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This is Beanie Spock, reblog to ward off seasonal depression and ensure a cozy and safe fall/winter! ✨
📃 the basic rules of friendship 📃
Azriel x Reader
summary: the basic rules of friendship. and how to break them.
notes: oh boy. writing this one was pure and utter chaos. it gave me a headache. it did not want to work out. I changed the whole damn plot like five times, because I just wasn't happy with my ideas; they didn't work, they didn't feel right, but I had this specific part that I really wanted to write around, so I couldn't just give it up and call it a day either. then once I finally had it figured out, it still took ages to finish the whole thing, because my brain just wasn't braining - to sum it up, this lil piece of writing basically fried me. but, the last few days, it got easier, I wasn't just staring at the words anymore and what I wrote finally didn't feel blah - and I made it!
so here are the basic rules of friendship. they are long af, and even though they strongly advise against it, there's smut. steamy steamy smut.
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the basic rules of friendship
no. 1: friends are there for each other (friends also never get jealous).
Staring up at the male in front of me, I hoped my facial expression didn't convey my current thoughts.
Someone help me.
" - so of course we went in, and even though it was a bit of a struggle, we managed to get them all." The male sent me a grin, and I felt my lips curve, though it probably looked slightly pained.
Mor had decided it was that time of year again where she tried herself at being a matchmaker. She had picked me as target of the night, using the festivities as a clever cover to drag me from one male she thought might fit the requirements to the next.
The one I was talking to now was by far the most pleasant one this evening, which was probably why I hadn't bolted yet. He had even managed to make me laugh a few times, while the few males before that had been closer to making me cry in despair. He was fairly pretty too, with a cheeky smile, dimples and warm eyes. And I really should have been interested, because he seemed sweet, and funny, and actually charming.
But it just didn't click.
There was something about him - no, actually, it was something that wasn't there. His humor wasn't dry enough. He was a bit too reserved. He didn't quite get my teasing.
There was just something missing.
The way he smiled didn't do anything for me; no little skip in my chest, no hitch in my breath. His voice didn't send tingles down my spine, the dimple in his cheek was not quite right, he was a bit too hulky -
Something churned a little in my chest, and I almost winced.
Gods, what was wrong with me?
The air behind me shifted, and for a second, I wondered if maybe I had left my mental shields down and either Rhys or Feyre had caught onto my thoughts and had decided to step in before I went down a rabbithole of possibilties of what could be wrong with me.
But then the male in front of me straightened a little, suddenly looking alert, a familiar scent washed over me, cool and frosty, like pine woods in winter, and something skipped softly against my ribs.
Quickly looking over my shoulder, my eyes moved up, and up, and my shoulders sank a little when they found the face of the male suddenly towering over me.
Azriel's eyes were piercing, unwavering and unreadable as usual, and they were fixed onto the male in front of me. Shadows were swirling around him, creeping over his wings and shoulders, some gently brushing over my back like a happy greeting.
The shadowsinger's face itself looked like carved from marble, jaw sharp and set, the muscles in his cheeks shifting with what looked strangely like tension.
"Hey." I hoped the relief didn't vibrate too strongly through my voice, quickly turning back towards the male in front of me with an apologetic smile.
I had to give it to him, he had balls: Even though the Spymaster of the Night Court was staring right at him, unsettlingly quiet and brooding, the male hadn't immediately shrunk into himself.
Though he did look very uncomfortable.
"I'm going to -" He pointed over his shoulder, sending me a soft grin, and I smiled back, again hoping the relief wasn't too visible in how bright it was.
One corner of the male's lips curved. Then he turned around, and I felt my shoulders sag.
"Thanks." I breathed out, turning around to send Azriel a relieved, crooked smile.
The shadowsinger's eyes followed after the male for another second before they turned down towards me, and his gaze lost some of that unreadable coolness, softening. His eyes moved over my face, and he seemed to catch onto something, because his gaze narrowed in, and a slight crease formed between his brows.
And because it was Azriel, he didn't even have to ask.
The words just tumbled out before i could stop them.
"Is there something wrong with me?"
Azriel's lips parted a little. Then his eyes sharpened, his shoulders shifting as his gaze moved up over my head, zeroing in on somebody behind me, and something skipped high in my chest at the way his gaze froze over, becoming steely and quietly raging like a rising tide -
Hastily, I widened my eyes.
"No, no; he didn't -", I huffed and breathed out, turning my eyes towards the twinkling night sky in a half-laugh. "It's not because of him, it's - me."
The dangerous promise in Azriel's eyes vanished with a blink, but the light crease between his brows deepend as his gaze returned to my face. The warm lights dotted all over the House of Winds' terraces threw shadows under his jaw and made his amber eyes glow softly, his dark hair tousled and skin rosy from the cool wind.
"It's just -" I exhaled again, furrowing my brows softly at myself.
"There's this male, who's actually not a jerk, and who seems good and funny and interested, and - nothing. Absolutely nothing. I just kept finding things that were wrong, even though I don't even know what would have been right, and -", I shook my head and looked up at Azriel, frowning gently as something churned a little in my chest.
"Is there? Something wrong with me?"
Azriel stared at me before huffing, and something tipped over in my chest when a soft snorted laugh broke from his throat.
I frowned, feeling something tighten a little under my ribs. "What?"
Azriel's lips were still twitching upwards like I had just made some sort of joke only he understood as he turned his face away, shaking his head a little. Then he looked back down at me. His amber eyes flickered over mine for a moment, and there was something in the way he stared at me that soothed the soft twinge under my ribs.
Azriel blinked, then he said steadily, his low, deep voice gently tickling my spine: "There's nothing wrong with you." His gaze moved over my face, and something I couldn't place shifted in his eyes, tinging his voice when he added: "He just wasn't what you're looking for."
"I don't even know what I'm looking for,", I grumbled under my breath, but there was a soft skip in my chest, that bit of tightness gone when I looked up at Azriel. "How am I supposed to find something when I don't know what it looks like?"
Az blinked again, eyes resting on mine. "You'll know."
I felt my brows furrow gently at the sound of his voice, a little quiet and distant but so, so sure.
Feeling my lips twitch, I raised an eyebrow. "That's sappy."
Azriel huffed, but his lips twitched even as he glared down at me, almost like he couldn't hold back the way they curved at the corners. Then he lightly raised a brow. "Mor looks like she's got the next target."
I cursed softly and quickly slid my hand into the crook of his arm, bumping my shoulder into his biceps.
"Come on, let's go, I need a drink."
no. 2: friends talk about their feelings.
“What the fuck was that?”
The door slammed behind me, and I raised my head just in time to see Azriel turn around, his eyes burning into mine so fiercely, I almost held my breath.
Running a hand down my face, I shook my head, my voice tired when I mumbled: “Can we not –“
“I told you to get out, and you didn't listen, you disobeyed orders –“
“Orders?” I stared at him, feeling something begin to bubble in my chest. “You told me to run and fucking leave you!”
“And you didn't!” Azriel's voice sounded like thunder, not simmering anger, but loud and deep. Shadows gathered around his feet, and his wings flared when he stalked towards me, blood dripping from the wound in his side, but he didn't even seem to notice. “You came back when I told you to leave; you could've fucking died!”
“You would have died!” My voice was incredulous as I stared up at him with wide eyes, and Azriel's jaw tightened as he took one last step forward, his chest almost pressing into mine as he glared down at me.
“Then I would have died.” His voice was quiet again and cold, so cold, but his eyes were whirling with emotions I couldn't decipher as they burned into mine. “But you would have been safe.”
Staring up at him, my eyes blown wide, I felt my breathing pick up as I tried to fight against the way my chest grew tighter with every second. Then I exploded.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?!”
Azriel blinked like I had slapped him across the face, but it felt like some kind of dam had broken, because the words just started falling, becoming louder with every second.
“I don't give a shit about being safe if it means you try and sacrifice yourself! You asshole! What the fuck is wrong with you?! I couldn't just leave you because I will never leave you to sacrifice yourself like your fucking life means nothing, because it does, it means everything!” My voice broke as my voice rose into a scream, and I felt tears well in my eyes as the ache under my ribs grew and I hit my fist against his chest.
“You're hurt, you would have died!! What the hell is wrong with you that you think I could just leave you for death, you moron, what would I be living for if you died, especially because of me; it wouldn't mean a thing! You fucking asshole!” My vision blurred as tears streamed over my cheeks. Azriel stared at me like he had never seen me before, frozen in place as I heaved with quiet sobs, my whole body trembling as I tried to fight for air.
“Don't you get it? You're –“ My voice broke.
Everything.
Azriel's eyes pierced mine, emotion whirling in them, jumbled, indiscernable. Then he blinked.
“Come here,”, he mumbled, his voice hoarse, and I breathed in shudderingly, tears streaming over my face when his hand closed around my elbow and he pulled me forward, not caring a bit that he was still dripping blood onto the carpet as he dragged me into his chest.
“I'm sorry.” I could feel his low voice vibrating through my body, quiet and rough when he wrapped his arms around my shoulders and buried his nose in my hair, and I hiccuped, feeling tears stream over my face as I slid my own arms around his middle and clung to him.
“Never ask that of me -” My voice broke, and Azriel tightened his grip, the tension not leaving his frame as he slipped his hand up my back to tangle his fingers in my hair, his thumb slowly brushing over my skin when he raised his head a little to press his lips against my temple.
“I'm sorry,”, he mumbled against my skin, soft but hoarse, and I buried my face in the crook of his neck, my body trembling with silent, heaving sobs as I held onto the male who held me.
no. 3: friends might engage in the occasional amicable teasing.
That was it.
Stopping in the middle of the street only a few feet away from the entrance to Rita's, I barely kept myself from wincing as I leaned forward, trying to balance on one foot as I started unlacing the straps of my heels. They were murderously high, and, together with the cobblestone streets and the drinks I had, that meant mortal danger for my ankles and my dignity.
Plus, they were beginning to hurt like shi-
I almost lost my balance, feeling myself tip to the side and my eyes widening. But then a hand slipped under my arm and steadied me, and my breath hitched a little when my gaze darted up.
Azriel raised a brow at me.
“Oh, shut up,”, I grumbled quickly under my breath, trying to ignore the soft skip in my chest at the way his amber eyes were twinkling almost indiscernably as I slipped out of the first heel.
Groaning happily in relief as I rolled my ankle, I carefully placed my foot on the cold ground, trying not to wince at the ache jolting through it when I shifted my weight onto it.
Azriel kept his hand under my arm, his scarred skin warm in the cool night air, even as I balanced a lot easier, undoing the laces of the second heel.
Slipping out of it, I straightened, breathing out and trying not to squirm at the soreness of my feet when I shifted on the cold cobblestone. Then I raised my head, and my heart skipped softly.
Az was still staring down at me, brows drawn together a little as he narrowed his eyes at me.
I frowned back at him suspiciously. “What?”
Azriel huffed, but his lips twitched upwards as he shook his head and stepped forward, and I felt my eyes widen when he leaned down.
“No, wait –“
The shadowsinger slipped his arms under my thighs and lower back, and a soft squeal broke from my lips when he straightened back up, easily sweeping me off my feet.
My hands gripped his back, and my heart jumped into my throat when Azriel hoisted me up a little to adjust his grip, the motion causing me to slide up and down in his arms. I hastily clung to him and stared at him desperately.
“Are you serious?”
Azriel's eyes were twinkling a little when he threw me a look. “You looked like you were going to hobble the way home.”
I huffed, scowling at him, but it probably looked more like a pout, because the shadow of a crease formed in Azriel's cheek. Then he raised a brow at me.
“All set?”
Grumbling softly under my breath, I leaned forward a little to gather my shoes in one hand. Azriel changed his grip to hold me steady, his breath brushing over my temple, causing something to flutter gently against my throat, and I tried to ignore the sudden dip in my chest.
Wrapping my arms tightly around his neck, I pressed my forehead against his collarbone and squeezed my eyes shut.
“Alright, ready.”
There was a soft, amused huff that made Azriel's body vibrate. Then he started moving, setting down the street, every long, steady step sending a soft jolt through my body.
I blinked before cracking open an eye and furrowing my brows in confusion.
“We're walking?”
From my position, I saw only one side of Azriel's face as he looked ahead, but there was a curve to his lips that caused something to swerve sharply in my chest when he threw me a look.
“Unless you want to almost throw up again.”
I raised my head quickly to glower at him.
“That was one time."
"I wasn't actually aware anyone could turn that shade of green before you did." One corner of Azriel's lips tipped upwards.
I scowled at him. "Are you ever going to let me live that down?”
Azriel still looked ahead, but I saw the crease in his cheek deepening.
“Unlikely.”
I scowled, trying to bite back the stupidly wide smile that was suddenly threatening to break out over my face as I narrowed my eyes at him. “I don't like you.”
“I know. You want to hold on any tighter?”
I lightly bonked one of my shoes against the side of his head and earned myself a glare.
Breathing a soft giggle that bubbled in my chest, I exhaled, slowly melting into Azriel's hold as I loosely draped one arm over his collarbones and propped my chin onto his shoulder. Staring at his profile, I felt something flutter softly against my ribs, my heart skipping steadily as my eyes tracked over his straight nose, the sharp line of his jaw illuminated by the warm light of the lanterns and his soft looking lips.
The shadowsinger threw me a look, and I could see the amusement flashing through in his eyes.
“What?”
I shrugged.
“You're pretty.” I sent him a bright, cheeky smile.
Azriel blinked, and it almost looked like the top of his cheekbones started to darken a little, like the lightest shade of pink dusted his skin –
One corner of my lips slowly quirked as I softly narrowed my eyes.
“Are you blushing?” I started to grin widely. “Azriel, are you –“
The shadowsinger's grip shifted, and I squealed softly when I could feel myself being dropped for nothing more than a heartbeat.
Hastily clinging to his shoulders, I raised my head to glare at Azriel incredulously only to find him smirking, just the tiniest bit.
I huffed, something flutter harshly against my ribs as I scowled at the shadowsinger.
“I really don't like you."
no. 4: friends spend quality time together.
Diving, I avoided a swing of Azriel's wing, sliding over the mats and raising my head.
My heart skipped high, and I barely ducked out of the way, Azriel's wings almost translucent in the light of the sinking sun when he flared them to keep his balance, shadows whirling around him as he dodged a blow, a strand of dark hair falling into his forehead, muscles working under his sweaty, glowing skin -
Something caught against the back of my heel and ripped me off my feet.
My back hit the mats with a thud, and all the air was pressed out of my lungs, causing me to grunt softly. My heart skipped in its race against my ribs, and I relaxed into the mats with a huff, scowling when Azriel appeared above me, lips curving upwards as he squinted down at me, barely out of breath.
"Didn't we just talk about never letting your guard down?"
Huffing, I rolled my eyes, feeling a bead of sweat run over my temple and how my hair stuck to my skin when I just laid flat on the mats for a second before holding out my hand with a grumble.
The second Azriel's fingers closed firmly around my wrist, I pulled, my foot catching against his chest and using his own momentum to send him flying over my head.
The shadowsinger crashed onto his back with a heavy thud and a grunt, and I whirled around, using his hand to pull myself up and onto his torso, thighs clamping down next to his hips and my whole weight pressing down onto his chest as I pinned his wrists onto the mats right above his head and smiled widely.
But my remark along the lines of Right back at you, pretty boy got stuck in my throat.
Azriel's eyes were barely an inch away. I could count the golden spots in his amber iris, the dark lashes framing his eyes under dark brows between which a little crease sat that smoothed over slowly. I could feel his breath, warm and a little uneven as it brushed over my skin, could feel the steadiness of his piercing eyes as they stared into mine and how solid his bare chest was, pressed against mine.
My heart fluttered wildly; I hastily moved back a little, and suddenly, something in Azriel's eyes shifted, his body going still beneath mine.
I needed a second until I realised why; why suddenly, Azriel's gaze burning into mine looked different, why he had tensed and his lips were standing just a little agape. But then I shifted again, and Azriel grunted softly, his hips twitching.
Right under my ass.
My breath caught in my throat, my eyes widened a little, and I grew still, staring down at the male pinned onto the mats who had suddenly frozen beneath me as my heart thumped in my throat and something twinged tightly in my lower stomach.
"Sorry,", I whispered, my voice soft and a little breathy, and a spark flashed through Azriel's eyes.
The next second, I was pushed to the side, all the air escaping my lungs when I crashed onto my back again, and my heart simply gave out when my body was pressed into the mats, hips lodged between my thighs keeping me down and Azriel's face only an inch away, dark hair falling down onto his forehead as his eyes twinkled and one corner of his lips rose.
"Got you."
I blinked, something pounding and fluttering harshly against my ribs as my breath hitched and I stared up into Azriel's golden amber eyes, his lips curving and fingers loosely wrapped around my wrists, just lightly holding them to the ground next to my head as shadows whispered, slowly swirling over his flared wings. Then Azriel's lips twitched, and his hands slipped away, pressing into the mats as he pushed himself up and his weight disappeared.
I stared up at the soft blue sky high above, the first stars twinkling down at me while my heart was skipping, missing beats in my chest until Azriel offered me a hand, the twinkle still in his eyes causing me to huff.
no. 5: friends are comfortable with each other (but not overly).
Grumbling softly, I buried deeper in the cushions. There was a heavy weight resting on my waist, and something warm pressed into my back, a body, tall and solid, wrapped around me. A familiar scent surrounded me like a blanket, engulfing me and filling my lungs, and something started to flutter softly against my ribs when I tiredly cracked open an eye.
My sight was blurry with sleep as my gaze slowly tracked over the coffee table and the open doors leading into the garden, the sun already sinking and dipping everything in a golden light -
My heart jumped softly when the tall body curved around mine shifted, the arm closed around my waist tightening, and my gaze slowly focused on the hand wrapped around my wrist, laying on the cushion of the couch right in front of my face.
My mind was still tired and foggy with sleep as from under half-closed lids, my gaze dragged over the long, slim fingers, a palm far bigger than my own, veins running up a tanned forearm and the marred skin, scarred tissue rough but warm against my skin.
A soft, tired sound vibrated through my body, the thighs lodged between my calves shifting. Then I felt warm breath brush over my skin, and as I shivered softly, Azriel buried his nose at the back of my neck and grumbled lightly. Something skipped high in my chest at the deepness of the sound, how raspy it was.
There was a soft tap against my mental shields, and with a huff, I let them down.
"Please don't tell me you two are still napping."
Rhys' amused voice vibrating through my head made me grumble softly into the cushions, and from the way Azriel's lips curved upwards as he huffed softly against my neck, sending another shiver down my spine, the same question had sounded through his mind as well.
"Weren't you the one who told me that with less than ten hours of sleep, I get unbearably grumpy?", I thought.
There was a light snicker in my mind. Then Azriel growled softly. I didn't know what Rhys had said to him, but it made his grip tighten as he scowled into my neck.
There was one last chuckle in my head followed by a gentle sensation resembling a friendly headbutt before the familiar presence disappeared, leaving everything quiet again.
Breathing out, I squinted tiredly, the haze of sleep slowly dissipating.
Shifting on the spot, I started to wrestle myself around. Azriel grunted softly when I accidentally kicked his shin, and a breathy, sleepy giggle broke from my throat, then I buried myself in his chest. Exhaling, I felt Azriel slide his arm around my waist, his hand coming up to tuck my head under his chin. His fingers slipped into my hair, scratching gently over my scalp, and I groaned happily, causing the shadowsinger to huff in amusement.
His thumb lightly brushed over my cheek, and something skipped gently against my ribs, fluttering lightly.
no. 6: friends don't stare at each other (for too long).
Moving down the stairs, I slipped my fingers under one of the thin straps of the black silk dress softly swishing around my legs, pulling it up my shoulder. I could feel the hilts of my knives gently pressing against my thigh where they were tucked into the legs of my boots, the heavy heels thumping softly against the steps as the golden earrings Mor had lent me clinked softly. The heavy black leather coat Cass had gifted me a few years ago was draped over my arm, daggers hidden in the specially constructed lining.
It was time to charme some people. Maybe kick some ass.
Hopefully the latter.
Turning to walk down the last pair of stairs into the entrance hall, I grinned when Feyre tapped against my mind's walls, and when I let her in, her voice echoed through my head.
"Are you ready?"
Ready as ever.
"Alright, we'll be there and pick you up in a second."
Good. Feeling my lips quirk when I heard her chuckle, I raised my head.
My eyes met amber ones, and my breath hitched a little, my movement faltering for just a second.
Azriel stilled. Went completely quiet, head turned back to look up at me, eyes flickering over me, and his lips parted. Just a bit, nothing more than a little gap as his gaze slowly dragged down and up again, and he blinked, the crease between his brows smoothing over into nothing as he simply - stared.
"What?", I mumbled, feeling my lips curve into a soft, sheepish smile as I moved down the last steps.
Azriel blinked again, gaze sliding over me, and something shifted in his eyes, something I couldn't decipher but that made my breath hitch.
My gaze flickered over him, and there was a strange little hop in my chest. He was wearing his fighting leathers, nothing unusual, black shoulderplates making him look even broader, daggers strapped around his lean torso and onto his thighs.
Tearing my eyes away from his chest, I tried to ignore the way my heart performed a double flip when I found Azriel's gaze still pinned onto me, piercing my skin.
The shadowsinger blinked, and his throat worked a little like he was suppressing the urge to swallow. Then he slowly turned and stepped towards me. Wordlessly, he held out a hand, and I needed a second before realising what he wanted.
Huffing at myself and cracking a grin, I handed him my coat, and Azriel unfolded it, holding it open for me to slide into the sleeves. The lining was cool against my skin as Az slipped it over my shoulders, and I barely suppressed a soft shudder when his fingers, still out of his gloves, brushed against my neck, carefully pulling my braid out from under the heavy leather.
Turning around, I straightened the lapels and raised my head, and my heart fluttered up, getting caught in my throat like my breath when Azriel reached out.
His fingers brushed against my waist as he pushed the coat to the side, and a small crease formed between his brows when his hand ghosted over an empty sheath. He straightened a little, and my lips parted, something suddenly rising in my chest when he pulled a dagger from one of the sheaths strapped to his chest.
The silver blade flashed in the warm light when Azriel carefully pulled my coat to the side and slid it into the lining. Then his fingers brushed over the hilts concealed by the black silk, checking every single one of them as my heart thrummed into my throat and I stared up at him, his face a lot closer with his head dipped for a better view of the lining, brows drawn together in concentration, amber eyes clear and focused.
Sliding his hand against my waist to check the other side, Azriel raised his head; his gaze found mine, and my breath hitched when he slowly straightened back up a little.
With a soft swoosh of air, Feyre appeared in the middle of the foyer, and somehow, I managed to tear my gaze away from Azriel's to look over at her. She was wearing a silky dress similiar to mine, dark like the night sky and with high slits very practical for any sort of well-placed kick.
Feyre stilled for just a second as her eyes flickered over Azriel, standing so close to me that his chest almost touched mine and yet not making any move to step back, before finding mine, and something like a light twinkle flashed through her iris. Then she blinked and raised her brows.
"You two ready?"
Blinking, I looked back up at Az, and my breath hitched.
The shadowsinger was still staring down at me. I wasn't sure he had even looked when Feyre had winnowed in, and he didn't react when Mor appeared next to her either, wearing a dark red dress with a deep neckline. Both of them looked ready to smile charmingly and, if necessary, press a knife to someone's throat, but Azriel didn't even cast them a glance.
His eyes were on me, and suddenly, it felt a little hard to breathe.
Azriel's gaze cleared just a little, and he shifted, shoulders straightening.
"Give me a sign if you need me." I knew his deep voice was directed at the other two as well, but his eyes didn't stray away from mine, waiting until I nodded lightly. Then he took a step back, and shadows swallowed him.
Feyre cleared her throat lightly, and when I looked over at her with a blink, one corner of her lips had curved upwards, her iris twinkling. But she just raised her brows, and Mor held out her hand, her eyes bright as she beamed at me.
Staring at the two of them for a moment in confusion, I then blinked and shook my head lightly, moving towards them. Mor sent me a wink.
"You look hot."
I nodded. "As opposed to how I usually look."
Feyre lightly rolled her eyes and Mor flicked my forehead, and snickering, I took her offered hand.
no. 7: friends don't kiss.
Closing the bathroom door behind me, I raised my head, and my heart skipped softly against my ribs when Azriel raised his head.
