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Yes.
showing up to kill a man’s whole coven and rip out his spine and burn him alive. in converse high tops.
louis de pointe du lac your heart too big your swag too fire your eyes too green. they’ll kill you
no but like lestat keeps being drawn to the non-sexual intimacy he shares with louis, with brushing of their hands, the moments of their pinkies touching......................................like that's so hugely important to lestat in a sea of hypersexualization, the fact that he and louis connect on a deep level....so to have their final scene being them lovingly touching each other's neck scars...
You know what TVL reminds me of?
When there were rumors that Castle, a show which revolved around the love story between a cop and a writer where the cop was the writer's muse, wanted to kill off the cop and have the show now revolve around the writer trying to find the cop's killer.
really struck by how claudia grieving madeleine seems to be the thing that gets most to lestat during the seance. he only starts to cry when claudia tells them that she can’t find her companion, that’s she’s been alone this entire time. and of course this is what would get to him. the thing he fears the most is loneliness. so knowing that his daughter found a companion only to lose her again in death. it’s devastating
I loved the quiet moment where Lestat plays guitar and the lights go out in Detroit - it was so peaceful amidst the frenetic pace of the episode. But then we see Lestat suffering, admitting he is struggling, and I realized: he can’t abide the quiet moments. Those are the moments when he unravels.
And suddenly the frenetic pace makes total sense - Lestat is drowning his thoughts and memories in noise and chaos and sensation. Quiet is terrifying.
#yearning 1x01 // 3x07
Now that the entire TVL season is out I can talk about my gripes with it as well as the things I liked.
The main problem I have with it, especially in the early episodes, is that
1. It lacks love and passion. That's the thing that stands out most. Let me explain.
You see, the thing that gave the show love and passion was that it was originally, back in seasons 1 and 2-remember those?- a gothic love story. The entirety of seasons 1 and 2 breathed Louis' love for Lestat and Lestat's love for Louis. There's so much love, passion, yearning and compassion in Louis' storytelling. I'm convinced I would have absolutely hated Lestat's guts in seasons 1 and 2 if Louis didn't love him so much. I've always always said that I loved Lestat because Louis loved Lestat. Because no matter what was happening, even when Louis absolutely hated Lestat's guts, he couldn't help but love him. And that came through. Louis told his own entire life story through his love for Lestat and in doing that he endeared both himself and Lestat to the audience. The thing about these vampires is that they hate their own guts so this was an excellent workaround that.
The biggest mistake the show made was not telling Lestat's life story the same way, through his love for Louis. They could have easily done this by having Lestat make telling his story about telling it to Louis, for Louis, because of Louis. it would have given Lestat a legitimate reason to open up freely, intimately, honestly. Instead Lestat tells his story from his solitary point of view, only he hates himself and is actively trying to spite Louis and convince himself and the audience that he either hates Louis or has never heard of loving him. He's not really interested in telling his story beyond that, just in proving Louis wrong. Which doesn't work. At all. In my opinion. They could have done all this, the spite, the anger, the hate, while still having a underlying thread of love run through everything. Instead the love and yearning and compassion and desperation that their love was built on for the entirety of the early seasons was largely missing for most of this one, only there in microscopic bursts in early episodes.
The other huge problem with that is that often Louis and Lestat become their best selves when they are actively, honestly, clearly, in love with each other. Lestat practically actively striking all that from the record meant I liked Lestat a lot less this season, his season, than in the previous seasons that weren't his season. Because in trying to prove Louis wrong, he proved Louis wrong about the wrong things like actively countering Louis' effectively getting across in his version of events that Lestat was loving and lovable. Instead Lestat acted performative and unaffected by almost everything, including his own life story. Which is part of Lestat's defense mechanism, I know. Still, I think it formed a problem in getting the story across which shouldn't have been the case. I also liked Louis less but that's because there was so much less of him. When Louis wasn't present, most of the time he just wasn't present. He wasn't haunting the narrative every second of every day the way Lestat did in Louis' seasons. Which is why episode 1 happened the way it did. Lestat was actively trying to spite Louis' apparently incorrect views according to him on vampire sex and vampire bodily functions or something. I don't know.
