Cool, cool, cool.

We're all cringe in this household. Feel free to request whatever you want, xx.

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#fici𓆩𓆪jason for everything - Jason Todd/Redhood

#ficimysme♡ - for everything mystic messenger

[vernetic-energy]

So I originally posted this privately for my own personal use, but hey maybe it’ll help someone idk.

I keep this image open in a tab on my phone at all times to remind me to not idly google my symptoms while also getting a laugh about it

so now every time I open safari this is what I see first :)

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tw: health anxiety LMAO, i love it sm, thou my anxiety is mild, currently debating if it's dry skin or a splinter but i think seeing it will make me think about my symptoms more. I need this to appear as a pop-up instead.

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Spoiling her - CoParenting w Jason Todd Pt.3

Jason took your child to patrol, and has the audacity to tease you with "Be good for me" aka Jason x fanfic reader!reader It can be read standalone, but if you want here's: Pt.1 Pt.2

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Your daughter has learned a new trick; opening your phone and texting her dad.

[An audio of lilac saying icew-cream and 10 seconds of silence] ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။|||| |

Jason's out as Redhood patrolling when his phone buzzes. He's rational, he knows he can't just take his daughter out, esp not when he's supposed to be patrolling. But his child just wants an ice-cream, and what kind of father would refuse his child a little sweet treat? He'll ask Roy to handle things for a while.

Jason has your apartment's spare keys, he knows exactly how to enter without waking you up - and taking off with lily.

They both went to her favourite ice-cream parlour, with those huge cones. As they ate, his phone buzzed again, it was Roy asking him to come back asap. And as if on que, his phone rang again, you had woken up in the middle of the night, and lilac not being there made your blood run cold. You heard a knock on your door and saw Jason with lilac in his arms, her fingers dripping with chocolate. "Lilac!" You instantly hugged her, swallowing the words "wtf is wrong with you Jason, i'd like to re-divorce you for this alone." because you both had established early on that fighting infront of her was a no-no. "She wanted ice-cream" Jason says in the most polite sweetest voice he can use. "Me wanted ice-cream" lilac repeats after him.

Going closer to Jason "She wants to eat her teddy-bear too at times." you said softly, yet Jason could feel the anger radiating off of you.

"Do you know those real-or-cake realistic cakes? She can technically have her teddy bear." Jason added, while shrugging, teasing her right now was the worse move he could pull right now, but such a fun move. "We.can.not.spoil.her.this.much.baby." You replied, quietly yet putting emphasis on every word, putting your hand on his chest.

"Keep her safe, I'll be back in a while." He said, smiling, keeping their favourite snacks on the table. "Be good for me, both of you." he said before leaving, slamming the door shut. God, you hated this man, hated that you once showed him your favourite fanfics, and hated how he knew exactly how to get on your nerves.

Lilac loved repeating her daddy as she too said, "Be good" causing you to laugh, "we're individuals baby, we use our own words okay?" You said ruffling her hair.

"Winwiidiuvals?" she replied, making you laugh again. You were mad at Jason, cause you knew Gotham, but you knew his intention was just to make sure she had a good childhood, and he sometimes just went overboard with it. But he wasn't just a spoiler, he'd also let her help him around with things, you once saw him teaching her about parts of the car so you weren't the most concerned. Independent and capable, were ofcourse big words for just a kid, but you knew Jason would raise her to be that and more. And as you tucked lily back to bed, knowing that Jason will come right back after patrol. He'll cook your favourite breakfast in the morning as apology, and you'd get to grill him about laying off of these sheningans.

[ptmtomt07]

♡Happy 10th anniversary♡

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Prettiest thing i have seen today.

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Co-Parenting With Jason Todd | Pt.2

Aftermath of pt.1 as Jason bakes apology cupcakes for school, and your drunk ass appreciates his beautiful bubble butt. ________________________________________________________

[To: Jason] -hey, are you guys having a good time? -Do you guys want something? -Also, do you have the ingredients for cupcakes? [To: You] -Nopee, having a good time, we're sorted. -Just waiting for you. Jason used to be your ride for as far as you can remember, he was like having a clingy cat who refuses to leave your side.

