My nickname is Falcon (thanks for the suggestion @fishybehavior), I’m autistic, I love to write (mostly fanfics) and draw (mostly fanart).
I’m arospec and acespec, a demiboy, and I 100% support everyone in the LGBTQ+ community. My pronouns are he/him, and I’m a feminist- that includes trans woman. Because trans women are woman. Feminism includes them. Black lives matter and you can’t convince me otherwise- as a matter of fact, all POC are valid and important and equal and deserve respect, as well as everyone in different religions. In short, I think that all humans should be treated like humans and should have equal rights.
If you ever tag me or anything it might take me a while to respond- idk why I have so much trouble but I really do appreciate people thinking of me I swear-
I don’t want this to clog too much space at the top of my blog, so all my Ninjago details are under the cut.
Ninjago:
I’ve only seen up to mid season 11, but don’t worry about giving me spoilers, I don’t really care and I think I’ve seen most of them anyway.
My favorite ninja keeps changing all the time, but currently my favorite is Zane. I show my love by angsting him <3
I ship Polyninja, Kailor, Pixane, and kinda Jaya- because I’m weird like that. Tbh I’m good with most ships in the fandom so long that they don’t have pedophilia or incest.
I want to preface this next part by saying I do not ship greenflame or any Lloyd ship in any way, shape, or form. But I think the whole situation regarding it is complicated.
From what I can tell, people who ship Lloyd think that he was mentally aged up from the Tomorrow’s Tea as well as physically. And because of this misunderstanding, they don’t think it’s actually pedophilia.
Now, Lloyd really is a kid, and that’s why I’m never going to like him in a romantic and/or sexual relationship. But I don’t think it’s fair to hate the people who do, because they don’t think he’s actually a child. It’s a misunderstanding, not people actually supporting pedophilia (in most cases).
Anyone who does know that Lloyd is a child and ship him anyway needs to leave my page and not interact- because that is not okay. Same goes with any kind of incest ships- these things are obviously not okay no matter what.
My AO3 Chapter Fics:
Caught Red-Handed
This is my CIA AU, it’s the ninja as secret agents. Mostly. Kinda. It’s polyninja, so it’s got that going for it. Anyway, this story is ranked Mature, mostly for swearing and graphic violence.
Rules Are Made To Be Broken
This is my Hogwarts AU, and let the first thing I say about it be that I do NOT support JK Rowling, she is a TERF and trans woman are woman, and trans men are men. ... but that aside, it’s rated teen for possible swearing and maybe violence.
A Perfect Storm
This is an Echo fic that Sketch made me write, I was originally going to put it here on tumblr too, but I changed my mind because I’m lazy dhdjdhhx. Anyway, rated Teen for swearing and violence, hopefully I won’t have to raise it-
And the link to all of AO3 stories is here. It’s Anonymous because on my regular account I used to write Marvel things, and I didn’t want to surprise the people who followed me with violent bloody legos.
My Tumblr Fics:
Any fic below with a ‘(!)’ next to it is also on AO3
Literally Elements AU:
Context: The core four ninja aren’t human- they’re actually their elements, aka Elementals. Lloyd is the one in charge of them and most element related issues.
Premise: The Elementals’ powers are growing weaker, and then mysteriously vanish altogether. And it seems like the Elementals know more than they’re sharing...
POV: Lloyd
Ship(s): None.
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Ḩ̵͘å̵̢͎̇͜c̴̼̼̣̉͝ķ̴̱͔̓̂e̵̦̒͛d̴͍̼̈̈ (!):
Context: An old acquaintance has a bone to pick with the ninja...
Premise: Zane gets hacked. That’s all I can say without spoiling things-
POV: Alternating; Zane and Kai
Ship(s): Opposite, possibly future Mudshock
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Master of Emotion:
Context: A rewrite of the show where Kai is not only the Master of Fire, but also the Master of Emotion. Each emotion gives him an extra power, but he has to be actively feeling it for it to work. He’s the first person to ever have two Elemental Powers and no one’s quite sure what to do with that-
Premise: Like I said, it’s a rewrite of the show, but the part I’m actively re-writing is the Oni Trilogy.