He was sitting on the edge of my mattress, wearing only soft looking pyjama pants, his hair tousled and a little damp, like he had taken a shower earlier.
Sending him a soft, cheeky grin, I felt my brows furrow gentle. "Hey."
Azriel's eyes tracked down my body, over the large soft sweater and the too big pyjama pants that both had probably belonged to him at some point, and I shifted a little on the spot. Then his gaze turned back towards my face, and one corner of his lips rose into a small, crooked smile.
Slowly starting to walk towards him, I let my gaze flicker over his face, feeling the curious crease between my brows deepen.
"What are you doing here?"
Azriel blinked. His eyes tracked over my face, slow, a little tired but warm in the soft light.
"Just -" He broke off before huffing and shaking his head. "I don't know. Can't sleep."
I felt my lips curve and sent him a cheeky smile. "I could read something to you."
Azriel's lips curved, and his gaze moved over mine. "I doubt that would help."
"Hey, my reading skills aren't that bad, alright?" I grinned.
Azriel raised his brows, and I lost the fight against the soft giggle building in my throat.
"Oh, shut up."
The shadowsinger's cheek creased a little. He was still staring at me, and I caught something shifting in his eyes as a muscle in his jaw tightened and relaxed again.
Something shifted in my chest, and before I could stop myself, I quickly moved forward and hugged him tightly.
I could feel Azriel freeze a little. One second. Two. Then his shoulders sagged a bit, and his arms slowly slid around my waist, squeezing lightly. It was funny, like this; with him sitting on the edge of the mattress, the size different was reversed for once, me dropping my head to press my nose against his shoulder and Az burying his face at my collarbone.
Holding onto him for another second, I slowly moved back, feeling my lips curve softly. Azriel's arms slipped off my waist, and his muscles shifted when he turned his head. Then he went still, and when I looked up in confusion, my breath hitched.
Golden eyes stared into mine, lips parted just a bit. I could see the shadow of a few freckles on a straight nose, the softness of his lips. And suddenly, my heart was quiet.
The tip of my nose softly nudged against Azriel's, and his eyes fluttered, the muscles in his jaw working as his fingers dug into the cotton of my pants. Then he lightly raised his chin, and his nose brushed past mine again, causing a tingling shiver to travel over my skin, down my spine and into my fingers, making them tremble as I curled them into his shoulders.
I didn't know if I leaned down or Azriel up.
Didn't know if my hand slipping to the back of his neck was first, or his fingers closing around my hips, dragging me forward a little.
All I knew was that his lips were warm and soft and that they were pressed against mine, gentle but soon almost a little feverish.
That his breath was harsh, trembling when he exhaled against my skin.
And that suddenly, my heart wasn't quiet anymore. That it was rising in my chest like a storm, fluttering more violently with every second until breathing was difficult.
Slowly, Azriel broke away, just far enough for his nose to bump against mine again and his unsteady breath to hit my lips. When I forced open my eyes, something flipped against my ribs, because his were still closed, his chest moving quickly as his finger dug into my hips and he swallowed harshly. Then Azriel opened his eyes, and all air I had managed to get left me. Because the gold in his iris was melting together and his lids were heavy and for a moment, he looked a little bit like he wasn't quite there. But then our noses brushed and his lids fluttered and a soft sound broke from his chest that made the world tip over.
"You -" His deep voice sent a shiver down my spine, uneven and more hoarse than I had ever heard it, and Azriel's jaw worked, brows drawing together like he was forcing himself to focus as his eyes found mine, something in them that was strange and pleading and burning when he mumbled raspily: "If you let me kiss you again, I won't be able stop."
My heart skipped once and high and harsh. Then I whispered, soft and a little shakily: "I don't think I want you to stop."
Azriel's cheek muscles shifted and he shuddered, like the thought alone -
His fingers dug into my hips, tugging me closer as he pressed his forehead against mine and mumbled roughly: "If you kiss me again -"
I leaned forward and kissed him breathlessly, and Azriel's grip slipped before tightening as a deep rumble built in his throat and he pushed forward and kissed me back like he'd been waiting for centuries.
no. 8: friends never, ever, under no circumstances - well, you can probably guess where this is going.
My breath tumbled when Azriel dragged me closer, closer until my body curved into his sitting one and he kissed me like it was the only thing keeping him alive, deep and desperate and causing my heart to tip over in my chest when his tongue dragged over mine and his hand slipped under my soft sweater.
A soft shuddering breath left me when his rough fingers ghosted over my back, trailing up my spine, and my fingers curled into his hair, causing a deep sound to rumble through Azriel's body. His other hand closed firmly around my hips, then he pulled back, and my heart skipped into my throat at the sight of his eyes, glazed over and hazy.
Azriel's lips parted just a little and his throat worked when he slid his hand from my back to my front, fingers pushing up the hem of my sweater, up until it was bunched up under my breasts, and my spine turned to jelly when Azriel turned his burning gaze away from my face and dropped his head to press a slow, open-mouthed kiss against my ribs.
My hand flew up to tangle in the soft hair at the back of his head, my eyes fluttering, and Azriel groaned softly, deep in his throat as his hand slipped up to press against my back, pushing me into him until my thighs were pressed against the inside of his and he leaned forward, lips dragging over my skin as he began to trail hot kisses over my stomach.
My head fell back as something rose in my chest, wild and madly fluttering. My lower stomach tightened, quivering, causing my breath to hitch.
It felt like with every kiss, Azriel pulled the floor out from under me, over and over again, the whole world swaying around me whenever he got closer to where my sweater was bunched up under my breasts, my fingers digging into his hair when he dipped down again.
It seemed like he was trying to taste every inch of my skin, breath heavy and uneven, grip tightening around me when his teeth grazed over the skin right under the seam of my bra, and I whimpered.
A small, guttural sound built in Azriel's chest, and he attacked the spot, dragging my body into his, kissing and biting until I could feel my skin pulse. My eyes fluttered as my head tipped back a little and my lips parted, and the shadowsinger pressed a scarred hand flat against my spine, running his nose over the bruise like a breathless apology. Then he raised his head, and my heart skipped, tipping over at the sight of his hazy eyes, amber iris clouded, lids heavy and soft lips swollen.
A strand of dark hair fell into his forehead, and the way he was staring at me caused my breath to stumble, hitch and flutter, his throat working as he swallowed and tugged me forward, slowly pulling me with him as he leaned back, and my heart tipped over in my chest when he dragged me down into his lap.
I could feel Azriel's grip shift, saw the flutter of his lids as my chest pressed into his, and everything under my ribs coiled when his hot, unsteady breath brushed over my lips, his nose softly nudging against mine.
My fingers curled into his shoulders as I tried to breathe, even though it felt impossible with his scent invading my senses, his chest against mine and his arm heavy on my waist as his palm pressed against my back, gently urging me forward.
My hips rolled down, and Azriel's lids fluttered the same second my lips fell open as I felt his hard cock press against me, his hands slipping down to close around my hips, and I almost expected him to push me away, bring distance between us -
Azriel dragged my hips forward, and I inhaled softly, sharply, something hot zipping through my lower stomach and pulsing when I ground down against the bulge in Azriel's pants. His lips were parted just a bit, his breathing harsh as his nose nudged against mine, lids heavy. Then his grip around my hips tightened, fingers digging into my skin, and my breath hitched and stumbled when he started guiding my movements, his eyes fixed onto my face like they were burning through me, hazy but piercing.
I barely bit back a soft whimper when Azriel's hot, unsteady breath grazed over my lips, my fingers digging into his hair as I rocked against him, tantalizingly but deliciously slow. Azriel's nose brushed over mine, his hands shifting on my hips, rocking me down harder, and something twisted harshly in my stomach, a wave of heat washing over me.
Before I could stop myself, I pulled him towards me, and Azriel's lips crashed onto mine.
My heart rose into my throat, fluttering as I felt myself twist around nothing, and I whimpered, curling my fingers into the back of Azriel's neck when he kissed me like I was his last breath, devouring, desperate. His tongue slid against mine as his hands slipped under my sweater, curving around my waist, and something swelled in my chest when his rough warm skin pressed against mine, his thumb brushing over my ribs, up against the underside of my breast.
I moaned softly into his mouth, causing his grip to tighten and drag me closer like I wasn't already pressed flush into his chest. His hands closed around the hem of my sweater and pulled it up, up until I had to break away for him to tug it over my head. My arms slipped back over his shoulders, and Azriel leaned forward, into me, kissing me again, deep and hard as he threw my sweater carelessly into the room.
My fingers dug into Azriel's shoulders when his hands slipped under my thighs. Then he lifted me up, turning to place my back on the mattress, his warm, solid body between my legs pushing my knees apart and causing something in my chest to rise and flutter madly, and a soft groan broke from his chest when his body pressed down into mine.
My fingers curled into his hair, and Azriel broke the kiss to drop his head, his hand sliding to the nape of my neck, tangling in my hair and dragging my head back as he began to press hard kisses against my throat, his heavy, uneven breath hitting my skin as his teeth grazed over my skin. A whimper fled my throat, and my eyes rolled back lightly.
A deep, rough sound rumbled through Azriel´s chest, and his lips brushed lower, kisses growing more deep, more desperate the lower his rough hands slipped on my sides as he slowly made his way down my torso. My body arched into him as he breathed harshly, kissing and nipping at my skin as he pulled down my pants. Then his nose grazed the rim of my panties, and my head fell back as my insides twitched and Azriel groaned deep in his chest.
His hot, harsh breath brushed over the soaked material, and his nose nuzzled against my hip like he was trying to reign himself in, the tension in his shoulders looking unbearable as his lips ghosted over where my thigh and middle met. Then Azriel's fingers hooked into the waistband of my panties and pulled them down, and a soft groan left him, almost desperate.
Raising my hips to help him shimmy the material down my legs, I expected him to move back up my body. But Azriel didn't. His shoulders pushed my thighs apart, and my heart stilled, simply stopped when without hesitation, Azriel sank to his knees.
My breath caught when his hands closed around my hips and dragged me towards him, and a whimpering sound left me when I felt his nose gently nudge against my skin, an ache spreading through my lower stomach like a weight.
My hips bucked, my fingers digging into the sheets, and with a soft rumbling sound leaving him, Azriel pushed one of my legs over his shoulder and dipped his head.
My lips fell open, my heart stilled, and my whole body became weightless when Azriel slowly ran his tongue through my folds. My eyes flew down, finding his, heavily lidded and hazy, a strand of dark hair falling into his face between my legs, and a deep groan rumbled deep in his chest. Then he dropped his head and dove in.
My head fell back against the mattress, and my back arched.
Azriel moved like a male starving, devouring his last meal. His warm tongue lapped at me, running over my clit, pressing down and flicking before his mouth closed over it, and my eyes rolled into my head as breathless moans spilled from my lips.
Azriel's fingers dug into the top of my thigh, his other hand slipping up to press onto my stomach as his eyes fluttered and a moan vibrated in his chest. He sounded more enthusiastic than I had ever heard him; like right where he was, settled between my legs, his nose brushing over my skin as he dipped his head to lap and suck at me eagerly, was exactly, precisely where he had always wanted to be –
His tongue flicked over my clit, and my hand flew up to press over my mouth as a loud whimper broke from my lips. But Azriel's fingers slipped around my elbow, and something flipped in my chest, rising and fluttering violently when he gently tugged my hand away from my mouth, his own sliding down my arm until his rough, scarred fingers slid between mine, lacing them together as his eyes pierced my face, clouded and lids heavy like he wasn't quite there. Then he ran his tongue firmly over my clit, and I moaned, breathily and drawn as I curled my fingers into the sheets above my head.
The weight in my stomach grew slowly, twisting tighter and tighter, and my back arched as a deep groan left Azriel, like what he was doing right now, fingers laced with mine, eyes hazy and hair dishevelled, was the best satisfaction I could give him. The muscles in his cheeks worked as he sucked eagerly on my clit, pressing his tongue against the sensitive spot, eyes never leaving my face even as they fluttered, and I felt my lips part at the sight of him.
My fingers dug into the sheets as I could feel myself pulse around nothing, the pressure in my lower stomach slowly building as whimpers left me and I squeezed my eyes shut tightly as whispered curses broke from my lips and my breath heaved, and Azriel's hum vibrated through me. Then his tongue ran over my clit and he sucked, hard, obscene sounds filling the room as he kept pushing and pushing –
The knot in my stomach collapsed and my back arched off the mattress, hips bucking as waves of pleasure crashed over me, my insides twisting and exploding like stars and loud whining sounds breaking from my lips as my eyes rolled back.
I felt Azriel's soft moan more than I heard it, sending vibrations through my body and causing my hand to fly down and dig into his hair. My hips jerked and rolled as my thighs twitched, sharp twinges of pleasure causing my whole body to spasm, but Azriel didn't stop. His tongue lapped at everything he could get, eyes fluttering as another groan rumbled through his body, making me whimper, and he moved, fingers digging into my thigh, keeping it wrapped over his shoulder as he pushed closer, sucking harshly, tongue swirling, and I could feel my stomach twist and turn as another knot built, even tighter and bigger than before.
My mouth fell open, my head pressing into the mattress; Azriel gave a soft sound, maybe an encouragement or a plea, and the world simply slipped away, bursting into a million pieces as the knot exploded, crashing down into a wave so violent, my body shuddered.
My insides tightened, tightened with pleasure so blinding, I couldn't breathe, no sound leaving me as I twitched and writhed, and Azriel kept going, kept sucking my clit into his mouth, tongue pressing against it and flicking over me until my trembling fingers curled deeper into his hair, because it was too much, too good, too much -
My insides twisted, twitching as my knees shook and a breathless whimper left me, and I dug my nails into Azriel's scalp and tugged, tugged harshly until with a soft rumbled growl, the shadowsinger pulled away.
My heart missed a beat, another.
Azriel's pupils were blown, eyes heavily lidded and a little far away when he raised his head, licking his swollen lips. His mouth and chin were glistening as he slid his hands off my thighs, and my breath hitched.
The bed dipped when Azriel pushed himself to his feet to move up my body, his arms pressing down next to my head, his bare chest brushing over mine and his knee pressing into the mattress between my thighs. His nose softly nudged against mine, like a silent question of you alright, and something tipped over in my chest, rising and fluttering.
Quickly, I slipped my hands into his hair and pulled him down, and Azriel groaned softly when I pressed my lips feverishly against his. His body sank into mine when he kissed back, deep and desperate.
My heart skipped against my ribs, and I wrapped a leg over his back, because he still wasn't close enough, not where my middle was pulsing -
The shadowsinger went rigid under my touch when I dragged him down, down until his whole body pressed into mine and I could feel -
Azriel caught my hand, grip tight around my fingers as he breathed heavily, his voice hoarse as he mumbled against my lips: "Are you sure -"
A moan slipped past my lips, soft and pleading as my insides turned, something hot washing over me as I nodded into the kiss, maybe a bit too frantic, too eager, but it didn't matter, not with the groan leaving Azriel's throat, rumbling through his body in what felt like pure relief and desperation.
I tugged at his pants, feeling them slip down his hips and over his legs as Azriel pushed my thighs apart. His lips dragged over mine, then I could feel the tip of his cock nudging against my folds.
My breath gave out, an ache spreading through my body as I whimpered, and Azriel's jaw shifted as he moved in the spot, trying to find an angle with him kneeling on the side of the mattress -
A soft, impatient sound left him; his hands slipped under my backside, and Az lifted me up.
My breath hitched, my arms quickly sliding over his shoulders when Azriel straightened, lips crashing against mine as my chest pressed into his, and I moaned when I could feel him rub up against me as he turned around.
My back hit the wall, and I whimpered, Azriel's tongue dragging over mine as he pushed closer, dragging my thigh up his side as his tip brushed through my folds, way easier like this for him to -
My heart got caught in my throat. My lips fell open, and my heart rose into my throat as I felt myself stretch around Azriel's cock, his hard length pressing at my walls he slowly began to push in.
Azriel dropped his forehead against mine with a strained grunt, his back muscles flexing as my fingers dug into the back of his shoulders, harsh breath hitting my skin as he slowly began to work his way in.
Whimpering softly, I shifted my hips, because he was big and I felt too tight and -
My eyes fluttered, a quiet sound leaving me when my walls closed around him, pulling him in, and Azriel's grip tightened when his hips settled against mine. His hand pressed against the wall over my head he breathed heavily against my lips, nose nudging against mine, and I whimpered, tugging him closer.
A soft groan left Azriel, and his hand slid down to the side of my neck, tilting my head back to kiss me. It was messy and breathless and I whimpered when his tongue slid against mine, his teeth sinking softly into my bottom lip and pulling lightly. His nose nudged against mine, then Azriel slipped his hand down to grip the back of my thigh, pulling it higher up his side, and I felt my lips part when it caused him to slide inside of me.
Azriel pressed his forehead against mine, out of breath as his throat worked, and I curled my fingers into his hair, nodding frantically as my insides tightened, and my head tipped back against the wall when Az slowly pulled out. Then he thrusted back in, and my lips fell open.
Slowly, little by little, Azriel took me apart. His lips dragging over my throat, heavy breaths hitting my skin, hot and ragged, his fingers digging into my thighs as his slow, deep rhythm shook me to my very core.
With every thrust, the world seemed to tip a little more, until there was nothing anymore, nothing but him, body rocking mine into the wall, his cock hitting deeper with every thrust. His arm gripped me tighter, then his hand tugged down one strap of my soft bra and his palm closed over my breast, causing a whimper to break from my lips that turned into a moan when Azriel's lips latched onto my nipple, a groan rumbling deep in his throat when he bit and sucked on my skin, rough palm squeezing and tugging at my breast until my insides tightened around him, squeezing as I shuddered and dug my fingers into his hair, dragging him back up, and Azriel moaned hoarsely into my mouth as our lips crashed together.
His hips snapped forward, and my hand flew out to grip the mantlepiece as my own rolled down to meet his next thrust.
Azriel's shoulders trembled as his fingers almost slipped off my thighs, and a sound left him that caused my chest to rise when his cock hit a spot so deep inside of me, I lost my breath. Lost my grip, felt my stomach pulse, and Azriel groaned against my lips when I dug my fingers into his neck and started meeting his hard, slowly quickening thrusts.
My lips fell open, my eyes fluttering as little by little, that familiar tightness began to form in my lower stomach. Only it felt even brighter, hotter and more pulsing than before, with Azriel buried deep inside me, hitting that spot that made my body writhe with every hard snap of his hips. I knew he could feel it too, the way my insides wound tighter with every thrust, fluttering and pulling him in, his grip bruising as he breathed harshly against my neck, deep, hoarse sounds leaving him somewhere halfway between moans and whimpers, and maybe those sounds alone would have done me in. But then his nose dragged up my cheek, and Azriel pressed his forehead against mine as my fingers scratched over his scalp, his ragged breath hitting my lips as his lids fluttered over his eyes that looked like melted amber.
His hand slipped between us, and my breath caught. Simply stopped when Azriel's rough thumb brushed over my clit, slow and hard, and the world fell apart. Became exploding galaxies and stardust as waves of pleasure crashed over me so intensely, I felt my body tremble and shake beyond measure, my eyes rolling back as my sight went blurry, and Azriel's thrusts faltered. His hips snapped once, twice before pushing in deep, then his head fell forward and lips opened soundlessly as his body shuddered.
no. 9: friends don't fall in love with each other.
When I woke up, Azriel was gone.
Something tightened a little in my chest, and I quickly sat up, my gaze moving over my clothes haphazardly strewn over the floor, the crinkled sheets and the window behind which, the sky was still a deep black, with galaxies twinkling in the far, far distance.
I couldn't have been asleep for long.
A little bit of pressure built in my throat, a gentle ache forming in my chest, and I quickly slipped off the mattress, picking up my sweater and tugging it over my head as I padded towards the door.
The townhouse was submerged in peaceful silence, the moon shining through the windows onto the stairs the only source of light as I soundlessly moved down the steps.
On the third floor, there was faint light shimmering out from under the door to the library, and my breath got caught in my throat.
Swallowing softly, I carefully opened the door and slipped through. Gently closing it behind me, I started to quietly move past the shelves until I caught movement over at the window, and my heart did a flip against my ribs when I came to a slow halt.
Azriel was with his back to me, slowly wandering from side to side, his bare feet making no sound on the hardwood floors, his shoulders tense, wings shifting and muscles working under his skin as he ran his hands through his hair. Shadows were pooling around his feet, completely quiet for once, just gently brushing against his ankles when he leaned forward, pressing his palms onto the window sill and dropping his head.
Something tightened a little in my chest, and I pulled up my shoulders, whispering softly and a bit hesitantly: "Az?"
Azriel stilled for a moment. Then he looked over his shoulder, and his eyes found mine, amber in the warmth of the fae lights.
I tried to fight against the soft skip in my chest and stared at him.
Azriel blinked before straightening slowly, his deep voice sending rushs of soft tingles down my spine when he mumbled: "Are you okay?"
I nodded, feeling one corner of my lips rise carefully as I fiddled with my sleeve and my eyes flickered back and forth between his.
"You?"
Azriel's gaze wandered over my face as he slowly turned to look at me, eyes moving over mine, almost like he was looking for something. Then he nodded lightly.
Feeling the curve of my lips deepen, I shifted a little on the spot, mumbling softly: "You don't look like it."
Azriel blinked again, and his throat worked a little, something shifting in his jaw. The tightness in my chest grew a little as I stared at him, feeling my throat close up.
I knew that look, knew how it meant he was in his head.
"Th-this doesn't have to change anything." I quickly shook my head, taking a step forward as I stared at him. "We can just forget about it, if you -" My eyes darted over his face, something tightened sharply in my chest, and I blurted hastily: "I'll get over it; I can push it away, I mean I think I have for centuries, I can pretend, and it'll go away, and we'll just -"
I broke off, my eyes darted up, and my heart did one mighty flip.
Because I had just realised what in my hurry to make Azriel's doubt go away had slipped from my lips.
And because Azriel had straightened. His lips parted as his eyes rushed over my face, and I barely suppressed the urge to swallow.
Shit.
"What?" Azriel's voice was hoarse as he stared at me, and I nearly winced.
"I don't know;", my voice rose to a panicked, high tone as I widened my eyes and quickly raised my shoulders, "you looked so in your head, and I know we messed up, but I can't lose you, and if you think this was a mistake or you don't like me like that, I -"
The shadowsinger stared at me, and suddenly, his eyes brightened. Started to shine like amber held into the sun, and his shoulders sank like the tension of centuries had flooded from his body. His lips parted a little more as he stared at me, and suddenly, the shadow of a crease formed in his cheek.
"Push what away?"
Something started rising in my chest, fluttering wildly as Azriel's eyes pierced mine and the golden spots in his iris started to dance.
Azriel stared at me. Then he began to slowly walk towards me, iris bright and twinkling. My heart tipped and tilted, and I swallowed, my gaze darting around the room.
Rough fingers gently closed around my chin, and my breath got caught in my throat, simply stopping when Azriel mumbled: "No, no, come on, sweetheart." His thumb and forefinger gently forced me to look up, up until I met his eyes flickering over my face, his deep voice tickling my spine and something shifting through his gaze, careful, anxious, when he said softly: "Push what away?"
I felt my lips open, my heart pounding harshly against my ribs, and my brows arched on their own accord.
"Oh, come on; really?" My voice rose desperately, and in any other situation, it would have been hilarious.
"What do you want to hear; that kissing you made the fucking world stop? That you probably ruined me for every godsdamned male out there, because there's no way anyone could ever make me feel that way again? That I was too stupid to realise I've fallen for my best friend like a complete idiot, even though you make my heart beat out of my chest everytime you just look at me? That you're everything? Tha-"
Azriel leaned down, and the world tipped off its axis when he kissed me, his hand slipping to the nape of my neck to tug me closer, fingers tangling in my hair. Then he started to smile against my lips, slow and wide, and my breath caught when he dipped forward and kissed me deeper.
Digging my fingers into his sides, I tried to keep my heart from fluttering out of my chest as something rose so violently under my ribs, a soft sound broke from my throat when Azriel's tongue slid against mine, and a slightly shaking exhale left him.
Gently brushing his thumbs over the side of my neck, Azriel slowly pulled away, his nose nudging against mine when he mumbled roughly against my lips: "If it makes you feel any better, you definitely ruined me for everyone I'll ever meet."
