Ramblings...
Why tell me you like to read? When in reality you "only like to read about certain things" And- "it's too much work to read your e-mail." I settled on writing out bullet points instead of complete sentences. He asked me to read it to him instead. So when I offered to lend you books to read this was all a lie? Who were you pretending to be? In a sense, words do mean a lot to me. I try my best to tell you my intentions/what I think. On the other hand, it doesn't matter what you tell me. Of course actions speak louder than words. Maybe it's because so many ex flings and lovers have disappointed me. How can you say one thing and then act in a complete opposite manner? I've also realized that my words can sting- sometimes I'm too blunt and the other person doesn't expect it. They feel challenged. They see an asian girl and thought I was submissive. (WOW LISTEN TO ME NO WONDER THINGS HAVEN'T BEEN WORKING OUT.)