You waited patiently for your bestfriend, Suho, to show up for your annual library get together.
Wishing to call it a date, as Suho has been your crush for over a year now. But not realizing how you guys share the same feelings.
Looking at the time only to realize that it was a quarter past 7 pm. Suho was usually here around 7 but it couldn't hurt to stay for a little while longer.
5 minutes pass when you here a low voice greet you from behind "Sorry to keep you waiting, Y/N."
Blushing from hearing the husky voice of your crush in your hear you mutter out a simple 'It's okay'.
Suho sits next to you and pulls out the math books for the exams you have to study for.
Stealing glances at the boy sitting next you whenever you can. Missing the ones that he gives you in return.
"So, Suho, why were you late?" You ask, genuinely curious as because this has never happened before.
You saw a red color cover the apples of his cheeks and you couldn't help but smile at how handsome the guy really was.
"I... was trying to find something to wear..." Suho said quietly, to the point that you could barely hear him without straining yourself to do so.
Suho could barely look you into the eyes as he has now took an interest into the table. You couldn't help but giggle at how embarrassed he seemed.
The blush on Suho's face now engulfing his entire head.
"Don't be shy~" you say trying to reassure him.
You guys make eye contact and smile at eachother. A blush now taking over your face as well.
You guys snap out of it and look at the books to study.
And whether or not you guys noticed how you continued to sit closer by the end of the night, neither of you guys made it known.
Hi this is my first writing on this blog hope you'll like it ~Admin Des
Silence is what usually woke you up when you had days off from work but not today. Instead, you were woken to the booming bass of your new neighbor's music. They just moved in a few days ago, the old neighbors were an old couple that most of the time you didn't really know if they were there or not.
Groaning as you tried to block the music using the pillow to block it but that didn't help it just made it sound farther away. The music stopped for a moment and you were happy. Already tired of the loud music that was starting to give you a headache. You pulled the blankets on you and got comfortable. As soon as your head hit the pillow the music started again. Getting now a little angry you realized your first free day will not go well.
The music kept increasing in volume as you woke up again from the music. Your headache grew more and more with each beat that played. You grew furious and started thinking about what you should do. Calling the landlord would be smart but considering he wouldn't answer the phone you decided against it. Going over there was your next option, suddenly nervous at the thought of what your neighbor looked like. Shaking your head of all these thoughts you stood up. Breathing in and out to calm yourself you got ready to talk to your neighbor. Walking out of your door, a bolt of confidence came to you as you walked the short walk to your neighbor's door.Â
Knocking on the door although you highly doubt they heard you, considering the loud music. You knocked a few more times thinking "Maybe this will be the time they would answer the door". About to give up you started to walk away from the door when it opened. " Hello" the door opened a gorgeous man opened the door. You went up to him and asked him in the nicest voice you could muster " Your music is too loud can you please turn it off or turn it down". The guy nodded and closed the door, hearing footsteps as the music got quiet. A smile appeared on your face as you started to walk to your door when the music started again, even louder than the last time. The door opened again and the neighbor came out this time with a smirk "Is this a good volume". You groaned as you walked back to the neighbor the smirk still on his face. " Please turn the music off, I only have 3 days and I wish I could relax before I go back to work". The Neighbor laughed " I was joking I'll turn it off but here's a proposition you go out with me". You were shocked by what he said, you're rude neighbor just asked you out. " I just saw what kind of person you are and now all of a sudden want to date me". The neighbor laughed " I never said it was to date, I meant it as a neighbor. I'm new here and don't really know the place and I promise to turn the music low". You stood there thinking of what to do. "Suho", you were confused on what your neighbor was saying. " I mean my name is Suho what is yours". You laughed a little and responded back "Y/n". Suho nodded and took out a piece of paper, writing a number " Here is my number, I'll message you when we could meet again". You nodded and walked away to your appointment, smiling as you looked at the paper excited for the "date" you were going to have with your neighbor Suho.Â
Welcome admin Lex!! Excited to learn more about you and looking forward to your content!đ
Thank you so much Anonie ! Iâll be glad to start writing even more for you guys. Just for future reference I tend to lean towards more fantasy type stuff ;)
A/N Sorry Anon I know you asked for a One-Shot but I feel this would be better split into two parts, one with all the angst I can manage to write and the second with the fluff and smut you requested :)
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 I canât help but want to reach out to him, wherever he is. To take his face in my hands and bring his forehead to mine. I want to whisper a million apologies to him. Bring his head to my chest and hold him tightly as if I never let go in the first place. To take back the words that cause the break in his voice, the pain in his eyes, the trembling in his fingers as he would undoubtedly take a step back away from me. Too far. Heâs too far away from me, despite what Iâd said to him. The unbearable pain in my heart makes me regret what Iâve done.
