Fucked Or Fated?

“Get the fuck in gear!” - Dan Ewing 🔪✨💚 Pfp creds: green-ranger-supporter Cover photo: aurora-boreas-borealis

[estel-eruantien]

HI!

Welcome to this little corner of my mind! On this blog, I talk about a little bit of anything and everything that interests me. It’s gone through a lot of changes over the years.

Some things about me

Call me Estel, please use they/them pronouns, and feel free to send me asks! I’ve been on Tumblr for a long time, I’m an adult, and I’ve been involved in many fandom spaces. I’m queer, nonbinary nerd that’s practicing Christian witchcraft ☺️Everyone is welcome here! ✝️🏳️‍🌈✨

Some of my fandoms include:

Power Rangers 🔥

Marble Hornets 🔥

Project Hail Mary 🔥

Saw

Baldurs Gate 3

Code Lyoko

The Chosen

Horror (gen)

Starkid/Hatchetfield

Hazbin Hotel

K-Pop Demon Hunters

Merlin

Gravity Falls

Sonic the Hedgehog

Over The Garden Wall

Lord of the Rings

Criminal Minds

Supernatural

Doctor Who

Once Upon a Time

And more! Please ask! Recommend more!

Some tags I use:

• hopishigh - for when I’m silly 🍃 and want to share things that make me laugh

• hop rambles - when I have something to vent about and need to send it to the void

• hop writes - soon to be my tag for any writing! Personal or fandom, if I wrote it, I’m gonna tag it

look at my friends art!! - I share a lot of artwork that my mutuals post :D

I can also be found on:

Discord (contact for info)

Ao3!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

TikTok

TikTok - Make Your Day

[regaliasonata]

Power Rangers Arcane Outlaws Suit Designs

I’ve finally finished up the suit designs for the mystic force sequel, in my mind the rangers wanted to pay homage a bit to their predecessors but also wanted to have a cooler/rebellious twist to their suits compared to the mystic force team. I’ll be working on weapon designs next!

Some details

-The inner black parts that fade out into their colors reflect their connection to dark magic.

-The hat attached to the suit is similar in fashion to a cavalier/witch hat. Supposed to be inspired by renegades and witches, another being the red mages from final fantasy and their designs.

-Their capes can magically clip together into a full cloak when needing to conceal themselves or to make an entrance if feeling fancy.

[loveipromiseimnotinsane]

Kinda insane just how much the accommodations and consideration for Patrick Page's disability improved the show and gave Hades a whole new layer of depth. Every show should be so good to their disabled actors

[theamityelf]

The face journey Patrick Page did around the line, "Then doubt comes...Doubt comes in," was so exciting. I was buzzing in my seat.

The way he starts off the stanza just villain-plotting against Orpheus, and then he looks at Persephone and hears himself and realizes he's talking about his own shortcomings as much as Orpheus's, and he just kind of slackens in some combination of shame, resignation, understanding, and says, "Then doubt comes. Doubt comes in," with this clear subtext of, "Oh, I get it now." Perfectly setting up the "It's time for spring," moment.

[the-mad-closet]

A whumper who likes the chase. Maybe they are a monster Whumper or maybe they are just a damn good runner and they allow their whumpee(s) into the surrounding forest for them to catch like a fox and its prey. Doing this over and over for their entertainment. Maybe they give them head starts maybe they feign giving up even thought they are close