It took a lot of explaining to convince him that you're fine, the hospital gives their own transport and if something seems off, you'll instantly call him. Still, even after divorce, he hangs out with you and lilac, making sure you're both safe. He won't ever admit but you're sure that he is there even when you're alone at the bar, he tries his best to blend in but you always notice. Lilac stays at the manor with alfred, watching movies with damian.

You reach home, opening the door to Jason hunched over the kitchen counter decorating the cupcakes with icing.

"You're done baking them?" You asked, suprised, but not all'at. Afterall, Jason was a dependable dad.

"nah, WE are done baking them" he pointed towards lilac who had dozed off on the couch, with flour covering her cheeks.

You couldn't help but giggle, "I'll freshen up and join you." _________________________________________________________

A shower was your way to end the day, no matter how long or tiring. You came out wearing Jason's black tee, and saw the bottle of wine on the counter and smiled,"You think i'll let you off the hook with this? Laughing at something bad she does is positive reinforcement." You lectured while jumping to sit on top of the counter, and taking a sip of the wine. You're relatively messy cook, so whenever you'd cook together - nah, cook together was a big word - you'd just sit on the counter assisting him, while he cooked. "No sir, absolutely not! Just thought it'll help you relax."" Jason replied. She giggled, smacking Jason's booty. "Miss having these in my kitchen" You were like 4-drink Amy from b99, except you didn't even need 4 drinks, just getting a lil tipsy was enough for you to act like a lil perv. He turned to her, "Do you now? What about those glutes that you were going on a date with?

It takes her a second to remember the spontaneous date where she asked Jason to get lilac, "Oooooh- he turned out to be an absolute whacko man."

"So, you don't want a whacko?"

"I do, it's just that I happen to have a very weirdly-specific whacko in mind." She raised her hand, touching the white spot on his hair, her other hand on his cheek. He kept the piping bag in the corner, to give her his full attention as she tugged on his collar, bringing him closer, and was about to throw herself in his arms until they heard a sneeze from lilac.

You both went to her as you dusted the flour off her cheeks. "Had a fun time baby?"

[eunisyn]

"All this for lil ol' me?"

[soulsforsales]

this is so attractive for no reason

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he looks soooo fineee

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Fellas, why won't my personal reblog tag actually SHOW my reblogs? i've added it everywhere and it still won't :( Any help around it? It shows tag as a tag, but won't show my reblog smhhh :/ I couldn't find anything about it, would highly appreciate some help TT

[faecim]

Jason Todd - Gimme-Gimme Love Edit

"When I'm far too gone, can you show me love?" is the lyric which couldn't be part of the edit, like this song matches perfectly, no one can convince me otherwise.

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The Classics | Jason Todd aka RedHood

You & Jason on the thread-line of friends or more. Redhood saves you and Jason's now mildly jealous of himself. _____________________________________________________________ ৎ Lit!Major Jason who is smitten with you, platonically or romantically? He doesn't know doesn't want to admit. You've been good friends for a while now. You both take long walks across the campus, discussing a wide-variety of books, from classic to super absurd. You both study together at the library, and he adores your pout and how you roll your pen with your fingers when you're confused. He loves your smile and the headbop when you finally concquer a topic.

ৎ Lit!Major Jason who saves you from crashing out during exams, non-chalantly serving you with the best-and-most--helpful notes and summary pdfs that save your ass cause he probably takes all lectures properly ৎ Lit!Major Jason who tries out new burgers with you every friday, this friday was messy habibi burger. He can and does spend hours talking to you about any and every topic includingggg superheroes. Yuppp, he tries so hard to hide his stupidly big smile when you shit-talk batman, calling him hypocritical, almosttt a criminal himself, comparing him and all other heroes/vigilantes to little attention freaks. "A friend to everyone is a friend to none, so how can he save everyone's life without that leading to the ruin of some other lives? I know not my best analogy, but Gotham needs more long-term solutions, this short-team beat their bones and get applauded by everyone alone is no good." Jason nodded, as you continued. ৎ Lit!Major Jason who is out patrolling as redhood and sees a familiar face.

