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❄《art blog》❄

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artist .ೃ࿐ -> 24 y/o with audhd(+ added psychosis) who struggles with physically painful executive dysfunction, but still keeps trying to make things regardless.. interests .ೃ࿐ -> drawing / writing / screenwriting / poetry / comics / storyboarding / website design / former gifted animator kid links .ೃ࿐ -> @wolvertooth (current fixation blog) / @etherical2002memories (personal blog) / ao3 (fanfics)

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my design edit for sabretooth from the new wolverine trailer..i gave him a trim lol ^^

i also changed the placement of his nose n mouth and added some bangs, heavily inspired by his design in X-Men Legends 2 !

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( inspired from this post by @connoisseurofmantits )

(reference to this photo)

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grasping the light,, only to have it immediately turn to smoke..

been on my pc a lot these past few days(hence the mouse + mspaint art) as to try to reduce stimulation brought on by scrolling. im still having a constant influx of stimuli, but in theory its less crap based stimuli

i kinda forgot about the concept of burnout, till i saw a video in the subscriptions of one of my alt youtube accounts. the person listed all the symptoms for it, saying how incredibly similar it all is to just a combo of depression n adhd, but its something one can still climb out of

i have like. shark mentality. where i gotta keep moving. like someone destined to overwork, while being stuck in a body that doesnt wanna do shit most of the time. so instead of burning out by action, i mentally burnout by having my body in a neverending state of being on edge cuz of not doing anything. but when i find the energy for acting on the urge to Move, it burns me out even more cuz of how needlessly hard it now is, cuz of the heightened symptoms

no one teaches u how to escape burnout. and nobody teaches u how to rest.

after 12 years of chronic burnout, im still grinding to figure out how. cuz thats what the shark instincts tell me to do. i dunno how to heal by doing nothing(cuz taking care of myself always requires Something)

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"magic inside the void" (ms paint, mouse)

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chibi version of the fit from What The—?! issue #2 💞

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X-men evolution Sabretooth? 👀👀

using this old ass ask as an excuse to post this evo sabes doodle(logans taking too long to put on his uniform for their weekly public collateral damage brawl)

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doodle of a magical scythe wielding bunny

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the wolvertooth devil card !! the devil depicted is a fusion of Marduk’s designs from Weapon X 2017 n Wolverine 2010

(inspired by devil tarot card from the Rider deck, illustrated by Pamela Colman Smith)(also inspired by @unguibusmaxilla yearning for a wolvertooth tarot deck)

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request/gift to @1sabretoothdickrider as thanks for continuously making diy merch of my fanart <3

wolvertooth as panty & stocking !! (context -> their literal panties n stockings turn into weapons)

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guy who is my go-to for doodling

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logan wearing lauras fits from NYX 2003

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(audio source)

cool thing about liking a character with no canon bday is i can just..give him mine(02/21)(his canon bdays in winter anyway so)

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(Savage Wolverine 2013, issue #20)

his valentine<3

TO ME its vic being too shy to ask logan to hangout and just wanting him to make a move for once(since the flower is from a previous moment they shared)(its also an au of their first meeting, which means he literally kept the flower THE WHOLE TIME cuz it was so important to him..)(*fake flower. from a hat.)

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vent piece made from not knowing wtf i was supposed to be doing for my somatic therapy homework

therapist told me that humans exist in 3 states -> high, flow, n low. and to assign feelings n words to those states. but i realized that i exist in a state of all 3 at once, shown by the fishes(pisces influence) being tugged across all directions, restricting their ability to swim around the cycle in a natural way. i felt it also needed some hands reaching out somewhere, unable to reach eachother due to lack of flow, but didnt wanna draw em. so. opted to borrow the hands from Creation of Adam by Michelangelo(as this restricted feeling often fucks with my creative process)(or lack of it)

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2026 resolution is to draw more shitty stuff in mspaint..cuz i just had the dawning realization that even if, theoretically, people are wanting n waiting for the 'good' stuff(which requires stressful amounts of energy from my mental illness stricken body) the #RuleOfOnlineArt is that shitty goofy doodles always get 3x the attention. so.

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i also have to reallyyyy work on changing my perspective on the whole online audience thing(and the concept of audience expectations in general)

i Do very much enjoy my role as an entertainer, but the whole sticking to a theme thing + feeling like im wasting good content ideas if i dont make it in a way that shows off my 'skill', means i never actually practice finishing things. cuz i burn out half way, leaving me crushed under a mountain of wips....

hobbies are supposed to be fun. theyre supposed to be distractions forged by ones own hand, instead of found n fed by the outside world

in a life where we're always searching for something that hits the spot, the unfortunate reality is often that spot can only be created by ones own hands

so, if im to actually live as an entertainer, i need to stop worrying about making a potentially disappointing version of someone elses spot, and focus on perfecting my own, trusting that itll still feed someone else well enough for now as well

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2026 resolution is to draw more shitty stuff in mspaint..cuz i just had the dawning realization that even if, theoretically, people are wanting n waiting for the 'good' stuff(which requires stressful amounts of energy from my mental illness stricken body) the #RuleOfOnlineArt is that shitty goofy doodles always get 3x the attention. so.