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ugh some things I can't stand about summer. I HATE the cold but rn I feel so hot and sweaty all the time I don't even wanna leave my room 🙃. fuck it pilates on the floor time ✨

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I've maintained so far YAYYYYY. success tastes so so sweet 💅✨ can't wait to have a skinni bitch winter

Currently navigating the nightmare that is leftover Halloween candy. it's such a struggle to not b1ng3

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OMG OMG I JUST REALIZED IM SO CLOSE TO MY FIRST GW LETS GOOOOOO

konjac jelly my beloved

fucked up teeth 👎❌ opportunity to ⭐ve✅

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Atp I might as well just buy nothing with sugar, keeping it around is basically manifesting a binge. I don't wanna be addicted to sugar anymore!!!!!

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summer is coming, and with it the influx of talking about bikini bodies, ozempic and thigh gaps not looking forward to it :(

#thigh g4p #tw ed descussion #th!nsp0 #tw ed in the tags #ed vent #tw 3d #tw ed implied #tw ed vent #tw edd #ed blogg #edblrr #th!n$piration #thin$po #i want to be skeleton #tw ed but not sheeran #tw body dysmorphia #tw ed relapse

TW: medical issues from ED

let my experience be a lesson to you all: DON'T FUCKING PURGE ITS NOT WORTH IT

I've spent THOUSANDS of dollars and can't eat MOST FOODS anymore just because of the damage to my teeth it caused. THAT IS NOT A FLEX IT'S HORRIBLE. And I don't wanna hear anything about dentures or implants later down the road TAKE CARE OF YOUR TEETH NOW . you deserve healthy teeth that don't cause u pain on a daily basis. Please listen to me when I tell you purging isn't worth it. the risk of ripping open your esophagus is REAL and the damage your stomach acid does to your teeth is LIFELONG. I could've saved myself so much unnecessary pain and so much fucking money if I never started purging. please please listen to me if you're considering purging DON'T. EVER. START.

I don't care anymore, as long as I don't hate looking in the mirror it's worth it

#ed vent #disordered eating thoughts #tw edd #ed bllog #ana trigger #tw ed diet #tw ana shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw body dysmorphia #tw selfhate #tw ed rant

I hate only having butter to cook anything. All them extra calories FOR WHAT?!? ridiculous

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Actually loving how I can forget to eat and barely consume anything. Funny thing is I haven't even been obsessively counting every calorie and measuring out everything. I've still gained a few pounds but tbh it feels better to not be constantly fixated in what I'm eating/going to eat . idk if I'd call it recovery tho lmao

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the SECOND I start getting back on track I get my period and it feels like all my progress just goes down the drain :((. I feel so exhausted and bloated this is fucking ridiculous. it's like my body is sabotaging my progress.

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my weird flex is that I had an entire drawer full of grippy socks from all my psych wards stays 👍

#psych ward #grippysockvacation #grippy socks #mental illness memes #mental health memes

when u wanna exercise but ur so depressed u don't have any energy to🙃

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All I want in life is a fuckin thigh gap!!!!! curse these short legs

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Pros of Winter-

Hot Tea and Coffee warms me Frigid Hands

Big Sweaters and leggings make me feel smol and dainty

being cold makes me feel Skinnier™️

Cons of Winter

the rest of it I hate winter

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