just a normal fan (lying)

She/Her | Aroace | list of things I'm never getting over: 1) Havoc duo, 2) Lifesteal SMP seasons 2 and 4, 3) The Poggies | don't look for a coherent thought in this blog, I don't have those

[fantasiag]

Bigger Tragedy

doomed ship

doomed siblings

Remaining time: 6 days 23 hours

[btxtyuri]

izuku watching the vestiges' memories of fighting all for one

[semifontos]

Ohhh the s2 video that Spoke made about breaking rules...... I forgot that existed for a sec and I genuinely thought they made that shit up. But nay nay that happened

[hiveswap]

Doomsday sounds astronomically fucking bad btw

[hiveswap]

Oh how i wish it was january 6th of [reconsiders this sentence] no i dont actually

[kiskeronation]

i don't go here but january 6th is my birthday did something else happen on that day?

[awihog]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/January_6_United_States_Capitol_attack

[hiveswap]

https://dreamteam.fandom.com/wiki/Doomsday_War

[densityv]

you cannot ask ls!spoke if he regrets the wormhole because on the one hand he has exploited so much trust and so many friendships that they will never be the same again and he is the perpetual pariah. so maybe his friends can ask him and he can say of course i regret it i’m so sorry i did this to you. but he knows they would know he was lying. he doesn’t think he can ever regret the wormhole. what a glorious exploit, achieved only by the degree of deception he invested in. and it was so beautiful in the end. does he regret it? maybe. at some points probably. was it still worth it? absolutely.

[jesterbots]

“Larper” being used like “poser” is so annoying bc actual LARPers are cool as hell. Get me some armour and a fake sword too

[semifontos]

"Do you think Spoke would come back" "I want Spoke back" Spokeishere. lock in. your friends miss you

Mapicc: We can bring back Poopies Zam: hey, you don't want to take care of her thats okay, but I'm gonna take good care of my pet warden Mapicc: can we have Poopies back? Poopies is what we need he was the real prize Zam: okay we'll bring them both back, how about? Mapicc: do you think Spoke would come back? Zam: Wait is— Poopies is the warden right Mapicc: Poopies is the endermite Zam: no poopies was the endermite Peepees was the warden, [yeah yeah yeah] that was one that interrupted our climactic battle. Mapicc: Yeah that was fun, it was fun it was really fun it was super fun. I lowkey told Spoke to bring it over Zam: I was fun yeah. Bro, I only got mad about that because i wanted to gain something out of— be mad and finally be in the right for being mad. That was the only reason I complained, it thought it was chill. I didnt even hate it, maybe i was mad at the moment I don't even know in the moment, I don't even know Mapicc: Spoke really wanted to use Peepees like okay I'm fighting Zam, bring it over Zam: it was actually hilarious Mapicc: I want Pizza Zam: I want Spoke back Mapicc: he's not dead, you can still talk to him Zam: yeah I guess. He's kinda dead though, think about it Mapicc: I've talked to him like, how long have I been live, like an hour and a half ago Zam: Huh, okay well, then that's not so bad. I suppose that works

[semifontos]

Spoke himself IS everything old lifesteal used to be..........

It does make sense to me. This season they've been so heavy on the old season talks. They're trying so hard to compare s8 to previous seasons. I think they've went through the entire list, everyday and every second they try to grasp onto comparisons that... I'm not sure if I can say make much sense most of the times, but it's also not really something I Can decide. It's some kind of internal feeling for them, comparing how they felt then and how they feel now.

And everytime an old season comes up, comes up Spoke with it. He was so tangled with the server, his problem causing habits were incredible for the server. And sure, while a lot of it was to satate his own want for fun, so much of it has always been calculated, and well thought-out, it's something I had always admired about him. Especially with the finales, how well he set up the days leading up to them, this includes s3, s4, s6.

They decided against inviting Leo to the team, and he was only an ally for the end fight, but if Leo was a permanate member, which I honestly don't even doubt that he would naturally orbit around the gummyworms moving forward, that'd be 7 whole people stuck having to deal with a change that's so sudden and new. Which would lead to even more old season mentions, which would lead to so many Spoke mentions. All 7 of them are people who had at least one major arc with Spoke in the spotlight, he was an integral part of things that drove the action. Besides, Leo and Mapicc were the last people who saw Spoke online on Lifesteal.........

It is so difficult to image a Lifesteal without Spoke, and I feel that's the case for them too. Even though there are so many new members, and I have no doubt that they're capable of doing interesting things. They aren't Spoke, the guy who was literally self-proclaimed lifesteal.

This might be really mean, I don't know, but I've been rolling this thought around in my head for a while. Spoke described his plans to Minute in season 6 as "giving the server an ego death", season 3 Spoke said "when I die, the server dies with me". And I think about it sometimes. And. I guess he achieved those both

[fantasiag]

Spoke was Lifesteal

[incorrect-multiverse]

Yelena: All I did was try to kill Barton, is that really such a crime?

Kate:

Kate: Yes?!

[vanivanvanilla]

lifestealtober2023 day 17 - wings

mvp...... miss those guys . the good ole days of lifesteal assassins

closeups + ref used

[threatenedwithaspoon]

they call me up and go 'hey can you be normal about characters called hawkeye for once in your life' and i have to report back 'nah man, no can do, i got that dawg in me and that dog is lucky'

[sams-opening-monolouge]

we as a society moved on too quickly from clint barton in the vents. to rectify this error i propose we put more characters in vents. rocky the eridian is the imposter, statement.

[tourfilm]

living under a rock is so fun i love watching a movie that’s been famous for decades and being like wow this is so good.. did you guys know about this

[patryckcake]

i miss my protags bruh

[semifontos]

[semifontos]

It cracks me up that Zam and Mapicc are talking like Spoke is their tragically dead wife even though they can message him easily, and he was literally the devil incarnate when he was "alive". Are the dead wife flashbacks them fondly remembering him hunting and killing them with his mace hacked client?

[dead-nobody]

12 hrs of work done.