𝓊ntil the leeches sucked the moon dry and its golden soul dripped down upon the empty fields [ … ] the night stood there, vulnerably naked and starless.
𝓹layed by . . . sam winchester, narrator, hannibal (2007), willoughby tucker, applejack, jedediah, ennis delmar, bambi, albrecht stein
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝕥he last guests had left the dinner party. a leather jacket was draped over the white garden bench. a crystal glass of coke stood on it, abandoned, sticky dates on a silver plate next to it. the night air was filled with the song of crickets. the crimson lilies of the garden were slowly opening, awakening like vampires in the moonlight. golden tobacco curled through the air and inside the palace half—full glasses caught the light of the chandelier.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ atlas was born into an old dhampir family that served the royal court for centuries. while others learned complex spells, he perfected the art of using his magic for protecting the rulers. a cold—blooded, perfect soldier and scout with a strong sense of loyalty and duty, always putting the safety of his subjects above his own.
،،̲ DIARIES OF 𝐴 HELEN WITTELSBACH ( a moodboard to a supernatural dr )
I’ve yet not focused on the gravity falls aspect of my dr🙂↕️ I work behind the counter occasionally, when I am not with the club or teaching, and do actual (since’s stan&ford’s mom used to do fake readings yk) tarot readings. Im lowkey serving the grandma from halloweentown, though. Hell yeah my halloweentown dr🚬
i need my love story in my desired realities to be problematically kinky , rotten to the core , and so disgustingly beautiful you wish you could die to experience just a sliver of what it feels like . if you get it , you get it , and if you don’t , you don’t .
Currently watching: Mmm not gotten around to it yet but want to watch The Vampire Lestat
Current obsession: VTMB2 and my own work lmao
Currently reading: A Tempest of Tea by Hafsah Faizal (I fucked up my libby loan and started over on ebook, at 40% or so atm. I read it on the train ride to work. It's fun).
Currently working on: Sabbatical, Weaver Rouge & the one shot fic for the fledgling from VTMB1 in the Sabbatical-verse lol (Only one is getting any action lets be fr - I stg I will have the others done sometime)
There's also an X-men fic in my A03 that needs an update sometime soon as well lol.
Also also my vampire battle jacket. There's an alt picnic market thing in a fortnight and I want to wear my lovely work 😍
Last google search: 'Which instrument is playing first in Dracula 1992 - The Beginning' Like I know it's the cello but I need confirmation for fic purposes lol. I got no results and had to guess :/
currently watching: the good place!! my bff recommended it to me :3
current obsession: no idea. brooklyn 99 or laufey maybe?? ALSO THE CURE
currently reading: so... many... books... origins of aphrodite (stephanie lynn budin), 1984 (george orwell), the iliad, heroes of olympus book 1 (rick riordan) and probably like 1 or 2 others im forgetting (the TBR list is growing...)
currently working on: idk probably schoolwork LOL since i juussstttt finished two big projects (sewing a skirt, crocheting a cardigan)
last search: "laufey merch" i wanted to gauge prices for concert merch LOL
OKAYY no pressure tags (sorry if you don't wanna be tagged js ignore this then!!!): @potnia-theron @bodhi-devotee @kairosandkaos @retributionandredress @yourlocalhelpolwitch @aphroditesversion @hearts4aphrodite @blessednereids @allssswelll
Thank you for the tag!!! 🩵 This is my main blog! my secondary blog is @kairosandkaos (aka my helpol/pagan/witch/medium blog) so this is a double answer ig 😅
Last Song: Lighthouse - Noah Kahan
Currently Watching: Daredevil S2 (before Spider-Man comes out 😭), The Boys S5, Supernatural S2
Currently Reading:
Physically : Five Survive by Holly Jackson (the only one that survived the packing for the move)
Digitally : The Mark of Athena by Rick Riordan (Heroes of Olympus 3), Iron Flame by Rebecca Yarros
Currently Working on: mainly moving (aka the torture of packing up but the blessing of leaving a city), scripts, writing my own books and movie scripts, trying to recover from spiritual burnout
Last Google Search: Widow's Bay (the cast is at Comic Con so I was curious what they were up to 😅)
current obsession : reality shifting . i’m back on my grind , man .
currently reading : you weren’t meant to be human by aj white
currently working on : answering my tarot asks , finishing up gifts for @zipper-is-ranting , writing my scripts ( + ten million other things i’m going to start lol )
last search : the difference between hiv and aids ( shut up , no one comment about this 😭 )
IN SUMMARY... this post will be explaining in detail of the harassment i have personally faced concerning this blog, and bringing awareness to the bigotry platformed to said blog. lies have been spread concerning my name, and i will not tolerate it.