A trembling breath left me, and I pulled my head back to stare up at Azriel, that flutter in my chest growing when I saw the light in his eyes when he stared back down at me.
"You -" My voice gave out, and one corner of Azriel's lips quirked a little.
"I?" His voice was a little hoarse as his eyes tracked over mine, and he swallowed softly. "Am in love with you."
My breath caught in my throat.
Azriel's eyes moved over my face, and I could feel a gentle exhale leaving him as his hands pulled me closer until I gently bumped into his chest and he dropped his head, staring at me, looking like he was trying not to swallow as he mumbled lowly: "I've loved you for as long as I can remember. And I'll probably still love you when we're nothing but dust under the sky. The only reason I didn't tell you sooner was that I was scared to lose you if you didn't feel the same."
I breathed out and closed my eyes as my heart rose in a wild flutter and a warm thrum built in my chest as my lips started to curve into a ridiculously wide, desperate smile. "We're so stupid."
I felt Azriel's soft huff more than I heard it. Then his breath brushed over my face, and the next second, his hands slipped under the underside of my thighs and lifted me up.
My legs locked around his waist like instinct, my breath hitching as I held onto his shoulders, and my heart skipped when my nose almost bumped into Azriel's, his eyes bright as he stared at me.
"Remember when you asked me how you're supposed to know what you're looking for and I said you just know?" His low, deep voice sent a shiver down my spine, and I swallowed and somehow managed a nod.
One corner of Azriel's lips curved, then he dropped his head, and my breath caught in my throat, my eyes fluttering close when he leaned his forehead against mine.
"I was thinking of you." Azriel's quiet voice vibrated over my skin. "Because you became all I ever wanted, all I could see when I realised you were what I had been looking for my whole life."
My fingers curled into his hair, and a soft sound left Azriel's lips the same moment my heart rose into my throat.
"Sappy,", I whispered, my voice breaking a little, and Azriel chuckled against my lips before he pulled back, and something tipped over in my chest at the way he stared at me.
I blinked before looking down at his arms holding me up, chest pressing into mine, and something rose under my ribs.
"Now what?"
Azriel's lips curved, and my heart stumbled and skipped at the way his golden eyes twinkled when he raised a brow.
"Now I'll take you back upstairs and we'll do some more things that will ruin just thinking about anybody else."
no. 10 - the golden rule: friends make their own rules.
(and occasionally realize they aren't friends at all and they're idiots.)
@waytoomanyteenagefeels @ailyr92
why had he never appreciated what a miracle he was, brain and nerve and bounding heart?
Foresight
Fred Weasley x FemReader
You’ve always known how people die. The first time it happened, you were six years old. Since then, every glance is a countdown. Every connection is a risk. You’ve made peace with the curse, befriending those with the shortest threads, leaving behind warmth before the world goes cold.
Then Fred Weasley walks into your life with too much laughter, too much heart…and a death you can’t bear to watch. You never planned to fall for him. But when fate marks him for a violent end, you do the unthinkable. You break the rules and change the story. And fate demands payment.
Warnings: multiple character deaths throughout.
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The first memory you had was of your mother, smiling in the garden, surrounded by dahlias.
It wasn’t a fully formed memory. Not really. It was more like the feeling of a moment, a flash of warmth. The kind that stays trapped in the cottony folds of early childhood. The scent of sun-warmed earth. Her laughter, bright and soft, like wind chimes. The way her hands moved, fluid and gentle, plucking weeds with care.
You had been sitting in the grass, legs still too short to fold properly. She was singing under her breath. Something about sugar and honey. A lullaby, maybe. Or something she made up just to make you smile.
And you did smile. For a second. Until it happened.
She was mid-song, the light catching on her necklace, when her smile faltered. And you saw it, like a crack across glass.
Suddenly, your mother wasn’t just kneeling in the garden. She was slumped over a steering wheel. Her forehead was split open. There was glass glittering in her skin like stars. Smoke poured through a shattered window. Her hair, tangled and wet with blood, framed a face you couldn’t reconcile with the woman still humming beside you.
You screamed. You screamed so hard your lungs burned and your throat tore. You flailed and sobbed and clutched at the air like you were drowning. And your mother - alive, whole, confused - ran to you and held you tight, over and over whispering, “It’s okay, baby. It’s okay. I’m here. I’ve got you.”
But she wouldn’t. Not for long.
You never forgot that vision.
Not in the way children forget things. It lived in you like a shard of ice beneath the skin - unmelting, unblinking. And then, two years later, it happened.
A car accident. Foggy weather. Tire blowout. No survivors.
Everyone said it was a freak tragedy. Wrong place, wrong time. No one could’ve known. But you had known.
At eight years old, you stared out the window of your aunt’s car, hands folded in your lap like you were being punished, and you didn’t say a word the whole way to the funeral.
That was the day you stopped screaming, but the visions never stopped.
By the time you were nine, you knew how to hide it. You didn’t tell people anymore. You didn’t cry in front of strangers or ask questions no child should ask. You just…watched.
You watched your grandfather smile across the table and saw him collapse beside a piano, his face purple with a heart attack.
You watched your neighbor’s dog run through the yard and saw the same dog limp and bloody on the side of the road, eyes glazed, tongue stiff.
It was always the same. One moment, not real. The next, inevitable. You learned not to react.
Sometimes the deaths were quick. A blink, a flash, over before they began. Sometimes they were long, stretched-out shadows behind someone’s eyes. Years off, but certain. A creeping rot in the bones.
You didn’t see them all the time. It wasn’t like a movie playing every second. It was more like a ripple, something you could feel under the surface when you focused. When you stared too long. When you met someone’s gaze and they held it just a second too long.
And the worst part was: no one else could tell. People looked at their loved ones and saw forever. You looked and saw a countdown.
You tried to warn your grandmother, once. You told her about the visions. Told her about how she would die. She laughed and patted your head and told you not to worry so much. She was dead before dinner. A stroke, in the middle of a fabric shop.
After that, you learned: fate does not like to be interfered with. You made your peace with it. Kind of.
When you got your Hogwarts letter, you hoped - naïvely, stupidly - that it might change something. Maybe it would go away. Maybe you’d learn control. Maybe it was normal, and you’d meet others like you. Maybe you wouldn’t be so alone anymore.
But the moment you stepped onto the train, your eyes caught a boy with spiky black hair walking ahead - and saw him lying on the floor of the Forbidden Forest.
You’d spoken to the teachers about it. Had gone to Dumbledore himself, but when even he didn’t have any solutions for you, you knew it wasn’t going anywhere.
So you adapted. You survived. You made rules for yourself.
Rule One: Don’t get too close.
People won’t understand you. They don’t know what it means to have every friendship under a time limit. To love people with a pre-written obituary. You learned quickly that being around others made you feel lonelier than actually being alone.
Rule Two: Don’t interfere.
It doesn’t work. It hurts to try. The universe doesn’t care how kind you are. It corrects your interference with surgical cruelty. One life for another. You saw that happen more than once.
Rule Three: Love the ones who will die young.
Because they need it. Because you can see them. Because you might be the only one who knows what they’re worth before the world loses them.
You made it a point to sit next to the quiet kids in class. The anxious ones. The sick ones. The reckless ones with a smile too big and hands too shaky. You remembered birthdays, even if they only had one more. You gave your favorite scarf to a Hufflepuff with hollow cheeks in fourth year, and she wore it until they lowered her casket in May.
You taught a Ravenclaw how to cast Lumos under her sheets, and she died in an accident a month later.
Each death hit you like a bruise to the soul. But it didn’t break you. You knew what you were signing up for. You signed up anyway.
You had a gift. Or a curse. Or both. But you chose to make something good from it. And that was the life you built.
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Fred Weasley noticed you for the first time outside Greenhouse Three, three minutes past noon on a Saturday in October.
The sun was bright through the glass, casting warped beams across the tables, lighting the rows of squirming Mandrakes in a sickly gold. You were there reading and keeping to yourself when Fred slid onto the bench beside you with all the grace of a collapsing broomstick.
“Hope you don’t mind if I sit here for a bit?” he said. “George, Lee, and I needed some ingredients for a product we’re cooking up and we didn’t expect Sprout to be in the greenhouses on a Saturday. If anyone asks, I’ve been here with you the whole time.”
You didn’t look at him right away. Not because you were shy. But because it was habit. You didn’t meet people’s eyes easily, not anymore. You knew what might be waiting there.
You gave a quiet shrug. “I don’t mind.”
“Excellent,” Fred grinned, already rolling up his sleeves and peering over your shoulder. “What’re you reading?”
“It’s a book about rare magical plants and their properties,” you explained. “I’ve got a herbology practical exam on Monday.”
“Is that the Mimbulus Mimbletonia assignment?” He questioned and you nodded in confirmation. He was two grades above you - even though you were only a year and a half apart in age - and had likely done all of the same assignments before. “Well I hope you’re better at not killing plants than I am. Just last week I murdered a cactus. By accident. Mostly.”
You huffed a laugh before you could help it.
He looked at you sidelong. “Was that a laugh? I think that was a laugh.”
“Maybe,” you murmured, poking at your gloves. “Though if anyone asks I’ll deny it.”
“Oh, mysterious,” he said with mock drama. “I see, you’re one of those.”
“One of what?”
He smirked. “The ‘I keep to myself because I’m obviously haunted by a dark and tragic past’ type.”
You raised your eyebrows. He held his hands up in surrender, smudged with soil already. “Hey, I’m not judging. I’m just good at reading people.”
And then he went quiet. Because you looked up at him. Just a flicker of a glance. And Fred’s smile faltered. Not in a big way. Just a twitch at the corner. Like a ripple across still water. Your eyes were steady. Careful. Tired in a way most students your age had never learned to be.
Fred looked at you for a second longer than necessary. Then said, “There it is again.”
You blinked. “There’s what?”
“That look,” he said simply. “You’ve got this… I don’t know. Lamenting thing going on. Like you’re watching a movie no one else can see, and it’s not gonna end well.”
You looked away. Your hands found the pruning shears and gripped them too tight. Fred didn’t press. Not in the way most people would. He didn’t crack another joke or prod the bruise until you bled.
Instead, he nodded once and went back to pretending he was scanning the garden for Sprout. But that was the moment when Fred Weasley started really seeing you.
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The thing about Fred was, he wasn’t just loud. He wasn’t just funny or chaotic or the human embodiment of a controlled explosion. He watched. He noticed things.
Like how you always carried a spare set of gloves, even when you didn’t need them, because someone else might. Or how you always chose the bench closest to the door in every class. How you walked on the outer edge of a group in the corridors, not quite part of the crowd.
He noticed the way your gaze lingered on people. Quietly. Softly. As if you were memorizing them in real time.
And he noticed that people around you changed.
Not in a big way. Just small, strange coincidences. A Slytherin boy with shaky hands suddenly looked more confident after a single conversation with you. A quiet girl from Ravenclaw who’d spent two weeks skipping meals in the Great Hall sat with you once, and ate like she was starving.
Fred didn’t understand it. But he noticed. And because he was Fred, he didn’t let it go.
You hadn’t seemed to notice him again until three months later.
You were in the courtyard, kneeling in the grass with your bag abandoned beside you. A first year was sobbing quietly. Her shoes scuffed and too big. She had her arms wrapped around her knees like she was trying to make herself disappear.
Fred didn’t mean to see it. He’d been chasing George - literally - after an exploding ink prank went wrong. But something made him stop.
You made him stop. You knelt in front of the girl like you weren’t worried about grass stains. You said something low, something he couldn’t hear, but whatever it was made her laugh, just a tiny breath of one. You reached into your satchel and pulled out a chocolate frog. The girl blinked, stunned, and reached for it with both hands.
Fred didn’t move. Didn’t say a word. Just watched you get up, brush dirt off your knees, and walk away like it had meant nothing. You locked eyes with him across the courtyard, noticing him watching. Your eyes only connected for a second before you looked away, almost skittish.
It wasn’t long, but he saw it. He felt it. The same ache from Greenhouse Three. That strange look in your eyes.
The next time he saw you after that was in the library.
You had a book open on the table in front of you, but your eyes weren’t on the pages. You were staring across the room, at a seventh year. Tall. Blonde. You had your head tilted just slightly.
Fred almost turned away. Until he saw you lean forward and scribble something on the corner of your parchment. A note. Something small. You tore it out and crossed the room before the librarian could hiss at you. You dropped the note on the boy’s book and walked off.
Fred never found out what it said. But he did see that same boy later that night, laughing for the first time in weeks.
When Fred confronted you, it was quiet. Not dramatic. Not accusatory.
You were leaving Divination. The air was cold and damp, sky bruised with stormclouds. Everyone else had rushed ahead to avoid the drizzle.
But Fred hung back beside you, as though he hadn’t climbed the tower just to find you between classes.
“So,” he said, stuffing his hands in his pockets. “Can I ask you something?”
You raised a brow. “Will you ask it anyway?”
“Definitely.” You waited. He hesitated. “…Why do you do it?”
You blinked. “Do what?”
“All of it,” he said, turning to face you fully. “The notes. The chocolate frogs. The gloves. The little acts of kindness. You…see people, even the ones no one else bothers to look at. Why?”
You hesitated. The answer burned in your throat. You couldn’t tell him the truth: Because they won’t be here long. Because every one of them is on a timer. Because I can feel it.
So instead, you said, “I want to make a positive influence.”
Fred didn’t speak for a moment. “That’s it?”
“That’s it.”
He searched your face like he was looking for something else behind your eyes. But you didn’t let him find it.
Back in the Great Hall that night, Fred watched you from across the room.
You were sat at the Hufflepuff table, flipping through a book, though your gaze drifted often toward the ceiling. Like you were counting stars. Or measuring time.
George passed him a pastry and nudged his elbow. “You’re staring.”
Fred didn’t look away. “She’s weird.”
“Is that you complaining or falling in love?”
Fred didn’t answer. Because it wasn’t either. Not yet. Not quite. But the clock had already started ticking. And he could feel it.
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You weren’t expecting to see Fred in the morning. You were walking out of Charms, clutching a half-finished essay and a quill with its feather half-chewed, when he slid into step beside you like he’d been waiting for the perfect moment.
Fred Weasley grinned at you like the sun had just risen for him specifically.
“Fancy meeting you here,” he said, bumping your shoulder lightly with his.
You didn’t flinch. But you did blink in surprise.“…yeah, it is strange. Especially considering you’re not in my class.”
“Right you are,” he said brightly. “But you’re the only one worth being late to class for.”
Your steps faltered. He caught it. Of course he did.
You gave a wary smile and adjusted your grip on your parchment. “So you were looking for me?”
“Following, stalking, semantics,” he replied, tossing his arms behind his head as he walked beside you. “Though I prefer to think of it as strategic loitering. Very dignified.”
You bit back a smirk. “Be careful, you’re starting to sound like you’re flirting.”
Fred gave you a mock-wounded look, pressing a hand to his chest. “Sound like? I’ll have you know, this is premium Weasley-grade charm. Bottled straight from the source.”
“And this is what? A free sample?”
“Oh no,” he said with a wink. “I’m hoping for a subscription.”
You laughed. You actually laughed, full and real, and for a second, that was all there was. Fred, smiling. Fred, warm and golden in the morning light. Fred, walking backwards just to face you as you tried to hide your grin behind your parchment. Fred, looking so alive—
Then it hit you. You didn’t know what triggered it. Sometimes it came like a whisper, sometimes like a blow. But this…This was a storm.
You stumbled. Fred caught your elbow, laughing at first, thinking it was just the joke. And then you looked at him and saw it.
You saw the flash first, of stone splitting open behind him. An explosion. Dust and fire. Screams. Blood on his temple. A smile, still frozen on his face, like he didn’t even know what hit him.
Fred Weasley. Gone. Gone in a flash. On the battlefield. Not decades from now. Not in the distant haze. Soon. He didn’t look even a day past twenty. Your breath left your body like a punch to the ribs. Your heart dropped. Your hands went numb.
And Fred - real, breathing Fred - was still standing there, holding your arm, eyes crinkled with amusement.
Until he saw your expression changed. You didn’t mean for it to. But you looked at him and something in you folded. The same thing that had happened dozens of times before.
The quiet mourning. The grieving before it happened. The look you gave the boy in the library, and the girl in the courtyard. Fred saw it. He saw it immediately, and his smile faltered. Just a flicker.
His hand slipped away from your arm like it had been burned. “…What?” he asked softly.
You blinked hard and forced the mask back on, fumbling for something to say.
“Nothing,” you said quickly. Too quickly. “Just tired. Long class.”
Fred didn’t buy it. He didn’t laugh. He didn’t tease. He just tilted his head slightly, watching you with eyes a little too sharp for comfort.
The rest of the walk was quiet. He didn’t leave, but he didn’t fill the silence, either. You could feel him studying you out of the corner of his eye. Trying to put the pieces together. Trying to decide what he’d just seen flicker across your face.
You kept your gaze forward, locked on the stone floor, blinking back the weight behind your eyes. Not Fred. Not him. It wasn’t fair.
You were used to the ache. You were used to looking at people and preparing your heart for goodbye. You were used to burying them before they were gone.
You hadn’t meant to let him in, but some part of him had squirmed its way into your mind anyway. And now it was too late. You couldn’t unsee it.
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It started with the tea.
He liked peppermint. You weren’t sure how you knew that. Maybe from a Hogsmeade trip once, maybe from the time he stole someone else’s cup and said, “Much better than that dirt-flavoured Earl Grey.”
So when you saw the stack of cups at breakfast, you reached for the peppermint before you even thought about it. You didn’t drink it. You just poured it. Added a little honey. And then you walked past his table.
Fred Weasley looked up the moment your shadow fell across the bench. You didn’t say anything. Just set the cup beside him, met his confused glance with a small, tight smile, and kept walking.
He turned to George immediately. “What do I do?” he whispered.
George just stared at the mug, then at you disappearing into the crowd, then back at Fred. “Bloody hell,” he murmured. “It’s just tea. Drink it. Reckon she likes you.”
Fred grinned. But it wasn’t a triumphant grin. It was slow. Quiet. Almost…gentle. Like someone had handed him something fragile. Something he didn’t want to break.
Later that day, he found you in the courtyard. You were pretending to read. You always pretended to read when you needed to not look like you were watching someone.
He dropped into the seat beside you, all limbs and cocky bravado. “Didn’t peg you for a peppermint tea type.”
You looked up, heartbeat skipping, eyes narrowing in mock innocence. “Excuse me?”
Fred leaned forward, elbows on knees, looking straight at you. “You brought me tea.”
“I bring lots of people tea.”
“You don’t,” he said.
You didn’t answer. Instead, you tilted your head and turned a page - an upside-down page.
Fred caught it and smirked, purposefully reaching out to grab the book and turn it the right way around. Your face flushed. “You brought me tea,” he said again, quieter this time.
“Do you want to give me a medal?”
“No, I want a reason.”
You met his gaze. And for the first time, you let a little of the truth slip through your voice. “You looked like you needed it.”
The thing was, he didn’t need it. Not right then. Fred was laughing louder than ever. Cracking jokes. Pulling pranks. Daring Peeves to duel.
But you were watching him now the way he watched you. For the moments in between. The pause before the laugh. The hesitation when he thought no one was looking.
There was something quieter underneath him lately. A tension in his hands. A flicker in his eyes when someone would speak about the things going on in the wizarding world. The return of you-know-who. The ministry becoming more and more corrupted. Death eater attacks.
You saw it. You saw everything. And so, you did what you always did for the dying. You were kind.
But this time, it didn’t feel clinical. It didn’t feel routine. It felt like…preparing your heart for grief. Like choosing to sit near him in the library, pretending to study until he inevitably moved beside you and scribbled doodles in the margins of your notes.
Like defending him when a Slytherin girl accused him of hexing her quill, even when you knew he did it.
Like saving him an extra plate of his favourite pies and sneaking them over to the Gryffindor table when he came in soaked from Quidditch practice.
Like laughing when he slipped you a joke note in your bag.
Fred noticed. He noticed every single time. And he didn’t call attention to it. Not out loud. But you caught him looking at you like he was trying to memorise your face. You caught him watching your hands, your mouth, your every reaction like it mattered. Like you mattered.
You weren’t used to that. The ones who saw the look in your eyes - the knowing - usually grew afraid. Or suspicious. Or distant. Fred was the only one who leaned in closer. The only one who wanted to understand.
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“I don’t get it,” One of Gryffindor’s Star quidditch players, Angelina Johnson, said one afternoon, slumping beside you at the Hufflepuff table as you watched Fred from across the room.
“Get what?”
“You,” she said, eyes narrowing. “And Fred. You’re not together, but you look at him like you are.”
You blinked. “I do not.”
Angelina raised her eyebrows. “You brought him soup to the common room last night.”
“He was sick.”
“You saved him his favourite pies for dinner because practice ran late.”
“I was…bored.”
Angelina leaned closer, smirking now. “Be honest. Do you fancy him?”
You opened your mouth. Closed it again. Frowned. “…I don’t think so.”
Angelina looked at you for a long moment. “That’s not a no.”
You didn’t respond. Because for all your certainty, your heart had started doing that thing. That inconvenient, fluttering, stuttering thing. You ignored it, of course. Told yourself it was nothing.
You were always kind to the ones who would soon be lost. But deep down, a quiet thought bloomed like a bruise: You’re not just being kind, are you?
Fred found you again a few days later, after you’d snuck a chocolate frog into his bag. You were sitting under the trees near the lake, sketching something you’d never show anyone. He sat beside you without asking, knees bumping yours.
“You left,” He didn’t speak for a while. Then he leaned over, voice quiet. “You always do that.”
You glanced at him. “Do what?”
“Disappear before anyone can say thank you.”
You shrugged. “Maybe I don’t need to hear it.”
“Or maybe,” he said, watching you carefully, “you don’t want to admit you actually like me.”
Your pulse kicked. He didn’t look smug. He looked…gentle. Curious. Open. That scared you more than any teasing ever could.
You stood up quickly, brushing imaginary dirt off your skirt. “I should go,” you said, not meeting his eyes.
Fred stood, too, though he didn’t follow. He just stood there, letting you go, but not looking away. And you could feel it again. The way he looked at you like you were already his. And the way, deep down, your heart wanted to be.
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You were halfway through Transfiguration notes and a barely warm scone when Fred Weasley dropped into the bench beside you like he’d been catapulted.
“Oi,” he said, nudging your shoulder. “Bad day? You’re looking a bit like you’ve just been to a funeral. Except for this. No colour allowed at funerals. Stupid rule, really.”
He tugged at the bright gold bow that was holding your hair up. You glanced at him, his hair windswept, a leaf in it, tie loose, and that unrepentant grin that always made it harder to breathe than you wanted to admit.
“Hardly stupid,” you muttered. “Funerals are meant to be somber affairs. It’s not a party.”
“But it could be,” Fred smirked. “If I die tragically, at least make sure people laugh at mine. I don’t want any of that all-black, hoity-toity nonsense.”
You blinked. The words weren’t meant to hurt. But they did. A little more than they should.
You dropped your quill. “Don’t say that.”
He turned to you, surprised. “Say what?”
You shook your head, brushing crumbs off your page. “Nothing. Just…don’t.”
Fred was watching you again. Closely. Quietly.“Alright,” he said gently, voice a little lower. “I won’t.”
You didn’t mean to spend the rest of the day with him. But somehow, you did.
He walked with you to the library. Borrowed a book he didn’t need. Sat across from you and made faces every time you tried to focus. Slipped a note into your bag that read: If you keep ignoring me, I’ll stage a dramatic faint in the Restricted Section.
He waited outside your common room that evening before dinner with a pair of chocolate frogs and no explanation.
When you smiled and asked why, he shrugged. “You always give them to everyone else. Thought today you could use one.”
You tilted your head. “You thought I could use a chocolate frog?”
“A smile.”
You didn’t know what to say to that. So you didn’t say anything at all. But you didn’t stop him either.
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Two days later, he cornered you on the Astronomy Tower. It was late. The sky was low and bruised with clouds. The stars were hiding. He found you leaning against the stone ledge, arms folded, hair tugged loose by the wind. How he knew to find you here you weren’t sure.
Fred approached slowly. “You always come up here alone?”
You didn’t turn. “Only when I want peace.”
“Ouch,” he said lightly. “Should I leave, then?”
“Maybe.”