POV: Mostly Kai, but it does alternate.
Ship(s): Opposite
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Time for Amnesia (!):
Context: When Kai was returning from the past in Season 7, he managed to get amnesia, making his earliest memory the night before the pilots started.
Premise: The ninja have to find a way to get his memories back- and his trust.
POV: Kai, very rare alternating.
Ship(s): Polyninja
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Spill The Tea AU:
Context: Every Jaya moment was replaced with Plasma- including Skybound. Sadly, when Jay altered the timeline, Kai didn’t remember along with the rest of the team, meaning that Jay is the only one who knows what happened- and the only way he knows it’s real is the scar that stayed over his eye.
Premise: The ninja are starting to figure out that there’s something big he’s hiding from them all. They’re concerned, obviously, but Jay isn’t eager to share...
POV: Jay
Ship(s): Plasma
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The Rights of A Nindroid (!):
Context: Since Zane is a nindroid, he technically doesn’t have the legal rights that a human does. And since Dr. Julien didn’t have a will or any immediate family, that means Zane legally belongs to the government.
Premise: Zane gets kidnapped by the government, and it seems that they have less than savory plans for him... and the same goes for his fellow captive; Cryptor.
POV: Alternating; all
Ship(s): Polyninja, Generalshipping
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Five Myths And A Himbo:
Context: Everyone is a medieval mythical being... except for regular old human Kai. Who somehow manages to befriend multiple mythical beings without getting killed. Nya is a witch, Zane is a fey, Cole is a ghoul, Jay is a gremlin, and Lloyd is a demon/dragon hybrid.
Premise: Uhhhh idk it doesn’t have a plot-
POV: Probably mostly Kai?? I haven’t written anything for this yet-
Ship(s): Eventual Polyninja.
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Anyway, feel free to ask me about any of these. The only one I have a lot planned for is RoaN (and a little of A Perfect Storm), so if you ask me about it it’ll probably help me figure out where I’m going with it lol.
Hey, so I’ve been gone for a hot minute and came back just now ig (not sure for how long lol) and instead of working on any of the things I should actually be working on, like RoaN, I got super invested in one of @spinchip ‘s OCs and wrote a snippet that is going to make absolutely zero sense to anyone who isn’t familiar with the OC and what Spinchip has already written for her—
Again, not sure why I got so invested in this instead of the actual works I have that I need to complete, but. Yeah. Wrote a piece of Zane POV and him being kidnapped in the way Spinchip described
If you want more information on the OC— her name is Lola— the best way to get it would probably be to go to Spinchip’s account and searching Lola’s name there, or searching the tag of ‘ninjago oc Lola’.
And I think that’s all I have to say before the snippet, so,,, yeah, everything I wrote for the snippet is under the ReadMore/Keep Reading.
Consciousness returns to him agonizingly slowly. Blinking, Zane struggles to get himself to fully reorient, but something—just about everything—feels… off, for some reason. His vision is blurry, his power level feels unusually low, his hearing has a faint layer of static over it, and—
Wait.
His last memory before waking up here, it was—he was knocked out! That girl, the one who claimed she wanted an autograph and a selfie with him, was she lying, was that a trap?! It must have been!
Shaking his head in an attempt to reorient himself, Zane blinks as he looks around his current location, doing his best to process his surroundings and situation. Strangely enough, his shirt is off and his chestplate is open, and he’s sitting on the floor and for some reason plugged into something he can’t turn enough to see due to how his hands are cuffed and his back is up against the wall, not to mention that—
“You’re awake!”
Zane immediately snaps his gaze over to the voice that very clearly belongs to the girl who had tricked him earlier, and immediately finds himself making eye contact with said girl. She looks to be very enthusiastic, which, given how villain behaviors and kidnappings have gone for him in the past, very much does not seem to be a good sign in the slightest.
“Yes,” Zane says slowly, using caution in his tone as he speaks. “Yes, I am awake. Do you happen to know where we are?”
