dystopian past, old-fashioned future

is this where im supposed to be? insta: @xeyeofthebeholderx

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

★ hiya, im giselle! She/her (they is fine too),, art insta: @xeyeofthebeholderx. Minor!!!★

I like lots of things!

Music:

My Chemical Romance, The Strokes, Panic! at the Disco, Pierce the Veil, The Brobecks, iDKHOW, Radiohead, Fall Out Boy, The Killers, Pixies, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Smiths, Joy Division, The Killers, Interpol, much more

Other:

Cds/ physical media, Thrifting, Crocheting, Fanfiction, Arttt, Books, Movies

So this is just a general acc for me to yap :p

Last updated: 18/05/26

[szuffp]

julian and nick ^⁠_⁠^

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

NO THEY SWITCHED OUT HAALAND WTF NOOOOOOOO

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

Every single one of my friends telling me to ditch my “pride” and become friends w the girl whos been trying to hurt me as much as possible from day one. I cant do this anymore. I would always choose being alone and friendsless than be friends w ppl who want me to feel like i dont deserve real affection or attention. Idk what to do bc now i just feel delusional for thinking i could get away from that girl. It’s like she’ll always find a way to hurt me even through people she doesnt talk to. I just want to exist without having to constantly disprove blatantly false rumours that the school ends up believing. And she also has family members in the school who help her spread the rumours, as well as her making all my friends think shes just defending herself against me. I didnt start all this. I didnt make her take my stuff. I didnt tell the principal i found my stuff in her bag. I just want to live and have friends. Or i dont even necessarily need friends, i just want people to let me be. And im done w letting myself be lied to by people who call themselves my friends. You’re not my friend if you spy on me for her and tell her everything i say including my vents that dont even include her.

[mohhkaak]

mom might be the sweetest person on earth

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

I had a horrible day today and nothing even happened

[themurderscene-deactivated20140]

and if you turn to ur left you’ll see the emos

[rnyselfie]

is that my chemical romance?

[penceyprepster-deactivated20160]

OH MY GOD not every group of emos is my chemical romance stfu tumblr

[chxmical-rxmance]

but it actually is my chemical romance

[losered]

this is the funniest fuckibg thing I’ve ever seen

[gay-emo-quotes]

I’ve…. seen this everywhere except on Tumblr itself. It’s the blessed post.

[mreowzazz]

hi (targeted)

how about we email that selfie to daddy ‼️‼️‼️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤞🤞😍😍😍😍🤞🤞😍😍🤤🤤🤤🤤

@eye-ofthe-beholdr

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

I wrote .con instead of dot .com daddy im sorry

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

Wouldn’t think its possible to experience melancholy hopefulness but here we are

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

Self torture in the way that i rewatched in transit and am crying now

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

Man i love gerard way and mcr as a whole

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

School ends and suddenly i realize im goated and people are just haters

[j1998v]

i wanna kiss albert

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

French tutor telling me about angine de poitrine ok

[j1998v]

top best strokes songs are barely legal, automatic stop, sundays and meet me in the bathroom

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

Humbly requesting to add hard to explain to this list

[eye-ofthe-beholdr]

IM SO MAD LENSI ISNT GONNA BE AT THE SHOWS AND I COULDNT SEE HIM YESTERDAY LIKE UGHH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH WHY DOES JULIAN WANNA BE PROBLEMATIC W HIM CAN TGEY ALL GO BACK TO BEING FRIENDS AND LOVING EACH OTHER LIKE THE GOOD OLD DAYS AAAAH

[atx-is-forever]

You know how after Hamilton came out they made a "kid friendly" version and called it "Spamilton" but it was really just Hamilton if it was bad? I think as a fandom we should convince @liberxi to let us do this but with The Scarecrow where we try to make it kid friendly, destroy the grammar, and just add in random paragraphs about Jesus.