He didn’t. Instead, he came to stand beside you. “You know, I’ve been thinking,” he said. “We’ve got this whole unresolved thing going on.”
You finally turned. “Unresolved?”
Fred nodded. “You give me tea. I give you chocolate frogs. You pretend you don’t care. I pretend I don’t notice you do. Very romantic.”
You raised an eyebrow. “Is this your idea of a confession?”
Fred put a hand over his heart dramatically. “What if it is?”
You stared at him. The boy who made everyone laugh. Who walked into a room like he already owned the air in it. Who’d been orbiting you more and more lately like gravity had decided it was time.
He was serious. Kind of. Almost. And that’s when it hit you. He liked you.
Not because you were convenient or easy. You’d purposefully made things difficult for him. He didn’t mind that you were some strange girl who knew too much about things no one said out loud.
And for a second, your heart fluttered. But then you remembered the way you’d seen him fall. Bleeding. Broken. Gone. A memory that hadn’t happened yet, but burned in your chest like it had.
He didn’t have long. You knew that. He didn’t.
Fred stepped closer, his voice suddenly gentler. “Go out with me.”
You blinked. “Fred—”
“Just once,” he said. “Say yes. Let me take you to Hogsmeade, or sneak you into the kitchens. Anything. I’ll even let you pick.”
You laughed. Quietly. Sadly. And he caught it. The shift. The weight behind it.
“Hey,” he said, softer now. “I’m not teasing. I want to know what it looks like when you stop running away from me.”
You bit your lip. You should’ve said no. You wanted to say no. Because this wasn’t fair. Not to him. Not to you. But you looked at Fred, warm and waiting, full of belief and stupid, stubborn light, and you thought: Maybe I can give him this. While there’s still time.
So you nodded. Once. “Okay.”
Fred blinked. “Wait, really?”
You smiled. “Yes.”
His grin nearly split his face. “Bloody hell, I wasn’t actually expecting…George owes me ten galleons!”
You shoved him lightly. “Don’t make me regret it, Weasley.”
You didn’t expect this to go anywhere. Fred would get bored eventually. It was just another act of kindness on your behalf.
But inside, your heart was already unraveling. Because this wasn’t a favour. It might have felt like one, but it wasn’t. You were falling. And you didn’t even see it.
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You weren’t expecting much. Not because you didn’t think Fred could deliver a proper date - he could charm a Hippogriff into a slow dance if he wanted to - but because you’d told yourself not to expect anything. You weren’t here for you. You were here for him.
One day, he wouldn’t be here. You knew that. He didn’t. So you said yes. Once. For kindness.
But then he met you outside the castle wearing a button-up shirt and a ridiculous velvet blazer the colour of raspberry tarts, and held out a bouquet of fizzing whizzbees on sticks, and suddenly you were laughing before you even said hello.
“You’re joking.”
Fred gave you an exaggerated bow. “I’m romancing you, actually.”
You eyed the ‘bouquet’. “You brought me candy. On skewers.”
“Florals are so last season.”
You bit back a smile as you took them. “You’re completely mad.”
“And yet,” he said, stepping beside you, “here you are. On my arm. Tragic.”
You let him guide you down the sloping path toward Hogsmeade. The wind tugged at your hair, the hem of your cloak. Fred kept sneaking glances at you like he wasn’t quite convinced this was real.
You didn’t blame him. Neither were you.
The day was grey, with thick clouds above and a storm threatening the horizon, but Fred made it golden.
First stop was the joke shop. Not Zonko’s, but a tiny stall tucked behind Honeydukes where a wizard with purple spectacles sold contraptions Fred described as ‘too risky for George’.
He bought you a singing plant (you had to shush it three times), a mood-reading quill (which immediately wrote ‘trouble brewing’ when you touched it), and a matchbox-sized reusable firework that burst into glitter hearts when lit.
Then came Butterbeer at the Three Broomsticks. Fred asked for “the frothiest one they had” and poured half of it onto his nose “for comedic effect.”
You sipped yours slower. Watched him over the rim of your mug. There was something behind the way he looked at you today. Still teasing, yes. Still Fred. But gentler, somehow. Like you were something rare, not to be startled. You weren’t used to that. And it made something inside you start to ache.
After lunch, Fred dragged you to the Shrieking Shack - not for haunting, but for a “Fred-exclusive ghost tour” in which every spooky sound was clearly made by him throwing rocks or growling behind his scarf.
“Did you hear that?” he gasped dramatically, clutching your arm. “I think it’s the ghost of Christmas past!”
You snorted. “I think it’s the ghost of a boy who wants to hold my hand.”
Fred wiggled his fingers. “Guilty.”
You didn’t take it. But you didn’t pull your arm away either when he took it anyway.
The sun dipped lower. The cold sharpened. Fred walked slower now, matching your pace exactly. You ended up back near the edge of the village, past the shops and crowds, where the fields started to slope into forest. It was quiet here. The kind of quiet that let your thoughts breathe.
Fred stopped walking. “Alright,” he said. “This is the part where I impress you.”
You looked at him, wary. “More than firework hearts?”
He grinned. “I brought provisions.”
From the inner lining of his cloak, he pulled a small tartan blanket, two chocolate bars, a flask, and a teacup. Just one.
You raised a brow. “And we share?”
“We could,” Fred said, a little too quickly. “Or I could pretend to be smooth and say I brought it because I like the idea of you stealing my things.”
That startled you. The honesty. The warmth. The way he was looking at you like he meant it. You sat down anyway. He joined you. The hill gave a view of the castle, glittering far away, all turrets and gold. The sky was burning pink.
Fred passed you the chocolate. “You’ve been quiet today.”
You glanced at him. “You haven’t.”
“That’s our dynamic.”
You huffed a laugh.
Fred leaned back on his elbows, legs outstretched. “Be honest. Is this the worst date you’ve ever been on?”
You hesitated. Then shook your head. “No,” you said. “It’s the best.”
Fred blinked. You didn’t look at him. You couldn’t. You were already struggling. Because if you didn’t know what came next - if you hadn’t already seen it, felt it, mourned it - you would’ve fallen for him right then.
The way he smiled at you without asking for anything in return. The way he gave the day everything he had, just to see you laugh. The way he tried, so hard, even though you’d never asked.
You bit your lip. “Fred?”
“Yeah?”
“If you only had a year left to live…what would you do?”
He turned his head toward you slowly. “What kind of question is that?”
“A real one.”
He frowned, but not seriously. “Okay. Well, first, I’d rob Gringotts. Then I’d make George get a tattoo of my face on his face. Then I’d finally tell Filch what I really think of his bloody cat.”
You didn’t smile.
Fred’s own faded. “Hey.”
“I’m just saying,” you said softly. “Sometimes…sometimes we don’t have as long as we think.”
Fred tilted his head. “Are you alright?”
You nodded. Lied. “I’m fine.”
He was quiet for a moment. Then, unexpectedly, he reached out and gently tucked a strand of hair behind your ear.
“Y’know,” he said, “if I didn’t know better…I’d say you’re trying to prepare me for something.”
You froze. Your eyes met. For a second, just one, it felt like he knew.
But then he smiled. And you realised it had been just another joke. He didn’t know. He couldn’t. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
But you did. And it was killing you.
You walked back in silence. Not because it was awkward, but because there was so much between you now - unsaid and real and humming like a storm behind your ribs.
When you reached the castle steps, Fred stopped you. “I had a good time,” he said, voice soft.
You looked at him. He was flushed from the cold, hair messy, eyes bright and searching. You could feel how much he meant it.
“Me too,” you whispered.
He stepped closer. “Can I—”
You kissed his cheek before he could ask. A soft brush. A thank you. He stared at you after, a little stunned. And for the first time since you said yes, you felt dizzy.
Because somewhere during this date, the ache of the future got tangled with the warmth of the present. And you weren’t sure anymore which one was winning.
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You knew better. You knew better than to let it go this far. But it started slow, like everything dangerous does. You’d meant to give Fred one good day.
A single memory he could carry like a charm in his pocket. Something small and kind to slip into the cracks of his fate. But now it was weeks later, and you were too deep to climb out.
Too deep in it to pretend otherwise. It had been eight dates now. You kept count, though you told yourself you didn’t.
The second was a walk around the Black Lake, where he tried to juggle rocks and ended up splashing you both, laughing so hard he couldn’t breathe.
The third was a Honeydukes raid - he snuck you into Hogsmeade after curfew through a secret one-eyed witch passage and let you test all the samples. You’d snorted soda through your nose after the “singing socks” made your shoes tap-dance uncontrollably.
Fourth was at the owlery. You don’t know why he took you there, only that he said it was “underrated and full of character, just like you.” You watched the sunset behind scattered wings, and he told you about how George once tried to train an owl to pickpocket.
You still smile when you think about it.
The fifth, sixth, and seven were blurred between quiet library corners (he claimed to study, mostly just drew ridiculous cartoons in the margins of your notes), Quidditch stands after practice (he flew slow laps just to show off for you), and midnight snacks in the kitchens (he tried charming a spoon to feed you pudding and accidentally launched it into your face instead).
The eighth was yesterday. He kissed you after. It wasn’t a planned thing. Just a quiet, breathless moment when he was walking you back to your common room. He stopped at the door, turned to say goodnight, and the words got lost somewhere between your eyes and the way you smiled like the night hadn’t ended yet.
His lips were warm and smiling against yours. You hadn’t stopped him. You hadn’t wanted to.
Now you sat curled in the Gryffindor common room, curled under one of the tartan blankets, pretending to read while your heart betrayed you.
Fred sat on the rug nearby, cross-legged, building a tower out of Chocolate Frog boxes with George and Lee Jordan. He was saying something ridiculous, probably plotting a prank, and every now and then he glanced your way like he couldn’t help himself.
He smiled when he caught your eye. And you felt it again - that impossible, aching want. The urge to freeze this moment and lock it in your bones. Because you knew. You knew this wouldn’t last. You knew how the story ended.
You’d seen it again the night he kissed you. The flash behind his eyes. The scream in the air. The way the ground cracked beneath the weight of stone and magic. The stillness. He would die in a war that was currently brewing. And you couldn’t change it. You couldn’t stop it. You’d never been able to. Fate didn’t let you edit. It traded one death for another.
That’s why you’d never tried. That’s why you weren’t supposed to fall in love. But Fred had this laugh - Merlin, that laugh - and he looked at you like you were the only bit of sense in his chaotic world. He made you feel less like a ticking clock and more like a person again.
You hadn’t meant for it to go this far. And yet here you were, hanging out with his friends in his common room like you belonged.
You looked up as he crossed the room and dropped beside you on the couch, all legs and warmth and the scent of cinnamon and broom polish. His shoulder brushed yours.
“Hey, pretty girl,” he murmured, voice soft and teasing. “You know you’ve been reading that page for ten minutes?” You tilted the book to hide your face, but he just leaned closer, eyes dancing. “Is it that good, or are you just trying to avoid me?”
“I’m trying to look studious,” you replied, not looking at him.
“You’re failing beautifully.”
You let the book fall to your lap and studied him. The freckles like constellations. The slight sunburn from practice earlier. The softness in his eyes. You were already gone.
“You’re being very charming,” you said, barely above a whisper.
He grinned. “I’ve been told it’s one of my more dangerous skills.”
You couldn’t laugh. Not fully. Because all you could think was: How many more times do I get to sit beside him like this? How many more pages do I get to pretend to read while he’s alive and warm and next to me?
“Fred…” you started, but the words burned out in your throat.
He turned toward you completely now, sensing the shift, reading it in the quiet like he always could.
“What is it?” he asked gently.
You looked down at your hands, clenched in the blanket. “I don’t know. Just…don’t want this to end.”
He didn’t ask what you meant. He just reached for your hand and held it in his.
“Well, I’m not going anywhere,” he said.
You wished you could believe him. Wished he was right.
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Fred had always talked about the future like it was a prank waiting to be pulled.
It didn’t scare him, not really. He treated it like one big adventure with half serious plans, half chaos, and a lot of laughter in between. And lately, more and more of those plans included you.
“We’ll move to London,” he’d say offhandedly, like it was already decided. “Start a shop in Diagon Alley. George wants Knockturn but I think he just likes the drama.”
You’d smile, but never answer. And when he’d push - “You’d at least come visit, wouldn’t you?” - you’d kiss him instead.
Soft. Distracting. Sweet.
It always worked. Until it didn’t.
It was small at first. Barely a flicker. But Fred wasn’t stupid. He noticed things. Especially about you.
The way you’d go quiet when people talked about what they’d do after Hogwarts. The way your eyes drifted when someone said ‘next year’. The way you changed the subject like it owed you something. Like it was dangerous.
He noticed how you’d stiffen when he spoke about the future with you in it. Joking about weddings, or flat hunting, or how you’d have to name your kids something ridiculous just to keep the Weasley chaos alive. You’d laugh. But not the way you would about anything else.
And then there were the other things.
It happened the first time after the Hufflepuff prefect, Rosalie McDonald, never came back from summer break. They found out her family had been attacked by death eaters.
The day before going on break, Fred had caught you talking to her outside the library. He hadn’t meant to eavesdrop, it just happened.
“I think you should write to your older sister,” you’d said gently. “Now, while you still can.”
Rosalie had blinked. “What do you mean ‘while I still can’?”
You’d hesitated. Then smiled. “Just…something tells me she needs to hear from you.”
Fred hadn’t thought much of it at the time.
And then it happened again. Six months later. An older Slytherin boy, Nolan Travers, hexed by his own parents for refusing the dark mark. Before he’d gone home for Christmas, Fred had seen you slide a wrapped chocolate frog into Nolan’s bag. You barely spoke to the guy. Fred had teased you about it later.
“What’s that, a secret admirer thing? Didn’t know you were into angry boys with an attitude.”
You’d just said, “He always seemed like he missed being a kid. I figured he should have one more.”
Fred had laughed. Until Nolan was gone. And then it wasn’t funny anymore.
He started watching you differently after that. Not just as the girl he fancied - madly, deeply, stupidly - but as someone he didn’t fully understand.
There was something underneath your softness. Something ancient and brittle and trembling like a spiderweb across time.
You never said anything out loud. Not really. But you said goodbye to people with your eyes. With your hands. With the way you looked at them like you knew.
You started spending more time with the younger students, helping with homework, walking them to class, slipping them extra pastries at breakfast.
You knew. And he didn’t know how to ask. Didn’t know if he should.
One evening, Fred found you sitting on the Astronomy Tower, knees hugged to your chest, staring out across the dark sky. The stars were sharp and clear above you.
He sat beside you slowly, careful not to disturb the quiet. “What are you thinking about?” he asked.
You took too long to answer. “Tomorrow,” you finally whispered.
He turned to look at you. “Funny. You never do.”
You flinched. Just a little.
Fred watched you out of the corner of his eye. “You never talk about the future,” he said softly. “Not really. I do. I plan. I dream. You just…disappear.”
You said nothing. He nudged you gently. “You don’t think we have one, do you?”
That made you look at him, sharply. “I didn’t say that.”
“You didn’t have to.”
Your face twisted. Like something was pulling inside your chest, something clawing to stay hidden.
“I just don’t see the point in pretending,” you murmured.
Fred’s brow furrowed. “Pretending what?”
“That everything lasts forever.”
It was quiet again. Too quiet. Even the wind held its breath.
Fred’s voice dropped low. “You act like you know how it ends.”
You turned your face away. “Don’t.”
He studied you carefully now. The set of your jaw. The shine in your eyes. The way your fingers curled into your sleeves like they were hiding something.
You stood abruptly. “I should go.”
He rose with you. Reached for your hand, but didn’t grab it. “Hey. Just, tell me. Is there something I should know?”
You hesitated. And then did what you always did when you didn’t want to lie. You kissed him. Soft. Distracting. Sweet.
He let you go, even though every part of him screamed not to.
As your footsteps vanished down the stairs, Fred stood under the stars, alone, wondering if maybe he was falling in love with someone who already knew how their story ended.
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The world was on fire.
Hogwarts roared around them, crumbling under the weight of centuries and war. The sky above had turned the color of dried blood, smeared with smoke and flashes of green light. The very ground seemed to shake with grief, stone and magic groaning beneath their feet.
Fred had known this was coming. Not because anyone had told him. Because you hadn’t.
Because every time he talked about the future - about the joke shop reopening, about traveling, about growing old with matching canes and bad knees - you went quiet. You looked away. You smiled too tightly, like it hurt.
He’d noticed everything. The way you lingered when hugging people goodbye. How your eyes sometimes filled with tears for no reason at all. How you never made plans beyond this week, this night, this moment. As if you couldn’t.
And he knew. He knew something wasn’t right. You weren’t just someone who had feelings about things. You were someone who knew with certainty. And tonight you looked terrified.
Even as the battle began and Hogwarts turned into a war zone, you stayed at his side, lips pressed thin, hand clutched in his like it was the only thing keeping you from falling into the abyss.
But then Fred had gone to his father, pulling Arthur aside. “She can’t follow me,” he said hoarsely. “You have to keep her back. Promise me.”
Arthur’s eyes darkened behind his cracked glasses. “Fred—”
“Promise me. Please.”
Arthur looked at him like he already knew what this meant, and then nodded.
You hadn’t seen it coming. You hadn’t thought Fred would ask for help. When Arthur wrapped an arm around you and gently - yet firmly - steered you toward the Great Hall, you resisted. When you saw Fred running the opposite way, toward the worst of it, you screamed.
“Fred! FRED, DON’T—!” Your voice cracked like a spell mid-air.
You struggled, breaking free of Arthur’s grip. You ran after him. You tried to keep up, but his legs were longer. His strides were larger. He moved faster. You knew what was coming. And so did he.
The corridor exploded.
Stone tore from the walls like paper. Fire bloomed in the air. The sound was deafening. Metal against stone, bodies crashing, spells colliding, a scream that Fred wasn’t even sure was his.
Then, nothing. Just smoke and stillness. He was lying on his side. There was blood in his mouth. Dust in his lungs. Something sharp digging into his back. He couldn’t move his right arm. Couldn’t hear much beyond the ringing in his ears and a distant, muffled shouting.
He was alive. Barely. How? He’d felt it coming. He’d made peace with it. Accepted that this - right here - was the end. His vision swam as he tried to sit up, coughing violently.
And then you were there. Crawling over the rubble, your knees scraped raw, blood down your temple, a cut across your cheekbone. You were panting, gasping, your fingers trembling as you touched his face.
“You idiot,” you choked. “You…oh my God, you bloody idiot—”
“You weren’t supposed to come,” Fred whispered, wincing as he tried to lift himself.
“You were supposed to die,” you hissed.
And then he saw it. The color draining from your skin. Your hands leaving bloody prints against his chest. You were shaking - your whole body - but not from fear. From pain.
He looked down. There was a burn across your abdomen, jagged and pulsing with green rot. A curse. Deep. Fatal.
Fred’s breath caught. “No…no, no, no—”
You tried to smile. You really did. “It’s okay,” you rasped. “It’s already done.”
Fred gripped your shoulders and tried to sit up fully, holding you in his lap now, frantic. “What did you do? What the hell did you do?”
“I traded it,” you whispered, forehead resting against his.
“No. You weren’t supposed to interfere,” Fred said, voice cracking like old glass. “You never interfere.”
“That’s because fate takes anyway. Fate always takes anyway, but I figured out how to cheat it. A life for a life.” Your eyes fluttered shut.
He stared at you, heart breaking in real time. He shook his head violently, his jaw tight with rage and grief. “You had no right. That was my death. That was my life to give—”
“I saw your death,” you said softly. “Before. It would have been terrible. You died under rubble. George screamed your name, and I couldn’t do anything. I’ve seen it a hundred times. You don’t understand.
“Yes, I do.” Fred swallowed hard, clutching you like you’d vanish into dust if he loosened his grip. “I do understand. I’ve noticed. The way you always seem to know who’s going to die and when. I know what you can do. And I don’t care. I would’ve…I accepted it. I knew I was going to die.”
You smiled faintly. “I couldn’t live with that.”
Fred was sobbing now, helpless and furious and broken. “You don’t get it. I can’t. I can’t live without you—”
“You have to.” You reached up, brushing his tear-soaked cheek with shaking fingers. “Fred. You’re going to live. You’re going to grow old. You’ll run that shop. You’ll tease your nieces and nephews and dance at weddings. You’ll be happy.”
He clung to you like a lifeline, his lips trembling. “It doesn’t mean anything if it’s not with you. That was our future.”
You gave a soft, sad smile. “My future ended the moment I knew you were going to die. You were the last thing I had left to fight for. So I changed it,” you murmured. “It’s already done.”
“What do you mean?”
You smiled. Eyes wet and far away now. “I can see it…your death.”
He froze.
“You’re going to live a long time,” you whispered. “You’re going to be old. Happy. Surrounded by people you love. It’s not going to be violent. Or dirty. Or lonely. It’ll be quiet. It’ll be peaceful.”
Fred’s face crumpled. “That was supposed to be your death.”
“I had no one left but you,” you said softly. “And you…you have them. Your family. Your whole life.”
Fred shook his head. “I’d trade it. In a second. I’d go back and die for you right now.”
“No.” Your voice was barely there now. “You have to live for me. For us. I’ll see you again, when it’s time.”
And then you exhaled like a sigh, and you were gone.
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The Burrow had grown over the years. Extensions, additions, magic upon magic. Its foundations were laughter and stubborn love.
Fred sat in the sunroom, a blanket over his knees, a warm mug forgotten on the table beside him. The walls were covered in photographs of laughing children, proud parents, wild holidays and Christmas mornings.
And you. Still eighteen. Still smiling. Still leaning into him like you had your whole heart tucked into the space between your ribs, and you were trying to give it away.
He heard them in the kitchen - nieces and nephews and their children, Ginny’s grandkids racing through the hall, Hermione scolding someone gently, George laughing so hard he wheezed.
Fred leaned back in his chair. He could feel it now. Like a breeze moving through his bones. Like the way time used to slow when he looked at you.
“I’m ready,” he whispered.
And death came, not with violence, but with light. And when he opened his eyes, you were there. Smiling. Whole. Just as he remembered you.
“Hey there, trouble,” you said, brushing his silver-streaked hair back from his forehead. “It’s good to see you.”
He laughed wetly. “Took me long enough.”
You held out your hand and when he took it the deep wrinkles in his aged skin smoothed. His hair regained its vivid orange colour, and his hunched posture righted itself. Once again he was twenty, just as he had been when you’d left him. And together, you stepped into whatever was next.
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A giggle parts your lips as you tip your head back and tilt your chin up to meet Azriel’s gaze, smiling when his eyes touch yours. The spymaster leans down, quite a bit, so he can press his lips to your forehead, whispering, "My mate," against your soft skin.
When you want to return the kiss, you have to push up on your tip toes so you can press a little peck to his jaw. It always makes him smirk, a fire of passion and amusement sparkling in his eyes as he watches you struggle to reach him. A small chuckle also slips through his lips, hand softly cradling your waist.
You love him so much. You love Azriel more than anything in this world. Your mate. Your love. Everything. He is everything to you, and you only want the best for him and see himself for the wonderful male he is, knowing he often doubts himself and struggles with his self-esteem.
So, you let your hand slide down his arm, softly, until your fingers curl around his. Your thumb brushes over the raised lines marring his skin there, and he stills, his breath catching like it always does when you touch his hands.
Eventually, you take his hand fully into yours, lifting it between your bodies, still holding eye contact, and bring it to your lips. You press your mouth softly against each scar, gently mending the wounds that are much deeper, deep within his heart.
Every kiss feels like a promise of unconditional love. You don't see what he sees. You don’t see any ugliness. You only see beauty and strength when it comes to Azriel. Love and everything you have ever hoped for. You don’t see him as the dark male who is the torture master of the High Lord. You see him for the loving, kind male he truly is. Your mate.
His breathing stutters as your lips linger on his skin, kissing each of his knuckles, smiling against his hand. You whisper against his scars that they are beautiful and that he’s the strongest male you have ever seen for surviving and not breaking.
Eventually, he lowers his head, closing the small (height) difference between you and chases your lips in a passionate, warm kiss, hands still entangled and the bond wide awake between your souls.
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Rule #1
Fred Weasley x FemReader
Being best friends with Ginny Weasley was the easiest thing in the world. Or, at least, it had been at the start. The two of you had three simple rules.
#3. Always save each other a seat.