“Not important,” the girl says without hesitation. “I’m glad to see you’ve woken up, though. I wasn’t completely sure if replacing your power source with plugging you in would actually work, but I’m glad to see it does! I’m—”
“Pardon, you did what now?” Zane looks down at his open chestplate, and—yes, his power source is no longer located within his chest where it belongs.
Well, that certainly explains the being plugged in factor, he supposes, but… why in the name of the sixteen realms would someone wish to do such a thing?! What reason could possibly justify this behavior?! Why did she trick him? Knock him unconscious? Kidnap him? Remove his power source? Brush aside his ask about—
“Took out your power source and replaced it with plugged in electrical power!” she repeats. “I don’t think I ever got the chance to really introduce myself, so why don’t we start there, okay? I’m Lola; your soulmate. It’s so good to have the chance to be speaking to you face to face.” She beams at him, a look of both excitement and wanting in her eyes.
Zane blinks, running those words through his head several times, but… no, that does not assist in making any of what she just said more comprehensible. She is claiming to be his soulmate? After kidnapping him? What kind of soulmate does such a thing?
This situation is… strange, to say the least. He should at least begin things with some level of caution, and… perhaps a touch of politeness as well. That may assist his situation given what she has said, yes?
“I see. Well, it is a pleasure to make your acquaintance, Lola. I am Zane, as you likely already know. Do you think that perhaps you could return my power source to me? It is a very vital part of my biology, and even with it being replaced with other electrical power—”
Lola waves him off with a hand, shaking her head slightly. “You don’t need it for now. You can trust me, okay? Just take me at my word. You—”
Tuning her out, as he very much does not like what she is saying, Zane attempts to message his teammates to inform them that he needs to be picked up and rescued… only for the message to not go through. Not in their comms, nor through their civilian devices. It appears that… his current location has a lack of wi-fi?
Of course. Things would simply be too easy otherwise.
“Zane? You’re listening to me, right?”
Quickly, Zane redirects his focus back to Lola, giving her his best calm and friendly expression that he can manage at the current moment. “Of course.”
Ah. Her expression is now… more hostile than it was before. “You looked like you were ignoring me. Would you really do that to me? After all I’ve done to get the two of us together?”
Frowning, Zane blinks. “… all you’ve done? What have you done, exactly?”
She still looks upset, but this time she thankfully does answer his question. “Weeks worth of research, days worth of study and collecting, so much planning, and… hold on, are you trying to distract me? Make me not realize that you were ignoring me by switching my focus to something else?”
That was not his intent, but would be a useful side effect if it were to occur. She does not seem happy about his short period of a lack of paying attention to her every single word. “No, I was not. My apologies for leading you to believe so.”
Lola studies him skeptically for a few moments, but then eventually gives a slow nod. “Alright. Back to the point, then. I’m your soulmate, like I said, and the two of us are going to end up together for the rest of our lives once you realize how much you’re in love with me.”
That. Is quite the statement.
If he hadn’t already been incredibly uncomfortable with all of this whole situation along with his treatment and Lola’s behavior, he most certainly is now. Actually, perhaps it is simply the discomfort from before now being escalated to even further than the level it had already obtained.
Carefully avoiding averting his gaze, Zane does his best to give a serious, genuine, straightforward expression and have a tone to match. “My apologies, Lola, but I’m afraid I need to return to my friends—”
“No,” Lola interjects, abruptly and forcefully enough that it nearly has him flinching. “Your so-called ‘friends’ don’t care for you like I do. They don’t love you like I do. You’re better off without them. You’re better off with me.”
Well. That approach failed. Perhaps there is another manner that he could attempt instead?
“You love me?” Zane asks, doing his best to keep the genuine expression he was wearing before.
“Of course! What makes you even have to ask?! I love you more than anyone else ever has or will, I swear it.”
“If you love me… would such love be enough to release me instead of holding me hostage? Those who are in love with one another do not typically kidnap the person that they are in love with,” Zane tries.