Is that- Is that YOU getting mugged? He shouldn't be happy, but he is. Would you recognize him? You're wearing a mask Jason, he's rolling his own eyes at his own stupidity. ౨ Lit!Major Jason OR Redhood who strikes the guy at the back of his neck, resulting in him falling to the ground with a loud thud. He takes a look at you, his heart beat rapid (ba-dump, ba-dump like a teenager seeing their crush.) He's suprised and probably proud to see you give the guy a good kick in the nuts, before snatching your bag off of his hand and muttering a quick thanks to redhood before hurridly leaving.

ৎ Lit!Major Jason who listens as you retell this story in the library, and he can't help becoming a tomato when you utter the words, "I know I said most "heros/vigilantes" with air commas are lowk righteous bitches, but redhood is lowk a fine bitch!"

ৎ Lit!Major Jason who since then offers to walk you back home every night. Even when you've got separate schedules, he lies and comes back around campus till you're done to drop you back home. You both are beaming chatter boxes on your way back, and sometimes dull horse-shit filled socks when it's a particularly tiring day.

ৎ Lit!Major Jason who sometimes has a strong urge to open up to you, tell you all of it, his childhood, bruce, resurrection, and his feelings that he's insanely in denial of.

He has thought of writing his life within a book, multiple times. He could fake-pretend hire you as a beta-reader and ask your opinion, and indirectly talk to you about his life. But he isn't that depraved, not yet anyways. For now he's happy admiring from afar, as long you still trust him, love him, and consider him your Jason. ৎ Lit!Major Jason who notices you talking more about redhood lately, "atleast he accepts that he's a criminal too, unlike batman." ౨ Lit!Major Jason who sees you reading lights-out (cough,cough) and unlike usual, instead of going off about how glorious or pathetic the book is, you instantly put it back in your tote bag when he sees you. It piques his curiosity, just like the internet hunting down the hiding couple at the coldplay concert . Same day, he's at the bookstore getting himself a copy of Lights Out as well.

Have you ever thought of Redhood while reading it? The question plagues his mind, and he's now immsensely jealous of his masked-self

____________________________ a/n: i made up lit!major jason todd to help me study but instead i got super distracted by him :( i do think Jason would be in a crime-related degree asw, multi-degree man, but that's all for another day.

[thdalsk]

Mystic Messenger set in 2026 would be so funny like imagine

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So accurate, i loveeeee them so much.

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Co-Parenting with Jason Todd/Redhood

You're called by the principal because your daughter resorted to voilence. Reader is a pissed-off, overworked nurse. (very basic plot w fluff) Pt.2 Pt.3 ____________________________________________________________

You came in a hurry, your ID card still hanging to your neck as your eyes spotted Jason sitting in the waiting room. His legs sprawled out, manspreading as always. "Did Mrs.Miller say something?" You said in fast-pace while collecting your breath, grabbing a seat beside him.

"Not yet, still waiting" he replied, as you took your water bottle out taking a few sips before continuining, "I wonder what's gotten into her." "You'd know more if you paid attention to her." he spat back. "well, my sincerest apologies for being busy working so that my child can have a good life. And fyi, i've taught my baby better than to just throw hands." "So you'd rather our daughter just silently put up with bullshit?" Because 'you've taught her better.' he mocked, using his fingers for air-commas. "OH, so YOU have gotten into her?" She questioned, glaring at him. "What, I can't look out for our daughter?" she hated his smug smile, "Just taught her not to tolerate shit." he mumbled. "Jason! You're impossible!" she scoffed. "No wonder bruce's concerned about you" red-code, red-code, she dunnit, she HAS dunnit, shitttt.

She looked up at Jason, he looked slightly taken aback. "I'm so sorry- I- I didn't mean it like that" she let out a deflated breath, slumping forward. Jason didn't take it personally, he himself had been pretty very critical towards her lately. He held her hand, squeezing it lightly. He knew she was overworked, inflation was a bitch and lack of nurses per patient didn't help. He knew how much she worked hard, they were still together when she'd spend day and night trying to get her degree.Jason aka Redhood was out patrolling when her water broke, bruce helped take her to the hospital. She was super reluctant about letting lilac have todd-wayne as her last name, but she didn't have the heart to refuse batman. She was constantly paranoid about lilac being in danger, becoming a target for being around vigilantes - or having the wayne surname. Jason would just kiss her forehead, reassuringly letting her know that he'd always be there, taking care of them both no matter what. But during divorce, she told him she didn't want his help. His money wasn't legally filed anyways, she wanted to earn her own money, and give lilac a regular, normal, and stable life.