#2. Never lie to one another.
#1. Ginny’s brothers were off-limits.
It was rule #1 that you found yourself currently in contempt of. But how were you meant to know when you’d made that promise that a few years down the track everything would change?
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You had been best friends with Ginny Weasley for as long as you could remember.
It had started sometime in first year, when you found her crying in the girls’ bathroom after throwing a book at moaning Myrtle. You didn’t ask questions. You just sat next to her, pulled a Chocolate Frog from your bag, and said, “You don’t have to tell me. But if you want to, I’m here.” That was the moment it began. Since then, your friendship had become a constant in both of your lives. Like the hum of the Hogwarts Express, or the steady whistle of the wind through the trees by the Black Lake.
And there were rules. Unspoken at first, but eventually written down during a sleepover at the Burrow in a notebook charmed to sparkle and float around Ginny’s room. The most sacred of them all: “Don’t fall for one of my brothers. Ever.”
You remembered the moment it was written with almost photographic clarity. Ginny had been sitting cross-legged at the foot of her bed, face twisted with frustration as she doodled angry lightning bolts in the margins.
“Honestly, it’s like every girl who’s ever spoken to me suddenly wants to be my best mate the second they lay eyes on one of them,” Ginny muttered bitterly, tossing her quill down. “Lavender started cozying up to me last year and I thought maybe she actually wanted to be friends. But no. She just wanted to ask if Ron was ‘as tall in person as he looked from across the Great Hall.’ Gross.”
You laughed back then, genuinely amused and a little horrified. “You’re joking.”
“I wish I were,” Ginny huffed, brushing her hair back with a quick, irritated flick. “Then there was Marietta. She was practically joined at my hip during dinner and the whole time she was working up the courage to ask if I’d introduce her to George. George!”
“She didn’t even pretend to care about you, did she?”
“Not for a second,” Ginny snapped. Then her expression softened as she looked at you. “That’s why I like you. You’re not here for any of that rubbish.”
Back then you had smiled and laced your pinky through hers, swearing on it.
Now, whenever it was even remotely brought up - like when Angelina tried to hangout with the two of you to get a date with Fred - you had to force yourself to smile. Even as your heart twisted.
You hadn’t intended to fall for one of Ginny’s brothers, but sometime in the past four years, you had. Something about Fred’s clever jokes, his chaotic grin, and the way he always found time to check in on you had chipped away at your resolve. You had fallen slowly, helplessly, painfully. And you had said nothing. Because of the rule.
Because you loved Ginny.
You remembered her smile that night, soft and genuine.
“If I ever find out someone’s only here to get to one of them,” she said. “I’ll never forgive them. Promise me you’ll never do that.”
“Of course,” you had sworn.
You meant it, back then. You couldn’t have predicted you would genuinely fall for one of them. And you still meant it now, in your own twisted way. You had no intention of doing anything about your feelings. Loving Fred from a distance didn’t count. Did it?
But lately it had become harder to look away. He was noticing you. Not the way he noticed everyone else. Not with the performative charm or cheeky quips he tossed around like fireworks. No, he was watching you when he thought you weren’t looking. Catching your eye across the dinner table. Sitting closer than he used to, finding reasons to touch your arm when he laughed. Or maybe you were imagining it.
But you and Ginny had rules.
And you were already breaking rule #1.
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The Burrow was chaos, as usual.
The second you stepped through the crooked front door with Ginny, the scent of fresh bread and stewed onions wrapped around you like a warm blanket. The air was humid with the smell of summer earth and something sugary baking in the oven. A breeze drifted in from the open kitchen window, carrying laughter from the garden and the sounds of someone - probably Ron - grunting as he lugged trunks upstairs.
“Welcome home!” Molly was fussing as she grabbed each one of them by the face and planted a big kiss on their cheeks.
“Gross, mum!” The boys groaned and wiped their faces with their sleeves as they came into the house.
“My darling girls!” Molly greeted the two of you, pulling both you and Ginny into a tight hug.
“Hey, Mrs Weasley,” you greeted with a warm smile. You’d spend so much time here that the Burrow had come to feel like your second home, and the Weasleys like a second pair of parents.
“Oh, how you’ve grown up since the last time I saw you!” The stout woman patted your check affectionately, then stepped back to gesture to the already set table.
“Lunch, everyone! On the table, NOW!” Molly Weasley’s voice thundered through the house with such maternal command it could’ve made a mountain walk.
You hadn’t even had time to protest when Arthur took your trunk before you were swept up in the current of Weasley children charging into the kitchen like a herd of hippogriffs. Chairs scraped. Plates clattered. Elbows jabbed for better positioning. It was always a game of survival when it came to getting a good seat at the Burrow’s table.
Fred emerged from seemingly nowhere at your side, grinning like he’d just won something. “Well, well,” he said in that voice of his - low and amused, with just enough of a lilt to make your stomach flip. “Guess this seat’s mine, yeah?”
He reached for the chair to your left, the one you’d secretly been hoping he’d take, and yet, also dreading he would. It was instinct. Panic. Self-preservation.
You placed your hand firmly on the back of the chair before he could pull it out. “That one’s taken,” you blurted out a little too quickly.
Fred raised an eyebrow, a playful glint in his eyes. “By who?”
And before your mouth could catch up with your thoughts - before you could invent some excuse or redirect him to the other side of the table - Ginny shoved past Fred, bumping him with her hip.
“By me, you great big git. Rule #3, remember? Now move!” she snapped cheerfully, shooting you a triumphant smile as she slid into the seat beside you.
Fred snorted, placing a dramatic hand over his heart like he’d been wounded. “Betrayed. By my own blood.”
He dragged himself to the far end of the table with a theatrical sigh, collapsing into a chair beside George. You watched him from the corner of your eye as he stole a bread roll before the basket had even hit the table, catching you looking just in time to shoot you a wink.
You felt heat rise to your cheeks.
Ginny leaned over, scooping potatoes onto your plate. “Honestly, you’d think they’d learn by now that we always sit next to each other. I think he did it on purpose just to mess with us.”
You forced a laugh, stabbing at a carrot with more force than necessary. “He’s insufferable,” you said weakly.
But your heart was thudding too loudly in your chest to believe it. You had wanted him to sit next to you. Just a little.
You could still feel the ghost of where his arm would’ve brushed against yours. How his knee might’ve bumped yours under the table. You could imagine it far too easily. Close enough to smell the spice and smoke of his cologne, to hear every stupid joke murmured just for you.
But then you looked at Ginny, happily chatting to her mum about the drive there, glowing with sun and freckles and trust. And the guilt returned with full force, crashing like a wave over your ribs.
You weren’t going to mess this up. Not this.
You promised yourself right then and there: You would stay away from Fred this summer. No matter how many times he winked at you. No matter how charming his smile was. No matter how much your hands itched to reach for his under the table.
He was Ginny’s brother. And you were Ginny’s best friend. And those two things could never, ever mix.
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Your first few days at the burrow passed without a problem. Ron kept to himself mostly, sending letters back and forth to Hermione and Harry in between practicing quidditch with the twins. When the twins weren’t out in the field zipping about on their broomsticks, they were locked in their room. No one quite knew what they were up to in there, except for the intermittent explosion that shook the house and earned a few lectures from Molly. Percy was off on some sort of internship at the Ministry of Magic. Which of course left you and Ginny to your own devices.
Your plan of avoiding Fred had been going splendidly. The only times you would see him were during meals, and with the buffer of the whole family present there were no issues that had arisen. He’d not tried again to steal Ginny’s chair by your side. You’d worked to memorise his and George’s schedule, knowing what times to avoid the bathroom or the kitchen for snack break. You’d even taken to using the bathroom at the latest possible time, once the house had gone uncharacteristically quiet and you knew everyone else was in bed.
Hence why you were there now. The bathroom mirror was fogged with steam from the shower someone had taken earlier - probably Ron, based on the trail of damp footprints leading down the hall to his bedroom. You stood at the sink in your pyjamas, brushing your teeth, the tap running low to mask the silence.
You leaned closer to the mirror and wiped a clean patch of glass to check your reflection. Your hair was a bit of a mess from a full day of hanging about the garden. Your skin a little tinged by the sun. The dim golden light from the hallway behind you spilled in from the half-cracked door, soft and flickering like candlelight.
The door creaked further open. You flinched, mid-brush. And then you nearly choked on your toothpaste.
Fred stood in the doorway, shirtless, rubbing a towel over his wild and wet hair, a pair of well-worn pyjama bottoms slung low on his hips. Water glistened on his shoulders. His freckles were more pronounced under the soft bathroom light, and his grin was…absolutely illegal.
You turned back to the sink immediately, hoping the toothpaste foam in your mouth would distract from the fact your pulse had just shot up like a firework.
“Evenin’,” he said casually, like this was completely normal.
You didn’t answer - mostly because you couldn’t speak with a mouth full of mint and panic.
Fred moved behind you, stepping inside without hesitation and reaching for a comb that sat on the bench. You could feel his presence, radiating a warmth that pulsed just inches away from your spine. The tension twisted tighter with each breath. You were practically vibrating.
“You always brush your teeth this dramatically?” he asked, his voice low and amused. “Looks intense.”
You spat your toothpaste into the sink and grabbed your cup to rinse. “Just thorough,” you muttered, praying your voice didn’t sound like it was shaking.
Fred leaned on the counter beside you, one arm braced as he turned his body toward you. “Right. Very serious business, dental hygiene. Sexy stuff.”
You gave a tight, nervous laugh and tried not to look at his collarbone, or his chest, or the single drip of water trailing down his sternum. You tried. But Merlin, you were failing.
“Shouldn’t you be in bed?” you asked, drying your hands quickly, your eyes fixed anywhere but on him.
“I was,” Fred said, tilting his head. “But then I remembered the bathroom gets much more interesting around midnight.”
You blinked. “Excuse me?”
He smiled, cocking a brow. “You’ve been sneaking in here late every night like you’re hiding something. Thought I’d investigate.”
“I’m brushing my teeth, Fred. Hardly a great mystery of the universe.”
He leaned a little closer, and your breath hitched before you could stop it. His voice dropped an octave, teasing but edged with something heavier. “Well, maybe I’m the one with secrets.”
You hated that your stomach flipped. That your legs felt suddenly unsteady. That this was exactly the kind of moment you’d dreamed about for years, and yet now it was the last thing you could afford.
You cleared your throat, stepping back. “You’re ridiculous, you know.”
“And yet here you are,” he said. “Cornered. In a bathroom. With me.”
He was still smiling. But his eyes - those hazel eyes - searched yours with something more than just mischief. There was a weight in them. A question. A hope.
“Oh for Merlin’s sake, Fred, put a bloody shirt on!” The moment shattered like glass.
Ginny appeared in the doorway, her eyes narrowing immediately as she took in the scene. Fred shirtless and grinning, you red-faced and stiff near the sink.
Fred didn’t move. He just glanced at Ginny over his shoulder, as if annoyed to be interrupted.
“What?” he asked, unbothered.
“You’re disgusting,” she snapped, elbowing past him. “You can’t just wander around half-naked like some trollop!”
Fred looked delighted by that. “Trollop? Really, Ginny? You wound me.”
She made a face. “Honestly, you’re like a feral cat.” Then, without hesitation, she wedged herself firmly between you and Fred, standing like a barrier. Completely oblivious to the electric tension that had just been vibrating in the room.
Fred smirked at you over her shoulder, lips twitching, like he knew exactly what he’d done.
Ginny turned to you, unaware. “Ready for bed?”
You nodded mutely. Behind her, Fred gave you a lazy wink and finally retreated, tossing his towel over his shoulder as he strolled out of the room like he hadn’t just flipped your entire emotional state upside down.
Ginny looked at you and scrunched her nose. “Honestly. He’s so weird sometimes. Sorry you had to see that.”
You managed a smile, small and tight. “It’s fine. I’ve seen worse.”
But as you followed her down the hall toward the room you were sharing, your heart was still racing. Your skin still buzzed from his nearness. Your mind - traitorous thing - kept replaying that moment when he’d leaned in, eyes soft, voice low.
And you knew then, with a certainty that made your stomach sink, that this summer was going to be really, really difficult.
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It had been five days since The Bathroom Incident - a title you’d privately christened it with during your increasingly dramatic internal monologues.
And for five blissful, tormenting, nerve-fraying days, Fred had been…good.
No more shirtless intrusions. No surprise appearances when you were alone. No wandering conversations with too much eye contact and not enough space between your bodies.
Just casual, everyday Fred Weasley. Joking with his siblings, tinkering with George, throwing fruit across the kitchen, absolutely no more cornering you against a sink like he wanted to eat you alive.
You’d convinced yourself it was over. That he’d gotten bored of teasing you and moved on. That maybe you were in the clear.
Until this morning.
You’d just woken up, sunlight stretching warm fingers across your face through the open window, when you heard it.
“We’re going into town for the Sunday market!” George’s voice rang out through the hallway. “Come on, grab your shoes!”
You sat up, blinking sleep from your eyes as Ginny barged into the room already half-dressed, tying her hair up with a ribbon. “You’re coming too,” she declared, tossing your shoes toward the bed. “It’ll be us and the twins.”
Your stomach turned. Just the four of you. On a sunny day. Walking into town. All together. You, Ginny, George - and Fred.
Before you could argue, Ginny had already bolted back out of the room, mumbling something about losing her favourite jacket.
You took less than five minutes to pull on a cute outfit and brush your teeth before you waked into the hallway, trying not to look like you were internally screaming. At the bottom of the stairs, Fred was waiting.
He leaned lazily against the railing, arms crossed over his chest, dressed in a sweater rolled at the sleeves and worn jeans. Casual. Comfortable. Dangerous.
The second he saw you, a slow grin unfurled across his face like a cat who’d spotted a cornered mouse.
“Well, well,” he said, voice soft enough that it felt like it was just for you. “Didn’t think I’d be lucky enough to get you all day.”
You blinked. “What?”
He pushed off the railing and took a step closer. Close enough that you caught the familiar scent of spearmint and gunpowder. “I mean, I’ve barely seen you all summer. I was starting to worry I’d developed a contagious rash.”
You folded your arms. “Maybe you have. Have you checked?”
“Oh, thoroughly. I’m in top condition.” He winked, words dripping with innuendo.
You rolled your eyes, but your lips betrayed you with a small smile. He saw it - of course he saw it - and leaned in just a little more.
“You know,” he murmured, “I’d accuse you of hiding from me if I didn’t already know you were.”
Your heart thudded too loudly in your chest. Before you could deliver a scathing comeback - or worse, blush - Ginny’s footsteps thundered down the stairs.
Fred stepped away with impeccable timing, shoving his hands into his pockets and grinning innocently as Ginny reappeared with a cropped jacket and her hair now tied in a messy ponytail.
“All right,” she said, tossing her eyes toward Fred. “You better not make me carry everything again.”
“No promises,” he said, already leading the way out the door.
The walk into town was bright and breezy, the gravel path crunching beneath your shoes. Fields blurred gold and green beside you, and wildflowers nodded gently in the tall grass. Ginny was by your side for the most part, until she got into a long conversation with George about quidditch and the two walked ahead, occasionally darting into little bursts of sibling bickering. It left you and Fred side by side more than once, though you always kept just enough space to pretend it wasn’t wanted.
The Sunday market stretched along the village square in a mismatched quilt of tents and booths. The air was thick with the scent of fresh bread, honeycomb, spiced nuts, and something fried you didn’t dare question. Laughter floated above the hum of shoppers and merchants calling out their deals.
You kept close to Ginny, using her as a human shield against Fred’s increasingly amused glances. The two of you stopped at a table of handmade jewellery, and your fingers drifted toward a delicate pair of crystal earrings shaped like intricate flower clusters. They caught the sunlight just right. Clean, simple, quietly beautiful.
You picked one up, turned the tag over. Too much. Not outrageous, but more than you could justify. You set them down gently.
“Cute,” Ginny said, glancing over your shoulder. “But you’d probably lose them in, like, three days.”
“Thanks for the vote of confidence.”
Ginny laughed and moved to the next booth, where a ridiculous plaid hat caught her eye. George followed, already pretending to model one for her.
And suddenly, it was just you and Fred again. You glanced up. He was already there, hands in his pockets, eyes locked on yours. He nodded toward the earrings. “Those were nice on you.”
You blinked. “I didn’t try them on.”
“I imagined them on you,” he said easily, his voice low and teasing. “I have an excellent imagination. In fact, I can picture anyone, anywhere in just about any position.”
You rolled your eyes. “You really never turn it off, do you?”
He stepped closer, the crowd bustling around you like a river splitting. “You’re one to talk. You’ve been flirting with me all morning.”
You snorted. “I have not.”
Fred tilted his head, mock-thoughtful. “Okay. Not flirting. Actively ignoring me. Which is basically the same thing, just in reverse. It has the same effect.”
You laughed despite yourself, cheeks warm. “You’re impossible.”
“And yet you’re still here talking to me.” He leaned in, voice dropping, “What does that say about you?”
You opened your mouth to retort, but then Ginny reappeared, holding up a hat so absurdly shaped it looked like a squashed owl. “Do I look insane or fabulous?”
“Both,” George said immediately.
“Perfect,” she grinned.
Fred stepped back again, and just like that, the moment dissolved.
The walk home was slower, the sun dipping lower in the sky. You carried a small paper bag of sweets Ginny had insisted on buying, and Fred whistled absently as he kicked pebbles down the lane. You didn’t speak again. Not really. But you felt his presence the entire way.
Back at the Burrow, the house had returned to its gentle, midday hum. You’d taken a shower first, and Ginny had waited until she heard the water stop before swapping places.
By the time you stepped out, dried off, and slipped back into your clothes, it was nearly time for afternoon tea.
You returned to Ginny’s room, searching for a brush to untangle your wet hair. And there, sitting neatly on Ginny’s bed, right where your pillow had been, was a small white box tied with a black ribbon.
Your heart stopped.
You looked around like someone might leap out from the closet yelling “Gotcha!”
But no one did.
You approached slowly, eyes wide, and lifted the box. Inside - tucked in soft tissue paper - were the earrings from the market. Delicate. Dazzling.
With them was a folded note in crooked handwriting: Couldn’t let them get away. Thought you might wear them next time you’re trying so desperately not to look at me. - F.
You clutched the box like it might combust in your hands. Footsteps creaked from the hallway. Ginny.
You moved fast - heart hammering - shoving the box into your trunk, the tissue and ribbon crumpled in your fist. You nearly tripped getting the top shut before the door opened.
Ginny strolled in, towel around her hair. “Whatever you do, don’t touch the blue shampoo bottle. I think one of the boys messed with it.”
As she unwound the towel, her usually ginger locks dropped around her shoulders in a curtain of green. You forced a smile, heart still galloping, hands still tingling.
“Oh Gin,” you said, covering your mouth, every nerve in your body on high alert. “Let’s get that fixed up. I’m sure your mum will have something to help.”
You took her by the shoulders and led her out of the room, mind still stuck on what you were leaving behind.
The earrings were hidden. The note, too. Your secret was safe. Though now, you were technically at risk of breaking another rule.
#2. Never lie to one another.
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The kitchen of the Burrow smelled like butter, thyme, and the kind of warmth only a Weasley home could conjure. The windows were fogged slightly from the heat of the cooking. You stood at the counter beside Ginny, a cutting board in front of you and a particularly potent batch of onions halfway sliced beneath your trembling hands. Your eyes stung fiercely.
“I swear, I think I’m going blind,” you sniffled, blinking rapidly as tears dripped down your cheeks.
Ginny laughed, pointing her wooden spoon at you. “Oh come on, don’t be dramatic. It’s just an onion!”
“I’m not being dramatic, my eyeballs are melting—” You let out a soft, strangled laugh, wiping at your face with your sleeve and slicing again.
The two of you had been helping Molly for the past hour, peeling vegetables, shelling peas, and listening to Celestina Warbeck crooning softly from the wireless. The afternoon sun cast long strips of light across the warped wooden table, and despite the heat and chaos of the kitchen, it was cozy. Familiar. Safe.
Or at least, it had been, until the back door suddenly burst open with a crash.
“—AND HE SCORES! WHAT A MOVE FROM THE LEGENDARY BEATER!”
“OH, SHUT IT, YOU OVERGROWN GNOME—”
Fred and George exploded into the kitchen like a pair of firecrackers, both sweaty and flushed, yelling in Quidditch commentator voices as they barrelled through the doorway. George had a quaffle tucked under one arm. Fred was lunging for it like a seeker gone mad.
Molly spun around from the stove. “Boys! Absolutely not! Not in my kitchen!”
But it was too late. Fred dodged Ginny, slipped on the corner rug, and stumbled directly into you. You barely had time to gasp before the impact jolted your arm. The knife in your hand slipped.
“OW! bloody hell!” You recoiled instinctively, dropping the knife and clutching your hand. Blood was already rising fast to the surface of your finger, running in a hot, red line down your palm and onto the floor.
“WHAT did I just say?!” Molly’s voice could’ve curdled milk.
“Fred!” Ginny shouted furiously. “You idiot!”
“Oh, shit, you’re crying!” Fred’s eyes widened as he saw your tear-streaked cheeks and the blood on your hand.
You glared at him, though your vision was blurry. “It’s the onions, you twat!”
But your voice trembled. From the pain. From the sheer overwhelming chaos of it all. And - fine - maybe from Fred being way too close again.
Fred looked properly horrified now. “Merlin, I didn’t mean to. I was just…George was…right, c’mere. I’ve got something that’ll help. C’mon.”
Before you could protest, he was already gently but insistently guiding you toward the stairs, his hand warm on your back. You wrapped a kitchen towel around your bleeding finger, trying to keep the pressure steady as you glanced back at Ginny.
“Go, go,” she called, exasperated. “Before you bleed into the mashed potatoes.”
George had dropped the quaffle and was already picking up the knife from the floor, apologizing to Molly in the most unconvincing tone possible.
You followed Fred up the stairs, your heart pounding harder with every creak of the steps. You told yourself it was just because of the injury. The adrenaline. The pain. Not because you were heading into Fred Weasley’s bedroom for the first time.
The door clicked open, and he stepped aside to let you in.
His room smelled faintly of parchment, broom polish, and something warm and boyish and entirely him. It was surprisingly neat for a Weasley. Trunks were stacked in a corner, shelves cluttered with joke prototypes, and Quidditch posters pinned crookedly across the walls. There was a pair of socks hanging off the end of his bedpost. A sweater crumpled on the floor. But it felt lived in, personal. Like stepping into a corner of his world you were never supposed to see.
You froze awkwardly in the doorway.
“You can sit,” Fred said, waving a hand at the bed. “I promise my mattress doesn’t bite.”
You managed a weak laugh and perched on the edge, careful to keep your hands to yourself.
He crouched in front of a trunk and rummaged around. “Right, here. We just finished a batch of this last week. Might sting, but it works miracles.” He pulled out a small tin with a garish orange and purple sticker slapped across it.
You squinted at the label. “WWW? What’s that stand for? ‘Weasley’s Weakest Work’?”
Fred grinned, tossing a towel over his shoulder. “Close. Thirty-three percent correct, actually. Weasley’s Wizard Wheezes. George and I, we’re starting a joke shop. After Hogwarts.”
Your eyebrows lifted. “Wait, seriously?”
He nodded, pride sneaking into his voice. “We’ve been designing products for years. We’ve got a whole trunk full of prototypes. Salves, candies, decoy spell crap. You’d love it. You’re basically our ideal test subject - easily injured and highly opinionated.”
“Charming,” You snorted. “So is that what the hexed shampoo fiasco was all about? Ginny was furious. Her hair was green for days.”
“No, that one was just for fun,” Fred sat beside you now, close enough that you could feel the heat of his arm. He gently peeled the blood-soaked towel from your hand, and you hissed.
“Sorry,” he murmured, his voice suddenly soft. He dipped his fingers into the tin and dabbed the salve onto your cut.
It was cool and tingly and smelt like peppermint. Within seconds, the pain dulled, and you watched in shock as the raw skin knitted itself closed.
Your mouth fell open. “That’s…actually brilliant.”
“I know,” he said smugly, wrapping a thin bandage around your finger. “And, don’t worry. It won’t scar. Just reapply twice a day.”
“How are you not rolling in money already?”
He laughed and you smiled, until you realised you were still holding hands. Neither of you moved. And the silence that settled between you wasn’t casual anymore. It buzzed. Tense and breathless.
