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Time to start actually blogging and not just lurking on this account? In 2025 we’re putting ourselves out there more. This is absolutely not finished I'm just posting it because I'm scared something in my browser is gonna fuck up and I'll lose progress.

SO WHO ARE YOU?

I'm exe, and I guess this is a multi-fandom blog, although it's less fandom-specific and more just a junk pile made up of anything and everything. I'm really into Dungeons & Dragons right now. Chronic and mentally ill, tired all the time, trying to be more active and post more OC content in 2025. I actually really like talking with people, I'm just nervous; please do reach out.

exe i guess - personal post tag

I CRAFTED MY BLORBOS BY HAND

Fang (tag) Tiefling rogue, street urchin, PC for an Out of Abyss campaign run by @yaezgalvus. Part of his soul was literally hollowed out to make him a suitable host for a demon, which partially explains the chronic emptiness, maybe. Good heart, poor sense of self-preservation.

Altonnar Helviiryn (tag) Drow assassin, emotionally closed off amalgamation of thirteen trauma responses in a trench coat. Has so many AUs. Barely holding it together with a shoe string. His equally unhinged wizard boyfriend (@yaezgalvus) is also sometimes a drider.

Gydion Lowri (tag) Human ranger. Riddled with PTSD and life keeps piling more shit on top. Comes off as gruff and unsociable, actually just autistic, prefers the company of his wyvern mount to most people. Keeps stumbling his way into promotions he doesn't even want.

Urllochar Myrhael (tag) Drow fighter-barbarian with gigantism. Surprisingly chill. Gets away with things because he's the Matron Mother's favourite grandchild slash attack dog. Not exactly smart but he doesn’t have to think much in his line of work. Harmbo: a himbo that will harm you.

Ruth Burnett (tag) A gunslinging human warlock from a Wild West themed one-shot. Ruth made a Fiendish pact in her dying moments, when her fiancé tried to have her killed so he could steal her inheritance. Now, she's on a mission to find him and make him (and anyone else who gets in her way) suffer for it.

Lobelia Butcher (tag) Halfling druid plagued by “wolf dreams," chased out of her grove for eating a dude. Followed her bounty hunter girlfriend to Barovia. Had her throat ripped out by a vampire spawn, got better. Killed Strahd von Zarovich with the thighbone of a dead saint and became the new Dark Lord of Barovia.

Sepsis (tag) Tiefling warlock from fantasy Ancient Greece. Serves the goddess of affliction, Pharika, via a pact with the gorgon Hythonia. Hyper-critical of himself and everyone else. Has every disease. That's what happens when you roll a 6 and put it in CON. Goes on “adventures” to uncover magical secrets and find cures to various ailments.

Red (tag)

Tiefling cleric, formally a pretty vicious hired thug for a criminal kingpin, had a “come to Fantasy Jesus” moment when he hit rock bottom, has been trying to find his redemption ever since. On a journey into Avernus to try and save the city of Elturel.

Nossus (tag)

Tiefling thrall of the demon lord Baphomet. Loves puzzles, hates gnolls, prefers to hunt the most dangerous game. An asshole who likes to take trophies from worthy hunts. Stalker enemy who follows you through the entire horror game type of guy.

Fortune (tag)

Descent into Avernus PC #2! Rakshasa-based tiefling, son of a Kingpin in Baldur's Gate, wants you to think he is very cool and connected and sharp, rolled like four Nat 1s on simple checks in his first session. Failboy tiger-man who likes money, luxury and validation.

#exe i guess

bananonbinary

one of the hardest things to learn as a depressed former Gifted Kid™ is that half-assed is better than nothing. take the 50%, 40%, even 20% job. scrubbing your face is better than not taking a shower at all. picking up your clothes is better than never cleaning. nibbling on some bread is better than starving.

DO THINGS HALFWAY. NOW YOU’RE 100% BETTER OFF THAN YOU WERE BEFORE.

redheadhatchet

One of my college professors used to say “anything worth doing is worth doing poorly.” I didn’t understand that for years because I didn’t do anything poorly, I couldn’t do anything poorly, I had to Do Everything Perfectly.

But brushing your teeth for 30 seconds is better than not brushing them at all when that 2 minutes seems exhausting. Doing ten minutes of yoga is better than 10 minutes of sitting when 30 minutes of cardio sounds impossible. Changing my clothes is good when a whole shower is impossible. Standing on the porch for a few minutes is worth it after being in the house for three straight days because I don’t have the energy to go anywhere.

Anything worth doing is worth doing poorly… because doing it poorly is better than not doing it.

resetium

someone please hit me over the head with this post every day for like the next week thanks. a mention, a reblog with text, a message, something.

blackwoolncrown

You must understand that perfectionism isn’t striving for excellence, it’s a crippling fear of being flawed and therefore worth abandonment or punishment. It’s a kind of psychological avoidance. You’re avoiding fear and failure , not embracing the thing you want to do bc if it was about the thing you want to do you’d be fine with partial victory.

