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indie jin guangyao from MDZS penned by S

[everymomentisafight]

indie & low activity jin guangyao from mdzs. penned by S (24+) mature themes ahead

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[everymomentisafight]

how do you need to be comforted ? || (it's a quiz)

to be distracted.

anything. anything to get your mind off of what is happening around you… your brain won't be silent, and you need someone to take the focus away from your whirling thoughts.

tagged: @lanctiflora

tagging: @sectleaderjiang, @saberwielder, & whoever else.

[nelluy]

Spoiler warning!!

This took so long with only procreate and CapCut. 😭

[shesnipes-archive]

This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this - please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-”  etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction.

[everymomentisafight]

"How am I supposed to get over you?" -peonyleader

epic: vengeance saga starter

Being dead and forced to live was something Jin Guangyao never wanted. If he was to be dead, he would have wished to stay dead, to be able to drink the soup and move on. However, someone had decided that he couldn’t get that right, that he would be trapped from ever moving on. He wasn’t sure who to blame, yet he knew that it wouldn’t be pretty if he met who caused it. Dead men should stay dead. 

It kept them from situations like this. Where one’s nephew that one had been willing to harm to look at one with tears in his eyes and a burning sort of honesty that made one want to flee. Jin Guangyao would have fled, would have never stayed where Jin Ling could speak to him, but there weren’t many places the living corpse of the current most hated man in the cultivation world could go. Sure, he could have tried to disappear, but he knew feared that he would be found and that it wouldn’t be pretty. There would be even less dignity given in his second death. 

“You just do.” His voice sounded nothing like the liquid he had crafted it to be in life. It was hoarse, rough, and reminded Jin Guangyao too much of things he had tried to bury to be comforting. “I held a garrote to your neck, Sect Leader Jin. You should take a leaf out of either the current or the previous Sect Leader Nie’s book. Do not forgive me.”

@peonyleader

[everymomentisafight]

i need to know where we stand. - saberwielder

a little jealousy starter

Jin Guangyao raised an eyebrow, turning his focus from his paperwork to Nie Mingjue. The other man was standing in front of his desk and looked something like anxious. Or, perhaps, he was stressed over something. Honestly, whatever floated around in Nie Mingjue’s head was something that needed to be studied. He could be a rather confusing man, despite his claims to straightforwardness. This was the perfect example of that.

“Whatever brought this on?” he asked, tilting his head to the side slightly. “We are what we have always been.”

@saberwielder

[everymomentisafight]

[ lips everywhere ] sender kisses every part of receiver’s body.

🤷‍♂️

nsfw prompt list

He sighed as Lan Wangji continued to kiss him, seeming desperate to have his lips touching some part of Jin Guangyao’s body. It distantly reminded him of a dog that was excited to see its owner when they returned home. If it wasn’t Lan Wangji doing it, Jin Guangyao would have called it pathetic. This kind of desperation - the need to pleasure another - was not something that Jin Guangyao suffered from. He learned from a young age to prioritize himself. Oh, if he took a lover, he would make sure they were pleasured, but it was only important in the fact that the other would have nothing negative to say. He was nothing like Lan Wangji who, dare Jin Guangyao say, begged to be able to do this. He had agreed with the terms that Jin Guangyao would be seated, would control how far everything went, and for every article of clothes Jin Guangyao lost, Lan Wangji would lose the same.

And now, he was seated, legs crossed, as Lan Wangji kissed everything from the skin he had bared to where he had clothes on. Jin Guangyao watched dispassionately as the need to do this consumed the other and repressed smirks when Lan Wangji looked up at him, nearly pleading for some reaction. Who knew that bringing a great man to his knees and practically begging could happen with practically no effort on Jin Guangyao’s part? There was a slight heady feeling to this situation, and if he let himself indulge, Jin Guangyao was sure he could become intoxicated. 

“That’s not what we agreed to,” he said, pulling Lan Wangji’s head back after threading his fingers into the other hair and tightening the grip to where it could be considered painful. The other had tried to do something more than a kiss, and Jin Guangyao didn’t care to find out if it was to bite or to suck a mark. “I expected a Lan to know how to follow the rules.”

