i love you, i’m glad i exist

fin / 23 / she a mess

[yuna-is-tired-sm]

[junglejim4322]

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

[fishandshesmygills]

it’s so hard for me to not doxx myself every single day btw. my oversharer’s spirit is being stifled by internet safety

[therozanov]

HEARTSTOPPER FOREVER [2026]

[queerquests]

Framing illness as even involving morality seems to me a mistake, because of course cancer does not give a shit whether you are a good person. Biology has no moral compass.

—John Green, Everything Is Tuberculosis

[gumy-shark]

playing stupid games but im really bad at them so im not even winning the stupid prizes

[doechiimp3]

The way ilya has a big fat crush on scott hunter and looks up to him unironically and think he is super brave for being a gay orphan w no family and he hides this (badly) by being bitchy. which doesn't even work bc he is always telling Scott that he wants to fuck himself in front of him and that Scott is super cool for coming out

Meanwhile after the rookie hero worship wore off shane literally cannot stand scott and doesn't find him cute and secretly thinks scott only won a cup bc Shane was out for the season and hides it (badly) by acting like ilya is being rude. Which doesn't even work bc Shane punched Scott in the face and called him a old hag

[fairycosmos]

i hate that morrissey wrote i was looking for a job and then i found a job and heaven knows im miserable now. i hate that i have to give him that

[handsywoman]

my favorite Shanebug moments [ pt.1 ]

[normal-about-hollanov]

married shane does NOT play about ilya when it comes to the press. he's letting out a decade of pent up 'wheres the fucking translator? what do you fucking MEAN you don't have one?', instant 'rephrase that' to the offending journalist when ilya hesitates over a question, gets into full blown forget-the-media-training arguments when it's implied that ilya is somehow stupid for not speaking perfect english, n switches seamlessly between russian, french, and english to make interviews as easy as possible for ilya. meanwhile ilya is giving him the biggest wettest lover boy eyes n WILL be raw dogging him crazy style the moment its over.

[bloominflowers]

those funny erling haaland memes but with ilya rozanov because this type of humor is very ilya coded to me

[cogcontrol]

all spies are gay. oh you can't trust anyone you meet? and you live behind a mask? and you carefully curate an image of yourself that is your armor? and you seek out others like you in seedy bars and you recognize each other by code? homo

[kitkatflakes]

hello adam rubenstein

[kosmogrl]

[shetheyslain]

Dahling you simply must read this book! It’s all about this devious little caterpillar who simply gorges himself on all manner of divine things

[whatkindofnameisella]

ursula k le guin affirmations for your day:

it is our differences which make us dearer to one another

it is never too late to start loving

the enemy is not the foreigner, but the ones who tell you to hate the foreigner

everyone should have food, shelter, and work

everything is a yin and yang metaphor if you try hard enough

sci-fi is important

[xipiti]

capitalism, like the divine right of kings, is not inevitable nor inescapable

[heatedrivalryfanarts]

moreloveforjm_

[i-fear-gritty]

shane was taught to say h-e-double hockey sticks as a kid and then he heard his dad say fuck Once when he stubbed his toe when shane was like four and it was all over. the boy was swearing now he’s unstoppable