for context, hi, my name is noah. i am otherwise known as @hoanblr, @haonblr, or @noahblr. i am a queer cisgender man of color, this is important information for what comes next. this post will likely be deleted in 2-3 business days, depending on wether or not the @shiftblrteas account is deactivated.
i believe the lies started on a post concerning race changing in reality shifting, regarding the morality of race changing. i am not able to hyperlink the post, as the creator blocked me.
this creator spread lies about me, telling others that i had harassed them on multiple accounts after they had blocked me.
firstly, as said above those are my alternate accounts, and it is explicity said that those are my alternate accounts (they are hyperlinked on my blog introduction, i recently reconstructed my introduction but i am positive my alternate accounts were linked).
secondly, all my accounts are under the same email, meaning when you block one account, all accounts are blocked. i did not create two other accounts under two different emails to debate a person on tumblr.
what i did do, was respond on seperate accounts (reblogging on my reblog account and replying on my main account).
this person accused me of harassing them, which i did not do. i did, reply to other comments under their post. at most, i responded "block me if you do not want me to reply or restrict your comments" after the creator had complained about the notifications of me replying to others comments. fun fact, did you know you can turn off notifications on tumblr? something to keep in mind.
( one person i distinctly remember arguing with is @proshiftingmisery, in which because they said them shifting as asian was not wrong because they had scripted out racism. all the comments are on my blog. )
anyhow, they then sent their friend @spencerismyfav, to harass me. in which, said friend called me slurs (those in which she could reclaim, so this is not an issue, but i digress), and would comment under my posts with replies like "weird ass [b slur]". i am completely fine with people commenting under seperate posts of mine, but only replying to insult me under a completely unrelated post, a post in which had no opinions, it was a moodboard, is incredibly pathetic.
i had also replied to a claim made by this person, in which they blocked me after trying to make a remark about me in which i had shut down very quickly.
this led to a negative perception of me among pro race changing shifters, which i assume are the group of people actively slandering my name.
the new "shiftblrtea" account would start to surface after this occurence, in which on their account, i would criticize them for supporting things like incest, cheating on your partner(s), race changing, and the sort.
over the week since then, i have been tagged multiple times as multiple anonymous confessions degrading my personal identity are platformed by the blog, and the blogger themself contributing to the harassment.
in the first point directed at me, i was falsefully accused of being misogynistic, the anonymous individual claiming that i had told a friend of mine that "i enjoy arguing with women for the sake of arguing with them".
they fabricated this complete lie to push a false rhetoric about me. i have only been on tumblr since the beginning of july, and the only interactions i have had with other shifters/individuals on tumblr are questions about their posts, morality, and the sort.
they claimed "one of his 'moots' told me of this...", which was also a complete lie. if they had truly been one of my close friends, they would have known i have never and would never refer to my friends as "moots" as i simply dislike the terminology. my actual close friends who i had informed of the situation, came to tumblr and "set the record straight".
in these confessions, i was called an "annoying fruit ass twink", a "f......", and accused of "lying about my gender".
in other confessions, i was called insufferable, i was called names, and the sort but i could not care more, an individuals opinion on my personality is unimportant.
but, these confessions were extremely homophobic and transphobic, i have had multiple people reach out to me and inform me of these directed bigotry (thank you all, i do appreciate it, but i refuse to let this person have a platform, as long as they exist, i will criticize them.)
i have not only been misgendered, but i have been called a homophobic slur used to degrade queer people. the blogger claims that "they informed me they were queer" yet i have yet to see proof of this confession.
an individual confessed claiming that i was not a man, but a woman "pretending to be a man". which, is the most transphobic adjacent claim i have seen in a very long time.
someone else has now claimed that i am white, which is incredibly ignorant speaking that i have repeatedly vocalized my identity as a person of color.
the blogger who owns the account (@shiftblrteas) has tried to diagnose me with morality-specific OCD, with stereotypes and assumptions about those who are diagnosed with OCD.
since today, i have had my name dragged through the dirt by a band of cowards who cannot even build up the courage to tag me.
this post will be updated as more occurs, but this is just one experience regarding the bigotry that is spewing from this account. i do not want to bring this person more platform, but it has gotten to a point where i believe we must mass report this person, and completely deplatform them.