@lanctiflora

[busyw0man]

⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐦𝐞. 𝐧𝐨𝐰. (VERY USFT!!!!) 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 - send ‘reverse’ for the sender and receiver to swap. adjust wording as needed!

[ grind ] sender straddles receiver’s lap and starts grinding against them, slow and intentional

[ whisper ] sender leans in and whispers exactly what they want to do to receiver in excruciating detail

[ wristgrab ] in the middle of a heated moment, sender pins receiver’s wrists above their head

[ needy ] sender pulls receiver into their lap, desperate and breathless, kissing them like it’s not enough

[ tease ] sender drags their lips and tongue down the length of receiver’s stomach, but stops just before going lower

[ undone ] sender undresses receiver one piece of clothing at a time, dragging it out with loaded glances

[ taste ] sender drops to their knees and starts kissing up the inside of receiver’s thighs

[ lapfull ] sender drags receiver onto their lap in the middle of a conversation, their hands already wandering

[ control ] sender takes full control, guiding receiver’s hands, body, and every motion

[ tug ] sender grips receiver’s hair and yanks their head back to kiss them roughly

[ choke ] sender wraps a hand lightly around receiver’s throat while their lips are barely apart

[ lipbite ] sender bites down on receiver’s bottom lip while grinding against them

[ praise ] in the middle of it all, sender whispers praise between every movement "just like that," "you're doing so good," "don’t stop"

[ beg ] sender makes receiver beg for it

[ mouthy ] sender licks into receiver’s mouth mid-kiss, messy and aggressive

[ suck ] sender sucks a mark into receiver’s neck, possessive and without shame

[ edge ] sender brings receiver right to the brink, over and over, refusing to let them finish

[ wrecked ] sender has one goal: to leave receiver trembling and ruined beneath them

[ needy grind ] clothes still on, sender grinds against receiver until they’re both panting, desperate for more

[ between ] sender slips a hand between receiver’s thighs while whispering, “you’ve been wanting this, haven’t you?”

[ ride ] sender pushes receiver down and climbs on top, holding eye contact the entire time

[ spit ] sender leans over and lets spit drip into receiver’s mouth before kissing them hard

[ mess ] clothes scattered, sheets ruined, bodies tangled—sender and receiver didn’t hold back

[ slow ] sender draws everything out. every stroke, every breath, every motion unbearably slow

[ possessive ] sender fucks receiver like they’re trying to make sure no one else ever will

[ overstim ] sender keeps going even after receiver's already shaking from release

[ grip ] sender grabs receiver by the hips, holding them in place while taking full control

[ hot & heavy ] sender and receiver go at it somewhere they absolutely shouldn’t

[ control freak ] sender lets receiver think they're in charge… until they flip the roles mid-way

[ lips everywhere ] sender kisses every part of receiver’s body.

[ breathless ] sender doesn’t let up until receiver is clawing at their back, gasping for air

[ all night ] sender makes sure receiver doesn’t sleep... again, and again, and again

[ tongue ] sender slides their tongue along receiver’s skin, taking their time tasting every inch

[ dark corner ] they don’t make it home! sender drags receiver into a shadowed corner and gets to work

[ eye contact ] sender holds eye contact the entire time they’re going down on receiver

[ mirror ] sender takes receiver in front of the mirror so they can both watch

𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

❝ i want to hear every sound you make. don’t hold back. ❞

❝ get on your knees—now. ❞

❝ you’re not leaving this bed until i say so. ❞

❝ look at you. all mine and dripping for it. ❞

❝ you said 'just one more time' last time, remember? ❞

❝ keep quiet, or they’ll hear. ❞

❝ is this what you wanted? me, like this, ruining you? ❞

❝ you’re shaking—already? we’ve barely started. ❞

❝ i haven’t even touched you yet, and you're already begging. ❞

❝ be good for me and spread your legs. ❞

❝ don’t you dare finish until i tell you to. ❞

❝ you’re going to be the death of me, but i’ll die happy. ❞

❝ say it. say you need me. say it louder. ❞

❝ i could do this all night. want to test me? ❞

❝ if you want more, use your words. ❞

❝ you look so pretty when you beg. ❞

❝ you’re not shy now, are you? ❞

❝ take it. like that. good. ❞

❝ tell me where you want my mouth. ❞

❝ don’t bite your lip—moan. i want to hear it. ❞

[busyw0man]

⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝗴𝗵𝗼𝘀𝘁𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝘂𝘀

❝ don’t lie to me... not again. ❞

❝ i wish i could hate you. ❞

❝ you promised you wouldn’t leave. ❞

❝ it’s fine. i’m used to being second choice. ❞

❝ i’m tired of pretending this doesn’t hurt. ❞

❝ why wasn’t i enough? ❞

❝ i still check my phone hoping it’s you. ❞

❝ if you love me, then why does it feel like this? ❞

❝ just tell me it meant nothing... please. ❞

❝ don’t make me fall for you if you’re not going to stay. ❞

❝ i was never the one, was i? ❞

❝ i saw the way you looked at them. ❞

❝ stop acting like you didn’t break me. ❞

❝ you’re the worst thing that’s ever happened to me, and i still want you. ❞

❝ we can’t go back, can we? ❞

❝ you’re happy. without me. ❞

❝ say it! say you don’t love me anymore. ❞

❝ it’s not your fault. i was just… easier to leave. ❞

❝ i gave you everything, and it still wasn’t enough. ❞

❝ do you even miss me? ❞

❝ this hurts more than it should. ❞

❝ i’d rather have the pain than feel nothing at all. ❞

❝ maybe we were never meant to last. ❞

❝ you said forever. ❞

❝ all i ever wanted was you. ❞

❝ how can you be so okay while i’m still bleeding? ❞

❝ i hope they make you happier than i ever could. ❞

❝ just let me pretend for a little longer. ❞

❝ i thought we were worth fighting for. ❞

❝ i loved you more than i loved myself. ❞

❝ you left and took every piece of me with you. ❞

❝ it’s not that you stopped loving me, it’s how easily you did. ❞

❝ you forgot me like i was nothing. ❞

❝ i stayed. you didn’t. ❞

❝ i still set the table for two. ❞

❝ even now, i’d choose you. ❞

❝ your silence hurts more than your words ever did. ❞

❝ i died the day you stopped looking at me like you used to. ❞

❝ no one tells you how quiet the world gets after they leave. ❞

❝ i watched you unlove me. ❞

❝ you moved on. i broke. ❞

❝ i’m scared i won’t ever feel whole again. ❞

❝ i wasn’t hard to love you just didn’t want to try. ❞

❝ you don’t even carry the weight of what you did. ❞

❝ i’d relive the pain just to feel close to you again. ❞

❝ you walked away like it meant nothing. ❞

❝ loving you ruined me. ❞

❝ you said i’d always have you then you left. ❞

[cowboahs]

quotes that broke me starters

feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

quotes taken from random sources or tiktok. i claim no ownership whatsoever.

❛   i’m supposed to be the one who protects you from monsters. i’m not supposed to be one.  ❜  

❛   if i could make a deal with god, and i’d get him to swap our places.  ❜  

❛  no one heard our screams for a long time.  ❜  

❛   i know so many last words. but i’ll never know hers.  ❜  

❛   there is a home for every departed thing.  ❜  

❛   it reminded me that i will never truly know you.  ❜  

❛   i also buried a part of myself alongside them.  ❜  

❛   after you died i could no longer hold a funeral. so my life became the funeral.  ❜  

❛   you don’t have to be awake to cry.  ❜  

❛   forgive me, for all the things i did. but mostly the things i didn’t do.  ❜  

❛   the human eye is the loneliest creation of all.  ❜  

❛   fairness is for happy people.  ❜  

❛   the things we lost will always be heavier than the things that stayed.  ❜  

❛   perhaps it is the greater grief, to remain on the earth when another is gone.  ❜  

