Volt

genderfluid, any pronouns. mainly he/they though.

[eternatus-truther]

BLOG CONTENT MAY BE UPSETTING TO SOME.

Tis me! @eternatustruther . Y'know how people have like vent account and stuff? This is kinda like the equivalent for that for Volt.

This blog will also be what I use for any High Stakes events I partake in! As such, there's a high chance upsetting or disturbing themes will be discussed here.

Interact here as you would before! Pretty much the same, just using this to keep the high stakes and big angst events away from the main!

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Blanket Tags:

Unreality

High Stakes

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Common Themes: (list will be updated as needed)

Angst

Dread

Panic Attacks

Abandonment

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I will do my best to tag everything, but if anything needs to be added just lemme know! I'll fix them as soon as possible.

[oh-hey-its-gray]

Gray!! Hi hello!! I have news!!

I'm officially married :]

- @eternatustruther

WHAT

WHEN??? WHO??? HOLY SHIT CONGRATS!!!!!!!!

[eternatus-truther]

1. Last month! Just got back from our honeymoon a few weeks ago :]

2. Ariz, the dude I've been dating for around 4 years now! Well, now it's married too, but yk

3. Thank you!! Sorry you didn't get an invite :(, we decided we really only wanted immediate family there. It was really pretty, and I definitely cried during it sjsjd

[eternatus-truther]

Hm. Seems we've officially moved to Kalos.

Volt, or should I say, Coriander has decided to change his look. He's very lucky that people don't tend to recognize his eyes, as he didn't get contacts to change them.

We're close to the station though. I can tell he's second guessing himself just by that.

[eternatus-truther]

dude you good?

Whatdya mean you 'left yesterday'?? You're.. still alive right?

Yeah. Yeah, I'm all good. Still alive and kicking, don't worry.

I left Galar yesterday, I'm in Kalos. I couldn't be myself in Galar.

[eternatus-truther]

If I'm being honest, I left yesterday. I just couldn't say it.

I couldnt ruin the good mood that yesterday had with Bee and Gray getting together, Sidon being alive, ect.

[eternatus-truther]

Made my choice.

Bye Galar, I suppose.

[thedarlingyona]

I've seen lots of individuals make their own ask games, I figured I'd give it a shot~!

Ghost Type Ask Game

Misdreavus - What's something you think about often?

Shuppet - Are you an Introvert, Extrovert, or Ambivert?

Duskull - Pick any Pokémon to represent you. What is it?

Yamask - What's something that frightens you?

Sinistea - You have to eat one meal for the rest of your life. What is it?

Gastly - Would you consider yourself sarcastic?

Drifloon - What is something you take very seriously?

Litwick - You get to have a fancy castle to yourself, and one other person. What person do you choose?

Phantump - Tell us your favorite book! What is it about?

Pumpkaboo - What is your favorite celebration or holiday? Why?

Sandyghast - Do you have any hobbies? Which is your favorite?

Have fun~! Take this as an opportunity to make friends and share~!

[eternatus-truther]

Not doing it today. I don't wanna ruin their moods by disappearing.

[eternatus-truther]

Doing it for myself doing it for myself doing it for myself doing it for myself

[eternatus-truther]

I can't do this

[eternatus-truther]

I think I made a bad idea doing this. I don't own much, so packing was easy.

I've booked a hotel in Kalos for a week while I figure out what I'm doing for housing there.

I feel like a dick for leaving but its too late now I guess.

[eternatus-truther]

Hah, guess I am as selfish as they said.

I'm supposed to be helping her, yet I'm leaving.

I'm a shit older brother figure huh.

[gray-friendball]

Quit self-flagellating or I'm gonna bite you.

You're not being selfish if you're doing the right thing for yourself.

[eternatus-truther]

If you bite me I'm gonna leave you with the mangos

And I'm leaving her. Right after she got out of the hospital. Without telling her.

Seems selfish to me.

[eternatus-truther]

Hah, guess I am as selfish as they said.

I'm supposed to be helping her, yet I'm leaving.

I'm a shit older brother figure huh.

[eternatus-truther]

I'm glad that me and Bee don't live together. I'm struggling enough on how to tell her I'm "going back to my house" .

I don't know how I would do it if we lived together.

[eternatus-truther]

I think I made a decision

Now to just.. figure out how I wanna do this.

[eternatus-truther]

I still don't know how I feel about moving away.

I want to get out here, I have so many bad memories here.

But I also have so many friends here, I've started my own business here. I'm finally stable and I can afford to live.

[gray-friendball]

Morning, Volt.

I saw your other post, so don't worry, I'm not gonna ask questions if it's that bad. You're my friend, and I don't want to make you uncomfortable.

I don't think you're in the wrong for wanting to leave if you've had bad experiences. No one would judge you for wanting to find a better place for yourself.

And I know I don't know all the details and I'm probably assuming some stuff here, but I don't think you should feel like you have to hide it or feel bad about it. You want to make yourself happy, and I doubt your friends would hold that against you. Your mental health is just as important as the rest of you.

[eternatus-truther]

Morning Gray!!

Uh, you can ask questions if you want. Just might not get answers?

Thank you though. Im.. still thinking about it. I'll tell you if I do decide to move. Sorry about last night. I don't think all the stuff that happened yesterday helped me that much.

[gray-friendball]

No, hey, it's fine. I have enough tact to realize that you don't want to talk about it.

I get it, don't worry. You had a really long day.

If you need any help with what you decide to do, eventually, I'd be willing to help, just so you know, even if it's just packing, moving, teleporting, etc.

[eternatus-truther]

Uh, yeah. Noted.

I have to get to my commission, but Bee is going to be there if you need anything while I'm out.

[eternatus-truther]

I still don't know how I feel about moving away.

I want to get out here, I have so many bad memories here.

But I also have so many friends here, I've started my own business here. I'm finally stable and I can afford to live.

[gray-friendball]

Morning, Volt.

I saw your other post, so don't worry, I'm not gonna ask questions if it's that bad. You're my friend, and I don't want to make you uncomfortable.

I don't think you're in the wrong for wanting to leave if you've had bad experiences. No one would judge you for wanting to find a better place for yourself.

And I know I don't know all the details and I'm probably assuming some stuff here, but I don't think you should feel like you have to hide it or feel bad about it. You want to make yourself happy, and I doubt your friends would hold that against you. Your mental health is just as important as the rest of you.

[eternatus-truther]

Morning Gray!!

Uh, you can ask questions if you want. Just might not get answers?

Thank you though. Im.. still thinking about it. I'll tell you if I do decide to move. Sorry about last night. I don't think all the stuff that happened yesterday helped me that much.