Succubus Wryn/ shapeshifter (Fox) Auggie 💕

Oooo yessss

This is exactly what I was hoping for, thank you so much. Alright folks. Wrynley "Wryn" Shambles is mine, a general for the big bad of Wild Charge. Auggie is Estel's, the Yellow Fox Ranger. Thank you so much! This is an AU idea I had.

~~~

"You know," the succubus whispers, snaking their way down to whisper into the shapeshifter's ear, "if I didn't know better, I'd almost say you wanted to get caught."

The claim is immediately denied, of course. "No!" Auggie says, pride remaining undamaged, even as he's pinned to a tree by his throat. Auggie will deny liking this, but he also can't deny that the succubus is HOT. Their hair is longer and tied back, their body well muscled and fit, even their eyes are piercing Auggie to the core. He feels trapped, almost. "Let me go!" Auggie cries, struggling again.

The hand on Auggie's throat tightens a little and the fox's blood thrums in his ears. His heartbeat stutters and he can feel his cock twitching his pants, interested enough. Auggie chokes on a whimper.

"I think you're lying," croons the succubus. They smirk a little, thumb of their free hand petting Auggie's cheek. "I think you're enjoying this. I think you want someone to chase you." The succubus leans in and grins, almost shark like. "Lucky for you, I enjoy a good chase."

The hands disappear and Auggie suddenly feels exposed, vulnerable... unmoored. His breathing is ragged and fast. "Wh- What are you-"

The succubus hums. "You wanted to run. You get twenty seconds before I come find you." They smirk again. "And, fair warning, I always find my prey."

Auggie blinks. He blinks again, feeling dumb. The succubus lifts an eyebrow. "Twenty... nineteen... eighteen-"

Auggie's brain catches up and he tears off into the night. He prays that he's not caught, but his dick twitches again, remembering the succubus's hands on him, their voice in his ear. The way their hand squeezed around his neck... and some part of him hopes he's caught soon.

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Thank you! @estel-eruantien

[creekfiend]

gender essentialism is soooo funny bc it's like "this is what women are like" and you're like "I've met women and many of them, if not the majority, have not been like that" and it's like "well women SHOULD be like that" and you're like "why should women be like that" and its like "because that's what women are like"

[animperfectangelsblog]

[its-arson-time]

i really really love amber grays persephone in the proshot and im really glad she didnt tone it down for filming like she said she wouldve if she had really thought about it because ohhhh my god. holy shit. her expressions and all the just. the freakinge. acting she did made the whole thing. like she added 30 layers of depth just by being there with her face

[immaplatypus]

“so this week my town made the news for—” nope

“there’s a restaurant two miles from my house called—” nope

“today I learned [celeb] went to my high school—” nope nope nope nope nope

these are all real posts I’ve seen on the internet that allowed me to identify a user’s hometown instantly. if it’s a small town, that’s doubly dangerous, because a bad actor could trace you just by a unique first name or selfie you once posted. in an age where doxxing and stalking are some of the worst I’ve ever seen it, you HAVE to think twice about what you’re posting online.

i once saw a 13-year old post an image they noted as being “a few miles from their house.” it had a theater in the shot with a unique enough name to be local. one google maps search, now everyone knew not only what city they lived in, but the possible neighborhoods in that radius too. and they had a HUGE following…who all knew this was a 13-year-old child.

so yeah. not to sound like a 90s internet safety PSA…but I’m gonna be that PSA for a minute.

if you’re posting an image, there is NO need to say that you live there. you could just be traveling. “saw this in Montana” is better than “saw this by my house!”

before you post about a venue, especially a restaurant or small store, check and see if it’s local—CRUCIALLY if it has only one or two locations. people might travel to arenas or convention centers, but they’re far less likely to be traveling to Bartleby’s Fish and Chips. if it’s an anecdote and you still live nearby, you can honestly just leave the name out entirely.

if you’re sharing a news story, it can just be a story you found and wanted to share. you don’t have to clarify “it happened in my town,” because even if you don’t mention your town name, an easily-googled news article will.

if you’re seeing a concert or meeting a celebrity on a tour that’s stopped locally, wait until they’ve hit a few more venues before you post about it, or at the very least wait until you get home. this is honestly a smart move for any event you attend: unless you’re marketing yourself, there’s no need to advertise your location in real time.

check your selfie backgrounds for anything identifying. this includes city names on venues, school names, street signs, and house numbers.

this stuff is flexible if you no longer live in your hometown, or if your city is particularly big, but there’s STILL no reason to tie yourself to your school, your workplace, or your street. you can call it paranoid, but as someone who’s seen my friends get literal death threats over fictional characters before, the last thing I want is someone willing to act on those threats finding out where they live.