Jason would spoil lilac everytime it was his turn to take her, bringing her gifts, toys, whatever she wanted. He hated how she'd rather overwork herself to the bone even at the expense of spending less time with lilac, instead of just letting Jason help. But he knew she felt more in-control this way, anyone would be paranoid living in Gotham. She feared lilac having to fend for herself. She considered her job to give her a sense of normalcy. thou batman and batfam wouldn't let that happen, but that didn't save Jason dying even as robin She gave him a weak smile, mouthing another sorry. It's been months since they both saw one another again post-divorce. Jason was itching to wrap his arms around her i never see you anymore from you suck charlie by joji playing in his head on repeat And perhaps he would have if not for the principal's assistant chirping in "You can see Mrs.Miller now" You both entered the office, you instantly rushed towards lilac sitting at the couch slightly pouting. You cupped her face, checking for any bruises before slightly hugging her and then greeting Mrs.Miller. Lilac raised her arms herself to hug jasons leg, as he crouched down for her patting her head "it's okay, baby." he whispered to her. Ofcourse she did, she knew her mom woudn't be a fan of whatever little incident occured

Jason and you sat infront of the principal, as she informed you that she had a physical fight over whose the better superhero batman vs superman. Jason couldn't hold his laughter, a slight pfft- before clearing his throat. "Gosh, we're so sorry, I promise this won't happen again" You said, ignoring Jason, you'll just send him a long-ass text reminding him how parenting works. "Well we would hate to give lilac a suspension, she's been a wonderful kid so far but-" You interrupted Mrs.Miller, showcasing your kindest smile, "No, ofcourseee nottt, and technically they didn't even fight, it was just a friendly fued. Trust me, it won't repeat. Infact, I'll have lilac bake apology cupcakes." Mrs.Miller nodded, "Alright as long as it doesn't turn into a daily occurrence." You shook Mrs.Millers hand "not at all", glaring at lilac reminding her to apologize. "sorry" lilac whispered, as Jason, you, and lilac left the office. Jason held lilac in his arms, as you started your interrogation "So, would you tell mama what happened?" Lilac was playing with Jason's collar as she spoke, "just slightly pushed her, she said superman da best" Jason had such a giddy smile on his face, "you love batman that much huh?" he inquired. Ehm, ehm, you cleared your throat. "We don't user our hands to express dislike baby, we use our words, okay?" You waited for lilac to nod before continuining, "and everyone will not like the same flavour of cake, or the same superhero. otherwise, life would be boring, right? lilac nodded again. You patted her hair, and jason was about to say something but your phone started ringing. You instantly picked it up, knowing that the chief nurse won't appreciate you taking such a long break and after quickly apologizing you told her you're coming asap. "So we're baking apology cupcakes later, okay?" "w sprinkles" lilac added, "yeah with sprinkles, but don't do such a thing again." you ruffled her hair. "Can you take her home Jason?" and before you could ask further, he said "don't worry, we got this, right lily?" and she happily agreed. "Alright then, take care and do your homework, byee!" "bye mama!" "Sooo, rule2-defend yourself when they start a fight first, alright? And which ice-cream should we get lily?" _______________________________________________________ a/n: i should be studying for my analysis exam but i wrote this instead. Also dropped a glass plate thinking about lit!major Jason Todd, so perhaps i gotta write that soon.

[ysolt]

fuck an "intended audience" how about we normalize engaging with new and unfamiliar art pieces on their own terms

[faecim]

The requirement of having a specific niche/audience at every platform has become so exhausting, humans are varied interests, they should be able to unleash/create em all.