Oh. The expression she is wearing now is very much implying that his attempt with this question was not a good idea. She very much did not like him asking this. But hopefully, being in love with him will mean that she is not willing to cause him harm, or anything else that may fit into a similar category to that…?
“You are staying here.” Lola states, her eyes narrowed to slits and her voice filled with determination and even force to go along with it. “You are going to realize you love me, that I’m the best thing in your life, the one who loves you more than anything and more than anyone else is even capable of, that the two of us are truly soulmates, and that everything in your life and destiny would be so much better if you would just admit all of that to yourself.”
Ah.
Erm.
…Zane would like to go home now.
Yes, he would very much like to go home now, thank you very much. He is unsure what true options he actually has available to him at the current moment, but going home most certainly sounds more ideal than anything that involves staying in this particular situation and location.
Maybe a different route could work…? Something that is perhaps more reasonable and logical…? Lola seems quite strange, but she does not have the behaviors of someone who would be labeled as ‘insane’, so perhaps she will listen to reason if he expresses it in an effective enough manner?
“Love cannot be forced, and in the situations it is, that is not true love, and is instead psychological manipulation; a form of which that is used in that way being known as ‘love-bombing’. There are other forms as well, but none of which are true, actual love. You cannot convince someone who is not in love with you to gain that feeling and have it be genuine,” Zane explains, internally crossing his fingers that she will listen to him this time.
It seems not, as Lola looks even more upset than she did before. “I’m not manipulating you or forcing anything,” she says, a very angry note in her tone. “I love you. You love me too, you just haven’t realized it yet. But you will. And I won’t be forcing anything at all.”
So it is clear that that did not work either. It seems that neither emotion nor logic are going to be an effective answer for him here, leaving him with…
Does he even have any other possible solutions to convince her to release him? He could try suggesting the legal trouble she will likely be in when his teammates eventually find him and get him out of here—he trusts that they will come for him and save him sooner or later if he cannot escape himself—but he suspects that that will only make her more upset and possibly even less likely to be willing to let him go.
The static has faded from his hearing by this point, thankfully, and his vision is back to normal. He supposes he could attempt to fight his way out of here; after all, she only managed to capture him by taking him by surprise, and it is unlikely she could defeat a trained martial artist who is a ninja and Spinjitzu Master—
Except that would require him needing to get out of these handcuffs, and attempting Spinjitzu would most certainly unplug him, and since being plugged in is currently his only source of power and he is unaware of the current location of his power source… so it seems none of that is a true available option either.
If he could simply convince Lola to return his power source to him, he could at least make an attempt at escape, but his previous attempt at asking for it was ineffective, and Zane is not exactly all that good at socialization, and especially not at negotiation. This leaves him with options of…
Shakily releasing a breath, Zane once again tries for a genuine and serious expression and tone. “Are the handcuffs truly necessary?” he tries. “What with being plugged in for the energy I need to be conscious, I could not go anywhere if I wanted to. Why tie me up in addition to this? What purpose does it serve?”
All of what he has said there is true. Even if she removes the handcuffs, he will be no closer to being able to make an escape. But at the very least, he would not be tied down, and that is at least somewhat of an improvement on this current situation, even if it doesn’t lead to any immediate true progress, is it not?
Before Lola gets the chance to speak and possibly deny him, Zane continues. “I believe it would be more comfortable without them. You said you love me, yes? What kind of love would have you wanting me in a position of discomfort?”
At that, she seems to consider his words, visibly looking as though she is genuinely thinking about what he has said. Hopefully, she will settle on the conclusion that the handcuffs are unnecessary, as to be quite honest… they really are. All they truly effectively add to his situation is discomfort and anxiousness. She does not want him feeling this way, right?
Right?
“I guess if it would make you more comfortable…” Lola says slowly, her tone a touch cautious. “And if I’m trying to make things more comfortable for you here, I guess I have a few things I could get that I’m sure you would like…”
Zane gives the most realistic looking smile he can manage at the current moment. “That sounds quite nice, thank you.”
