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home isn’t always four walls, sometimes it’s a nerdy hot lesbian who stares at me with deeps eyes full of lust and yearning
storm chasing murder mystery for deadloch s3 when?!?!
let’s go on a date and by date I mean lay in bed and make out for 3 hours
Butch/stud that allows themself to melt into me when we’re in private. That lets me massage their shoulders or back after they’ve been working or just out. They tense up without realizing. Let my fingers work away the knots while I kiss their hair and tell them how much I love you.
Once I’m done, they’re pulling me down, pressing their face into my neck or my chest to just breathe me in, feel my heartbeat. My hands squeeze their sides and shoulders, palming their skin beneath my touch.
Call them my handsome boy (or my pretty girl), the one that makes the smile the widest, feel the happiest.
Let me be the comfort you seek when we’re alone, where to allow yourself to feel it. The world is cruel to you and I want to make sure it stops hurting even for a little. Even if it’s just with me.
i need to hold my butch close on my chest. to run my nails along their scalp and shoulders. to sprinkle kisses on wherever my lips can reach. i want to be their safe space.
Gimmie a nerdy butch who I can go on nerdy little trips with, watching their excitement grow as we get there, seeing him in his element with a dorky smile plastered across it’s face, and hearing her talk nonstop about it all on the drive back home
having your butch worship your body like you are a divine deity will heal you trust me.
not to be a whore but can i pleaseeee kiss your face? also not to be too greedy but can i give you one more kiss? and one more, and one more please, and another right there, and one right here too, and a few more please please please?
butch who says things like “gotta get back home to the mrs,” “the wife’s got special plans for us this weekend” when they talk about their femme at work
while i do like the idea of the “big strong butch” trope that goes around here i can’t help but think about all the butches (and femmes) that don’t feel connected to the characteristics that are attributed to them on here.
being a strong butch shouldn’t always be physical. a strong butch can also be someone who carries themselves with pride even when they’re told to be less, to put themselves in a corner. a strong butch can be someone who deals with a disability or chronic pain but that still shows up for their community. it can be the closeted butches who push through and face their fears every single day.
i think we should all start to appreciate the people in our community for their emotional and mental strength too and not focus only on what they can offer you in terms of physical affection.
this is all to say, i love you all types of lesbian, you’re loved and appreciated just as you are.
Personally if I see another person throw around the big strong butch stereotype I'm going to hit them with a baseball bat because it gets really old. One of my greatest strengths is the care and emotional labor I put into my community. more people need to pay attention to people's hearts instead of their physical state.
You know compliments and flattery would work so well on me from the right person but after spending your childhood being the ugly kid who then is the 'hot' butch you can't tell who's being shallow or real and that's a different kind of devastating because you long to hear words you never heard but the overt sexualization of your person leaves you feeling like your heart won't ever be seen. Oh to be wanted for my heart and mind is truly worth more than desire for my body. Sure it is a nice bonus to be physically desired but how I wish I could hear so much more than shallow words. My heart is truly the most beautiful thing about me but so few are willing to get to know it. I definitely have a deep seated wound when it comes to love so I know that I need someone who's willing to work through it with me. The book I was reading today... One of the characters said "she deserves someone who will weather the storm with her" and I fucking cried. But anyways yea I'd love to be loved intentionally not just for what I can do, how I look or what I can give. I just want the softness of being wanted and loved as I am. Maybe I'm a foolish yearner but whatever at least I know what I want.
Something bitterly poetic abt being so deeply devoted to someone who clearly doesn't care about you at the same level that you let them lead you on and use you and hurt you while you keep desperately trying to reach them. Where you are yearning to the point that you are willing to do anything if it means they might love you. They don't even have to suggest it, you invent the hope in your own mind. You're so in tune with their every thought and need, and you can't stop even though you know nothing is ever going to change, you can't help knowing exactly how to make it easiest for them to use you. You let them push you around and degrade you and control you for their own ends while knowing they don't care at all but you're too drunk on the idea of their love, on every fragment of contact or attention you get to even care. No i'm clearly deeply fucked up what do you think.
I hope whoever I fall in love with will hold and reassure me when I get overstimulated and have a breakdown.
I can't handle another person yelling or ignoring me and then blaming me for it.
I know something is wrong, I don't choose to be like this, yet it seems everyone thinks I've chosen this. I haven't. I hate it. If I could be tested and given a cure, I would take it without a second thought.
100 good questions to ask your friends at 4:02 am when you can’t sleep (can also function as an asks list)
Are you bothered by your cosmic insignificance?
Do you mourn for a place or person you’ve never known?
Do you really think there is somebody for everybody?
Do you place any value in gender roles?
Do you have to be related to be family?
Are your platonic relationships just as valuable as romantic or family ones?
Are you in love? Do you want to be?
Do you think you can put love into categories (family, platonic, romantic, etc.) or is it just one general sensation?
Would you be happy with a life without romance?
Are you always going to be a little in love with somebody?
Would you change your appearance if you could?
