-2000s au: would be a warrior cat kid for sure.
honestly was a bit embarrassed to post this but whateverrrr
Hey Eru!🥰 You asked for inspiration and your requests are open, so I wanna give it a shot. I’ve always wondered what could possibly make Hisoka angry and what an argument between him and his s/o would look like. Is he calm and reserved or does he snap at his s/o? Is there a chance that he would apologise and mean it? Can he be hurt? Who would apologise first? So, yeah, maybe that is something to write about… and maybe for Chrollo and Illumi as well.☺️ Thanks for your amazing work and your time.♥️🖤
how hisoka would act in an argument + the aftermath
ooo i like this one~ thx for the request!
- kind of impossible to piss him off unless you REALLY ignore him completely, so an argument would always be his fault
- because he pushed a clear boundary, did something uncalled for (cough torture cough), or cheated/slept around without a clear approval from you , etc.
- but in an argument & after.......
- petty.
- so petty.
- so fucking annoying he's insufferable
- at first he wouldn't take anything seriously
- would brush you off just to see your reaction
- and tease you
- "you're so cute when you're mad i can't help myself~~ hehehe"
- the only thing that would really get him upset is if you suddenly started to ghost & ignore him
- he could handle it for a little while thinking the argument didn't actually hurt your feelings, or it wasn't that bad
- but give him a bit and he'll start to get upset when he sees you don't forgive him without an actual, at least sorta genuine apology
- at first he'll try to reason with you and be patient
- "oh dear~ i'm so sorry~ you know i love you. ♡"
- "don't treat me like this love, you know i'm sorry~"
- if that doesn't work he'll start to get sour.
- and that quickly turns into aggression
- he won't be violent just yet but just know that he's upset with you, and if he finds a reason to hurt you, he will.