68623

I might seem okay but deep down I wanna go on a vacation every month

big8cola

great trope

punksalmons

the thing about writing is that it's very hard unless you have to leave the house in 15 minutes or perhaps go to bed

femboy-nation-rise

I am so glad that I live in a world with trans women and trans men and nonbinary people and intersex people. Things are hard for all of us right now, but I love you all and I am wishing that things get better and easier for all of us! ❤️

tim-official

that poll going around of the guy who thought "people only eat tofu as a bit because they're deranged vegans" or whatever really crystalizes something that i have never been able to precisely say - which is "a nonzero fraction of people who start picky-eater discourse just happen to precisely hate those foods which are not from north america and refuse to introspect on this whatsoever"

tim-official

In contrast some people say "there aren't any picky eaters in Asia 🙄" but this is laughably untrue. I have a cousin in India who refused until his 20s to eat anything in a sauce. as you can imagine in India this was difficult. he basically had to pick things out of curry and wipe them dry

bobcat-pie

hollowedskin

moghedien

I feel like I need to share this because idk if Europeans are familiar with the presence of Aldi in the US, but at least especially in my area they’ve been growing a lot recently. Like Aldi bought out some local failing grocery chains where I live (Louisiana) and have opened Aldis in all these somewhat rural communities and small towns, which for the record I’m fine with

But as a result of this they are advertising a lot more in my area and also in many cases, the people in these areas have never been confronted with Aldi or any European grocery store. So the ads that Aldi is pushing out to its new US customer base feature a cowboy shopping at Aldi who is explaining to new Aldi customers how Aldi works. Like this cowboy is explaining you gotta put a quarter in the shopping cart and why there are very little name brands. A cowboy is how they want to reach their American customer base. They gave us a cowboy

moghedien

Here he is, the Aldi Cowboy

rosemoonweaver

GUYS. DID YOU KNOW YOU CAN WRITE CHOOSE YOUR OWN ADVENTURE FICS ON AO3

rosemoonweaver

Other things you can do:

Linked footnotes

Customized page dividers

Sticky notes

Lined paper

Paper that looks stacked on top of each other

Old looking paper

Newspaper articles

Tumblr posts

iOS text messages

Emails

Fake ao3 authors notes and kudos button

Freaking discord chats

Its fucking amazing. Ao3 is fucking amazing. Can I legally marry a website?

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

starkerfilth

WHAT

the-stars-our-destination

One of those times I'm reblogging something so I can find it again later

eroscestlavie

when you’re a gay lion and you accidentally tried to introduce your lesbian lioness friend to one of her own exes at a gay bar and she goes into the bathroom and bitches you out for not being able to tell her endlessly rotating cast of girlfriends apart which isn’t really fair because first of all they all keep dyeing their hair different colors and second of all she keeps getting back together with different ones at different times and meanwhile you’ve been “single” for like 8 months but are spending a lot of time with one specific guy who works at your old co-op and were going to excitedly tell her about it tonight but now you’ve ruined the whole subject of dating by trying to introduce her to her own ex at a gay bar (which is a watering hole. because you’re lions.)

trying-trying2lyk

i love writing out numbers and then putting them in parentheses like "one (1)" even when i dont need to i think its funny

creation-help

🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈PRIDE THEMED OC ASK GAME🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️

Bc I wanted one and didn't find it so. Here

[Send ask aimed at a specific character]

1. What's your oc's gender identity? What's their relationship to their gender?

2. What's your oc's orientation? (Romantic/sexual/platonic alterous ect) Do they have opinions about it?

3. How did your oc discover themself? Did something cause them to question, or did they always know?

4. Is your oc's environment supportive about their identity? How does this impact them?

5. How did you figure out your oc's identity?

6. How does your oc feel about labels? Theirs, or in general?

7. Is there something that could cause your oc to question their identity? What?

8. Have they had struggles with their identity, be it due to internal or external reasons?

9. Are there cultural or lore specific aspects to their identity? If applicable, does their species affect it?

10. Does your oc celebrate Pride? How?

11. Is your oc open about their identity? Are they more lowkey or more blunt about it? Why or why not?

12. Does/did your oc ever wish they could change the way they are? Why? If it's in the past, how did they get over the feeling? (this can be about internalized homo/transphobia)

13. Would your oc be open to a poly relationship? Why or why not?

[Not aimed at a specific character] / [Aimed at creator]

14. Do you have ocs on the aro or ace spectrum?

15. Do any of your ocs use neopronouns? Which ones?

16. Did you ever change an oc's identity when they were already established? Why?

17. Do you share identity with any of your ocs? Which ones?

18. Do you prefer to give your ocs specific labels, or keep it unspecified? Why? If applicable, do you change their labels depending on circumstance?

19. Do you have preferences about depicting homo/transphobia in your stories? What, and why? Does it vary by story?

20. Have your ocs helped you in self discovery? How?

21. Free ramble card wee