❛   you stain the pages with yourself.  ❜  

❛   tears will not wash away the sorrow.  ❜  

❛   beautiful things grow a certain height and then they fall and fade off.  ❜  

❛    who in all these centuries has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?  ❜  

❛   i have scars on my hands from touching certain people  ❜  

❛   despite everything, i believe that people are really good at heart.  ❜  

❛   you tried to change, didn’t you?  ❜

❛   you can’t make homes out of people. someone should have taught you that.  ❜  

❛   i hid my deepest feelings so well, i forgot where i placed them.  ❜  

❛   we have no scar to show for happiness. we learn so little from peace.  ❜  

❛   i didn’t leave because i stopped loving you. i left because the longer i stayed, the less i loved myself.  ❜  

❛   at every moment in our life, we have one foot in a fairytale & the other in the abyss.  ❜  

❛   there are too many sad eyes on happy faces.  ❜  

❛   it’s strange, i felt less lonely when i didn’t know you.  ❜  

❛   things change, friends leave. life doesn’t stop for anybody.  ❜  

❛   it takes a lifetime to die, and no time at all.  ❜  

❛   i am deathly afraid of almosts. of coming close to what i want and then falling just a little short.  ❜  

❛   i felt your absence.  ❜  

❛   what do we do now, now that we are happy?  ❜  

❛    you honestly thought anybody would love you? purely and truly love you?  ❜  

❛   don’t stop looking. he deserves to know someone saw his end, that someone noticed him.  ❜  

❛    i can bear my pain so long as it has meaning.  ❜  

❛   i dont have a single friend - not one.  ❜  

❛   i’ve had more than enough pain in my life, what’s a little more going to do?  ❜  

❛    it would have been you if i met you first.  ❜  

❛    i really thought he was going to be my forever.  ❜  

❛    maybe in the next life it would work.  ❜  

❛   in spite of everything, you’re still you.  ❜  

❛   the dead have it easy.  ❜  

❛   there’s an ocean of silence between us, and I’m drowning.    ❜  

❛   there have been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead.  ❜  

❛   what on earth… have i become?  ❜  

❛   don’t look at me! i don’t … i don’t want you seeing me like this.  ❜  

❛   i wish i could’ve been like you.  ❜  

❛   your fate was sweeping you away, like a flood.  ❜  

❛   the future should know the mistakes we made.  ❜  

❛   of course you have. you feel guilt. you want redemption.  ❜  

❛   i’m here because you can’t accept what you’ve done. it broke you.  ❜  

❛   even now, after all you’ve done, you can still go home.  lucky you . ❜  

❛   you’re all that’s left, and we can’t live this lie forever.  ❜  

❛    prometheus gave us light, and warmth, and eternal damnation.  ❜  

❛   take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act.  ❜  

❛    i know i ruined your life. i suffer for it every day.  ❜  

❛   don’t let yourself get killed for… for pride. i’ve seen it kill too many folk.  ❜  

❛    you and me, we ain’t decent… but those folk… they were.  ❜  

❛   we’re more ghosts than people.  ❜  

❛   despite my best efforts to the contrary… it turns out i’ve won.  ❜  

❛   i gave you all i had … i did.  ❜  

❛   this whole time, I’ve blamed myself for that decision.  ❜  

❛   do you think even the worst person can change…? That everybody can be a good person, if they just try? ❜  

❛   i don’t want to break their hearts all over again. it’s better if they never see me.  ❜  

❛   please leave me alone. i can’t come back. i just … can’t, okay?  ❜  

❛   no matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing, you refused to hurt anyone. ❜  

❛    people like you don’t ever want to be happy.  ❜  

❛   i don’t want to let go. i’m not ready to say goodbye yet.  ❜  

[actionmemeplay]

A meme for muses who don't take breaks.

Change pronouns and wording to your heart's content to best suit your muse.

"You've been staring at that screen for hours."

"I'm surprised that your butt ever comes off of that chair anymore."

"Coffee break? I think you need one."