Fred’s eyes lifted to meet yours, his thumb unconsciously brushing over the inside of your wrist. “Why’ve you been avoiding me?”
You blinked. “I haven’t.”
He tilted his head. “You have. You’ve been dodging me like I’ve got dragon pox. Why?”
You tried to smile. To brush it off. “Maybe I just don’t like you, Fred.”
He leaned in, his voice low and serious now. “Or maybe it’s the opposite.”
Your breath hitched. He was so close you could see the golden flecks in his eyes. Count each of the freckles dusting the bridge of his nose
Before you could answer - before you even knew how to answer - the door burst open.
George stood there, eyebrows raised. “Alright, you two, break it up. Dinner’s ready. And Mum’s not in the mood to wait.”
You yanked your hand back, your face going hot.
Fred sighed, dragging a hand through his hair. “Cheers, George. Great timing.”
George grinned knowingly and stepped aside. You stood quickly, muttering a thanks under your breath and rushing out the door, heart hammering, head spinning.
This summer was going to ruin you. And you finding it a lot harder to mind at all.
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The attic smelled like dust and old wood, warmed faintly by the day’s leftover sun and lit only by a string of enchanted fairy lights that twinkled like stars overhead. The ghoul in the corner moaned softly to itself, chewing on what remained of Fred and George’s bribe - a sticky handful of Drooble’s gum and a crumpled chocolate frog box. For now, it was satisfied. Mostly.
When you climbed through the attic hatch behind Ginny, the stale air hit your face like a wave. Ron, Fred, and George were already sprawled across the mismatched rugs and floor cushions in a circle, a deck of enchanted cards floating lazily in the center.
“There you are,” Fred said as you and Ginny slid the hatch shut behind you. His eyes flicked to yours briefly and he smirked like he had been waiting specifically for you.
You tried not to react, though your stomach was already betraying you with its little flip. He looked far too smug for someone sitting crisscross in moth-eaten socks and a Quidditch tee.
“About time,” George chimed.
“Don’t push it,” Ginny said, elbowing her brother before tossing a pillow to the ground and flopping down.
You settled in beside her, your knees brushing the woven edge of the rug, directly across from Fred. Unfortunately, he was watching you. Still. And you knew he hadn’t stopped.
The bottle of firewhisky came out shortly after. Fred uncorked it with a flourish, holding it up like it was some ancient treasure.
“Compliments of the cabinet behind Dad’s broom collection,” he announced.
Ginny laughed. “Mum’s going to have your head if she finds out.”
“She won’t,” George assured her, “unless someone blabs.”
“Ron,” said everyone at once, and Ron flushed beet red.
The bottle made its way around the circle, and eventually it landed in your hands. You hesitated only a moment before lifting it to your lips. The whisky burned hot, sharp, and smoky as it slid down your throat. You exhaled, eyes watering slightly.
“Easy,” Fred said from across the circle. “Don’t want to fall asleep before the game starts.”
You wiped your mouth with the back of your hand, cheeks flushed, and passed the bottle back, straight to Fred. His hand brushed yours as he took the bottle from your grip. But instead of drinking right away, he rotated it slowly and deliberately in his hand, fingers lingering around the mouth of the bottle. Then he placed his mouth right over the spot your lips had touched and drank without breaking eye contact.
The burn in your throat came back tenfold, but for a completely different reason.
He licked a drop from his bottom lip and grinned. “Tastes better this way.”
Your breath caught. Ginny, completely oblivious, was already giggling at something George said. The cards were floating again, but your world had narrowed to that lazy, firewhisky-laced smirk and the way Fred’s eyes lingered just a beat too long.
Goosebumps erupted down your arms.
The moment passed too quickly. You tried to pretend it hadn’t affected you, that you weren’t wondering what it would feel like to close the distance between you, to feel that heat not through shared glass, but skin.
The shuffled deck split evenly amongst them and a chaotic, barely-rule-following game of Exploding Snap ensued. There were chips of lightning, minor burns, and raucous laughter as the ghoul muttered irritably in its corner. A slightly scorched card flew past Ginny’s head and she ducked with a cackle.
Eventually, the ghoul grew bored. With a loud metallic CLANG, it started knocking on the pipes behind it, clearly unhappy that its stash of goodies had run out.
“Right, time to clear out,” George said, already grabbing the cards and stuffing them into the pocket of his pajama bottoms.
“I’ll bring more sweets tomorrow,” Fred muttered toward the ghoul, who let out a pitiful moan in reply.
George and Ginny were the first down the hatch. You were about to follow when Ron knocked over an old crate, sending it crashing into a pile of dusty cauldrons.
“Shit,” Fred hissed. You all froze.
Footsteps echoed below. Heavy ones. Then the creak of a bedroom door.
“Mum,” George whispered, eyes wide. “And Dad.”
There was no time to think. There was only enough time for Ron to jump down before George scrambled to shut the attic hatch. Ginny looked back at you from below.
“We’ll come get you when it’s safe,” she whispered, and then, click. The hatch was sealed.
You and Fred were completely alone.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The only sounds were the soft flickers of the fairy lights and the distant, irritable tapping of the ghoul’s fingernails on wood.
Fred let out a breath. “Well, I guess we’re trapped.”
You tried to laugh, but it came out more like a nervous exhale. He held up the bottle of firewhisky. “Still got this. Want to play truth or dare while we wait?”
You tilted your head. “Really? That’s what we’re doing?”
“We’ve got time. And no escape.” He patted the floor beside him.
Despite your instincts yelling at you not to agree, you sat. Not too close, but close enough to catch the cinnamon-heat smell of him, firewhisky and warmth.
“Fine. But I go first,” you said. “Truth or dare?”
He leaned in, elbow resting on one knee, still holding the bottle between two fingers. “Dare,” he replied, too fast.
You rolled your eyes. “Predictable.”
Fred raised a brow. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“It means,” you said, drawing your knees up, “you’re always the first to take risks. Always the showman. But when it comes to being genuine? You flinch.”
A beat of silence. Fred’s smile dropped an inch. Not gone, just softened. “You think I can’t be genuine?”
You shrugged, heart hammering. “Prove me wrong, then. Pick truth.”
“Fine,” he said. “Ask me a truth.”
You studied him. The freckles, the messy hair, the too-confident posture covering something far more careful underneath. “Why haven’t you told anyone about the joke shop?”
That made him pause. The flicker in his eyes changed, turning sharper. More focused.
Finally, Fred sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “Because Mum thinks it’s a waste of time. Childish. She wants us to join the Ministry. Be ‘respectable’ like dad. But I don’t want that. George doesn’t either. This—” He held up the firewhisky like it was part of the dream. “—this is the only thing I’ve ever felt is really mine.”
Your chest swelled at the honesty. “I think it’s brilliant,” you said quietly.
He looked at you, something unreadable softening his features. Then he smirked again. “My turn. Truth or dare?”
You panicked. “Truth.”
“Do you like anyone?”
Your mouth went dry. “Yes.”
His eyes glittered. “Who?”
“That wasn’t your question,” you shot back quickly, hiding your fluster behind a smirk of your own.
Fred chuckled. “Alright. Touché.”
You narrowed your eyes. “Truth or dare.”
He yawned dramatically. “Truth. And see, I didn’t even flinch.”
“Are the rumors true about you and Angelina Johnson?” you asked, voice just slightly sharper than intended.
Fred let out a bark of laughter. “What? No. That wasn’t me.”
You raised a skeptical brow.
“It was George,” he said, dead serious. “They got caught snogging in the common room, and everyone assumed it was me since I took her to the Yule Ball.”
You blinked in surprise. “Wait, really?”
“Yep. She’s more into sensative gits than charming ones, apparently.” The air between them grew charged. Thicker. He sat up straighter. “Truth or dare?”
She opened her mouth. Closed it. Then answered, “Truth.”
He leaned closer. “Who do you fancy?”
Your stomach twisted, pulse thudding loud in your ears. “I change my mind,” you blurted. “Dare.”
He grinned like he’d won. “Thought you might. In that case…I dare you to kiss me.”
The world stopped.
“I’ll take a drink instead.” You offered, reaching for the bottle.
Fred turned the firewhisky upside down and a single drop ran from the lip of the bottle.“We’re out.” He clicked his tongue in mock sympathy. “What a shame.”
You were frozen in place, mind trying to come up with a fourth option that didn’t seem to exist.
Then, slowly - so slowly - he leaned forward. His voice dropped to a whisper. “Don’t worry. I’ll make it easy for you.”
You couldn’t breathe. His hand came up, brushing a strand of hair gently behind your ear. His fingers lingered, tracing the edge of your earring - the ones he had bought you from the market. You watched him realise it, watched his lips twitch upward.
“These suit you,” he murmured.
You swallowed hard. He was so close now. Close enough that you could see the flecks of amber in his eyes, the faint red in his lashes, the faint smell of firewhisky and citrus and boyish heat.
Your cheeks burned. The world felt like it was tilting slightly sideways.
Fred said softly. “All you have to do is give in.”
You wanted to. Oh Merlin, you wanted to. Your lips parted. Your eyes flicked to his. But then the attic hatch creaked open.
“Oi,” George called, voice echoing. “Coast is clear.”
You jumped apart like lightning had struck. Your skin still buzzed where his hand had touched you.
Fred stood slowly, offering you a hand. You took it before you could think better of it.
Nothing had happened. But it had almost happened. And you didn’t think you’d ever stop thinking about that almost.
Neither of you said a word on the way down the ladder. But your ears were still ringing, and yu couldn’t shake the ghost of his voice murmuring, ‘All you have to do is give in.’
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You never usually woke up this early, but sleep had been impossible after last night.
The attic. The firewhisky. His voice, low and teasing, asking if you fancied someone. The way he dared you to kiss him, and the way your body had wanted to obey more than it ever had anyone. You’d never felt anything like that before. That tightrope between longing and fear, between want and wariness. Between what you craved and what you shouldn’t want.
You’d almost done it. Almost leaned in. Almost let yourself fall.
The early morning air was soft against your skin as you walked through the garden behind the Burrow. The grass was cool and damp with dew, the sky still tinted with pale grey and lavender. There was a hush to the world here, like it was holding its breath, just like you were.
You moved slowly between the rows of wildflowers and gnarled trees, trying to clear your head. But all you could think about was him - the fire in his eyes, the way his gaze flicked to your mouth, the smell of firewhisky.
You shook your head, willing the memory away, when a low voice broke through the quiet. “What are you thinking about?”
You nearly leapt out of your skin. “Bloody hell—” you gasped, spinning around. But before you could scream, a hand clamped over your mouth, warm and strong. His hand.
“Shhh! It’s just me,” Fred said, his voice low and urgent as he pulled you further into the field.
You struggled instinctively, swatting at his arm until you were both well out of view of the house. He released you the second you were far enough away, and you whipped around, shoving his chest hard.
“What on earth is wrong with you?” you hissed, your heart thundering in your chest.
He raised his hands in mock surrender, but there was tension under the smirk. “I needed to talk to you. Alone. And you’re a lot harder to pin down these days.”
You crossed your arms. “So you thought sneaking up on me and dragging me into a field was the best option?”
“It worked, didn’t it?”
You glared, but the corner of your mouth twitches before you catch yourself. “What do you want, Fred?”
He exhaled, the teasing edge dropping as he takes a step closer. “Last night. Why didn’t you kiss me?”
Your throat went dry. “We’re not playing truth or dare anymore. I don’t have to answer that.”
“I’m not playing either,” he said. His voice was low now, and earnest. And he was closer. You could smell him again - cinnamon and something warm and boyish, still clinging to his skin.
He stepped forward again and gently took your arm, his thumb brushing the inside of your wrist. It sent a flicker of heat up your spine.
“I wanted you to kiss me,” he confessed. “So why didn’t you?”
You swallowed thickly, knowing this was a dangerous game. “I don’t owe you an explanation.”
“Maybe not. But I think I deserve one.”
You stayed silent, your heart in your throat, body humming like live wire. His fingers tightened ever so slightly on your wrist.
“You want to know what I think?” he asked, and you looked up at him, caught in that impossible gaze. “I think you’re just as interested in me as I am in you. Tell me if I’m wrong.”
You opened your mouth, but your voice barely came out. “You’re wrong.”
It was shaky. Unconvincing. Pathetic.
Fred lifted a brow, unimpressed. He leaned in until you could feel his breath brush your cheek. “No, I’m not.”
You didn’t move. Didn’t breathe. You couldn’t. Your whole body was screaming to close the distance, to surrender.
“Why won’t you just say it?” he whispered. “I’m standing right here, telling you that I…” His voice faltered for the first time, softens. Vulnerable in a way that made your chest ache.“I care about you. I want you. I have for a while now.”
It hit you like a punch to the ribs. The tenderness, the honesty in his voice. Your chest tightened. “I do too,” you admitted, your voice betraying you. “But I shouldn’t.”
Fred frowned, still not understanding what was holding you back. “Why not?”
“Because of Ginny,” you said, the words ripping from your mouth. “Because she’s my best friend. Because I made a promise. Rule number one. Her brothers are off-limits.”
Fred blinked, then let out a sharp breath and laughed under it, like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “Are you kidding? That’s what’s stopping you?”
“It matters.”
“Not to me,” he said, stepping closer, impossibly close now. “And Ginny doesn’t have to know.”
Your breath stilled. “Fred…”
“All you have to do,” he murmured, brushing your hair back from your face, his fingers grazing the earring he gave you, “is give in.”
You shivered as his thumb traced the shell of your ear. His touch was so soft, so gentle, it was almost unbearable. You should have pulled away. You knew that.
But you didn’t. Instead, you leaned in. Just the smallest tilt of your chin. Just enough. But that’s all he needed.
Fred cupped your face in both hands and kissed you. It was everything you imagined and more. It was hungry and hesitant all at once. Warm and desperate, like you’d both been waiting too long. His lips melded into yours like he’d somehow already memorised the shape, and you melted into him without thinking.
The world fell away. There was only the sun-drenched field, the soft birdsong in the trees, and his hands anchoring you like he never wanted to let go.
And for a single, breathless moment, you didn’t want him to.
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The grass was still wet with dew as you and Fred made your way back to the Burrow, your fingers entwined with his, warm and certain despite the slight chill in the air. The morning was quiet. Hushed and golden in a way that made it feel like the world had agreed to keep your secret, if only for a little while.
You couldn’t stop smiling. Neither could he.
“I can’t believe that just happened,” you murmured, voice still breathless from the high of it - of him.
Fred glanced sideways at you, that lopsided grin tugging at his lips, his eyes still lazy with affection. “I can,” he said simply. “Been a long time coming, don’t you think?”
Your heart fluttered helplessly. “Have you really felt like this for that long?”
Fred nodded, squeezing your hand. “Since you called me insufferable for making that potion explode in the common room. You had ink on your cheek and told me I was going to fail out of Hogwarts.”
You laughed, a quiet sound that felt like summer. “That was third year.”
“Exactly,” he said. “I didn’t stand a chance.”
You bit your lip, glancing down at the way your hands fit together so naturally, like they’d always belonged there. “I wish it didn’t feel so complicated.”
“It doesn’t have to be,” he said gently.
You didn’t respond right away. You just walked with him, each step soft and heavy all at once, and the closer you got to the crooked silhouette of the Burrow, the heavier your chest became.
As the back door came into view, you felt Fred’s fingers twitch against yours. You both knew what had to happen. You dropped his hand, carefully, reluctantly. Like letting go of a lifeline.
You reached the back door first and stepped inside.
Ginny was at the kitchen table, flipping through the Prophet, but her eyes flicked up the moment she heard the creak of the floorboards. They landed on you. Then on Fred. Then back to you.
She looked suspicious. “Where were you two?” she asked, casual, but not really.
You didn’t miss the way her eyes lingered too long on the space between your hands. Your stomach twisted.
“I, uh…I couldn’t sleep,” you said quickly. “Went for a walk.” You shrugged as if it meant nothing. “Fred must’ve had the same idea.”
There was a beat of silence. The paper in Ginny’s hands crackled as she slowly turned the page. Her gaze didn’t waver.
“Uh huh,” she said, noncommittal. Then she looked back down at the paper.
You forced a laugh and stepped past her into the kitchen, your heart thudding wildly as Fred moved behind you without a word. You felt his eyes on you, heavy with unspoken questions. Ones you didn’t want to answer.
Because now it wasn’t just Rule #1 you’d broken. You’d lied to her face.
Rule #2. Never lie to one another.
You told yourself it was just a little white lie. A protective one. A harmless one. But it didn’t feel harmless. It felt like the beginning of something you couldn’t take back.
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You’d spent the whole day glued to Ginny’s side. It wasn’t like she noticed. She just thought you were in a good mood, maybe a little extra chatty, a little too agreeable. But every time she laughed, or looped her arm through yours, or offered you a bite of the plum she was eating on the porch swing, your stomach twisted tighter and tighter.
Because she didn’t know. She didn’t know what you’d done that morning. That you’d walked into the garden one person and come out another. That Fred had kissed you like he meant it. And worse, that you had kissed him back.
Worse still: you had liked it. You had wanted it.
And now, you couldn’t look Ginny in the eye without feeling like your whole skin was buzzing with guilt.
So you stuck close. You did the dishes with her. Helped her weed the vegetable patch. Laughed too hard when she told you that joke about Seamus Finnigan and the exploding butterbeer. You didn’t so much as glance in Fred’s direction during dinner, even though you could feel him looking.
It was late now. Everyone had gone to bed. You were brushing your teeth with heavy limbs and hollow thoughts, the kind that came from trying too hard to act normal. Your eyes were tired. Your mouth still ached faintly from the press of his.
You reached for the towel when suddenly a strong hand clamped over your mouth. You gasped, but before you could scream, you were pulled backwards, into the tiny shower room, the door snapping shut behind you with a soft click as it locked.
You shoved at the hand, heart racing, until it dropped away. You spun around, your back to the wall, and saw him.
Fred. He was slightly out of breath from the effort, hair mussed, eyes bright.
You glared at him, even as your pulse stuttered. “We’ve got to stop meeting like this.”
He grinned like he’d been waiting all day to see you. “I missed you today,” he said simply.
And then he kissed you. There wasn’t any teasing this time. No playful smirk. Just heat. Sharp and overwhelming. His hands framed your face, and yours found his shirt and fisted there, like maybe you could anchor yourself to him and forget what you’d done.
You kissed him back like you hadn’t been thinking about anything else since sunrise. And for a moment, there was only him.
But then, your hand slid up and brushed against the chain around his neck and your chest cinched tight.
You broke the kiss, breathless. “Fred—”
He looked at you with dazed affection, lips parted. “What?”
“I can’t,” you whispered, voice shaking. “I feel so guilty about Ginny.”
His brows drew together slightly, but he didn’t let go of your waist. “I really don’t think she’d be upset.”
You shook your head. “You don’t know that.”
“I know she loves you,” he said. “And I know if she thought we made each other happy, she’d be glad for it. I think we should tell her.”
You felt the words land inside you like tiny, cruel promises. “No! We can’t tell her,” you said, voice firmer now. “We can’t tell anyone.”
Fred’s hands loosened. “No one?”
You nodded. “Promise me, Fred. Please. You can’t say anything.”
He looked reluctant. “Even George?”
You hesitated, because of course George already knew. He probably knew before either of you did. “Even him,” you said anyway. “If he knows anything already, then you need to make him promise not to say a word.”
Fred exhaled, then nodded. “Alright. I promise.”
You stared at him, heart thudding against your ribs. He reached up, brushed a strand of hair behind your ear, and smiled gently.
You kissed him one more time. Slow and lingering and filled with the quiet ache of knowing this wasn’t going to get any easier.
And so it began. The start of something you couldn’t name yet. A kiss in the garden. A locked door. A promise made in whispers. The beginning of a secret.
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You’d gotten so used to hiding it, you almost started believing you could keep it hidden forever.
It became a rhythm. A dance you and Fred had perfected over the past few weeks. A series of glances and touches and moments stolen between the cracks of your everyday life. You lived for the quiet thrill of it. The way your heart leapt when he leaned in just a little too close in the hallway, or the way your pulse skittered when he brushed your pinky with his under the table at dinner.
Sometimes, he’d manage to sit beside you, his thigh pressed against yours beneath the tablecloth, warm and steady like a secret only you were allowed to keep. His hand would rest casually on his knee until it inched over to yours, fingers tapping, tracing lines across your skin no one else could see.
And when he couldn’t sit beside you, he’d claim the seat directly across, his foot nudging yours under the table until it became a full-on game of footsie that had you biting your lip and looking anywhere but at him. Every time your eyes accidentally met, he’d grin like he was proud of himself. Like he was daring you to keep playing.
You were hopelessly smitten. And for the first time in a long time, really happy.
Fred made you laugh when things felt heavy. He kissed you like he meant it, even in the briefest snatched moments. He told you you were brilliant, and brave, and beautiful in all the ways no one ever had before. And you believed him.
It was dangerous, yes. But it was yours. Until the day it wasn’t.
It was late afternoon, the sky hanging heavy with sun and heat, and most of the Weasleys were outside flying or napping or doing chores. Ginny had been reading on the porch when you told her you needed to grab something you’d forgotten in the backyard.
That was a lie. Fred had told you to meet him in the broom shed.
You slipped away quietly, past the rose bushes and around the back of the house where the old wooden shed waited beneath the trees. The door creaked as you opened it and there he was, leaning against the wall, arms folded, eyes lighting up the moment he saw you.
You didn’t even make it two steps before he pulled you in.
His kiss was warm, familiar, and tasted like the honey biscuits Molly had made for tea. You melted into it, hands sliding into his hair, your body fitting against his like it belonged there.
“I’ve been waiting to do this all day,” he murmured against your mouth.
You smiled into the kiss. “What if someone finds us?”
“They won’t.” He pressed a kiss to your jaw. “George is on Ginny duty. We’ve got time.”
You were about to respond - about to tell him you’d missed him too - when the shed door flew open.
You jolted back like you’d been burned. Ginny stood in the doorway, eyes blazing, lips parted in silent disbelief. Behind her, George winced and muttered, “Shite.”
“I knew it,” Ginny said, her voice low and trembling. “I bloody knew it.”
You stared at her, frozen. Every part of you was suddenly cold.
“Ginny—” Fred started, stepping forward.
She didn’t even look at him. Her eyes were locked on yours, betrayal carved into every inch of her expression. “How long?” she demanded. “How long has this been going on behind my back?”
You opened your mouth but nothing came out.
George stepped forward. “Sorry mate, I tried to stop her—”
“You knew?!” she rounded on George like a storm, her fists balled at her sides. “You knew and didn’t say a word?!”
“I only found out recently,” he said, holding up his hands. “And it’s not my business—”
“Not your business?!” she shouted. “She’s my best friend, Fred is my brother, and you’re my other brother! How is this not our business?!”
“Ginny, please,” you finally managed to say, your voice soft, cracking. “I wanted to tell you. I swear I did.”
“But you didn’t!” she shouted. “You lied to my face. Every single day. Do you think I’m stupid? Did you think I wouldn’t notice?”
“No, Gin, I never—” You stepped toward her but she stepped back.
Her face was red with fury, her eyes glassy with tears she refused to let fall. “I trusted you. I trusted you more than anyone.”
Fred reached for her, voice low. “She didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“Don’t.” Her voice was sharp enough to cut. “Don’t defend her. Don’t pretend this was nothing.” She looked at you again, and it nearly broke you. “You broke our rules.”
And then she turned on her heel and stormed out of the shed. George gave Fred a grim look, then jogged after her.
And just like that…it was over.
The warmth, the secrecy, the giddy, fluttering joy that had filled you so completely. It all shattered in the space of ten seconds.
Fred turned to you, hands raking through his hair. “Bloody hell.”
You were shaking. “I didn’t know what to say. I froze.”
He pulled you into his arms, held you like it might fix things. “She just needs time.”
You nodded against his chest, but your heart wasn’t so sure. Because you hadn’t just broken the rules. You’d broken Ginny’s heart.
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You tried for days. Tried to talk to her, to explain, to say something, but every time you got close, Ginny slipped away like smoke.
You followed her into the garden the next morning, calling her name as she picked harshly at the overgrown mint leaves along the back fence. She didn’t turn around. When you got close enough to speak, she stood up and walked inside without a word.