[sparrowvarrow]

Grown ass man

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aughhh, jumin's da cutest

[awbublie]

chat can i still draw mysmess?

a girl gets a boy toy and a programming degree and all of a sudden she wants to draw mystic messenger

[faecim]

My boy-toy has to tolerate me gushing over mystic messenger. (draw more xx)

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The Crazy Tie Guy

Alternate-ish au, where saeyoung lives alone and his antics aren't just limited to the RFA, but the whole universe shall suffer. (rom-com) ________________________________________________________________ "Can you help me wear this tie?" you rubbed your eyes, making sure you were actually awake.

It's only been about three days since you have moved to this neighbourhood, and it was 6 am in the effin morning when this man started banging on your door, scaring the shit out of you. He was looking at you with pleading puppy eyes, not usually voilent but you surely wouldn't mind throwing a punch right now.

Who the hell wakes up their neighbour, whom they've never met before, and don't even introduce themselves or greet properly before-- SHIT, was he some kind of psycho freak? Serial killers do odd things to lure nowadays-

"I know I'm cute, but could you stop staring? I REALLY need to get going, so if i could have my tie tied quickly." he said, sheepishly scratching the back of his neck.

She looked him up and down, is scratch a sign for nervousness? or a bad liar? i don't remember shit from that "how body language talks" masterclass whatever-

"Are you crazy? You were about to break my door for a tie!? Who even are you??" she asked, livid.

Meow.

Meow?

Meow.

Her eyes shifting looking around to see the source, and a small kitten popped up from behind the mad tie man.

She sighed

"I'm your next door neighbour, and she's elly, and did she melt your ruthless heart? Perhaps now you'd help me wear this tie? Pretty please?" he said while pouting a little

She noticed his sky blue shirt, and took the black tie from his hand. He came to her height so she could tie it.

Do I have any idea why he isn't tying his tie by how own self? No.

Do I know him? No.

Did he ruin my sleep? Yes.

Do I hate him? Hell yeah!!

And when I was done, and looked back at him as he said something, "You didn't heard my thanks did you, well that's better cause I still could use onemorefavouryk."

He said all the words in such a hurry, that my sleepy mind could barely process what he said. He picked up his cat, giving her into my arms, as I just confusingly stared at what he was doing.

"I don't haveanyonetotakecareofher& you'reamazing,thankssss."

And he just STORMED out, and WENT?

He..

HE This guy..

I WILL KILL HIM!

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I want to read some angsty saeyoung so badly!! I made this during my online class of chemistry, so yeah. I'm officially fucked (a lot of angsty recommendations are coming soon your way, xoxo) ( ꈍᴗꈍ)fici

[faecim]

✨ Mystic Messenger headcanon ✨

• No spoilers for the most part.

• Angst, angst and angst.

Jihyun's mind is still stuck between Rika and MC, but when you can't choose between your past and present. Doesn't it means they can't become your future?

:) It is unbearable (:

(Jihyun x MC )

It was just another lazy morning when V and you woke up, giving him a peck on the cheek.

You were in the kitchen, lost in thought, as you mindlessly flipped the pancakes.

After serving them on the table, you both sat on the chairs.

You were busy playing with the fork and food, as if the pancakes didn't reached your standard.

• "Mc?" V called out, with his calm voice. You looked up from the plate into his eyes and a tear made it's way down your cheek.

• "Mc.., you are you okay? Did you burn your hand, show me.. or did someone say something?

• V bombarded you with questions in 2x speed trying to look calm and got up from his chair, coming towards you to inspect.

• You looked back at the plate, and asked"Do you love me?" in such a low voice that it almost sounded like a whisper.

• "What?" V asked, even thou he had heard what you said.

• "Do you 'actually' love me?" You repeated but this time, a little more firmly.

• "Just say no, and I'll leave. There's no use of crying over spilled milk, is there?"

He was about to say something, but you continued again.

• "And please, don't. Just don't lie, please.."

you warned him, as you were already so tired of him feeding you lies just because he was conflicted between you and Rika.

• "I.. I'm.. I'm trying." V replied, with all honesty.

• "But please give me a little more time? I, I'm all yours. It's just.. it's just that I need a little more time maybe."

