explaining my absence + life update !
hey guys! it’s e and i wanted to say that i missed you. i’d like to come on here and explain my absence and lack of interactions with my mutuals and with you. as some of you may know, i’m in law school. i’m exactly halfway from graduating and i’m really excited and proud of myself. it’s been a lot of hardwork, sleepless nights, anxiety, and emotions that i can’t find time or room to write or enjoy media. truth be told, i have so many ideas and so many drafts but i can’t seem to find the proper time to write. as of the moment, my life revolves around being a student and making sure that i achieve my dreams and become a lawyer. writing fanfics have been an outlet and a way to express myself but as of the moment, i don’t have the capacity to do so. i’m not abandoning you guys! i swear, i’m not. i would really like to have a break and find the right time to get back to writing.
how are you? i’m doing well. there’s some happy days and down days but i think it’s all fine. i’m currently loving solo levelling and finished the manhwa for it. as of writing, i’m trying to study for my exams. i’ve been healthier too, except recently as i prepare for exams. i really wanna go back to being healthy though. i’ve been eating so many processed foods and consuming caffeine (matcha and coffe) that i’m starting to worry. i find walking on the treadmill with a good playlist a really good way to clear my mind and be present. in the course of my absence, i’ve been through so much. my grandma died, i entered a new semester in school, i went on a trip to bali, had a new puppy, moved into a new city, met new friends, and learned more about myself…it’s all happening so fast! wow.
i missed you guys and i hope this little update is sufficient to tell you more about what’s going on.
rooting for you and hoping you’re well,
E.