And I know, there was the sexual abuse by his mother which fostered self-hate in Lestat. But the thing is they could have done that without omitting Lestat's loving Louis and who he himself is when he is with Louis and in love with Louis. Because that's what draws these characters to each other indefinitely, they love each other and mostly love who they are when they're with each other. Also, Louis is amazing and there's never enough of him on this show separately from as well as together with Lestat. They make each other shine brighter and should get more chances to do so.
Which brings me to
2. The sexual abuse Lestat endures at his mother's hands. There was too much of it shown and what there was of it wasn't handled seriously and sensitively enough in my opinion. I fully and completely comprehended by the end of episode 1 that Lestat was being sexually assaulted by his mother. That it was not consensual. I did not need to be beaten over the head with it a trillion more times the way this show insisted. By the end of episode 3 I had seen enough of that. The message was clear, I promise. I promise I have deductive reasoning skills and so do most of the people who watch this show. I know they're not great at handling sensitive material sensitively, that was true back in season 1, so I'll just leave it at this.
But also, Lestat's assault by Magnus could have done with...more. I think more close-ups instead of full body shots, given both Lestat and Magnus are fully clothed in the full body shots even though Lestat's supposed to be sexually assaulted by Magnus. They didn't need to get Lestat naked or do much more with the acting because all that was excellent, just more close-ups of Lestat's face and his hands scratching over the wooden floor or something I think would have done the trick to get the rape fully across. Also, invest in setting the scene and making the scene and corpses truly unsettling and terrifying. Have the bodies on the floor near and in the shot where Lestat is kept and assaulted. Sit with that scene quietly, giving a feel of the passage of time. Have Lestat at the very least practically crawl over the bloated dead bodies of at least one or two lookalikes trying to get away from Magnus. is this gothic horror or is this gothic horror? The scene then also wouldn't have had to rely so heavily on that explicit a description of the sexual assault of his black daughter trapped in a 14 year old's body to get his rape across.
Which brings me to
3. The show wasn't beautiful enough. And by beautiful I also mean horrifying. unsettling. nauseating. And I mean that in relation to the cinematography and set dressing. Seasons 1 and and 2 were freaking gorgeous to look at. Always. Season 3 is...not...as much so. My eyes have been spoiled and now I can't go back. I know there were budget issues and I am in heavy mourning about those issues. And if there was another brilliant person or people who walked away from this show that made the cinematography and set dressing into what it was, please get them back if at all possible.
4. The racism among other callous and careless insensitivity. There was always racism on this show but it made more sense for the time period then I feel. Now we're supposedly in enlightened 2025, Obama has been president several times over, so what are we doing. Are we an enlightened show that has insightful social commentary or are we solely bigots ourselves? Which is it? I mean these are all vampires from the land before time and Daniel is an old asshole of a white man so some insensitivity is to be expected but still. Some. You know something is wrong if even your white viewers are complaining about the insensitivity.
5. Smut. Specifically queer smut. This is a vampire show that did not shy away from showing their queer vampires going at it with each other in their first season, specifically the main characters of Louis and Lestat. This is still a show about queer vampires in love but for some reason the show seems to have forgotten itself. If you're talking about two queer people or queer vampires who love each other, however toxic that love, queer sex and blood sharing are and should be an inevitable extensive part of that. I'm talking Louis/Lestat, Daniel/Armand, Lestat/Nicki. Like, don't be shy. If you're gonna talk the talk you gotta walk the walk.
6. The songs and song performances and the rock and roll of it all took up too much real estate and I imagine budget of the show.
Things I liked
1.At no moment does the sexual abuse Lestat endures from either his mother or Magnus look consensual even when Lestat insists it is. I appreciate that. Again, they didn't need that many scenes. But I appreciate that even with that many secens they took great care to never make it look consensual. If anything each subsequent assault looked less consensual, even if not needed.
2. The Loustat we did get was excellent. 10/10, no notes. Okay, maybe some notes but they have more to do with Loustat still being toxic even while also being romantic. But oh well, what can you do? That's just them. I've already mentioned that my main gripe with Loustat is that there wasn't enough of it in the sense that Louis isn't there enough with Lestat when he's not there. But babyyy, when he's there? Scrumptious.
3. My baby Claudia. Aside from Loustat her tag teaming with Merrick was the highlight of the season in my opinion. So much so that, again in my opinion, she stole that Loustat episode right out from under them. Her tirade was long overdue and well done, however racist.
