Hi everyone! This is Kay, itâs been a while, hasnât it?
Iâd like to give you all an update and tell you all that my mental state has improved a lot! Iâm definitely better than when I announced my hiatus at the very least, but with that said I am sad to say that Iâve somewhat lost an interest in writing. Maybe one day Iâll come back to this blog and start writing again, but until that time comes I am closing this blog.
I will not delete it, however, as Iâm sure many people would love to see what Iâve written over the years, but I will no longer be active. But, with that said, there are a few series Iâm sure youâll be sad to see go, luckily my friend Crys had volunteered to take them over.
As explained a few months ago, I have given her ownership on the Dreamer series, and as of today, as I close this blog, she is also taking over the Not Your Classic Vigilante series and I have given her permission to rewrite it as she deems fit, but as sheâs assured me sheâs not changing anything too drastic and is simply just adding details to the story that I have failed to do. I do hope that you will support her just as you supported me while she works on these series! You can follow her main account (for k-pop) at @stayarmytinyzenmoa-l and her DC/Marvel blog @detectivemarvelingcomicsÂ
I know itâs been some time but Iâll add the taglist for NYCV here too just in case you want to message Crys and ask to be on the new tag list if any of you are interested:
Until then, I hope you are all having a wonderful day! And I thank you all for joining the brief but memorable journey we had on this blog together. I apologize again for not being able to return to the few series i had started on this blog, but regardless, it was a fun ride!
Hello how have you all been doing? Itâs been a while, so I figured Iâd check in, hahaha. I hope youâre all doing well!
On my end Iâve been working at my mental health and I can say that Iâve made significant progress! Itâs not much, and Iâve still a long way to go, but itâs progress! Iâm thinking maybe moving to semi hiatus, but weâll see hehe...
Iâd also like to make a quick announcement.
Iâve once informed you all briefly that my good friend @armytinyzenmoa would be taking over the Dreamer series. I would like to say that Iâve allowed her a complete repost with a few changes as it was rather rough already in the first place, Iâm sure she can write it much better! There wasnât many notes on it anyway so Iâm sure itâs not a loss, Iâll be deleting the Dreamer series from my page to remove confusion, thank you! And I hope to get back to writing soon!
I know you're in hiatus but I was just checking in to see how you've been doing :3
Hello there <3 Iâm doing well, Iâm sorry Iâve been gone for so long, but I still have so much to do, I really do appreciate you guys for being so patient though! It truly does mean a lot :)
After much consideration and debate on my side, I figured it would be best if I announced this officially.
As of today (28 May 2020) I and going on an official hiatus. None of my fics will be updated until I end my hiatus, but Iâll still be checking my notes and inboxes every so now and then.
I will most definitely announce when Iâm back though! Probably with that update for Not Your Classic Vigilante Iâve been promising...
With that said, Iâm sure you donât need my spiel since Iâve given so many, but if youâre interested itâs here:
Iâm currently not going through a good time, and itâs mainly on my mental side, stacked with a full unit schedule, and current events. So I think it would be best for now if I officially announced this hiatus so I can focus without feeling guilty for leaving all of you amazing people in the dark. Iâll spare you the details that I usually bore you with, but Iâm just... not feeling good. I feel like even if I was able to write up something to keep you guys entertained, it wonât be the quality you all deserve, it wonât nearly be as good as why you all started following this blog in the first place. So, just for now, Iâm taking a little break. But I will be back! So donât worry too much about never seeing the ending to my stories, but itâll just be a bit.
Again I guess Iâve technically been on hiatus, but now I feel a bit better knowing that Iâm making it official.
Thank you for being so patient with me! When I come back Iâll be better than ever and youâll get the updates to many fics youâve been waiting for!
Hi there! Iâm doing okay, I suppose. Iâm sorry for the unkept promises, Iâm in the home stretch of my uni right now, so Iâm a bit booked. Iâm sorry to keep you all waiting, itâs a bad habit of mine :( I hope youâre all doing well too, though! Take care of yourselves and stay healthy :)
Hiii hope you're doing well! Just want to ask when do you think you'll update?