"Some fresh air will get your ideas flowing again, trust me."

"You know the company's suckering you if you don't take your breaks, right?"

"Watching you makes me anxious that I'm not working hard enough."

"You need to take time out for yourself, or you're going to burn out."

"This isn't healthy."

"Finish up and let's go, already."

"It looks great, sure, but when did you last sleep?"

"My in-tray is a LOT heavier than my eye bags, believe me."

"I can't afford to stop here."

"Let's put a pin in this and come back to it tomorrow."

"Think we can crunch this out if we stay all night?"

"Stressing over deadlines all the time is going to bring your own 'dead-line' way, way closer."

"There's gotta be more to life than this."

"You need to learn how to switch off."

"I wish you cared as much about me as you do about your work."

"People criticising just don't recognise how dedicated you are."

"Who do you think is going to finish the project if you make yourself sick?"

[rubymemes]

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[tbgkaru-woh]

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[clionadraws]

i finished my mdzs charm designs ! 💜 ill have preorders for 3 inch acrylic charms open from tomorrow!!! :D

[everymomentisafight]

*latches onto Jin Guangyao's ear with his teeth*

At the feeling of a mouth on his ear, he stilled before trying to turn and see just who has the audacity to latch onto his ear and just who has the shamelessness to do this where anyone could see them. No one has ever done this before, and he was not enjoying the feeling of saliva on his ear. It was disgusting. He will have to do a through cleaning later. And perhaps scream into a pillow because what the fuck.

A flash of white has him widening his eyes and trying to spin and see more who it is. The unforgiving, uncouth Lan stays latched on and moves with him, making him wince as the mouth subtly tightens its bite. And then he sees it. Bichen. Just what is Lan Wangji is doing?

"Hanguang-jun," he said, voice tight with barely concealed fury and confusion. "just what do you think you are doing?"

@lanctiflora

[adainesjacket]

prompts inspired by the mountain goats

a collection of mountain goats lyrics to use for writing/roleplaying prompts! some angsty, some romantic, some just for fun.

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"the most remarkable thing about you standing in the doorway is that it's you, and that you're standing in the doorway"

"when you punish a person for dreaming his dream, don't expect him to thank or forgive you"

"i did not come here to suffer"

"how come there's peacocks in the front yard?"

"i am coming home to you if it's last thing that i do"

"and it was hard but you were brave, you are splendid and we will never be alone in this world"

"people say friends don't destroy one another. what do they know about friends?"

"name one thing about us two anyone could love."

"the dice were loaded against us ever seeing each other, but one of us had nowhere else to go"

"you turned to me and asked me if i'd always be your boy"

"this is an empty country, and i am the king, and i should not be allowed to touch anything"

"and the spirit wasn't really willing anymore, but the flesh was very very strong"

"you can arm me to the teeth - you can't make me go to war."

"every story needs a child who believes the hero's gonna be just fine"

"it never hurts to give thanks to the local gods. you never know who might be hungry."

"but if you think I'll take a bullet for you - you're dreaming."

"i personally will stab you in the eye with a foreign object."

"listen, you can tell your lawyer that he can go to hell"

"thank you for the candy. thank you for the flowers. thank you for the sofa. thank you for the radio."

"tell me why you made threats against the life of the prime minister of canada. that was not a nice thing to do."

"what's with all the portugese water dogs?"

"i'd like to repeat the question. what's with all the portugese water dogs?"

"selling acid was a bad idea. selling it to a cop was a worse one."

"i said a small prayer for the poor and the naked and the hungry and i prayed real hard for you"

"an astronaut could have seen the hunger in my eyes from space"

"if not by faith, then by the sword"

"you don't wanna see these guys without their masks on"

"some things you do just to see how bad they'll make you feel."

"there will be goodbyes by dozens, so practice being brave"

"i have high unicorn tolerance."

"check me out: i'm young and ravishing!"

"you can't give me back what you've taken, but you can give me something that's almost as good"

"you're gonna have to steal what you need"

"might you look up at me and wave goodbye?"

