obsessed with Julian Blackthorn

I have a bit of an attitude problem. (she/her)

[fairvstairs]

Aftg Masterpost💐

Socmed au

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AO3

[hardlyhinged]

Soft mean dom Ilya who coddles and validates all of Shane’s wants but doesn’t let him act on them

“Oh sweetheart come here. I know is so hard, but you can’t cum yet. Yes yes, I know you think I am unfair, but this is what you need. I’ve got you, you’ll be okay. No more tears now, yes? Good, good boy. Now go on, keep grinding.”

“Malysh what is wrong? Oh you are uncomfortable? From mess in your pants? Oh no, I am sorry you feel that way. Must be so wet against your cock, sticking all around you, not able to get comfortable no matter how much you squirm. My poor baby. Hm? Change? No no no, you can’t do that. This is punishment remember. Is okay, I will help you be good.”

“Shane. Shane~ Ah, there you are. You were falling asleep on me baby. Yes, I can see, you’re very tired. Long practice and meetings after? Is too much isn’t it? Too busy, too many things you are expected to do, I’m sorry, but you can’t go to sleep yet. Yes, I know you are very sore. Yes yes, and you already came twice. But you have very pretty body, makes me want to keep using you. Is okay, I help you sleep after, I promise, just give one… maybe two more.”

“Hollander come on- hm? You do not want to go out? Why is that kotik? You are feeling overstimulated? Oh poor thing. Is okay, you can stay tucked against me, I do not mind. Yes, I’m sorry, you do still have to come. I know, so mean, am too mean my darling little baby. Yes, you deserve better, I’m so sorry for this. Just focus on breathing, I will hold you whole night. What about plug? Yes, it stays on highest setting, you know that. Now let’s go.”

“Open. Dorogoy, open. Shhh, shhh, don’t cry. Here, come here, put head here, right over heart. Shhh, just listen to beating. Breath solnyshko. There, is that better? So soft for me, my good boy. Okay, open now. No no, no tensing, just open. Yes, it hurts, I am sorry. I wish I could make you feel only good. Your poor hole, barely stretched enough for me and now needing to take another big cock. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. Now open.”

[mybloodstream-caffeine]

your childhood frenemies hollanov has me thinking about kissing practice hollanov; girls do it too; it’s not gay if it’s just for practice; both of them getting hard but not doing anything about it; both of them going home to jerk off resolutely trying to think of anyone/anything else. shane getting jealous when ilya starts publicly hooking up with girls so he goes after the hottest/most popular girl in school (rose) and they have an epic crash out over it but still have to see each other in the locker rooms for hockey

Anon,,, I think you and I were two peas in a pod in a past life. This is the vision EXACTLY. Literally down to the last detail. This is literally the order of events, OHhhh it's so good,,, what pushes it over the edge is one day Ilya is over at Shane's house like usual and they're just casually making out on Shane's bed like usual it's whatever it's no big deal, and they're lying sideways, hips angled away from each other, except today Ilya pulls Shane closer,,, and suddenly Shane's straddling Ilya's lap and hands are gripping hair and getting shoved up shirts and they're both grinding against each other and they're panting into each others mouths and oh fuck oh god they can't stop but why would they stop why would they ever stop this feels so good it feels so right and then oh fuck they're coming and Shane's hands are wrapped around Ilya's shoulders and his face is buried in Ilya's neck and Ilya's arms are across his waist and his back and they're both breathing so fucking heavy and their mouths are red and slick with spit,,, and then they're just,,, sitting there. Oh fuck.

And then Ilya has to oh so casually leave the house like there isn't fucking jizz in his jeans and if the next day he flirts a little harder with that girl in his free period outside by the lockers where Shane walks by to get to his shop class, well, that's just Ilya's way of making sure Shane knows that everything's fine everything's cool they can forget that anything happened yesterday everything's still the same nothing has to change.

And then Shane starts dating Rose fucking Landry and it all gets blown to hell

[sosaneitsinsane]

when it's so serious you have to break out vivaldi... again

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[sosaneitsinsane]

fall in love again and again...

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[isolabellz]

does tumblr know about pork hollander?

[bloominflowers]

i guess i like these guys a lot 💆‍♀️

[toorumlk]

compulsory golden trio slumber party drawing (the powerpuff girls coding was unintentional)

[theconcealedweapon]

[minyard-05]

It took Aaron a minute to find his voice again. He still sounded angry, but there was a muted edge to his, "You wouldn't even look at me. You wouldn't say a word to me unless I said something first. I'm not psychic. How was I supposed to know?"

"Because I made you a promise," Andrew said. "I did not forget it just because you chose not to believe me. I did what I said I would do, and fuck you for expecting anything else."

-Nora Sakavic, 'The King's Men'

[fairvstairs]

They are just so

[theconcealedweapon]

[lorasx]

jeremy thinks he’s just one of the people jean finds attractive 😭 he doesn’t know that jean has to look away from his smile because it’s too beautiful and tempting 😭 he doesn’t know that jean’s favorite color is brown because it’s the color of his eyes 😭 he doesn’t know that jean liked him and kept his pictures even before they met 😭 he just thinks jean finds him physically attractive but jean also looks at other people too so he must be no one special 😭😭 oh my sweet boy

[zombiecowboy65]

Jean believes his only worth is in his Exy stats but Jeremy doesn’t know exy stats and trusts his gut btw

[fairvstairs]

A day doesn't pass that I don't scream in my pillow because of this series

[slavicafire]

my biggest issue when it comes to engaging with any fandom, really, is that everyone tends to picture the fictional men it revolves around as dominant. and I tend to see them all as submissive, and hopelessly so. can you see the tragedy and pain I live through each day

[slavicafire]

"come here, baby girl," he growls. well, does he? does he? he's the baby girl you cow. break his back right the fuck now. make him squirm or so help me god

[feralmode]

honestly i feel like a lot of fanfics have andrew still saying “i hate you” and “this is nothing” after the end of tkm but i don’t buy it. when andrew said “im not as smart as i thought i was” that was kind of it for him. there’s no coming back from that. “i almost didn’t survive last time” and then sliding neil’s hand over his scars??? like that’s an admission of love, baby. that’s the andrew minyard version of holding a boombox outside your window. how more clear can he be???

[evyltalks]

group therapy

[corner-collects-rocks]

sometimes i’ll be having a totally chill normal day and then i’ll remember the banquet in TGR where the quebec player sits down across from jean to speak to someone in french and just the whole “He has the worst accent i’ve ever heard” “Mine????” interaction and then Jean talking to other people who speak french and it squeezes my heart so hard. HE GETS TO SPEAK FRENCH. IN PUBLIC. AND HE IS UNAFRAID OF POTENTIAL CONSEQUENCES. MY BABY. MY BOY OH MY GOD