Giving a slow nod, another smile starts to form on Lola’s face, which Zane does not fully understand, but is hoping is for a reason that will not have him with more stress and anxiety.
“I’ll be right back,” Lola says, and heads off without another word, explanation, or removing the handcuffs like she had seemed to have agreed to do. This leaves Zane alone, plugged into something as his only source of power to run on, while having his hands tied, and having no real actual answer to his current situation but waiting for his kidnapper that claims to be in love with him to return.
With a quiet sigh, Zane looks around at the place he is currently located. He seems to be in some kind of cabin, the type that he believes would typically be located somewhere in a wooded area.
That is certainly going to make finding him more difficult for his teammates and friends, isn’t it.
…it would likely be for the best not to fixate on that. He is sure that they will come for him as soon as possible, and stressing over it is most certainly not going to speed things up. He will simply have to put his faith in them, and focus on his own plans of escape— or at the very least, plans at making his current situation less uncomfortable and stressful than it currently happens to be.
Hmm. Lola had stated that she is in possession of items she is sure that he will like. What items does she have? And why is she so certain that they will be something he will find favorable?
He wishes she had undone the handcuffs first, but it is too late for that now. It seems that there is really not much he can do but wait, as he is both trapped and unable to access just about anything with the technology within his head. Partially from the lack of wi-fi, but it also seems almost as though there is not just a lack of that, but another thing that creates some form of barrier.
It seems that Lola truly has thought this kidnapping through.
It’s then that she returns, carrying a bag that looks as though it holds various items, along with having a set of keys. She still has a smile, and said smile is still continuing to make him feel uncomfortable and anxious over the current situation.
“So!” she begins, “I was thinking that once you have your hands free, maybe you’d want to give me a hug? Or even maybe just cup my cheek for a few seconds or so? That would be good for the both of us, right?”
Zane allows himself a moment to process that.
If it means he gets his hands free… holding the side of her face in a palm is not all that extreme of an action, yes? Just for a few moments, at that…
Then again, he does not want to encourage her beliefs that the two of them are soulmates and in love with each other. Would getting his hands free be worth that risk? Or should he instead just resign himself to these handcuffs to prevent reinforcing her beliefs? After all, said beliefs are what got her to kidnap him and hold him hostage to begin with… judging by what she’s said and her behavior so far, anyway.
But then again, she already believes it, does she not? Simple short physical contact is not going to do anything more than what already exists in her mind, correct?
Carefully, Zane gives a slow nod, refocusing on Lola and— First Master, did she get closer to him while he was having that internal debate with himself? She most certainly seems to be much more in his face than she was previously.
“Yes, with my hands free, I could rest one on the side of your face for a few moments or so,” Zane agrees, careful to keep his tone even and calm, as well as resisting the urge to attempt to put some distance between the two of them.
Lola beams, and with that, undoes the handcuffs. Of course, Zane is still trapped due to the power source situation, but it is nice to have his hands free, at least.
Keeping his word, he cautiously takes his right hand and uses it to cup the side of Lola’s face. As soon as his hand is placed, he sets a timer for ten seconds.
The moment the ten seconds have passed, he removes his hand, and once again has to resist the urge to attempt to put some amount of distance between them, as she has most certainly gotten too close. But doing so could result in more upset emotions, and since he is not sure of what behaviors may come from those, it is better to be safe than sorry.
Thankfully, Lola moves back slightly—not as much as before, but at least enough that he’s not feeling an incredibly strong urge to back away for safety reasons.
“And I brought you some things you’ll like!” she says. Lifting up the bag, she reaches in and takes out—
Hold on. Isn’t that the ‘stim toy’ that Jay had gifted him that had gone missing and none of them were able to find? Why does she have it? How did she acquire it to begin with?! What—
“At first I was just getting them for me, but then I realized that you’d probably like having them yourself while you’re here!”
Okay.
As previously stated, Zane would very much like to go home now.