 Talking to Baekhyun only made me feel worse. Him telling me how bedridden Chanyeol had become, how a mate refusing the wolf is the worst thing in the world for them. Wolves have one mate, one mate only, and without them. The wolf loses the will to live.
 I canât take it back. Iâve already caused him so much heartache. Who knew, those six words would lead to this. Six words that broke the wolf in him.
The day I met him, I was walking down the aisles of the supermarket. My shopping was interrupted by getting bulldozed by a large man that I did not know. He had gotten off of me quickly, a bright blush dusting his cheeks as he stood up. With a hand outstretched to help me up he profusely apologized, even the tips of his ears red with shame as he tried to explain to me that his friend had tried to take his phone from him. So of course he was forced to run. The amused giggle that fell from my lips unwillingly, somehow, felt natural, as did the smile gracing my face when said giggle caused him to stop talking altogether. His beautiful blush only grew as who I assumed to have been the friend who tried to take his phone, walked up behind him.
 âYah. Way to go Chanyeol, you had to run into the poor girl didnât you!â His friend speaks up as he sends a smile my way. I hesitantly reciprocate as the new boy begins to speak again, âIâm sorry about him, heâs clumsy, especially around cute girls.â He finishes with a wink, and now itâs my turn to blush as âChanyeolâ turns around to glare at his friend. I swear to myself I almost hear a growl come from him, but I stupidly write it off with my terrible hearing in mind. If only I had known then what I know now.
 âBe quiet Baekhyun. Youâre going to make her uncomfortable!â Chanyeol exclaims, and Baekhyun snorts, jutting his hip out sassily as he counters,
 âSayâs the guy who was on top of her less than a minute ago.â Chanyeol sputters indignantly, his hands waving as he blushes brightly again. I throw my head back with a loud laugh, my hand coming to rest on my stomach as a large grin overtakes my features. When I meet their eyes again, theyâre both smiling. Chanyeolâs grin causes my stomach to flutter with embarrassment as I bashfully look away. I almost miss Chanyeolâs whisper as I gather myself mentally, but now it haunts me.
 âSo cute....â
 It may seem cliche, but I truly fell in love with him. It felt natural to ask for his number the next time I saw him, to go out with him the next day. Reaching for his hand as he walked next to me was a sort of second nature, and the butterflies that were let loose in my stomach whenever he smiled at me were welcome guests.
 Movies nights quickly became a weekly and came with the promise of him cuddling me to his chest on the couch as he whispered in my ear. Comments about the movie, small compliments about me, mumbled words on how his day was. His arms turned into my second home, his chest my new pillow every night he slept over. His heartbeat become the lullaby I could never sleep without. His spending one night a week quickly turned to two, then three, then him suddenly having a permanent section in my closet. His toothbrush having a home on my bathroom counter. His shampoo made its way into the shower the way his favorite snacks did to my cupboards.
 Him worming his way into my life was welcome, so was him finding a home in my heart. The room that had become vacant for years had gladly opened its doors to him. All of his quirks, feelings, thoughts, they quickly occupied it. He was the best tenant my heart had ever had, so much so that even the thought of him âmoving outâ would cause a sharp pain in my chest. I knew if it ever happened that door in me would be forever closed, open to no one until the wish that he would someday decide to come back would come true. Before I could even grasp the idea of loving him, my heart knew he was the one, had decided that no one would ever compare. It was right.
 Going with him to meet the people he considered his family was the first day he saw me cry in front of him, the first time he told me he loved me, the day I left him.
 The day I broke both our hearts.