Hi hi! Itâs been a while, hasnât it? Sorry Iâm keeping you guys waiting đ„ș Iâm planning on dropping Not Your Classic sometime in the weekend, and Beauty and the...âs next part isnât uh... satisfactory, per se, so Iâm going to be hashing that out more. As for any other series weâll see đ I have a bad habit of making excuses on this blog, so Iâll spare you all the details. But please look forward to them :)
Pairing: Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd x Reader, Sylvain Jose Gautier x Reader, Felix Hugo Fraldarius x Reader
Part: (6/?) [First] [Previous] [Next]
Genre: Romance, Drama
Fandom: Fire Emblem Three Houses
P.o.V.: 2nd
Word Count: 2,584 Words
Warnings: Language
Further Notes: And the long awaited chapter is here! Four chapters after this are left, are you ready?
You watched Sylvain from across the room. You had told Mercedes, who came to check up on you, that you werenât feeling too well that day and was going to skip classes earlier today and she simply agreed and wished you a happy rest. None of the other Lions were particularly concerned about Sylvainâs absence, it wouldnât have been the first time this semester when it occurred after all. But now that your hands were free from their snares, your mind wandered back to the night before only more often, and it drove you insane.
What did he mean by that?
Well, of course you knew. It wasnât the first time youâve heard him say it, but for some reason it felt different. You werenât dense. You knew that boy caught feelings for you, and he caught them hard. But you truly didnât feel the sameâ
Wait, actually?
You relaxed in your seat in the classroom and watched him yammer on to Felix. Would being in a relationship with Sylvain be that bad? Then you watched as another female student blew him a kiss, to which he winked back at her as if it was just a reflex and you scoffed to yourself.
âWhat was I even thinking?â You rolled your eyes and opened your book. But some strange thought compelled you for a moment and you shut your book and looked back to who you thought was your older brother figure and your best friend and huffed slightly. âWellâŠâ
You knew Sylvain, you knew him well. If you looked past the obvious flirt, heâs actually a very deep person with very deep insecurities. Heâs a lot smarter than people chalk him up to be, and truthfully you donât think heâs be a bad boyfriend, but he would have to be as hooked to you as you are to him, otherwise youâre just set up for heartbreak.
Now you know Sylvainâs got it bad for you, you didnât miss the way he blushed, you just elected to ignore it, but at the same time thatâs just Sylvain. He gets hooked on one girl, then it dies out like a flame in the rain. Youâre very close with him, that much is fact, and youâre really not sure if risking your near sixteen years of friendship is worth a relationship. But there lies the possibility that he is that infatuated with you, but now itâs the argument of is it love or is it infatuation, because both are two very different things, to your understanding. If you were to ask him, truth be told, heâd probably say theyâre the same thing.
Now for a brief lesson on the whims of love, as presented by Professor Byleth to his colleagues. The origin of âLoveâ and the origin of âInfatuationâ do stem from the same roots, they start in the heart, but it is where that feeling travels to that differentiates the two. As many might protest against, infatuation travels to the head, while love travels to the rest of the body. Infatuation is to be defined as the being obsessed with the simple idea of being in a relationship, and in this case that is a majority of Sylvainâs feelings in general. Where as love is something that encases one whole, it is the simple deciding factor that allows you to put the other before yourself when necessary, but at the same time to prioritize yourself when you must.
To bring this back to your situation, you know Sylvain enough to know that the boy is constantly hooked on the idea, but never on the truth. You trust Sylvain, you really do, after all, it is him you go to before the others most of the time, he has the best insights once he drops his dumb-jock facade and decides to become an actually decent guy.
âUm⊠(Name)?â Dimitri tapped your shoulder and you are pulled out of your in-depth analysis.
Dimitri.
Whenever you think youâve gotten over him, he just has to show his dumb face in front of you in his dumb school uniform with that dumb blue cape and his dumb blue eyes and you feel yourself falling for him all over again. You feel bad for Sylvain, he had to sit through you talking about Dimitri over and over again for years, you thought about apologizing, but whenever you gave a hint to, Sylvain would reassure you that it was fine.
Dimitri is such an enigma, let that be known. You had known him for years, thanks to your mother, and you have seen his rises and falls and everything in between. But the question now arises, is what you feel for Dimitri love or infatuation?
âOh, hey, Dima, whatâs up?â You force a smile on your face and he eyes you suspiciously.
âI was wondering if you could help me out with bow training?â He asked.
Oh, you almost forgot about that. Dimitriâs strong proclamation of switching to bow skills, one you wouldnât have seen coming from a mile away, but one that wasnât a horrible surprise. You nodded.