Do you have the feeling you’ve lost something you might have had in another life - whether it be a person, a place, a world, a language, etc.?
Do you believe in reincarnation?
Would you want to be reincarnated?
Do you think you’re special, or just another person amongst billions? Can you be both?
Do theoretical ethical debates have any value? Is it important people discuss ethical dilemmas, e.g. the trolley problem?
Did you have imaginary friends? Do you still have them?
Are you religious? Do you think your religion is ‘correct’?
If you aren’t religious, do you wish you were? Why?
Do you want a grand adventure?
Do you have somebody, whether it be a friend or stranger, who you think you could have loved if the circumstances were different?
How long does it take you to fall in love with somebody?Is the sensation of ‘falling in love’ or ‘being in love’ better?
Is love about convenience or something more? Can it be about both?
Do you think you really understand your gender and sexuality?
How fluid is your concept of gender and sexuality?
What’s the most life-changing choice you’ve made so far?
Are you afraid of growing old?
Would you want to live forever? How about for a billion years, a million, a millennium, a century?
Do you believe in some form of god/s?
Are your choices fated or of your own free will?
Do you have a hunch about how you’re going to die?
Do you believe in star signs?
How old do you have to be to be considered an adult?
Was your childhood happy?
What are you missing from your life?
Have you ever met someone who had a very similar personality to your own? Did you get along?
Do opposites attract?
Is your life what you expected it would be five years ago?
Do you know what you want out of life?
What makes a person ‘good’? Are you a ‘good person’?
What fundamentally matters do you?
Is freewill an illusion?
Do you create art? How do you define art?
How often do you lie? Is all lying inherently bad? Are you generally truthful?
Do you want to be remembered after your death? What for?
Is true world peace ever possible?
Do you have to suffer to truly understand the human condition? What is the human condition? How can you really experience it?
Are you free? Will you ever be? Can anyone be truly free?
Do you hold yourself to higher standards than you hold others?
What do you expect from a friend or partner?
What question could you ask to find out the most about a person?
Do you justify all your beliefs or have you just inherited/absorbed some?
Which beliefs do you have that is most likely to be wrong?
Can human really understand the complete nature of the universe, space and time?
Is a conscious what makes someone a person?
What do you think about artificial intelligence?
Do you thinks humans are obsessed with escapism (books, video games, movies, etc.)? Are you looking for an escape? Do you think that’s a bad thing?
Are we eventually going to ‘run out’ of new combinations for music, art, language, etc.? Is there a limit to human creativity?
What do you think the next era of music will be like?
What do you think the next era of fashion will be like?
Do we live in tumultuous times, or do they just seem so strange because we’re living in them?
Would you want to meet a clone of yourself? Would you like them?
How confident are you, really?
How consistent is your perception of time?
What age should people be allowed to vote? Should children and teenagers be allowed to vote?
How do you feel about the idea ‘an eye for an eye’?
What’s the worse thing a person can be?
How do you feel about monogamy?
Can you be in love with someone and still fall in love with someone else?
What’s the tragedy of your life?
Would your life make a good play?
Should people be prosecuted for crimes that weren’t considered crimes at the time?
Would you fight for your country? Do you feel a sense of loyalty to your nation?
Do you believe in gender equality in every aspect?
Do we have a moral obligation to care for others? To what extent?
Do you crave approval and/or praise?
Is there comedy in all tragedy and tragedy in all comedy?
Are you ever going to be satisfied?
When you are sad, do you listen to music that conveys your emotions or music that makes you happy?
Is your music organised by mood or sensation or do you just listen to everything at any time?
Would you marry a friend if they needed you to (e.g. for citizenship)?
Are you a deep person?
Given the chance to live your life on Mars, with no hope of returning to Earth but with the promise of scientific discovery and glory, would you take it?
Are you who people think you are?
Do you think you would be happier if you had been born a different gender, sexuality, race, ethnicity, nationality or religion?
What’s your toxic trait? Are you trying to improve yourself and fix it?
Do you anger easily?
Are you a jealous person?
If you lost all your memories, would you have the same personality?
Given the chance to reset your life (with none of the knowledge you currently have), would you take it?
Is hate as strong as love? Who do you hate?
Do you speak multiple languages? Which do you dream in? What language would you want to learn?
Do you draw meaning from your dreams, or do you disregard them?
How would you describe yourself when you love? Do you love forcefully, unconditionally, gently, quietly, desperately?
Is unrequited love real love?
Is your perception of yourself similar or the same to how others perceive you?
Are you overly analytical?
Do you ever feel that you are really a terrible person, and only act good out of societal or some other obligation?
Do you believe in magic? Are you superstitious?
What belief do you have that isn’t logically grounded, but you still firmly believe in?
I wanna make out for like 10 hours probably. I think that’ll fix me.
i don't miss you at 2am, i miss you when life gives me a win and i can't tell you.
Oh to be someone’s nerdy girlfriend and dating someone who naturally brings out your childlike playfulness, makes you laugh, never stops flirting with you, and loves you a little extra on your bad days <3