Later, you found her in the kitchen, arms folded tight, back resting against the counter as Molly spoke to her in a low voice. You hovered in the doorway, unsure, heart thudding against your ribs. Ginny met your eyes for a second - just one second - and then looked away like it hurt.
You tried again on the stairs, whispering her name as she passed. She didn’t even glance at you.
You hated this. You hated how silent everything felt. How your chest ached with things unsaid.
By the time the sun dipped beneath the hills on the third day and the Burrow settled into its evening hush, you were exhausted from trying. And Ginny still hadn’t said a single word.
You crept up to your shared bedroom slowly, quietly, like maybe she’d be soft again if you just approached the right way. You reached for the doorknob, turned it gently.
Locked.
You knocked. “Ginny?”
Silence.
You knocked again, a little louder this time. “Ginny, please. Can we just…can we talk? Please?”
Nothing. Not even a shuffle from the other side. You pressed your forehead to the wood, eyes stinging.
After a long minute, you sighed and padded back down the stairs. The Burrow was quiet now. Most of the lights were off, save for the soft, golden glow from the living room. You curled up on the couch, wrapping yourself in one of the worn knitted blankets, tucking your knees to your chest. This was where you’d been spending your nights lately, not wanting to bother Molly or Arthur about other sleeping arrangements.
The silence felt louder than Ginny’s anger. It echoed. You must have sat there for almost half an hour before you heard soft steps on the stairs.
Fred. His hair was a mess, like he’d been lying in bed unable to sleep too, and his eyes found yours with immediate concern.
“You okay?” he asked gently, already knowing the answer.
“She locked me out again,” you murmured. “She won’t even look at me.”
Fred’s brow furrowed as he sat beside you, draping his arm over your shoulders and tugging you closer. “I’m sorry.”
You let your head fall onto his shoulder. “I don’t know what to do. I’ve never seen her this mad. She’s not even yelling anymore. She just…won’t see me.”
Fred let out a breath, warm against your temple. “She’ll come around. Ginny’s stubborn, but she’s not heartless. She just needs space.”
You nodded, letting the quiet settle between you again. It wasn’t the happy silence from the shed, or the secretive warmth you were used to with him. It was heavier. But his presence still helped. Still steadied you.
He rubbed circles into your arm, resting his chin lightly against your hair. “We’ll figure this out.”
You closed your eyes. “I hope so.”
And then the bottom step squeaked. You both turned.
Ginny stood in at the bottom of the staircase, holding an empty glass. Her eyes landed on you curled beside Fred. You saw the moment it hit her. The twist of disgust, the flick of her lip curling as she scoffed softly.
She didn’t say anything. Just rolled her eyes, and turned on her heel.
You threw the blanket off and jumped up. “Ginny, wait!”
She was already halfway up the stairs, empty glass still in her hand.
“Please, can we talk?” you called, following her up.
She didn’t even pause.
“Ginny—”
She reached the bedroom door, yanked it open, stepped inside. You made it just in time to catch the door slamming in your face. The sound echoed through the Burrow like a curse.
You stood there for a moment, fingers resting on the closed door, throat tight, heart cracking a little more. You didn’t even knock this time. You just turned and walked back downstairs.
Fred was waiting. His expression softened as he saw your face. “She slammed it again?”
You nodded. You didn’t trust your voice not to break.
He opened his arms. You walked straight into them. And for the rest of the night, the two of you stayed curled up on the couch. Not saying much. Just holding on.
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The next morning was unbearable. You sat between Fred and George at the breakfast table, the tension thick enough to slice with a wand. Ginny was across from you, lips pressed into a thin line, her toast untouched. She didn’t look at you. Not once. She didn’t even speak. Not to Fred. Not to George. Not even to Molly when she asked if she wanted more pumpkin juice.
Fred’s knee bumped against yours under the table. You didn’t move. But you didn’t lean into him either. You were ashamed. It hurt, having Ginny’s silence weigh this heavy on your chest.
After breakfast, Ginny stood without a word and disappeared up the stairs, her braid swinging sharply behind her. The door to her room slammed moments later.
You didn’t follow this time. You knew better now.
Fred glanced at you, eyes soft. “Come on,” he said. “Walk with me.”
You let him lead you outside into the warm morning light, the sun stretching long and lazy over the Burrow’s messy backyard. The garden was overgrown in the loveliest way. Wildflowers sprawling into vegetable patches, vines curling along the fenceposts. Fred brushed his fingers against yours as you walked, and when he caught your eye, his smile was crooked and bright like he was trying to make things better without saying it out loud.
You stopped in front of Arthur’s old work shed.
Fred pushed the door open and gestured inside with a dramatic bow. “Milady.”
You rolled your eyes. “What exactly am I meant to be admiring in here? The rusted rake or the giant spider in the corner?”
He grinned. “Neither. Just trust me.”
You stepped inside cautiously, brushing past hanging tools and stacks of flower pots, turning just in time to see him still grinning at the threshold.
“Fred?”
“Sorry,” he said in a singsong voice, and with a swift flick and a slam, the door shut. The lock turned with a click.
“FRED!” You pounded your hand on the wood. “This is not funny!”
But footsteps were already retreating. You waited - furious - for him to open it again. But the minutes passed. The shed was warm and full of the smell of soil and sun-dried wood, and you were trying to decide whether you were more angry or confused when the door creaked again.
You stood quickly, hope flickering. “Finally.”
But it wasn’t Fred. It was Ginny. She stepped in with a suspicious scowl, looking over her shoulder. “What—?”
Before she could finish the thought, slam. Click.
You both lunged for the door.
“FRED!” Ginny shrieked. “GEORGE!”
“LET US OUT!” you yelled right behind her, slamming your fists against the wood.
But their voices were muffled and maddening on the other side.
Fred called, “Not until you talk!”
George chimed in, “Properly! No hexes, no storming off!”
“Absolutely mental,” Ginny muttered, crossing her arms as she turned her back to you and marched to the far end of the shed. She plopped down on an overturned bucket, staring hard at the dirt wall.
You stayed near the door, arms folded just as tightly, silence stretching between you like a curse.
It must’ve been hours.
The heat in the shed grew heavier, sun filtering through the tiny window above. Your legs began to ache from standing, but sitting felt too vulnerable.
And then, finally, Ginny broke it. “If you wanted to snog my brother that badly, you could’ve at least warned me,” she said coolly, not looking at you.
You bristled. “It’s not just snogging.”
“Oh, please.” She barked a laugh. “You’ve been sneaking around like a pair of teenagers and I found you in a bloody broom cupboard. What else is it supposed to be?”
“It’s real, Ginny.” You stepped closer. “We actually care about each other. It’s not some fling, this means something.”
She turned sharply, fire in her eyes. “And that’s supposed to make it better?”
You blinked. “What?”
“It’s worse,” she hissed. “It’s worse because you didn’t just hook up with him. You fell for him. And then you hid it from me. Lied to me. Every single time I asked where you were or what you were doing—”
“Okay, did lie,” you interrupted, chest tightening. “I did…and I’m sorry. I wanted to tell you. I just didn’t know how.”
“You knew exactly what you were doing,” Ginny snapped. “You just didn’t want to deal with the fallout.”
“And I was right, wasn’t I?” your voice rose. “Look at how you’re reacting! You won’t even listen—”
“Because you went behind my back!” she shouted. “I told you everything. Every crush, every stupid thought I had about Harry or Michael, or whoever, and you were pining over my brother the whole time!”
You stared at her, stunned by how deep her voice cut.
“I just…I thought…” Her voice cracked. “I thought we were friends.”
That one hurt the most. “We are,” you said, stepping forward. “Ginny, I love you. I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want to lose that. I didn’t want to risk you thinking this was some betrayal. I didn’t want to hurt you.”
“But you did.”
“I know,” you said quietly. “I know I did. I just…I didn’t know what else to do. I didn’t want to fall for him. It just happened. And for years I kept it a secret because I refused to act on it so what was the point? And then it just got worse. And I hate that I made you feel like this. I never meant to. You mean too much to me.”
She looked at you for a long time. Then she sighed, sitting down heavily on a crate. “So…how long has it been happening?”
You hung your head low. “Since last week.”
She raised a brow. “Seriously? That’s…actually not as bad as I was expecting.”
You nodded. “I didn’t mean for it to happen, but he was so persistent, and…I gave in. And it’s been…honestly, it’s been amazing.”
Ginny pursed her lips. “And he’s serious?”
“Completely,” you said. “He treats me like I’m the most interesting, maddening person he’s ever met. He actually listens. And he makes me feel—” you paused, blushing a little, “—happy. Really happy.”
She let that hang in the air. Then she exhaled. “Okay.”
You blinked. “Okay?”
“I mean,” she shrugged, “I still think you’re an idiot. But I can live with it.”
You smiled, hesitantly at first, and then fully when Ginny rolled her eyes and opened her arms. You nearly knocked her over hugging her.
“I’m still mad,” she warned into your shoulder.
“I deserve that,” you admitted. “Completely.”
You stayed like that for a long moment. Then Fred’s voice piped up from outside, smug and singsong: “So! All good now?”
Ginny shouted, “If you ever lock me in a shed again, I swear I’ll turn your ears into flobberworms.”
George snorted. “We’ll take that as a yes.”
The door clicked open. You and Ginny stepped out, blinking in the afternoon light, shoulder to shoulder again.
Fred looked at you like he’d been holding his breath the whole time. You gave him a small smile and nodded.
All was not perfect, but it was healing. And that was enough for now.
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Dinner at the Burrow felt normal again.
The clinking of cutlery, the smell of roasted vegetables and gravy, the soft hum of conversation. It was like everything had fallen back into place. You sat beside Ginny again, your shoulders occasionally brushing. She’d even nudged your arm when you reached for the salt before her, and when you made a joke about Ron’s plate being stacked like a tower, she actually laughed.
It was subtle. Soft. But genuine.
From your other side, Fred was watching you with that familiar twinkle in his eye. His foot tapped yours beneath the table like it couldn’t stand not touching you, and when you glanced at him, he gave you a slow, knowing smile.
Molly glanced between you and Ginny, her eyebrows lifting ever so slightly as she set down a fresh loaf of bread. “Well,” she said, voice light, “I must say it’s nice to see you two getting along again.”
Arthur looked up from his stew and nodded. “Things were a bit frosty there for a while.”
Ginny gave a dramatic eye roll and stabbed a potato. “Yeah, well…I got over it,” she muttered, shooting you a sideways smirk.
Ron frowned and pointed his fork between the two of you. “Wait. What were you even fighting about in the first place? You’ve been whispering to each other all evening. Did I miss something?”
Fred, sitting beside you, let out a soft breath - part exasperation, part amusement. Then, without warning, he reached beneath the table and gently laced his fingers through yours. His palm was warm, calloused and familiar. It made your chest tighten, just a little.
And then, just as Ron took another bite of chicken, Fred lifted your joined hands into the air. Like some kind of victory signal.
Everyone froze. Ron choked. Ginny groaned. Molly gasped, then squealed so loudly that even the ghoul in the attic probably heard her.
“Oh! Oh, I knew it! I just knew it!” she cried, practically launching herself out of her seat. Her chair scraped back as she rushed around the table, arms outstretched like she might hug the both of you into oblivion. “You’re together?! You’re really…! Oh I’m just so happy!”
“Mum,” Fred muttered, ducking his head as you laughed and tried to brace yourself for impact. “Breathe, yeah?”
She didn’t listen. Her arms were around your shoulders in a second, pulling you into a tight, motherly hug that somehow managed to be both suffocating and comforting.
“Oh, sweetheart,” she said to you, eyes misty as she cupped your cheek. “I always hoped it would be you.”
Your throat tightened. You hadn’t realized how badly you’d wanted her approval until that very moment.
Across the table, Ron raised his eyebrows at Fred and gave him a slow, impressed nod. “Well, you actually pulled it off,” he said, clearly trying not to smirk. “Didn’t think you had it in you, mate.”
“I aim to surprise,” Fred said, squeezing your hand gently under the table again.
You leaned into his side, heart fluttering. Ginny rolled her eyes again, but this time…she smiled.
“To make myself clear, rules two and three are still applicable,” She pointed between the two of you with a warning glare that held to real heat behind it.
“And rule number one?” You clarified.
“To hell with rule number one. It was stupid anyway,” she shrugged, and you beamed.
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Midnight Remedy
Pairing: Fred Weasley x fem!reader
Summary: Fred Weasley ended up on the infirmary wing after a disastrous Quidditch fall, bruised but stubborn. You decide to skip the usual post-match chaos and visit him late at night, when the castle is silent and the lights are dim.
Warnings: Explicit content / Smut / Public-ish setting (Hospital Wings) / NSFW / One-shot
Author’s Note: So… it’s been a while since I’ve written something bit spicy, and I hope it still works. Fingers crossed I didn’t completely forget how to get hearts racing. 😅
That morning was alive with the hum of anticipation. The whole castle buzzed with it — banners charmed to shimmer red and gold, scarves twisted around necks, the air practically vibrating with chants that hadn’t even begun yet.
I should’ve been nervous for the match. Instead, I was standing just outside the locker room, pretending I was simply passing by, when in truth I was waiting. For him.
The door burst open with its usual chaos, and there he was — Fred Weasley. Hair wild, grin brighter than the torches on the walls, broom slung over his shoulder like it weighed nothing.
George trailed behind, “Merlin help the other team,” he muttered. “Mostly because I won’t.”
Fred spotted me instantly. His grin sharpened. “Oi, fancy seeing you. Hoping to catch me shirtless?”
Heat pricked my cheeks. “I was just—passing.”
“Sure,” George cut in, smirking. “Passing… this exact door… at this exact time. Totally natural.”
“Shut it,” Fred said quickly, elbowing him, but his eyes never left me. “Don’t worry, love. After we win, you and I have a date. Butterbeer, bad music, me talking about how brilliant I was. Sound good?”
I tried to scoff, but it came out softer than I wanted. “What if you lose?”
Fred leaned close, voice dropping just for me. “Then you’ll have to console me. Either way, I win.”
George groaned. “He’s unbearable before a match. Imagine living with it.”
“See you after.” Fred shot back, then winked at me.
And then they were gone — a blur of scarlet and gold heading toward the pitch, their laughter echoing behind them.
The stands were overflowing, a sea of shouting voices and painted faces. I pushed my way to the front, heart pounding harder than the drums. My scarf whipped in the wind, hair sticking to my cheeks, but none of it mattered. Not when Fred soared onto the field like he was born to the air, his broom slicing clean through the sky.
The whistle blew. Chaos erupted.
Quidditch was never quiet, never calm, but this match felt even fiercer — Bludgers whizzing dangerously close, players colliding midair, the crowd roaring so loudly my throat hurt from screaming. Fred darted across the pitch, laughing as if danger itself amused him, bat swinging with ruthless precision.
I barely noticed the score climbing. My eyes found him, always him.
And then—
It happened fast. Too fast. A Bludger, a sharp turn, the crack of impact. Fred’s broom jolted violently. He slipped.
Time fractured.
One heartbeat, he was in the sky. The next, he was falling.
Gasps tore through the stands. My own voice caught in my throat, hands gripping the railing so hard it burned. He hit the ground with a thud that seemed to echo inside me. Players swerved, whistles shrieked, Madam Hooch sprinted across the grass—
But the game didn’t stop. Not really. Gryffindor surged ahead, the crowd erupting in a victory scream as the Snitch was caught. Red and gold confetti burst into the air, cheers thundered like a storm—
And I couldn’t feel any of it.
All I could see was Fred, still, too still, on the grass.
The path to the hospital wing was a blur. George was beside me, his usual smirk absent, though his hand found my shoulder, steady and firm.
“Don’t break down yet,” he muttered. “Fred’s tougher than he looks.” His voice cracked slightly, but he covered it with a cough. “I mean—he’s bloody indestructible. Fell off the shed when we were eight, headfirst, and got up laughing. Reckon this’ll be the same.”
I nodded, though my chest felt hollow.
When we finally reached the hospital wing, Madam Pomfrey met us at the door, arms folded, face carved from stone.
“He’s stable,” she said before either of us could ask. Relief surged through me—until her next words dropped like lead. “But he hasn’t woken yet. You’ll have to wait until tomorrow for visits.”
George exhaled slowly, dragging a hand over his face. Then he forced a grin, weak but trying. “Hear that? He’s just sleeping. He’ll wake up, crack some stupid joke, and we’ll all wish he’d stayed unconscious.”
But even he couldn’t hide the tremor in his laugh.
That night, the Gryffindor common room exploded into chaos. Music, butterbeer, banners glowing with charmed sparks. George declared they’d won thanks to Fred’s sacrifice and demanded the party last until sunrise. And it did.
Everyone danced, sang, spilled drinks, shouted themselves hoarse.
Everyone but me.
I sat curled in an armchair, nails bitten to the quick, heart drumming out an uneven rhythm. My gaze kept drifting to the portrait hole, as if he might stumble in at any second with that stupid grin, complaining about missing the party.
George dropped onto the armrest beside me, handing me a butterbeer. “Stop chewing your fingers, you’ll have none left.”
I tried to smile. Failed. “What if he doesn’t—”
“He will,” George interrupted firmly. “Fred doesn’t quit. Ever.” He nudged me with his shoulder. “Go on, drink. For him.”
I raised the bottle, but it tasted like nothing.
Hours blurred. The fire dimmed, voices thinned, bodies slumped into sleep. By the time silence settled, my chest ached from holding everything in.
I couldn’t wait.
The hospital wing was cloaked in shadow, lanterns burning low. My footsteps sounded too loud against the stone as I slipped inside.
And then—
“About time,” a hoarse voice rasped.
My head snapped up. Fred was awake. Propped awkwardly against his pillows, hair a mess, eyes heavy-lidded but alight with mischief.
“Guess falling off a broom isn’t the smoothest way to cancel our date?” His grin was weak but there.
Relief hit me so hard my knees nearly buckled. “Fred—”
“Shh.” He winced slightly, shifting. “I’m fine. Bit bruised.”
Tears prickled hot behind my eyes. I grabbed the water jug, desperate for something to do, but my hands shook as I poured. Too much. The glass slipped, splashing cold all over his chest.
“Oh, brilliant,” Fred sputtered, but his laugh was genuine. “Nothing like a bath in bed.”
Mortified, I grabbed a cloth, dabbing at his soaked shirt. “I’m so sorry—”
“Don’t apologize,” he cut in, voice low, teasing. His eyes glittered in the dim light. “Could get used to this, actually.”
I laughed nervously, heat prickling at the back of my neck, and snatched a handful of tissues from the bedside table. Anything to distract from the way my hands were shaking.
“Here—let me just—” I stammered, pressing the cloth against his chest where the water had soaked through his clothes. I wiped the fabric against his skin, trying to work quickly and efficiently.
But the moment I dragged the tissue lower, along the direction of his stomach, the damp shirt stubbornly clung to him. I had to press harder, moving down the delicate lines of his muscles.
Fred gasped, almost moaning.
My fingers froze, the tissue still pressed against the dip of his stomach.
Our eyes met. His gaze was dark now, heavy with something unspoken.
“You’re playing a dangerous game,” he murmured, lips quirking, though his voice was huskier than usual.
I held his gaze, letting my hand drift lower, sliding beneath the waistband of his pajama pants. My fingers pressed gently against the warmth and hardness there, feeling the tension of him, while my eyes never left his.
Slowly, I leaned in, brushing my lips against his. He responded immediately, tilting his head, lips parting, fingers threading into my hair, tugging me closer. The kiss deepened, urgent and hungry, mingling breaths and soft groans. His body, though bruised and tender, pressed up against mine, guiding me subtly.
“Sit on me,” he whispered between kisses, voice rough, teasing yet needy.
My heart skipped. My fingers trembled, hovering over his shoulders, careful not to press too hard on the bruises that marked him from the fall. I swallowed, leaning closer, and slowly lowered myself, straddling his thighs. Every inch was deliberate, gentle, measured, so as not to hurt him, my hands trembling slightly as they rested on either side of him for support.
Fred’s breath hitched. “Good… just like that,” he murmured, voice ragged, lips brushing against mine again.
The moment I settled, our lips met in a deeper, hungrier kiss. His hands, though cautious at first, slid over my waist and hips, learning my curves, memorizing the way I moved above him. Every press, every gentle grind, sent shivers through both of us.
He pulled me closer, fingers threading into my hair, tugging gently, guiding me, his mouth claiming mine with a hunger that made me shiver.
My hips began to move almost instinctively, brushing against the fabric of his pajama pants. Each press, each subtle grind, sent a jolt through both of us, the friction sparking heat that made my breath catch.
Fred groaned against my mouth, hands sliding over my waist and lower back, steadying me, encouraging me. I pressed harder, moving faster, the warmth of him beneath me making my pulse race.
“Fred—” I gasped against his lips as he shifted slightly, trying to maneuver us.
“Shh,” he murmured, rough but amused. “I’ve got this. Nothing wrong with me.”
“Are you—”
“Trust me. I can handle it.” He grinned against my lips, voice low and ragged.
With that, he gently rolled us, careful but firm, until I was lying on the bed, his hands still holding mine, keeping me close. My back pressed against the sheets. Fred hovered above me, lips brushing my jaw, teeth grazing lightly as he teased the sensitive skin of my neck.
His hands slid over my hips again, fingers tracing over the edge of my underwear, catching the thin fabric and tugging it slightly aside. I shivered, heat pooling between us, my breath hitching as his touch became bolder, more deliberate.
A low, ragged murmur escaped his lips as he pressed gently, exploring, testing my reactions. I arched instinctively, pressing into him, fingers clutching at the sheets, heart hammering. Every careful, deliberate movement made me flush, every brush of his fingers against me sending shivers through my body.
He paused for a fraction of a second, tilting his head to glance over my shoulder at the door. The hallway was empty, silent. Satisfied, he returned his attention to me, eyes dark and intent, and gently, carefully, he slid inside me.
I gasped, hands clutching at his shoulders as I adjusted to him, every nerve alight, every touch amplified by the slow, deliberate tension between us. His hands remained on my hips, steadying, guiding, while his mouth claimed mine again, desperate and hungry.
“Fred—” I whispered against his lips, voice trembling, heart racing.
His lips curved into a soft, wicked smile, rough and ragged. “Shh… just focus on me. You’re perfect,” he murmured, pressing closer, every movement measured, every touch attentive to the tenderness of his bruises.
We moved together, slow at first, savoring every brush, every press. Then, as the tension spiraled, our motions grew faster, more urgent. Heat pooled between us, skin pressed to skin, every shiver, every sigh, every low groan mingling in the charged air.
Fred’s lips trailed down my jaw, nipping lightly at my neck, and his hands slid along my waist, holding me close, guiding me with a hunger that made my knees weak. “… you feel amazing,” he murmured, voice ragged, his own desire echoing in the tight catches of breath between kisses.
I gasped, fingers tangling in his hair, pressing into him, meeting every movement with equal urgency. His lips returned to mine, deep and desperate, hearts pounding in perfect unison.
Each gasp, each whisper of a name, each brush of lips and hands sent waves of heat through us, a fire that left us both trembling. We pressed closer, tighter, a tangle of arms, legs, and heated skin, every movement building, spiraling, until the world outside vanished completely.
We came together in a heated, desperate kiss, bodies pressed tight, hearts hammering, breaths mingling. The tension that had built between us finally unraveled in a wave of warmth and trembling, leaving us gasping, flushed, and wrapped around each other.
Fred flopped back against the pillows, one arm draped over my waist, hair sticking up in wild spikes. “Bloody hell… I survived a broom, survived a fall, and now… survived you,” he said, voice rough, teasing. “I deserve some kind of heroic medal, or at least a cup of tea. Maybe both.”
I laughed, brushing a stray hair from his forehead. “Honestly… you did amazing. Mr. Hero of the day.”
He grinned lazily, tilting his head. “A week of praise? Too short. I expect… a lifetime.”
I rolled my eyes, smiling. “I think I can manage that. But only if you promise not to fall off any more brooms for a while.”
“No promises,” he said, snuggling closer, “but I’ll try. For you.”
And there we stayed, tangled together, the fire from the lanterns flickering across his mischievous, bruised face, the chaos of the day forgotten, leaving only the quiet warmth of us.