âSure, Iâll try to get you a silver bow so it doesnât break again,â you laugh. And thereâs another thing that was on your long list of âWHY I LOVE DIMITRI.â Itâs the honesty, the way you could read his feelings on his face. The first thing you noticed was how the tips of his ears would turn red first before the rest of his face did, then he would do that nervous side glance that would send your heart racing. Sometimes you were afraid that people would be able to tell how whipped you were for the young prince because, truth be told, the odds of you and Dimitri being end game were short, very short. Heâs a prince and youâre a commoner who just happened to be lucky enough to be a part of the lives of nobles, it was just not meant to be.
You would describe your story as a complicated romantic plot. But the boy behind you would describe it as a sob story. As frivolous as he seems, Sylvain is in no way an idiot. He knows your feelings for the Prince, and he knows Dimitriâs feelings for you, thereâs no way he could ever stand a chance against the crown prince of Fhirdiad, and in your heart, your relationship has plateaued at âSibling-Like,â a placement he wasnât happy with, but one he was willing to maintain.
âHonestly, Sylvain, look at you, youâre pathetic,â Felix scoffs. âYouâd might as well just tell her how you feel so you could stop looking like such an oaf when she does as much as breathe.â
âItâs just that weâve been friends for so long, I donât think I should say anything,â Sylvain kept his carefree smile on his face, but his words were somber. âPlus, her and Dimitri have a bond we could never have.â
âI donât think so, but alright,â Felix shrugs. âIâve had enough of your moping, take action or I will for you.â Sylvain blew a piece of his hair out of the way and slumped his shoulders.
âYeah, I hear you, Felix,â he groans. The door to the classroom opens and Byleth walks in, tomes and papers stacked in his hands. He tosses them on the table and turns to the class.
âI hope youâre all ready for your first mission as students. Bandit removal, make sure your weapons are ready and repaired, we move out in a few hours,â he instructs. The class affirms his questions collectively and next thing they knew it, they were at the drop-off location, getting in formation.
This wouldnât be your first time going against enemies, which is sad enough to say. But the life of a commoner isnât one of luxury. When you werenât with your mother in the castle, you were with your father at home, home being a small cottage in the middle of the woods since your father was a paranoid maniac.
It sounds cruel, but thereâs no other way to put it. From a young age you had to do things for him, and that included making sure people who were hellbent on killing your father, claiming that he was âcursedâ or whatever new word they cooked up for him, werenât a problem. When did it start again? You had to have been ten at least, right?
Oh, goddess above, you just realized how bad that sounded.
Letâs set something straight, youâve never killed anyone! Gods no. You just scared them away, is all, enough for them not to come back to hurt your father.
Now the person who taught you how to use your sword in the first place was your father, before the âGoddess please take my life away as well as my wife and childâ blubber he spouted out, in fact, he was also involved in the Monasteryâs defenses, until he was untimely âretiredâ as Seteth put it.
Another unknown fact to most, actually you didnât recall ever telling your friends either, you had connections in the Monastery even before you were admitted to the Officers Academy, mainly for fear of being disparaged since you were technically only let in because of âconnections,â and goodness how you hated using that word but it was all that was there to use. As far as your classmates know, you got in because of good grades.
Which you believe would have been right, if only you actually went to school.
# Commoner Things.
Regardless, Dimitri and Ingridâs books always kept you as educated as you had to be.
But letâs get back to the story.
â(Name), I want you and Felix to work together for this battle,â Byleth instructs. âYou two should play off of each other well, focus on bow skills.â
âRight,â you nod. You link your arms with Felix. âGuess youâre stuck with me, Lix.â
âGreat, now I have to babysit while Iâm in battle,â Felix rolls his eyes and you smile.
âI feel like I never partner up with you anymore! Whatâs the worst that could happen?â You shrug.
âWith your luck? Murphyâs Law is your best friend, (Name).â
âDonât be like that, donât worry, I have your back!â
That exchange was ten minutes ago.
You and Felix have been pushed back and essentially cornered by the enemy bandits, and the rest of the class was on the whole other side of the battle field.
But it wasnât your fault! Felix was the one who was cocky enough to think he could handle the west side by himself, and you had to follow him because otherwise Byleth would have failed you. So now the both of you were hiding behind a rock, out of Vulnaries, and on the brink of exhaustion. And since the Professor wanted you to focus on your bow skills he may or may not have confiscated your sword, and Felix was being a dick and not letting you use his.