4. Armand. I don't mind Armand as the gremlin. Assad does a really excellent job of playing Armand and they should really give him more to do, both separately and with Daniel. I wanna say they didn't utilize Daniel enough, but the truth is it worked for the story, given that Daniel fell off the wagon hard which made him worse at his job. It does mean that his interview of Lestat was less brilliant than it could have been which is sad as mentioned earlier.
5. I genuinely enjoyed some of the songs and am glad they were included.
6. I loved the Headless Loustat story line and the Life Before Her Eyes-esque story line Lestat got specifically within that. I thought that was brilliant. I go back and forth on whether Claudia should have been there. But I know it wasn't everyone's cup of tea. I was less enthused about Armand torturing Louis alone however well-acted that scene was by both the actors of Louis and Armand. If it had turned out Lestat had been beheaded for the entirety of the season up until the last episode where it was hinted at this throughout the season and revealed in episode 6 and that was the reason for the chaos of the entire season, instead of the voiceover being a separate entity it being within Lestat's soul-searching at the long table, I think I would have forgiven most of the chaos of this season. Having more moments like Magnus and others of Lestat's conjuring's cryptically mentioning the long table or Lestat randomly feeling faint or random "Could be's" Lestat can't place. Having Lestat falling down during that one concert being the most obvious hint to it mimicking the fall of his head off his body. Having his beheading be the reason for his fracturing. Yes. Even using his beheading to tell Louis his soul-baring story since at this point "Could be" has happened and Loustat are back on good terms. What greater motivation could Lestat have to tell Louis, Louis who has told him he wants a future with him, well, everything than the fact that he subconsciously knows he's dying and before he does he would like Louis to know him completely. Hell, have Armand do his experiment on both Louis and Lestat while he has somehow connected Louis' and Lestat's minds to each other so Louis is really there at the long table, listening to Lestat tell his story. Create compelling circumstances for Lestat to honestly tell his story to Louis. Alas, that was not the case.
7. Akasha. That is all. Her scene showcased all of my hopes and dreams for the feel and execution of this entire season.
Love of my life was him
The burning of the witches, Lestat's mother taking him to the burning of the witches, is Lestat's mother threatening to burn him if he ever tells anyone she's sexually assaulting him. That is why he starts having trouble to speak at all, why he starts stuttering at 9.
Because every one of those "witches" is a victim of sexual assault. Or at least the first two. A victim of sexual assault, the assault "a problem" that the person that assaulted them solves by having them burned at the stake. And I believe Lestat's mother started assaulting him at 9 then immediately threatened to have him burned at the stake if he ever said anything about it.
I'm not sure the twin 9 year old girls were victims of sexual assault or if the one who was Lestat's friend simply witnessed Lestat's sexual assault by his mother and so Lestat's mother had her burned at the stake to make sure she wouldn't tell.
Jesus Christ.
It also means that I was right that "Butterscotch Bitch" is in large part about Lestat's mother, that's also why its intro plays right after all of that. And also because he's on the verge of dying and that's in part what the song is about too. The big and little death.
It also put Lestat's panic attack post the world and Louis finding out about the incest in even better perspective, if you think Lestat genuinely thought people finding out equaled death, potentially not just to him but to those he cared about, which as an adult vampire would mean Louis. And then he does die and so does Louis. It's no wonder he immediately attacks his mother when he sees Louis was beheaded as well and his mother walks in. He probably thinks she orchestrated his and Louis' beheadings. His mother conditioned him well to believe that.
It's also entirely heartbreaking that Lestat wanted his mother in the Chair, the maker's seat, because he initially thought out of everyone she'd be on his side, only to find out that out of everyone the only person less on his side than her was Magnus and at least he was somewhat honest about it. You know your mom is really bad if the only person you know that's worse than her is the man that raped and killed you.
Lestat's trauma related to burning gives a lot more context to a lot of things from previous seasons like Lestat asking Louis to put him in his coffin (instead of burning him) and Louis doing this being Louis doing Lestat a very specific kindness. Lestat having to watch his daughter burn.
For a second at the beginning of this episode I suddenly had the thought that the entire season takes place during the period Lestat has his head cut off.
I fear I eat up shit like that. It would have made me immediately like the entire season.
