E's Space

Not promoting anything. Just a place to express the things I'm having trouble accepting in real life. Trigger warning. Message me if you want someone to talk to.

[stayuntilthefoglifts]

I will remove anyone from my life to protect the peace that I've worked so hard for. Nobody took me out of the dark. I did it on my own.

Unknown

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

I'm proud of you for making it this far.

[extramadness]

[everythingedxi]

In the past month or two, I've been sleeping during the day and wide awake at night. I guess it's my coping mechanism at this point. I'm living with people I call my family but they are, most of the time, the reasons why I want to give up instead of fighting through my battles.

It's exhausting and suffocating.

[ammit420]

in order to lead a happy life im gonna have to disappoint my parents a bit

[microweave]

not to be dramatic but this post genuinely made me consider my priorities in life and the choices i need to make for my own wellbeing

[fighting-ghosts]

[everythingedxi]

And you might only realize this by the time you hear the news from someone that I've finally found something to commit to...

[everythingedxi]

Damn, I really wanna do it.

– Me, when the nights are long, voices are loud, and everything is wrong

[i-need-to-be-fixed]

[everythingedxi]

I wish to just escape this reality.

[everythingedxi]

The monsters underneath my bed are angels compared to the voices inside my head.

monsters // bad again

[everythingedxi]

I realize now: it's not just the sadness that kills you, it's the idea of being a burden to everyone, too.

—What I can do? What more can i do?

[edriennetenchavez]

One simple ‘hello’ or a passing smile can change a person’s day. Kindness, indeed, goes a long, long way; however, do not ever make the mistake of thinking that people owe it to you, because at the end of the day, they’re fighting their own battles too.

— A lesson I learned too harshly and too late // e. j. z.

[edriennetenchavez]

“To be able to be vulnerable in front of someone, you need to feel safe. Maybe that was why I cried, for the first time, only in your arms; because you alone, and nobody else, made me feel that it was okay.”

— e.j.z.

[everythingedxi]

They say recovery is a choice you make every day; but if I'm too tired, can I choose the other way?

[emmalubella]

If people were sad that I was dead, it would’ve proven that I actually meant something while I was alive. Too bad i have to find out when I’m 6ft under.

— I’m done

[iamquietlydrowning]

I felt that

[itsalittlebitofeverything]

“You’re always haunted by the idea that you’re wasting your life.”

— unknown

[forbiddenhands]

“And that’s the thing, They don’t fucking know. And you can’t say anything because you sit and choke on your own tongue. I’m haunted by versions of myself that have died every day. They ask “Are you alright?” but don’t want the answer “I’m not f*cking okay”

— Eros J. Belle (via wnq-writers)