âHow many arrows do you have left?â
âUh⊠six.â
âHow many enemies are left?â
âUh⊠also six.â You hold your bow close to you and Felix holds both of your shoulders.
âLook, (Name), I always make fun of you and say you will never amount to anything because you are a commonerââ
âGeez, Lix, I get it, Iâm worthless, chill out.â
âBut right now this is me telling you that you can and you will one shot all those enemies because otherwise we will both die out here.â
âWell maybe if you gave me your swordââ
âItâs broken, (Name), you really think Iâd give this to you and toss you out there? If Sylvain doesnât kill me, Dimitri will tear my innards out.â
âRight. Okay,â you nod in tiny. âI dunno, Lix, my hit rate is one to six.â
âYou can do it, I know that better than the others,â he shakes you slightly.
âOkay, okay, but if I die I am so convincing the Goddess to let me come back down so I can strangle you.â
âDeal. Now go kill those bandits.â
âRight, okay, right,â you nodded your head again.
Quick reminder, youâve never killed anyone.
Also quick reminder, you donât specialize in bow.
Also another reminder, last time you killed a fly you cried.
Okay, good luck, (Name).
You stood up and drew your bow back, focusing on the closest bandit, taking a deep breath in, you adjusted your stance, remembering Claudeâs words, and as you exhale, you release the arrow, following itâs trail and hitting the enemy, leaving him out of commission.
âOh gods, I did it. I actually did that⊠I am so sorry, I am so so sorry,â your expressions shifted dramatically. Felix poked his head out from behind the rock.
âSee what did I tell you, (Name)? Go fuck some shit up!â
âWatch your language, Frauldarius,â you draw your next arrow, a new found confidence setting in you, and aim for your next target. Maybe youâre imagining it, but there was something different about how you were using your bow today, something more intense, to put it simply. Did arrows really fly that fast? And was a wooden bow really that strong enough to eliminate the enemies in one hit?
All questions for later.
Finally there was one last bandit and, using the same technique as the previous bandits, you took your shot.
And missed.
âYou missed?!â Felix ran both hands through his hair.
âI told you I was a beginner!â
âSo you miss your target the one time you shouldnât miss?!â
âOh shut up, Felix, youâre lucky I got the first five!â
âYou two are really arguing, at a time like this?â The bandit halted in his tracks.
âYeah we are, fuck off,â Felix grumbles. You glare at the bandit, grab Felixâs broken-ass sword, and drive it into the banditâs chest.
âDonât fucking interrupt me!â You growled. âAnyways, I donât understand why youâre so unreasonable, Felix, you donât see me complaining about your attitude 24/7.â
âThatâs because youâre weak.â
âSay that again to my face!â
âI did!â
And the argument continued for the Goddess only knows how long and it finally ended when the Professor found the two of you and explained that the battle had been long over, then after a thorough scolding for worrying the entirety of the class, the two of you just decided not to talk to one another. Although you did find some joy in seeing Ingrid nag Felix about his broken sword, going off about how he should have checked before their very important first mission. But then your joy ended when she turned her anger towards you and lectured you on how you should have some respect for the people who were older than you, and also how you shouldnât argue in battle since itâs âdistractingâ to the other classmates, but how could it be âdistractingâ if it was only you and Felix?
Either way, you had a bitter attitude for the rest of the week, and none of the Blue Lions were brave enough to go up to you and even make small talk.
And it wasnât until Friday night when Felix decided to man up and go up to you.
you have no clue what your sylvain x dimitri x felix x reader is doing to my heart. i just got into your writing but iâm already in love with it đđ
Ahh! Thanks hehe, sorry for the slow updates, but itâs definitely coming up soon!
Update on the Dreamer series! @armytinyzenmoa will be taking over that series from now on so I can focus on other stories I have here! Next up is Beauty and the... so look out for it! Iâm sorry for the wait, as always, but thank you so much for being patient with me!
Hi everyone! Iâm a new blog (duh), and what better way to kick start a blog than with requests? So bring them in! Here are some details!
General Things:
Reader or Y/Nâs will always be gender neutral (They/Them pronouns) unless otherwise specified in the request.
Unless otherwise specified, Reader or Y/Nâs age will always be at or above 18.