 âYouâre a what?â I say with a breathless laugh. The pain in his eyes makes my skepticism falter for a second, but I stand strong, looking at my boyfriend incredulously. His mouth opens as he attempts to form the words, he seems to be choking up in front of me before he takes a deep breath, taking a hold of my hand in front of him as he speaks again.
 âI said Iâm a werewolf, and youâre my mate.â Part of me wants to believe him, the part of me that fell headfirst into the chasm that was Chanyeol the second he nervously he smiled at me. This time though, the heartbroken realist in me wins the argument as I form the courage to glare at him.
 âYouâre joking right, youâre really looking me in the eyes and telling me you're a creature of  night? That all of the people you live with are your pack, that you're a monster?â He flinches at the word visibly, looking more and more hurt the more I continue. I want to stop, the part of me that belongs to him calls out for me to stop, for me to stop hurting him. I forcefully pull my hand from his as I stand up from my spot next to him on the couch, my words clearly venomous. âI canât believe you! How dumb do you think I am!â
 âI donât think youâre dumb at all!â He quickly replies, âYouâre one of the smartest people I know, Iâm not trying to make a joke or trick you! Itâs true,â He stands up, taking a step towards me. I take a step backwards but he continues anyways. âY/N, you know this, you're the most important person in my life. I never have and will never meet a person like you ever again. You're the one. Iâm a wolf, wolves mate for life. Youâre it for me. You love me, I know you do.â He says, and I frown, tears brimming my eyes as tears of his own begin to stream down his cheeks. He falls to his knees in front of me, holding his hands together and begging with a broken sob.His big brown eyes truly resembling a kicked puppy in this moment, and the bitter irony almost makes me want to laugh out loud. âPlease donât do this, youâre all I have, youâre the only thing I want in life.â  I bite my lip, forcing myself to hold back tears as I take another step away from him. He visibly deflates closing his eyes and bringing his head to his hands. I take a breath,
 âWhat happens if I, if I leave right now.â I say, my hands forming fists, I have to dig my nails into my palms to ground myself in a way, keep my head from spinning out of control and my body from collapsing into his arms like Iâm so used to doing. âWill you chase me, force me to stay with you like the crazy person you seem to have become?â The broken whimper that leaves his lips makes me close my eyes, but it does nothing to stop the tears that have started to flow from them. Chanyeol lets out a sniffle before replying.
 âNo. If you truly want me to leave you alone, then I will. All I want in this world is your happiness, even if it means never seeing you again.â I open my eyes to meet his, the brown eyes I'd come to love were full of tears, windows to the soul that I would break unknowingly with my next few words.
Iâm Admin Lex(Alexsia) And Iâm excited to be working on this blog with the other admins. Iâm currently 16 and Iâm a New England Native. That means im on Eastern standard time so if you want to reach me thatâs when Iâll be able to reply. My bias is Chanyeol but Bakehyun frequently makes me swerve along with Jongin lmao. I hope to be able to write at least once a week for you guys and look forward to being a part of this amazing community âşď¸
The snow had settled itself over the flowers you and Yixing had planted a few months before he left. It seemed as if everything around you was trying to erase every last memory you shared with him. Walking down the pavement a small smile carved your lips as you remember the last night with him, the sun was behind you and its glow kisses your face in a gentle yet sticking way.Â
 Yixing had complimented you that whole night, telling you how radiant you looked, almost as if you were out of this world. You laughed, he was always good with his worlds. Though you didn't take his words too seriously it was as if every heart string had been pulled at the same time and your breath wanted to escape your lungs. You looked at him that night, told him sweet nothingness about how amazing he was, how nothing would change after he left, but things did change. After he left his favourite restaurant closed, the weather turned frosty and now the streets became filled with people enjoying the Christmas lights.
 Walking until reaching a small cafe you sat yourself down in the corner and looked out the window watching people pass you. It was true you missed him, the whole world knew and it seemed as if everyone around you was trying to remind you how much you needed him. You missed the simple things about him. You missed how his large hands would hold yours engulfing them, you missed the heat he radiated when he held you. But most of all, you missed not feeling alone all the time, you needed someone and that someone was him.Â
He had promised he was coming back, he never lied to you so you believed him. But, the tour had been going on for months now and it seemed as if he was never coming back/ Every night you sat by your bed with the phone in your hand waiting for him to call, he never did.Â
Three calls a day changed, to two, then one. Then that precious call tuned into a string of disconnected phone calls until they finally turned into your empty unread messages.Â
You missed him.
