More Than Mumbles.

"...and all I loved, I loved alone.." -Edgar Allen Poe Houston.. (INFP)

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tomorrow

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Always reblog NSYNC the day before May

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Queueing this for next year

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Me looking at my latteart.

What my Latte sees when I'm looking at it 🤣

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After seeing that knowledge in the coffee community is being gatekept , I don't know if I want to be apart of it any more at this time.

I'm tired of working so much and learning so little. My feet are tired. And she asks me what I want

I say I don't know, but it's a life.

I want to have a life, my life back.

And I can't have a life without myself even being present in my own life. I can't even have a moment to think for myself .

And here I am thinking for myself

I want my own business, run my own way.

I could take over places because I know that I am capable , but I'm still figuring out what I want to do.

For myself. I need to look up what a business plan is and figure it out for myself.

I can't even be present with myself with out the fear of hearing something I think I don't want to hear within myself.

In turn I am running from myself again.

And I'm working even more than I have so that I can leave this place I think I'm just going to call out the rest of the week..

But how can we have our own time , when we are working every day for a company with no health care. No benefits, no pto, no extra compensation for the back breaking hours. I'm 😴

Remember when I was scared of being gay, Im trying not to be scared of myself anymore.

Stop being so passive.

Stop being so force less.

Stop being numb.

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Progress of teaching myself engraving over time

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God is dead

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I’m adding this to my queue so I remember to add more recent pictures cuz I’ve improved a LOT

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For reference; I finished this piece yesterday

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My ADHD wants me to try and do this but my body and brain knows I cannot so I will just simply buy all the materials necessary to practice it and then do nothing with them

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Got some great news, friend, I’m this person.

I’ve got ADHD combined type. Personally I find that engraving activates a state of hyper focus and flow that is very satisfying.

See, hand engraving engages both of my hands and my eyes and it requires a fair amount of focus PLUS I can have a podcast or music on in the background. Obviously there’s times where I just can’t sit still for it but when I get going at it I can spend hours and do amazing work. Arguably my ADHD has helped me get as good as I am.

Don’t worry about it limiting your potential

Edit:

Since people have been asking

My engraving tumblr: @goldenfoxengraving

My website: www.goldenfoxengraving.com

My Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/goldenfoxengraving

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Customer: MY NAME DMV: OFFENSIVE? (LAST NAME IS GAY) Verdict: ACCEPTED

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Vale of Tears

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Anon’s life is ruined by Angela Anaconda

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Annoying ass beeyotch, I hated her too

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“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.”

— Oscar Wilde

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I don't know of change will be good to me, but change is what I need to grow

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lets play “how rude can i be until u realize i dont like u”

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*gets home from school*

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everytime i think life is looking up

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Yeah c'mon

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CUTE LITTLE PANTHER IN SNOW ❄️

credit: @mainecoonqueens on Instagram.

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@slyara

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I keep repeating, “Self-control is just empathy with your future self” and it’s honestly saving my life right now.

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I’m not everything I want to be but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning

- Charlotte Erikkson