anyway. PSA over. does a kickflip or whatever

[cannibalthoughts]

Please also be aware that your posts also provide information about anyone you're with.

I once had a friend post a photo while visiting me with both a unique local business and a set of street signs in the background, while they knew I was being stalked by someone who knew and potentially followed their account. I wasn't in that photo, but other posts from that weekend made it obvious they were staying with me. They hadn't yet been in a position where they regretted having that information publicly available, so it didn't occur to them to avoid sharing it.

Even if you don't (yet) care about your own right to privacy, you're often not the only person you're doxxing

[greelin]

how the hell do people work full time AND work out. and also eat. i feel like a dvd player

[ambersephone]

ten years apart 😭

[maskysgirlfriendmoved-deactivat]

yall gotta be nicer about m/f  bc sometimes u guys like the blandest gay sutff ive ever seen in my life

[maskysgirlfriendmoved-deactivat]

gonna add onto this you all gotta stop acting like m/f is just cishet when bisexual people exist and straight trans people exist.

[maskysgirlfriendmoved-deactivat]

last add on alot of m/f ships of poc or white/poc ship are constantly downplayed for bland white m/m or f/f ships

[majorpepperidge]

#also sometimes u guys r just fuckig misogynist. abt the women in m/f ships. sorry

[3ofusjust3]

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[knucklecurve]

[segamascott]

[fuckaspunk]

For context, this is Jewish actor Miriam Margolyes. A self-identified dyke,she was professor sprout in the harry potter movies but she's been extremely prolific over five decades. She's pro trans and pro Palestinian.

[wolfsteax]

Never forget how she went and spoke to trans women / trans fems and when she said something that was ignorant (she mentioned the expectation for them to shave), she listened when they corrected her and apologized immediately. Then, when the group explained how they express gender, she went "I understand" and continued to listen and learn.

She's always one of my favorite examples of someone with celebrity status retaining humanity and speaking up for minorities.

I didn't know she was pro Palestine until now, so that makes me even happier to hear.

[chaotic-neutral-knitter]

I think one of the kindest things you can do for people with various mental health struggles is just... let people back into your life after they've been absent for a while.

Making friends as an adult is so fucking hard already and isolating yourself from other people is a very common symptom of depression, anxiety, burnout, ocd, trauma, grief, etc. Which means that someone will do the hard work of recovery/healing and resurface back into a world where their previous friends have written them off because they stopped showing up.

So if you know someone where you're like "yeah we could have been better friends but they fell off the map a bit" and that person suddenly reaches out, or starts showing up to events even though you kind of forgot they were still in the group chat... well they may have been Going Through It and you don't actually have to punish them for their absence you can just be glad that they're back.

[quadriviummuse]

Needed to hear this today.

[taraljc]

as much as I cannot handle being perceived yes this tracks

[nosimpincurly]

You’re not depressed. You just need $250,000 in your bank account.

[catherinebunnington]

Reblog to materialize $250,000 in prev's bank account

[an-ruraiocht]

there's a lot of talk about reading comprehension and one thing i think is the biggest barrier to people on this site getting better at it is simply... rushing. rushing to share something you haven't understood, rushing to have an opinion without taking the time to think about it, rushing to declare that you don't understand something

take these tags, on somebody else's post (condolences pip)

the thing is. this is what i would call an inside thought. nobody would have known you didn't get it if you didn't tell them that. if you recognised that it was important but didn't have the headspace to process it, you can reblog without commentary for others, or to come back to later. or you can save it somewhere and wait until you DO have the capacity to read it over a few more times, ponder it, consider what it might mean, figure out how to understand it, and THEN reblog it

but no. rushing to reblog while it is still opaque. rushing to admit to ignorance rather than spend the time to achieve understanding. perhaps hoping that somebody will break it down for you more simply, though to my mind it was quite simply phrased in the first place. never stopping to take the time first

comprehension is not always instant! sometimes it takes a bit of time for something to percolate after you read it; sometimes you need to read it a few times; sometimes you realise you don't have the context for it and either go and get the context or accept that it's not for you right now

please just simply slow down. you don't always have to respond to everything within a second or two. it is okay if it is not an instantaneous understanding. we all need to get more comfortable with thinking more slowly and more deeply and more carefully, and not letting our instant split second responses drive us all the time, because they are a barrier to genuine reflection

[dovesick]

the god of surveillance