How should I forgive you for giving me hopes and never actually loving me back? Your mind wanted to scream in his face, but your lips didn't obey.

• "I'm trying to understand you, V but I don't think I can anymore. I genuinely can't, no matter how much I try .."

Or should I say that I'm fucking aware of the lies you're feeding me just because of your bad decision making and hiding it all using time as an excuse?"

• "I.." V tried cutting you in between but you didn't let him.

• You kept speaking a bit more loud now, "No, please no. Not again. Not more lies , god, You can't always escape from the truth." And the hurricane of tears rushed towards you.

• "You just can't!" You stood up slamming your head on the table, with salty tears running through your cheek.

Honestly, this was the very first argument where you were actually heated up because you both have always been extremely calm.

You sat back on the chair again, whereas V sat on the floor Infront of you holding your hands, as if his life depends on them.

• You sobbed into his chest unceasingly, hands clutching at his shoulders. And he held you in silence.

• Your tears soaked his shirt, your howls of misery worsening and the pain making it hard for V while you were taking short pauses for recovering breaths, and then you distanced herself back.

In between sobs and hiccups, you continue "Let's.. let's just talk okay? I.. I can't share you. Just as weird as it sounds it's the truth because I can't constantly think of myself as a competition. I'm a human who needs love, not a toy who should always be on edge about how his owner might abandon him anytime."

You took a deep breath and continued,

• "I love you, and I will always. I.. I promise, you've to be one of the best things in my life but it hurts a little too much. The more I try to control myself, the more it hurts. You dream of her, you wake up groggily calling her name, the pain gets worse when i see you looking back at your pictures, her texts, i see you reminiscing those memories. You're not over it.. that's fine, heart has it's reasons for which reason knows nothing." The silence was heavy. • But.. I can't give you more time, especially when you you're using that time to spend nights with rika."

And now V got the full picture as for why you so mad today. He never wanted to cheat on you, he cherished you, he did but.. he made a mistake, or should I say he repeated his mistakes and repeatedly felt guilty about it and it became a constant loop.

Him going to the asylum; visiting Rika. Her kissing him and he couldn't help but reciprocate, he just couldn't fucking help it despite the immense guilt.

He looked back at mc's tear-streaked face, his real face was infront of her. No more feeling guilty, hiding, sneaking.

But was he ready to loose mc? but he know deep down how star-struck he by Rika, even now, he just couldn't move on.

• "Jihyun" mc called out to him, softly, pulling him out of his thoughts.

• "I.. sorry, I don't know mc. I just couldn't.. But I'm trying, I am. And.. .. and I promise I'll get better, I'll get better for you, for us. I'll get better in to give YOU all my love. Iloveyou, please.."

V pleaded, squeezing your hands

"I love you." You replied, as Jihyun took a sigh of relief.

• "I genuinely do. I want you to be happy, but your confusion is a decision Jihyun. Love isn't a quiz, it's not the best choice answer, it's whatever answer you can't help but always choose at the end of the day.

Even you could hear how stupid your analogy was, but you had to speak your heart.

• "Please please please, don't leave me MC. I.. I get that okay? I. . I allowed her to mess with my mind, but it won't repeat okay? I'll I'll forget her, forget it please-"

• You had to cut him off, "I.. I don't blame her V and I don't blame you either, I know it's not easy to leave someone you love so much, but you've to love yourself too."

• She took a deep breath, "I can't do it anymore, I can't be a part of your confusion. I might not be the one for you, and I hope you'd find your someone." She smiled at him, holding his hand making him stand up.

• "A new and happy beginning, I genuinely pray you get that even if i'm nowhere in that happy beginning because.. because it hurts too much to stay."

And if I've to be more honest. It has become unbearable.

You stood up, and perhaps this was the last time you saw V before leaving his house, forever.

And perhaps, it was all for the best.

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a/n: feel free to lemme know if y'all want an aftermath, because I'm enjoying the aftermath scenario in my head (; Inspired by @buddaheadcannonsonice 's series where Rika comes back and MC gets left out. (ps-it's good, made my teary-eyed and i hate yoosung in it) (i'msosorrybutyoosungrikaisnotafuckingangel,pleaseno)