This woman has apparently been stealing his belongings—which explains why so many of them had been going missing for so long now—and has also kidnapped him, removed his power source, and—
He doesn’t even want to think about all of the various things that she has done. This situation is one he very much does not care to be in, and to be completely honest, is, at some level, fairly unnerving. Even more so than when he had been held hostage by Master Chen at his tournament.
What is he even supposed to do here? What can he even say? What can he do? He is very much regretting having fallen for the trap she had set to get him here. How could he have not realized what was going to happen? How could he have let himself get into this situation? He would like out, he would like all of this to be over, he would like to be back in the monastery and to never see this strange, unnerving woman again, thank you very much.
To be completely honest, what kind of person falls in love with someone they’ve never met? And then steals their belongings? And then kidnaps them in an attempt to convince them that they belong together?
…perhaps his previous thought of her not truly being insane was judging things a tad too early.
It was wild to see you on my dash. I was in the middle of rereading your fics because I love them and I needed something to calm me down for studying and finals, so you were on my mind. I had half a mind to send in an ask hoping that you were doing okay, since you've been gone for almost a year, but y'know, that would've been weird. I hope things are going decently over there since it sounded pretty serious
Yeah it’s been kinda a Thing™️ lol. I’m on a bunch of new meds and getting ECT either once or twice a week. I might be able to get myself online more now? Maybe? But honestly I’m not sure; my memory is pretty horrible at the moment and I’m barely handling living normal life lol
I appreciate the concern though; thank you. And I’m glad you’ve been enjoying my fics :D
"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?
Wrote a fic for Loving Cryptor Day :D @loving-cryptor-day
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
(Ao3 recommends making it so people have to be logged in to see your works to prevent AI scraping so that’s why I have all my fics set up like this, including this one)
(Also technically I wrote like a quarter of this some months ago but I finished it now for the event so. I think it technically counts?)
(Also also I have art that I also did a while ago when I was working out my design for him ((which I might still change some lol)) but just never posted and since I never posted it. It counts I think right-)
Anyway so there is no way Cryptor got out of season 3 without technology/dark magic trauma from the Overlord so. I did some art because I love angst <3
Hey so pretty messed up that we see a nindroid get possessed by the Overlord on screen and all that happens is that Zane unplugs him did we all just decide that being possessed is only traumatizing when it happens to Lloyd or
Ace "Mayhem" Hills (@impulsivefanwriter) vs. Gus Mothman (@the-moon-pal)
367. Ace "Mayhem" Hills (@impulsivefanwriter)
He/him
God wants him dead and everyone gets to find out why.
He’s a chaotic ball of dramatic theatre kid and petty villainy, self-proclaimed “supervillain” of his school, and determined to bring some entertainment into the lives of depressed, overworked university students. He’s also head over heels for his roommate & best friend Kyle and hopes to impress him with his secret identity, “Mayhem” (as intentionally cliché as the name is). Can name every cartoon villain ever and has every monologue and witty comeback memorized. Longs for a superhero nemesis to duke it out with because he has the power to create short-range portals. A prankster and a prick (though never intentionally mean to those that don’t deserve it), he's got zero impulsive control and makes it everyone's problem. Can, will, and has flooded the office of people he doesn't like and put bubble bath in the school fountain.
Also in a homoromantic love square with Kyle and the self-proclaimed vigilante "Nemesis" (who are one and the same), and many shenanigans follow
"Dashing, roguish supervillain", in his own words
368. Gus Mothman (@the-moon-pal)
he/him
Gus is no other than the mothman! an Adrenaline Junkie with a love for the outsides and things that make his heart race! Who doesn't like a man who's head is in the clouds and sometimes- free falling towards the ground? So please! Consider him for your vote <3
Gus is a brown colored moth ( inspired on the promethea silkmoth (male) ) with dark brown hair and 6 red eyes, he wears a sort of aviator outfit with goggles and all and a pair of boots. His wings are dark blue with cream accents on the ends
Please please PLEASE vote Ace he’s my blorbo and a chaotic bundle of cliché villainy and homoromantic flirty-ness and he’s in a love square with his best friend who’s also a vigilante and the two are dumbasses your honour