As the snow became heavier your heartfelt even worse and you couldn't help but ask yourself why you were alone.Â
Yixing's presence was like the sun, bright, alluring and an abundance of warmth. You could never feel lost or alone because when you looked up his bright eyes were piercing yours making everything okay.Â
You missed the way his body would engulf yours when he hugged you, and the way your lips would tingle after he kissed you. You missed the longing looks he gave you after each kiss, you missed how his eyes would beg you for another kiss and how slow time moved when he would kiss you again. You wanted to run his hair between your fingers as he left soft kisses on your neck while he told you how much you missed him.Â
By 10, the cafe was starting to close and you forced yourself out of your daze and began the slow walk home.Â
You thought of all the things you never said to him, you never told him how much he meant to you, or how happy he made you, but most importantly you never said you loved him.Â
Though you felt it, that last night with him you had every opportunity to say it but your lips sealed shut and so you kept your words to yourself. Nearing your apartment you kept your head low watching the snow crunch beneath your feet.Â
With every passing step you felt your eyes sting thinking about what you should have done, what you should have said. It was all bittersweet. Finally nearing your gate, for the first time your head rose only to see a man sat at your stairs.Â
Your hand was on the handle of the gate and time stood still. You could see the snow fall on his hair and the slow rise of his breath. 'Hey,' you told him opening the gate and walking towards him. He smiled back and stood up walking towards you.Â
Finally in front of him you pulled him into a hug and couldn't speak but just enjoy the warmth you gave him. You felt his hands wrap around your waist bringing closer to his body.
 'I missed you' he whispered into your ear and you looked up to meet his bright eyes. 'I missed you too,' you smiled at him bringing your hand to his cheek caressing him. Slowly, Yixing brought his lips to yours and you felt every bit of doubt, loneliness or regret leave you. Kissing him back your fingers tangled into his hair and you felt the dampness left behind by the snow. You had missed this feeling so much, it was just like your last night together. Memories of that night came flooding back and you remembered what you should have said, what you should have told him.
 Pulling away you looked up at him and held your breath, 'Yixing', you spoke softly getting on your toes to be close to his face.
 'Yes babe,' he smiled at you rubbing your cheek with his thumb.
 'After you left I realised how much I needed someone like you in my life,' you slowly told him bringing your hand to his cheek.Â
'I needed you too,' he smiled at you bringing into another kiss. This time he pulled away but kept his lips close to yours.
 'Yixing, I love you,' you whispered against his lips and you felt his harsh breath fan your face.Â
His eyes trailed to look at you and you felt your heart beat faster than it has ever done.
 'No,' he told you.
 'What?' You asked him feeling the sting of tears rim your eyes. He brought his lips closer to your and spoke again,' I wanted to tell I love you first, on our last night together.'
 You felt the heat at the bottom of your stomach and another smile crept on your face looking at him.
 'Y/N, I love you, more than you will ever know,' he told you pulling you into a tight hug. The snow around you seemed to only get heavier, but the faint sounds of people's voice faded away and in this very precious moment, all you could hear was his words, and the sound of his heartbeat.
You and spend a romantic night away on the lake under the stars. You could feel his skin against yours, and in the midst of the loud sounds of the world around you, all you could only hear was pants and moans.Â
Genre| â˘smut â˘fluffÂ
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The candles were lit in a path that led to the lake, where a small bed was settled with roses decorating it. The moon was bright in the sky and the stars were blooming captivating you as you walked. You walked barefoot across the boardwalk and felt the wood beneath you prickle your skin as you walked towards him. His face was kissed by the candle lights illuminating shades of red and orange on his face. His lips were wet from licking them and the butterflies and bees that swarmed in his stomach drove him mad. Watching you walk slowly towards him he felt as if everything was a dreary dream, a dream he never wanted to wake up from.Â
You felt the cool breeze that the trees surrounding you brought in, and tingles prickled your skin as you came close to him. Finally, in front of him you offered him a smile and tangled yourself in his embrace, 'You look radiant' Chanyeol whispered into your hair giving your cheek a light kiss. You looked into his eyes and felt heat rush to your face, you looked down but his hand gently pushed the stray hair away from your face. 'I mean it, you look beautiful' he told you again and you looked up to look at him.Â
His eyes were twinkling from the candles around you and his hair covered his forehead shielding the rest of his face. You brought your hand to his face and caressed him, 'God you're amazing' you told him while tangling your hand in his hair.Â
You watched as his hair fall back and finally, you could see every inch of his face. He let out a small laugh hearing your words and brought his hands to your waist. You could feel the heat radiant from his skin and this new found feeling made your heart flutter. You felt nervous, you always felt this around him. You felt butterflies flutter your insides when he led you to the small bed he had decorated, and you felt that emotion seep into your heart as he laid you down to watch the stars.
