★ Mono ᚠ

"I'm a fake pessimist; I see the sun and i want to live." matching w/ @louterstellaa :33 chrono13, perma14 (mentally), perma16 (phys) Magnus Chase fictkin, Alex Fierro yume

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Digital diary and Jirai blog. mentions of mental illness, suicidal ideation, self-harm, eating disorders, self-destructive behavior, etc.

Names: Mono, Magnus (Mags, Maggie, Magpie), Birdie, Phineas (Phin), Crane, Evbo, Es

Pronouns: Ae/Aer, Ey/em, He/him, Ze/hir

My pronouns page !!

Religion: Norse Pagan, devotee of Freyr and @sickpreversions. Open to worship any Godkins... please

Transids: Transharmed, Trisgroomed, Transspecies, Transangel, Transcultmember, Transharpy, Transwings, Transgender, Transmasculine, Transcute, Perma14, Permateen, Trismentallyill, Cisjirai, Ciscutter, Transpitied, Transpuppy, Transkemenomimi, Transcomputer, Transrobot, Transtechnology, Transdevoted, Transworshipper, Transspringbirthday, Transblond

DNI: Pro-contact zoophiles, Xenosatanists, Incels, misogynists and misandrists, queer exclusionists (anti- contradictory labels like lesboys and turigirls), anyone who believes i am a bad person, hateful people

I am currently obsessed with ... MCGA

Fictionkins:

-Magnus Chase (Magnus Chase and The Gods of Asgard)

-Mono (Little Nightmares)

-Evbo (Parkour Civilization)

-Scootaloo (My Little Pony)

-The Subject (The Glendale Archives)

Disorders:

-ADHD

-Rumination syndrome

-ARFID

-Anxiety

-Depression

-Seasonal Affective Disorder

-Executive Disfunction

-Hypervigilance (PTSD??? idk I don't have flashbacks or anything)

Active Fandoms: Little Nightmares, Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard, MILGRAM, Parkour Civilization/PVP Civilization/Evboverse

Current favorite song:

credits for theme: @vividhrt

even more userboxes?!

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wait i have not checked discord in so long but omg i have so many dm requests from maps, im finna respond to them all and see if i can bag anyone

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i dont know what i want to do with my life anymore. i really want to be an author but i can't write for the life of me what's wrong with me.

[sweetbittersweets]

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three songs into or3 and oh wow im crying

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everytime i get too close to my gf (physically or emotionally or otherwise) i just get this horrible gut-wrenching feeling that it wont last forever. i might stop loving her or she'll start to hate me or she'll move away or something but i know it won't last forever. why does everything have to change why can't anything last forever.

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ughhhh she hates me she hates me she hates me she hates me she hates me she should hate me i wish she hated me why wont she just leave me alone. i just wanna be left alone. i just wanna be left alone.

[emptyivoryy]

I know i've been gone a while but dw im still heeeereee I was just visiting my hometown

I wanted to say pls send me asks bc I literally love to talk ab myself (🤢) and would luv to answer any personal qs....

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updating my fictkin list because i think most of them were just hyperfixations unfortunately :(((

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i am not a fan of christianity (or any organized religion; i think everyone should follow their own religious beliefs and find their own path instead of just listening to a book/church/priest) but i fuck so hard with christopaganism. i just think it's so cool + i love queer or neurodivergent or other minorities reclaiming a religion that has been used in the past to ostracize people for being different. much love to christopagans, regular christians, and any other religious/spiritual people!! <333

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hi magnus ! i love to see another MCGA fan around here < 3

hi omgosh hiiiiii!! i lovelovelove mcga it's so underrated rahhhhh also you're soso cool!

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i think my gf hates me im killing ms

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oh she like JUST told me she loves me,,, i still think shes lying

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i hate when my dad gets mad and then im too scared to leave my room it makes me feel so pathetic and stupid. i wish he didn't affect me im sososo scared. im hungry but I can't leave my room ughhhh.

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i think my gf hates me im killing ms

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my power just went out and apparently a "transformer" by my house exploded from the thunder storm,,, hmmmmm

im really not all too upset though, i love the rain and thunderstorms so it's okayyyy!!!

[pop33cl0wn]

I dont care if eating candy will ruin my health fuck "cavities" fuck all that shit I only fw sweets and eating candy every day till my mouth is rainbow nghh .⁺໒꒱ི

⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔

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just watched the first episode of gachiakuta,,, sooo good!! im just here for janka though where are they