I have no member limit in requests so go crazy. (Yes I will also do OT21)
My only thing with the above is that the members be within the same group. If you would like to see a request done for one group be done for another please send in another request (itâs really just for organizationâŠ)
Idk how many of you guys are kpop stans, but go support my friend @armytinyzenmoa ! Sheâs a great writer đ„ș and sheâs finally transitioning out of deviantart to where the real fanfiction is đ€ thanks guys!
For many nights you have had some sort of... continuing dream. Every time, you found yourself in an ideal date location, and each time with someone different. Once you woke up you could vividly remember each detail, as if it was more of a memory than a dream. You could describe things down to what the food tasted like, or what his cologne smelled like. And every time he asked the same question right before you woke up:Â âWas I better than the last?â
But one day, one of your dream men came back and said something different. This alone has never happened before, so saying something that completely caught you off guard, and caused you to wake with a sudden start.
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Schedule:
(**Please Note that the schedule is not fixed and is subject to change at any time!)
(**If you would like to be added to the tag list, please DM me or comment on this post which series you would like to be tagged in! Or even both, both are good)
One Dream [TXT]Â
Night One: [Choi Soobin x Reader]
Summary: It was the classic college student date. Go out for lunch and watch a movie together, it was like it was ripped out of a Young Adult novel, and god did you love it.
Night Two: [Choi Yeonjun x Reader]
Summary: You found yourself inside of an arcade. It had an undeniable, straight-out-of-the-eighties vibe, and no matter how many times you tried, you just couldnât beat him at Galaga.
Night Three: [Choi Beomgyu x Reader]
Summary: You were sitting in your room with a steaming cup of tea when you heard it, a soft melody outside of your window. You opened it and made eye contact with him. Without another thought, you tossed a rope out and welcomed him in with open arms.
Night Four: [Kang Taehyun x Reader]
Summary: The cafe was just like the ones you would see in the movies: calm, quiet, and aesthetically pleasing. He sees you looking out into the misty outdoors, he orders you both coffees and sits parallel to you.
Night Five: [Huening Kai x Reader]
Summary: It was a walk in the park, literally. He walked up to you with his head in the clouds, and offered to buy you crepes, which you accepted without another word.
Final Night: [Surprise x Reader]
Summary: Youâll have to wait and see!
Your Vision [WayV]
Night One: [Qian Kun x Reader]
Summary: He pulled you back by your belt loop just as the train sped past you. Looking up at him, it was almost as if everything felt right with the world, even if it was just for one night.
Night Two: [Xiaojun x Reader]
Summary: You were in the City of Love, atop one of the greatest structures known to mankind. But for some reason, despite the beautiful night lights, you couldnât take your eyes off of the man standing just across from you, and neither could he.
Night Three: [Wong Yukhei x Reader]
Summary: Nothing like sitting in the outdoors and watching a movie under the stars. As he laid down on your chest, you buried your face in his mess of hair, and despite knowing this was a dream, you held him tighter and hoped for the night to never end.
Night Four: [Ten x Reader]
Summary: You ran into each other quite literally. And after accidentally ruining his outfit, you felt more than obligated to treat him to lunch. He was charming, and you were completely enraptured.
Night Five: [WinWin x Reader]
Summary: Birds were singing, children were playing, and it was bright and sunny outside, itâs not like you disliked it, you just wanted to spend more time with the boy who insisted on staying in the shade.
Night Six: [Hendery x Reader]
Summary: He held himself like a prince, but the mischief well hidden behind his eyes didnât go unnoticed by you. As soon as you stepped foot in what looked like an amusement park, one thing was clear, he was going to be a handful, and not in a good way.
Night Seven: [YangYang x Reader]
Summary: You didnât know what you were expecting when a bright red sports car pulled up in front of you. But with a small flash of a smile and a wink, you stepped in without another thought, and now youâre racing down the streets of Beijing.
Okay donât hate me but I just came up with a story line for a new series so instead of working on my to do Iâm gonna steam roll this one because I gotta write it while itâs still in my brain!
(Figured Iâd write this before I posted the story so you guys wouldnât wonder why I didnât write anything on my To Do list yet! See you in a bit)
Wowzers, and I bet half of those were for FE3H đ Thank you guys so much for liking my stories enough to give me a follow :D and I hope I continue to make you guys happy and have fun!