 You looked up dazed and oblivious to the world, all you could hear was your wild thoughts and those soothing words of Chanyeol. 'There are thousands of stars in the sky, but nothing is as beautiful as you' he told you. You felt his heartbeat against your cheek as you rested against his chest and smiled at his comment, 'You're so cheesy' you taunted him looking up.
 'I don't care, you're so beautiful, I want to tell you that in every way I know.' You felt your heart leap at his words. You didn't know how else to respond and so you brought your hand to his cheek and kissed him slowly.Â
You felt his hand move from your thigh to your waist pulling your body closer to his. You shifted into his embraced and felt lost at the feeling of his lips. When he pulled away your lips tingled as the cold air kissed them, you bit your bottom lip eager to feel his lips on you again. Chanyeol moved himself from beside you so he could hover above you, 'I used to wonder how it was possible that I stare at the same moon and stars as the person I will be with' he began, 'I thought it was cruel how the moment I was to meet them I wouldn't know they would be the love of my life.'Â
He moved closer to your lips but stayed an inch away. 'But, the moment I knew I loved you , I knew I would have been okay if I had to wait until all the stars in the sky fell to realise I loved you again, because every time I think about how much I love you I feel my stomach churn' he confessed to you and kissed your lips again.Â
This time you didn't allow him to separate his lips from yours, you tangled your hands in his hair and you felt his hands squeeze your waist. In moments like this, you felt as if you had brittle bones and when he held you so close you would break at his touch. You felt every ounce of courage seep through your bones like water and you wrapped your leg around his body drawing him closer.
Chanyeol dragged his hand away from your waist and rested them on your thigh under the lilac dress. The heat from his hands travelled further up your thigh and the anticipation of his next action dawned on you.Â
Your heart was beating fast at the idea of not knowing what he was going to do next, you wanted to feel his flesh against yours and his lips. Slowly you brought your hip up and rubbed against him. He slowly grunted. Love is such a complex thing, you can't describe it but you know how it feels. For instance, the way Chanyeols hand peeled the clothing off your flesh felt enticing.Â
The way his naked flesh felt against your naked chest was comforting, the feeling of him thrusting into you was an even more complex feeling to describe. It felt urgent but slow, drawing out small moans from your lips. You brought your hands to his shoulders wanting to feel more of his flesh against your own. With every thrust, Chanyeol moaned into your ear, and each sound he made was more enticing than anything you've ever heard. Every light moan that left his lips turned you on even more, and you were whispering how much you loved him into his neck.Â
Hearing your soft pants Chanyeol placed his hand on your chest giving it a squeeze, enjoying the feeling of you. You moaned in response to his groping and he fled his lips to the safety of your neck. For what seemed like a lifetime he left soft kisses on your jaw and you tangled your fingers in his hair enjoying the feeling Chanyeol brought.Â
You felt dazed feeling him thrust inside you and you felt even more dazed when you become a panting mess when you laid beside him. You felt the cold midnight air caress your exposed skin as Chanyeol laid still panting your name breathlessly. Holding your breath you moved closer to his body and placed a leg over his body wanting to feel close to him again.Â
Chanyeol brought you into his chest and due to the closeness, you could feel his member underneath the thigh that draped over him. Feeling him so close a blush spread across your cheek and Chanyeol laughed, 'You're too old to be so shy' he says to you pulling you into another kiss. For the rest of the night, you laid naked on the lakeside bed, gazing at the sky with Chanyeol and telling each other how much you loved one another.
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