[everymomentisafight]

❝ I have to place duty first. It's what is expected of me. ❞

(Hear me out)

arranged marriage starter

Nothing about this felt like it was an honor, despite everyone telling him he should be honored. His opinions were unconsidered, although he felt like most thought he didn’t have opinions, and he didn’t know it was happening until it was well on its way. It felt like an accident, him finding out when he did. His father made excuses and apologies, but Jin Guangyao had been around enough liars to know when someone was saying things to sound good. It was an inescapable fact of life: no one wanted to look bad. He dutifully took the apologies and excuses and pretended like he didn’t want to rage, to demand why him. Surely, it was considered an offense to some to send a man to marry a man (and with the way his father talked about it, surely it was one), especially one of Lan Wangji’s status. Although, knowing what he did of Lan Xichen, Jin Guangyao had a hard time imagining picking someone his brother wouldn’t be attracted to in some aspect. It felt almost blasphemous to wonder if the Lan sect had asked for a man instead of a woman, so Jin Guangyao was quite happy leaving it to a late night rumination instead of wasting daylight wondering. Jin Guangyao knew that his father considered some of his cousins to be of more value and higher status than his son claimed only after killing Wen Ruohan, which made Jin Guangyao wonder why him. Well, he only wondered for a short while before knowing what were the most likely reasons why. 

His Jin family never took the pains to let him forget where he came from and to remind him that it was a shame that he was a son of a whore, that he was a blight on the Jin name. Handing him off to the Lan would mean that he wouldn’t be “staining” Koi Tower with his presence and efforts, even if they were more than happy to benefit from what Jin Guangyao did. That would be one benefit to leaving - not hearing son of a whore said directly to him. The Lans may think the same, but their rules would be to Jin Guangyao’s benefit. Although, he had a hard time imagining the Lans choosing someone they didn’t deem acceptable to be the spouse of one of their beloved Jades. They must see something in him that the Jins didn’t as, once it was known Jin Guangyao knew, he became bombarded with people telling him a filthy thing such as him didn’t deserve to stain the reputable Hanguang-jun. If he took delight in asking them who they would choose instead and if they were willing to speak to his father about changing it and watching their faces turn colors as their mouths snapped shut, no one would know. He always phrased the questions civilly, knowing that any perceived slight in his words would bring repercussions down on him. 

Even with all that said to him, the thing that burned Jin Guangyao and made him want to become something more like Nie Mingjue than himself was the fact that his chance to become Jin, a proper Jin, was stolen from him once more. First, it was taken by the sin that he was unwanted and unnecessary because his mother was the wrong woman. He fought for where he got, bled for it, killed men for it. And once more, he was discarded, pushed away from ever being a Jin. Oh, he had the name, yet it wouldn’t carry much if he wasn’t able to be around the Jin more and learn how to be one. Now, he would live with the Lan as someone who was never able to complete his goal of becoming a respected Jin. He would merely be the facade of a Jin, but perhaps that made him more Jin than some. He would become like the walls of Koi Tower: gilded with gold and festering inside. Instead of a work of old, he was a creation of his father and broken hopes. 

With all that weighing on him, twisting him, he went into the meeting with Lan Wangji with reservations and a gilded smile. It was rather awkward. Lan Wangji had never been one for conversation from Jin Guangyao’s observations, and his manner of speaking did not align with the way that Jin Guangyao painted each word. A little more conversation was garnered when Jin Guangyao asked about his thoughts on the match because he needed to prepare for what to expect when he moved to the Lan to become the husband of their Second Jade. Hearing that Lan Wangji considered this a mere duty was relieving in a way that Jin Guangyao refused to show. 

“I am happy to see we are in alignment about the importance of this duty,” he said, “Without those willing to put duty first, things would most certainly fall apart. We cannot all be those who live life on a whim.” He paused, taking a breath and looking down at his tea, watching Lan Wangji from beneath his lashes. “With us of similar mind about the duty of having this marriage, I hope we will have a cordial relationship. I know there are further duties between those who are wedded. Do you have any expectations outside honoring the duty to our families?”

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