It would be like the "The Life Before Her Eyes" movie about a blonde teenage girl that dies in a school shooting and her entire past and potential future flash before her eyes as she lays dying. I ate that movie up with a spoon.
It would make this season make a bit more sense, giving a whole new meaning to the word disjointed. The reason for the disjointed season would then be that Lestat's head is disjointed from his body for the entirety of it and the only time things are somewhat calm and making sense being when Lestat's with Louis, because Louis is his mate, his anchor. They anchor each other. So they're safe with each other even when they're not.
But alas.
You do get the sense this episode that Louis, turning Louis, is the one thing Lestat believes he did right. I agree. I think it was great for him, not so sure it's been great for Louis. Although Louis does love him.
So... this episode doesn't remove the ambiguity on whether Lestat killed Paul (like I previously thought). Given that Paul is among all those Lestat "murdered, made and memorably traumatized" as Lestat puts it, not just those Lestat murdered. I've always assumed that Lestat only told a already mentally unstable Paul that he was a vampire who was in love with Louis and intended to turn and marry him essentially and that there was nothing he could do about it. And that Paul walked off the roof because he knew he was losing both his siblings to marriage and would be left behind and was also losing Louis to a creature of the night, terrifying I imagine, to a man as fanatically religious as Paul. Kind of like putting a loaded gun in an already unstable person's hand and walking away instead of leaving the gun on a dresser in another room or something, which created the specific circumstances in which Louis said "yes" to being turned by Lestat.
Very interesting that in his moment of death all Lestat wanted to hear is that Louis loved him, and that he conjured up Paul of all people to tell him that, because I imagine it wouldn't have felt authentic to be coming from Louis himself, which, again confirmed for me that Paul did know Louis loved Lestat and that he knew he was about to lose Louis to Lestat biblically and matrimonially before he died. It does make me wonder if Lestat actually searched Paul's mind to find out if he thought Louis loved him since Paul knew Louis well, and if what he found, an affirmative, is also what informed his decision to turn Louis.
It was also very cute that Lestat waited up for Louis to wake staring at his coffin from his own on at least some of their nights together so he could spend the night with him. There is something so precious about that. Like a child waiting at his neighbor's door for his best friend, the neighbor's kid, to come out and play with him.
I don't know what to say about the Regina reveal and the Louis-Regina torture scene. It fits in Armand's characterization. But I don't think it makes full sense that Armand only tortures Louis and Regina, not Lestat. It also doesn't make full sense to me that Louis was pretty much fully awake for his headless time while Lestat essentially wasn't.
I didn't like the torture scene. I didn't like the branding. I'm not sure Louis meant his apology to Armand either, which I don't mind. I think he low key said it to keep himself and Regina from dying. Poor Regina, she genuinely wanted to help Louis. Armand expected Louis not to remember the torture. Only...he did, didn't he? There's also something supremely traumatizing about looking at your own headless body sitting across from you as well as looking at your love's headless body lying near you, with his head nowhere in sight. Armand traumatized Louis at several moments during this scene and that's just unforgivable at this point. It's unforgivable that anyone traumatizes Louis at this point. I also think Armand gets the drop on Louis and Lestat way too often. I'm glad Louis wasn't in on the beheading.
I actually wanted to see Daniel bowl with Lestat's head.
Lestat was able to hold on to headless life for about 8 minutes longer than Louis it seems given he drank straight from the source that is Akasha. In total they seemed to have held on about 3 hours each.
Good for Lestat for finally standing up to his mother at least once. Maybe about the wrong thing which apparently didn't help, but it's a start. And I do feel like Louis' presence strengthened him to be able to do that.
It is a nice conclusion to this season that was largely about the large shameful secret of Lestat's life, the sexual assault he suffered at his mother's hands, one where he even kept from himself the age in which it started because he was that ashamed and terrified of it.
that boy really went from not knowing what an omega was at 9 am to bitten and bonded at 9 pm.
i feel like people who say that Claudia's monologue in EP6 is out of character don't realise that she has practically been alone for 80 years
you don't think you would be more angry than anything after all that time
ofc these are her most prominent emotions after being, first off all unwillingly summoned by the two people who did put her there
like even if these were things she never would have said or thought before, which she did in the books at least
it's still been 80 years alone, and searching for the one person who actually cared for you