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Companies in the 2000s: You wouldn't download a car! Digital copies are still stealing, even if the original copy remains with us.

Companies in the 2020s: That digital copy, which you have paid for, doesn't really belong to you. We're removing it from your library now.

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Companies deleting media you've literally purchased is 1000x more realistically "stealing" than digital piracy, you cannot change my mind

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Johnny's hyper-sexuality: self destructive tendicies in plain sight

Hiii I love Johnny T. and I just wanted to ramble about him :3 sorry for how long it is, labeled NSFW for discussion of SA, reposted on my Reddit account.

Something that I don't see talked about is Johnny's hyper-sexuality, despite how prominent it is in his writing.

Hypersexuality is defined as an obsession with sexual thoughts, urges, or behaviors that are excessive and/or uncontrollable. Johnny often goes on long and VERY detailed rants about the women he sleeps with/ fantasies about (Honestly, he could've gotten a job at Penthouse with half of that shit). While out of left field, it does show how Johnny sees these encounters. A random hookup gets pages about the way her laughter sounds and how gentle she was with him. He remembers their names and problems despite how shallow their encounters really are. He wants a deeper connection to the people around him, and seems to use sex as a means to get that.

The causes for Hyper-sexuality is often attributed to psychological trauma, which Johnny has plenty of, though most notably is his foster father Raymond (FUCK RAYMOND ALL MY HOMIES HATE HATE HATE RAYMOND) and the sexual abuse he put the then 12 year old Johnny through. However, it can also be made worse through mental health disorders, like depression and BPD. We know that Johnny's mother had a unnamed mental disorder that causes hallucinations and it is heavily implied that he had this disorder passed onto him.

So, why sex? To me, it's connection/ self destruction. Johnny views himself as this unlovable monster (that 'minotaur') but still desperately wants that love. It feels good in the moment and that's what matters to Johnny, like the drugs he takes and the company he keeps. When it's over, he's all alone again, trapped in his own mental labyrinth.

Lude is a good friend, but an unintentional enabler. He is clearly going through his own issues with drug addiction, and in trying to make Johnny feel better, plays wingman in bars and helps him score drugs and drink. They're both damaged people trying to help each other in the only ways they know how, and unfortunately they don't know any healthy coping mechanisms. Lude is unable to break away from his habits, eventually spiraling into an addiction and his untimely death. Johnny, for all of his demons and trauma, was able to break free from that cycle. By saying goodbye to Thumper and burning Zampano's writing, he managed to wrangle a small amount of peace from the ashes.

TL;DR: Johnny's hyper-sexuality fuels his self destructive tendencies and I think is a fascinating aspect of his character.

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passing in public makes me feel like white shrek

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literally how it feels

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"Claws like sharpened bananas shot toward me."

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Voting ended onJun 20

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ITS EVOCATIVE! LIKE GREAT BIG HUGE BANANAS EXCEPT SHARP!

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a lot of people are very angry with me over this, but I'd just like you to sit down and imagine a banana. maybe a green one so it's extra firm. if you need it to be harder, you can toss it in the freezer.

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check in time:

I see the vision

it's still really bad

Voting ended onJul 11

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GOD DAMN IT!

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“Ghosts are real” I can see how you could believe that

“Ghosts aren’t real” it’s very fair and rational that you believe that

“Ghosts aren’t real anymore” I’m about to hear a poem or very sad story

“Ghosts aren’t real yet” the fuck are you going to do

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 “hi welcome to mcdonalds what can i get for you?”

“yeah can i get a deluxe quarter pounder with cheese?”

“absolutely, do you want the meal or just the sandwich?’

“uuuuuh hold on”

*fishes something out of my pocket*

“mikey what do i do?”

“get the fries. youll need the energy in the coming days”

*stuffs it back in my pocket*

“uhh yes please  the meal would be great”

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serious question: can anyone else see this post? am I hallucinating?

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this is like Schrodinger’s fucking meme because half the time the pic is deleted and the other half it’s visible

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