[faerieboyfixations]

[faerieboyfixations]

In an ancient fandom throwback, I have to use my taggable fandom account to ask this.

Does anyone else around NIN.com forums in the late 00's still think about Josh Freese all, "don't be fuckin' weird about it." ??

Cuz it's been in my mental echolalia arsenal a lot more lately, since the recent tour at least...

[faerieboyfixations]

Alan Ritchson getting on prescribed testosterone between filming season 1 and 2 of Reacher just makes him look more book accurate, like, it's just the before and after the months he spent digging pools in Florida until he gained 30 pounds of muscle.

Man's not "on steroids", he just needed some help to get appropriate hormone levels for his age and sex, like trans men. You still gotta work hard to get that ripped.

[desertdwellingforestcreature]

A fun thing about ADHD is how bad brain works if the meds stop working, and how it can take over a year to put together that as the source of so many smaller problems BECAUSE BRAIN WORK BAD

Circular frustration with "how'd it take so long to see it's all connected when it's so obvious?" Followed by "cuz brain too problem to see brain problem, obvi" this morning. Too bad I'm only one dose increase from the max of the med that was working until T

Maybe my doc will be willing to change it on the phone, tho. I did bring it up at my last appointment, just hadn't seen How Much it's been a problem so didn't press

Like, no wonder I can't put together coherent creative writing, no wonder I've been game-hopping without finishing a single one in over a year, no wonder I barely even play a game with a story lately, and my brain implodes is I skip more than one day of physical activity, and shapes and lines are so much more relaxing than words.

It's not just the state of the world stressing me out, it's that I've been poorly medicated since, like, the first year or two on T.

[faerieboyfixations]

[faerieboyfixations]

Florescent paint pens ftw

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[theatheistgirl]

[I will be okay.]

[aquilacalvitium]

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

[aquilacalvitium]

Please keep interacting with this post because when I come to tumblr to procrastinate, this shows up again in my notifications and guilts me into writing again

[desertdwellingforestcreature]

I hate this traitor, but he has some rather Kenway moments.

[faerieboyfixations]

[faerieboyfixations]

"Come here to me"

[faerieboyfixations]

[faerieboyfixations]

[faerieboyfixations]

Fuckin' ... Clothes ...

[faerieboyfixations]

🌳I'd be happier as a tree🌳

[faerieboyfixations]

[faerieboyfixations]

Experiments with symmetry and what makes a compelling coloring page