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[whumpydaydreams]

"everyone's a little autistic"

not true

rude actually

minimizing a disability

"everyone's a little weird"

true

human brains are very different

not diagnosing random people

works for neurotypicals too

[luciiferous]

We have Pride emotes at home

[valtsv]

i hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i know

[valtsv]

"what's going on in that head of yours?" nothing i want to be a part of

[lis-alis]

oh, jayvik zine, which I participated in a year ago, has finally arrived to me!! so i can post my artsss 😭 maybe some of you even remember my wips :'3

[vampiresdontsleep]

[autismfox]

Someone else come fuck that guy for me

[thenyanguardparty]

[lestatfag]

STAY SAFE!! [ID: the Gilbert Baker pride flag with the words “Happy pride to all those who are unable to celebrate openly and safely. You are loved and seen!” in all-caps black text over it. /end ID]

[escespace]

May the former King Anthony "Uther" Head rest in peace. Respect to his career and legacy.

[gingerpolyglot]

Give me Shane awkwardly trying "queer culture" things that Ilya and Harris try to introduce him to and hating it.

Give me Shane "hates clubbing and bars" Hollander not minding Kingfisher in the afternoon but refusing to go at night. Give me Shane never understanding the slang (he's never online) and being overstimulated by drag brunch (it's so LOUD and nothing fits his diet even once he loosens it a little and brunch as a concept throws off his entire routine) and utterly bored by any TV show that isn't the latest game replay (is this reality TV? Is it a drama? He can't remember and he can't tell the difference but honestly he'd rather be watching hockey) and unable to remember the difference between Lady Gaga and Cher (he never listens to music anyway) and completely disinterested in changing his wardrobe (for fancy events he wears whatever his stylist tells him to but not anything adventurous, because he just wants to look acceptable not make a statement).

Give me Shane feeling alienated from gay culture the way he sometimes feels alienated from Japanese culture and being so frustrated that being himself, exactly as he is, still isn't good enough for anyone.

Give me a Shane Hollander who doesn't want to be "the gay hockey player" the same way he doesn't want to be "the Asian hockey player" but he'll suck it up because he's such an inspiration, don't you know how many kids look up to you? Don't you know how much it matters to them to see you out there loud and proud?

Give me Shane finally snapping at Ilya that clearly he's not "super gay" if he's so bad at it, because he's sick and tired of everyone being disappointed that he's not up on whatever the latest queer culture trend is and he does not want to be a "gay icon," he just wants to play hockey and love his husband, and he's not magically a different person now that everyone knows he's gay.

Give me Ilya reckoning with how coming out has only put more expectations on Shane's shoulders and noticing the roles Shane is always forced into - the Asian player, the gay player - and understanding a bit more why privacy seemed like a better guarantee of freedom to Shane than openness.

Give me Ilya promising Shane that he loves him exactly as he is, jocky and offline and dedicated to hockey, that he never has to change anything about himself to seem more palatable to anyone, and fuck anyone who thinks Shane isn't *anything* enough, because he's always been perfect for Ilya.

[escespace]

Oh please YESSSSSS

Unfortunately, the format the book has used in the past relegates Shane to a character whose only personality was his fear of coming out of the closet and his love of hockey (I'M SO ANGRY ABOUT THE WRITING THAT SO SIMILIZED SUCH A KIND AND BEAUTIFUL CHARACTER)

[mr-merlin]

yours is the light by which my spirit’s born: yours is the darkness of my soul's return —you are my sun, my moon, and all my stars

Happy 16th anniversary, Merlin! (timelapse available here ✨)

[fan-a-tink]

Today's edition of "merthur interactions that drive me crazy"

Arthur & Merlin | 2.06 "Beauty and the Beast - Part 2"

[shad0w-ink]

Came by just to drop this Merthur study I did

it was very "started it. Had a breakdown. Bon Appétit." experience

[cbk1000]

Listen, I adore Arthur Pendragon, but I also understand why people are constantly trying to kill him.

[ladyofthelake]

[pastapodcaster]

Rip Arthur pendragon you would have loved asking Merlin why he turned his location off

[gonna-need-you-to-not]

[ene-scribbles]

guess who has discovered the existence of this show over decade later than everyone else

[pchelostas]

I am a moth

who just wants to share your light

[escespace]

I'm in the mood to reblog an old post of mine where I say that Merlin is actually the one who never realized that his love for Arthur was platonic AND ROMANTIC (for a Lot of reasons)... While Arthur was aware that he felt platonic and romantic love for Merlin, he voluntarily and consciously ignored it in order to love Gwen more honestly (because his love for Gwen is real and very important), and to maintain the line he believed protected Merlin and the socially functioning status quo... But it's such an old post that I can't find it... Anyway