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hey guys!!!

i’m new here pls be nice to me

anyways

idk what to say

i’ll post about mainly about malevolent :3

i’ll use the tag #father guilt’s confessions for my yaps and #father guilt’s stained glass for my art :3

check out my best friend of all time @arthur-lesters-achilles-tendons (or @fryingthepanwithapplesauce)

#malevolent #pinned post #limb posting #(i get to use that now!! i feel so cool :])#limb (and others) posting #i am an and others :3

using you as a lab rat again D, you don't do submissions on your main blog soooo

#submission #hiiiiiiiiiiiii #I dont know what this means but hiiiiii

dolly-is-cool

“…imagining what his…mother would think.”

hey so that was insane

#father oscar’s stained glass

larsons-pet

what if yellow became human when he was dragged from arthur. what if the separation was imperfect, and rather than being attached to a new host, he was given a new and terrible form all for himself. it isn't the right one. it's a weak, scared, fragile thing with gold hair and bronze skin and the most beautiful features of a statue, but it's all so wrong

where are his wings? his horns? his mask and crown? where are his tendrils, why are they toes? where have his feathers gone, why are they thin peachfuzz? his talons are reduced to flat thin nails and he feels so small compared to what he was meant to be. arthur's mistreatment reflects in a malnourished body, the ribs are visible, and he's terrified, he's so terrified

but larson is there, and after that initial shock of how it went - it wasn't supposed to be like this - he's exactly what yellow needed. he's gentle, he's careful in escorting him to a bed, he offers ladles of water and wine and covers him softly in sacred oils, he brushes his fluffy hair through and holds carefully to avoid pulling, he provides him with clothing. the finest of ritual silks, draped gently over him and pinned with golden chains around his body, accentuating his divine form rather than concealing it, dripping in shimmering and soft fabric that feels so nice to brush across his skin

but it's so cold out.

there is no leaving the manor. he doesn't know where he'd find warmer clothes, and to wander in these would spell certain death by hypothermia. it's a natural cage, the frigid rain, sleet, and snow. he can't escape, but why would he want to? he would starve even if he could make it out there, and even if he found the tavern, what danger would he be in there? after all, so strikingly beautiful and so desperate, wouldn't they drug his drink?

it's all the more reason to stay there with larson, to be safe and worshipped, offered fresh fruit and roast meat, wine brought to his bedside (perhaps with a bit of laudanum in it, but of couese its different if larson slips him something), to just be a god within these walls

it's so much easier to give up, and give in, isn't it?

#chewing on this #this is poetry to me op i hope you know that #SHAJAHHSHS THIS SJSBJSS

autismfox

Oh Malevolent friends I have had a depressing thought.

This happens just before Arthur opens John's book and gets stuck with him.

And this happens just after

He never played that piano after moving it to their office. There's a very real chance he hadn't played it since Faroe died. He didn't remember any of his past when John showed up. He didn't know he had any reason not to play the piano again.

#oooooooooh #sick to my stomach #this #i #op the post button is optional #malevolent 52

oldmariepages

omg malevolent reference !??!1!?

cat-the-comet

rat catcher new glup shitto bet they'll never show up again

#that’s it that’s the post #:(#this made me audiblly go ‘oh.’#audibly #whatever #malevolent #malevolent 52 #limb (and others) posting #limb posting #malevolent podcast #father guilt’s confessions #malevolent spoilers

matcha-fawn

is there anything so undoing as a daughter?

#oh god #this is beautiful #i always love poems like this OUGH THIS IS SO GOOD #‘you cannot hear me / and you won’t / in time to turn the faucet’#SFINURFDSNIUINUSFD #ASCIUDSANIUUISNDAUNISAD???#this is so good op #so good #malevolent

SIR YES SIR

#only thing i could think of #also i love the manager #he’s like kayne except he (probably) hasn’t killed anyone :D #malevolent #limb (and others) posting #limb posting #father guilt’s confessions #malevolent podcast #malevolent spoilers

i am. i’m. i’m oh. oh my god. oh my god.

#i am SICK #malevolent #limb (and others) posting #limb posting #father guilt’s confessions #malevolent podcast #malevolent spoilers #vauge spoilers #malevolent 52 #I HAVE TO DO STUFF LATER #HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS FOR THE NEXT TWO HOURS #AUGH

the new malevolent ep just dropped??? and i can’t listen to it bc i have to go to bed??? i have the hardest life of all time.

#malevolent #limb (and others) posting #father guilt’s confessions #limb posting #malevolent podcast

cypresswood3

It's the last episode of Malevolent. Kayne agrees to bring Faroe back. "But first," he says, "let's go over what happened once again."

And there they are, young Arthur Lester and Faroe. Young Arthur, crushed after his wife's death, restrained by a life he didn't want, without a soul in the world to help him, yearning for nothing more than to revert time.

Holding the little girl's head under the water until she stops moving.

"Impressive how you can wholeheartedly believe a lie you made up yourself, hm?" Kayne asks, patting him on the shoulder. "Dissociative amnesia they call it, I believe? Or not? Uh, no matter. Do you remember now?"

#oh my god #oh #jesus christ oh my god #i’m #oh my god.

cathlioc

lossserrrr I can't believe IT TOOK ME POINTING IT OUT TO NOTICE

GET SHAMED

BE NICE TO ME I CAN’T SPELL