beauty is everywhere

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[justwannabeskinnyy]

friend: how you been?

me, inside: i haven’t eaten properly in a few months, i haven’t showered in days, i feel guilty after eating anything, i can’t talk to anyone without feeling self conscious, i spend most of my day browsing thinspo, i hurt myself, i wanna die and i can’t keep going like this.

brain: yeah, but like, they don’t care. so stop whining and grow up, everyone’s got problems.

me, inside: oh yeah

me, outside: i’m good, wbu? :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[everydayeloquence]

I had this exact conversation with a friend the other day and she just couldn't understand why "I didn't want to talk about what's bugging me"

[huntedcollarbones]

Eating Disorder playlist

- Pretty Hurts, Beyonce

- Teen Idle, Marina and the Diamonds

- Dollhouse, Melanie Martinez

- Happy Pills, Weathers

- Mrs. Potato Head, Melanie Martinez

- Unsteady, X Ambassadors

- Medicine, Daughter

- Hurts Like Hell, Fleurie

- Fire Meet Gasoline, Sia

- Breathe Me, Sia

- Skinny, Edith Backlund

- Scars To Your Beautiful, Alessia Cara

- Who You Are, Kurt Hugo Schneider

- Smokestacks, Layla

- Cake, Melanie Martinez

- Six Feet Under, Billie Eilish

- In This Shirt, The Irrepressibles

- Goner, Twenty One Pilots

- Water, Jack Garratt

- Come and Get It, Problem Child

[06-06-1999]

99.9% of my brain has come to believe that all my problems would be fixed if I was skinny or dead.

[fragile-x-bones]

[feelinumb]

do you ever see a thinspo pic and feel a physcial ache to look like that? like in that moment you would go through the worst pain imaginable just to look so beautiful and delicate? to the point even that you can’t imagine living any longer in your current body? cause same.

[savwillbeskinny-deactivated2017]

it’s not the food i’m afraid of. it is the calories, the fat, and the sugar. that’s what i’m afraid of.

[theabcdiet]

25 Things to do instead of eating ✨🥀🌿

1. Go for a walk

2. Call a friend

3. Make a list of reasons you want to be skinny

4. Make a to-do list

5. Plan your dream vacation

6. Sleep

7. Paint your nails

8. Learn a new instrument (yousician is really good!)

9. Learn a new language (I’m using duolingo)

10. Brush your teeth

11 . Find a cool hair style online and try it

12. Clean your room

13. Drink a bottle of water

14. Plan your dream date

15. Update your calendar

16. Clean up your emails

17. Re-arrange some furniture

18. Organise your laptop folders, rename etc

19. Braid your hair

20. Draw

21. Plan all the outfits you’ll wear when your skinny

22. Make a new pinterest board

23. Look for your dream house

24. Browse the app store

25. Walk around your town taking photos

[meowntain]

[saltywhisperss]

[modenfamily]

[thepsychmind]

[thepsychmind]

Fun Psychology facts here!

[k1mkardashian]

lol my god I’m so nosy. the person sitting next to me is texting someone named vince and was like “are you coming today” “I’d like to see you” but went back and added “lol” in front of it and I’m just like okay yas keep it cute and flirty and then vince was like “I’d love to see you too” and in my head I’m like yaaaassss Vince betta come thru and lay it down !!

[energy]

[just-shower-thoughts]

billionaire could give me %.01 of his wealth and change my life while he is virtually unaffected.

[buchergenuss32]

0.01% of $1,000,000,000 is $100,000. Which, for some people, is as much as they’d make in five years of 60 hour weeks of labor. And this is one hundredth of one percent of the bare minimum of being a billionaire.

[going-to-live-happily]

[cephalopodvictorious]

One time in high school a teacher saw my bra strap slip out of my shirt sleeve (because I have no shoulders) and she told me in front of the class that if I didn’t fix it permanently so that she and the boys couldn’t see it she would send me home for the day. So I reached up my shirt and unclasped my bra and removed it and shoved it in my gym bag. All the boys just stared at me and nodded slowly and went back to reading, and the teacher was horrified. “You can’t do that! Put it back!” “But you said you didn’t want to see it. Now you can’t see it.” She didn’t write me up, and it never came up again.

[pftones3482]

My favorite part is that the boys didn’t even give a shit, the teacher was the one freaking out. 

[alivedean]

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