Loyalty
Draco Malfoy x Reader
Summary: During the Battle of Hogwarts, you, a fellow Slytherin who’s been secretly allied with the Order, get cornered by Death Eaters in the Room of Requirement. Draco, torn between his family’s expectations and his hidden feelings for you, defies orders to protect you, leading to a chaotic escape and a heated confrontation about loyalty and trust.
CW: violence, near-death experience, intense arguments, war-related trauma, mild blood/injury, angst with a touch of fluff
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The air in the Room of Requirement was thick with smoke and the metallic tang of magic gone wrong. The Battle of Hogwarts raged beyond the walls, spells cracking like thunder, screams echoing through the castle’s ancient stones.
You crouched behind a pile of splintered furniture, your wand gripped tightly, your heart hammering so hard it felt like it might shatter your ribs. As a Slytherin, you’d walked a razor’s edge for months, feeding information to the Order while wearing the mask of a loyal pure-blood. But now, in the chaos of war, that mask was slipping, and the Death Eaters had you cornered.
“You thought you could play both sides, didn’t you?” snarled a voice, low and venomous. Crabbe, his wand raised, loomed over you, his face twisted with glee. Behind him, Goyle and a wiry Death Eater you didn’t recognize closed in, their spells lighting up the cluttered room in flashes of green and red. “The Dark Lord doesn’t tolerate traitors.”
You didn’t flinch, though fear coiled in your gut. “I’m not the one hiding behind a master who’s too scared to show his face,” you shot back, your voice steady despite the tremor in your hands. You flicked your wand, sending a burst of Stupefy that caught Goyle off-guard, but Crabbe was faster, his curse grazing your shoulder, searing pain blooming across your skin.
You stumbled, your back hitting a teetering stack of crates, and for a moment, you thought this was it. This was the end, caught in the crossfire of a war you’d tried to navigate without losing yourself. But then a figure burst through the smoke, his silver-blond hair catching the light of a stray spell.
Draco Malfoy.
“Crabbe, enough!” His voice was sharp, cutting through the chaos like a blade. He stood between you and the Death Eaters, his wand raised but not aimed, his posture rigid with something you couldn’t place.
Crabbe sneered, his wand still trained on you. “She’s a traitor, Malfoy. You gonna defend her? Thought you were one of us.”
Draco’s jaw clenched, his pale eyes flickering to you for a split second before hardening again. “I said back off,” he snapped, his voice low but laced with a dangerous edge. “You don’t get to decide who lives or dies.”
The wiry Death Eater laughed, a cold, grating sound. “Your father won’t like this, boy. Step aside, or you’re next.”
You saw the hesitation in Draco’s stance, the way his grip on his wand tightened, the way his shoulders tensed like he was carrying the weight of a thousand bad choices.
You’d known him for years. You’d shared classes, traded barbs, caught glimpses of the boy beneath the bravado, but you’d never seen him like this, teetering on the edge of defiance in a way that could cost him everything. And it was for you.
“Draco, don’t,” you hissed, struggling to your feet, ignoring the pain in your shoulder. “Get out of here. They’ll kill you.”
He didn’t look at you, but his voice was low, almost a growl. “Shut up, Y/N. I’m not leaving you to die.”
Before you could argue, Crabbe raised his wand, a curse forming on his lips, but Draco was faster. “Expelliarmus!” he shouted, disarming Crabbe with a force that sent his wand skittering across the floor. The Death Eater lunged, but you were ready, your own spell, impedimenta, freezing him mid-step. Goyle, recovering, charged, but Draco tackled him, the two crashing into a pile of debris with a sickening crunch.
“Run!” Draco yelled, scrambling to his feet, grabbing your arm. You didn’t hesitate, the two of you sprinting through the Room of Requirement as it began to shift, walls groaning and objects toppling. A jet of green light missed your head by inches, singeing the air, and you felt Draco’s hand tighten around yours, pulling you toward a hidden exit you’d used to slip messages to the Order.
The corridor beyond was crumbling, stones falling like rain, the castle itself seeming to rebel against the violence within. You stumbled, your injured shoulder screaming, but Draco’s arm was around your waist, half-carrying you as you navigated the maze of collapsing hallways. Spells exploded behind you, shouts fading as you put distance between yourselves and the Death Eaters, but the danger wasn’t gone.
You reached a narrow alcove, a forgotten passageway barely lit by a flickering torch. Draco pushed you inside, his breath ragged, his face streaked with ash and sweat. He leaned against the wall, his wand still clutched tightly, his eyes scanning the corridor for pursuit. You slid to the ground, your back against the cold stone, pain and adrenaline making your head spin.
“What the hell was that?” you demanded, your voice sharp despite the exhaustion. “You just painted a target on your back, Draco. For me. Are you insane?”
He turned to you, his expression a storm of conflicting emotions. “You’re welcome,” he snapped, his voice biting but unsteady. “Or would you rather I’d let Crabbe curse you into oblivion?”
“You didn’t have to do that!” you shot back, wincing as you shifted, your shoulder throbbing. “You could’ve walked away, saved yourself. Why risk everything for me? You’ve made it clear where your loyalties lie.”
His face twisted, and he stepped closer, his voice dropping to a low, furious whisper. “You think I wanted this? To be stuck between my family and—” He stopped, his breath hitching, his eyes searching yours like he was trying to find an answer he didn’t have. “You don’t get it, do you? I couldn’t let them hurt you. Not you.”
The words hit like a spell, stealing your breath. You stared at him, the torchlight casting sharp shadows across his face. For years, you’d danced around each other, allies in secret, bound by stolen moments in the Slytherin common room, late-night talks about a world neither of you could fully belong to. But this was different. This was real.
“Why?” you asked, your voice softer now, though it trembled with the weight of the question. “Why me, Draco? You’ve got everything to lose. Your family, your name, your life. Why throw it away for someone who’s already a traitor?”
He laughed, a harsh, broken sound that held no humor. “Because you’re the only thing that makes sense anymore,” he said, his voice raw, like he was tearing the words from somewhere deep. “This war, my family, the Mark—” He yanked up his sleeve, revealing the Dark Mark branded into his skin, its edges stark against his pale flesh. “It’s all poison. But you… you’re the one thing I can’t let them take.”
Your heart pounded, a mix of fear and something warmer, something dangerous. You pushed yourself up, ignoring the pain, and stepped closer, close enough to feel the heat radiating from him, the faint tremble in his frame. “You’re an idiot,” you said, but your voice cracked, betraying you. “You could’ve died back there. I could’ve lost you.”
His eyes widened, just a fraction, and then he was closer, his hand hovering near your face, hesitant, like he was afraid to touch you. “You think I’m not scared of losing you?” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “Every time you sneak off to play spy, every time you put yourself in their crosshairs, I—” He stopped, his throat working, and when he spoke again, his voice was softer, almost pleading. “I can’t do this without you, Y/N. I don’t want to.”
The confession hung between you, fragile as the flickering torchlight. The castle shook, a distant explosion reminding you of the war raging just beyond the walls, but in this moment, it was just you and Draco, two broken pieces trying to fit together in a world that wanted to tear you apart.
You reached out, your fingers brushing against his, and he flinched, like the touch burned. But then he grabbed your hand, his grip tight, desperate, and pulled you closer, his forehead resting against yours. His breath was warm, uneven, and you could feel the rapid thud of his pulse where your hands met.
“Don’t do that again,” you whispered, your voice fierce despite the tears prickling your eyes. “Don’t throw yourself in front of a wand for me. I can’t.. Draco, I can’t lose you either.”
He didn’t answer, not with words. Instead, he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you against his chest, careful of your injured shoulder but holding you like you were the only thing keeping him upright. You buried your face in his neck, the scent of him grounding you in a way nothing else could. His heartbeat was a steady rhythm against your cheek, a reminder that he was here, alive, with you.
“We’re not safe yet,” he murmured, his lips brushing your hair, the words more a promise than a warning. “But I’m not letting you go. Not now. Not ever.”
You pulled back just enough to look at him, his face inches from yours, his eyes searching yours with an intensity that made your chest ache. The war was still out there, the danger still real, but in this crumbling corridor, with his arms around you and the torchlight fading, you felt something shift.
“Then we fight together,” you said, your voice steady now, a vow as much as his. “No more secrets. No more sacrifices.”
He nodded, a small, almost imperceptible smile curving his lips, and for the first time that night, you saw the boy you’d always known, not the heir or the Death Eater, but Draco. Flawed, fierce, and yours.
“Together,” he echoed, and as he leaned in, his lips brushing yours in a kiss that was soft but desperate, you felt the world fall away, leaving only the two of you, holding on through the chaos, a light in the dark.
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The Girl Who Hates Quidditch
Fred Weasley x FemRavenclawReader
When Ginny introduced Fred to her friend who hates quidditch, none of them expected Fred would make it his personal mission to change her mind. He might not achieve his goal, but he might just fall for her in the process.
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The Gryffindor common room was buzzing with post-dinner warmth. A fire crackled in the hearth, casting a golden glow across the familiar scarlet banners and deep armchairs, while the sounds of Exploding Snap echoed from one corner. Somewhere near the portrait hole, a third year was being lectured about curfew by an older sibling. The unrestrained chaos might have been typical for the Gryffindor common room, but to y/n, it was amazing. A long way away from the far more quiet, orderly atmosphere of the Ravenclaw Tower. But she found she surprisingly enjoyed the lively nature of the space.
She sat curled up with her newest friend, Ginny Weasley, near one of the windows. The younger girl animatedly recounted a story about a spell they’d been practicing in their most recent DA meeting. The two had met when y/n joined the DA along with Cho Chang and some of the other Ravenclaw students. Y/n swiftly grew fond of the fiery redhead, and a close bond had formed as they partnered up to practice new spells together.
“And then it just absolutely incinerated it!” Ginny finished, her eyes wide.
She raised an eyebrow. “That’s a pretty tricky spell to master, Gin. Well done.”
Ginny grinned. “You should’ve seen Fred’s face when it happened.”
“Speaking of—” came a voice from behind the armchair. Fred Weasley’s flaming hair popped into view, followed immediately by George’s.
“—Ginevra, what’s this?” George asked, looking the Ravenclaw girl up and down in mock confusion. “You brought a Ravenclaw into the lion’s den?”
“You’re in enemy territory,” Fred added, squinting dramatically.
She didn’t even flinch. “You do realize Ravenclaws have the highest percentage of inter-House friendships, right? Probably because we don’t judge people based on colour coordination.”
“Ooh,” George said, placing a hand to his heart. “She’s got a sharp tongue.”
“She’s got a name, too,” Ginny said dryly. “This is y/n.”
“I know, I’ve seen you at the DA meetings. You’ve got a wicked impedimentia jinx,” Fred extended a hand, ever the showman. “Fred Weasley. Professional mischief-maker, master beater, part-time heartbreaker.”
She took his hand warily. “Is there a support group for people who’ve had to hear that introduction more than once?”
“Only one member so far - me,” George muttered, earning a nudge from Fred.
“Don’t worry, he’s mostly harmless,” Ginny said, stretching out her legs. “Where have you two been? You missed curfew.”
“We were giving Ronikins some pointers,” George answered, jumping over the couch to plonk himself down on a plush cushion. “After our loss to Slytherin last week, he sure needs it.”
“Ugh, can we not talk about that,” y/n wrinkled her nose in disgust.
“Ah, a woman of taste. So you’re supporting the red and gold this year too?” Fred winked at her, dropping down on the couch right next to his brother.
“No, she just hates quidditch.” Ginny grinned and Fred gasped like someone had cursed his broomstick.
“She what?” Fred looked personally offended. “You can’t just hate Quidditch. It’s like saying you hate flying. Or fun. Or sunshine!”
“I don’t hate sunshine,” she replied calmly. “Just aerial chaos involving flying weapons and ridiculous safety standards.”
“Flying weapons?” Fred sputtered. “It’s a game! A beautiful, noble game steeped in centuries of tradition!”
“And concussions,” she added, folding her arms. “Last year alone there were five broken collarbones, two arms snapped mid-air, and a dislocated jaw. You lot are just one Bludger away from a ward in St. Mungo’s.”
Fred turned to George. “She’s been reading Witch Weekly, hasn’t she?”
“Or she’s just clinically joyless,” George whispered back.
“I heard that,” she said.
“Merlin’s beard…” Ginny hid her face in her hands. “She does volunteer work in the hospital wing. Most of the time, it’s her patching up the players after a game.”
Fred leaned closer, hands moving animatedly to support his cause. “Alright, then. You hate Quidditch. I respect your right to be utterly, tragically wrong.”
“Chivalrous of you.” Y/n arched a brow, unimpressed by the Gryffindor beater.
“But,” he continued, voice rising with purpose, “I propose a challenge. A wager. A bet, if you will.”
She gave him a look that said she was already tired. “Do I get a say in this?”
“No,” George said helpfully. “But it’ll be entertaining, so go on, Fred.”
Fred pointed at her like a man announcing a duel. “By the end of this season, you will not only tolerate Quidditch, you will love it.”
She laughed. “Not happening.”
“If you do,” Fred said, ignoring her, “you’ll come to a Gryffindor match, wear our house colors, and admit - out loud - that you enjoy it.”
“And when I don’t?”
“I’ll…restock the hospital wing shelves for you. Manually. No magic. I’ll even wear one of those sad little volunteer aprons.”
The Ravenclaw girl leaned back in her chair, arms crossed, studying him. “Alright, Weasley. I’ll play along. But only because you’ll need a miracle to make me like quidditch.”
Fred grinned, the corner of his mouth quirking up in that confident, careless way. “Oh no. All I’ll need is my roguishly good looks, natural endearing charm, and ‘til the end of the year.”
“I’m going to regret this,” she muttered.
“Oh, you will,” Fred said. “But not for the reason you think.”
And just like that, the bet was on.
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The library was quiet, at least by Hogwarts standards. A low murmur of whispering voices, the gentle scratch of quills on parchment, and the occasional thump of a book closing made up its usual background hum. In the far back corner, nestled between the Charms section and a draughty window, y/n was buried in a heavy tome on healing hexes, her parchment covered in neat, flowing handwriting.
She had just finished diagramming the wand movement for a particularly complex nerve regeneration spell when something thudded beside her elbow. Then another thud. And another.
She blinked, then looked up.
Fred Weasley stood in front of her, dropping a final book onto the growing stack with an air of triumph. He looked far too pleased with himself, arms crossed and eyebrows raised like he’d just solved some great mystery.
She narrowed her eyes. “No.”
“No what?” he asked, pulling out the chair across from her with a loud scrape.
“I don’t know what you’re doing, but whatever it is, no, I don’t like it.”
He ignored her and sat down anyway, spreading a roll of parchment between them like a general laying out battle plans. “We’re studying.”
“I was studying,” she said pointedly. “You are…intruding.”
Fred leaned forward, tapping the parchment. “Correction: we are studying the majestic, thrilling, occasionally bruise-inducing art of Quidditch.”
She stared at him. “In the library?”
“Where else?” he said brightly. “You Ravenclaws worship at the altar of academic rigor. I figured if I wanted to convert you, I had to meet you on sacred ground.”
She opened her mouth to argue, but paused when he unrolled a crudely drawn diagram of a Quidditch pitch. The broomsticks were labeled. The hoops had sparkles. There was even a tiny stick figure with wild hair and an arrow that read ‘Me (legend)’.
“You can’t be serious.”
“I am very serious,” Fred said, flipping open a book titled Quidditch Through the Ages. “To love the game, you must understand the game. So. Crash course.”
She sighed, setting down her quill. “Fine. Amuse me.”
He beamed. “Right. So, seven players per team. Three Chasers, who handle the Quaffle - that’s the red ball, moves like a hot potato with an ego. Two Beaters, who smack Bludgers away from teammates using bats. That’s arguably the most important role, which is, of course, why I’m a beater. One Keeper, like a goalie, and one Seeker - you know, the lunatic who flies at the speed of sound to catch the Golden Snitch.” He jabbed the diagram for emphasis. “And the game ends when the Seeker catches the Snitch, which is worth-”
“One hundred and fifty points,” she said flatly, arms crossed. “Which often makes everything else in the game irrelevant.”
Fred looked simultaneously offended and surprised that she knew. “It adds drama.”
“It adds reckless, high-speed trauma.”
He grinned. “Speaking of, did you know the first recorded Quidditch match was played on a marsh in 1050, and ended with two players being swallowed by the pitch?”
“I did. And I also know that in 1675, a Keeper lost three fingers and a chunk of his ear in a match against the Heidelberg Harriers.”
Fred raised his eyebrows. “Oh? So you’ve read about it.”
“I read everything,” she said primly, picking up her quill again. “But understanding doesn’t equal liking. You don’t see me forcing you to read about the structure of blood-replenishing potions.”
Fred leaned forward, propping his chin on his hand. “I don’t need to. You light up when you talk about it.”
Her quill paused in mid-air. She gave him a long look. “Is this your tactic, then? Flatter me into enjoying bodily harm disguised as sport?”
“I told you I’m serious about this bet.”
“And I told you you’d need a miracle.”
“Well,” he said, sliding the parchment toward her with his charming, maddening grin, “we’ve covered theory. Now comes the practical portion.”
She groaned. “Fred—”
“Come to practice,” he said. “Just to watch. An easy introduction. No stakes. No Bludgers. Just drills, formations, and most importantly, watching me look magnificent.”
She hesitated. The idea of watching a real practice did intrigue her, if only to point out its many flaws. And despite herself, she was a little curious to see Fred in his element. Not to mention, the longer he talked, the harder it was to tell if she wanted to hex him or grin at him.
She sighed. “Fine. But if anyone loses a limb, I’m leaving.”
He stood up with a victorious fist-pump. “Excellent. I’ll bring my very best form.”
As he turned to go, she called after him, “You do realize this is only going to prove my point, right?”
Fred looked over his shoulder, that same confident glint in his eye. “Oh, I wouldn’t be so sure. You might surprise yourself.”
She shook her head as he disappeared behind the bookcases, leaving behind the smell of ink, parchment, and something far more dangerous: a small smile on her face.
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When she arrived at the pitch, the sun was just beginning its descent behind the Forbidden Forest, casting long, golden rays over the Hogwarts grounds and tinting the sky a soft lavender. Most students were trickling inside for dinner, but she stood at the top row of the stands, arms folded over her Ravenclaw jumper and expression set with careful neutrality.
She wasn’t here because she wanted to be. She was here because she had a point to prove.
That, and because Fred Weasley had somehow embedded himself into her brain like a persistent jinx. A loud, grinning, ginger-haired jinx.
It had been a lot easier to notice him now - making trouble in the halls, performing spells in DA meetings, working admittedly impressive mastery, and trading in a black market of spelled sweets. And it was a lot harder to ignore him too.
The locker room doors cracked open below, and the Gryffindor team began to spill onto the pitch in a flurry of broomsticks and warm-up chatter. She scanned the group quickly. There was Angelina Johnson at the front, her voice already raised, barking out instructions. Behind her, Alicia Spinnet and Katie Bell trotted along, swinging their brooms and laughing about something. Of course, there was Harry Potter himself.
And then came Fred and George.
Even at a distance, it was surprisingly easy to tell the twins apart. George’s gait was smoother, quieter, his smirk a little more reserved. Fred, on the other hand, had the swagger of someone who knew he was good. He bounced on the balls of his feet, already teasing one of his teammates, and then he saw her. Fred’s eyes found hers through the stands, and without missing a beat, he winked exaggeratedly.
She rolled her eyes immediately, but it didn’t stop the slight flutter in her stomach. Nor did it stop the chain reaction it caused: George nudged him, Angelina paused mid-sentence to glance toward the stands, and someone - one of the Chasers - leaned over and asked loudly, “Oi, who’s that?”
She couldn’t hear Fred’s reply, but whatever it was had George nearly choking on laughter. Still, she didn’t leave. She settled on the edge of the seat and pulled out a small notebook from her satchel. Not because she was trying to distract herself, of course. She just wanted something to do with her hands. Definitely not because Fred looked…well, admittedly very at home in midair when he kicked off moments later and soared upward in a fluid, effortless arc.
She half-watched them warm up, half-defending to be interested in her notebook. But the Gryffindor team was…coordinated. Tight-knit. Angelina Johnson ran the team like a drill sergeant with a broomstick, barking instructions and narrowing her eyes with terrifying precision. And yet, even within the structure, there was room for antics.
Especially from Fred. He weaved through the drills with practiced ease, shooting past George to steal a pass mid-air with a grin, then looping under Katie Bell to flick her broom tail with a cheeky tap of his wand. The team groaned in mock annoyance while Angelina shouted something about “less flirting, more flying!”
George gave Fred a flat look as they hovered near each other, and Fred grinned like he’d just earned a medal.
From the stands, she watched him - watched all of them - but her eyes kept drifting back to Fred. She noticed the way he adjusted his grip on his broom when he turned sharp corners, how his eyes flicked from player to player a second before each move. He had a loud mouth and a louder laugh, but his strategy was quick and sharp and smarter than she’d expected.
She also noticed how his shoulders flexed every time he threw the Quaffle, which was a completely unnecessary observation. Academically.
Still. The drills made sense. There were patterns, formations, real thought behind the flying chaos. She found herself frowning, leaning forward, following the Chasers’ diamond formation and Angelina’s signals.
When practice wrapped up, the team circled low over the pitch before landing in a casual tangle of brooms, gear, and triumphant chatter. Fred peeled away from the group and started toward the stands with an all-too-familiar smirk on his face.
“Don’t say it,” she said, descending the last few steps to meet him halfway.
“I wasn’t going to say anything,” he said innocently, falling into step beside her as they started walking toward the castle. “But since you brought it up…”
“I didn’t.”
“…I’ll just ask how much fun you had watching me fly like a majestic ginger bird of prey.”
She snorted. “More like a hyperactive kestrel with a sugar problem.”
“Ouch,” he said, pressing a hand to his chest. “Sharp words from someone who stayed the entire time.”
“I was waiting for it to get interesting.” She lied.
“Sorry to disappoint.”
She didn’t answer right away. The grass squelched gently beneath their feet as they moved up the hill, the towers of Hogwarts silhouetted against the twilight.
“Maybe I didn’t absolutely hate it,” she said finally, too low for him to gloat.
But Fred caught it anyway. “You didn’t hate it,” he echoed with delight. “High praise from a known Quidditch cynic.”
“Don’t get ahead of yourself. I didn’t say I liked it. Just that it didn’t make me want to rip my own eyeballs out of their sockets.”
He grinned and bumped her shoulder with his own. “What a shame that would be, love. I quite like those pretty eyes of yours.”
Her stomach flipped, but there was barely enough time for her to process her own reaction or respond to his jarring comment before George was joining them.
“So, what did you think?” The other Weasley twin question, hooking his arm around her shoulders.
“I think with the two of you, Angelina seems to have her hands full. Do you ever not make a joke out of everything?” She shot back.
“What’s life without a little laughter, love?” Fred shook his head, his arms coming around her as well. Now she was flanked by both the Weasley twins on their way up to the castle.
“You Ravenclaw are always far too sensible for your own good,” George added on in agreement.
“Do you even know any Ravenclaws well enough to back up that statement?” She challenged, knowing full well that neither of the Weasley twins had interacted much with anyone from her house.
“I’m hoping you might be the first to prove us wrong,” Fred winked at her again, and her brows drew together in a slight frown at the effect it had on her heartbeat.
As they approached the stone steps, Fred glanced sideways at her, something softer behind his grin now. “So,” he said casually, “Now that you’ve survived a practice, what about the real deal?”
“We’ll see.” She arched an eyebrow before walking off, leaving the Weasley boy staring after her with a grin platted on his face.
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The Room of Requirement had taken it’s usual shape of a practical dueling hall: soft mats padded the floors, torchlight flickered in sconces along the walls, and a long mirror ran the length of the far side, reflecting students practicing their spellwork with varying degrees of success.
“Alright,” Harry called out, voice clear and sure despite the noise. “Get into pairs. Let’s stay focused on our wand movement and intent. Remember, Expelliarmus isn’t just about brute force.”
The group shuffled into motion. Wands were drawn. Spells began to echo off the stone walls.
“Looks like we’re together,” Ginny said cheerfully, turning to y/n with a grin.
Before she could respond, a drawling voice from just to their right cut in. “Try not to let Ginny disarm you too quickly. She learned from the best, after all.” Fred Weasley twirled his wand lazily in his fingers, standing beside George, who gave them both an amused look.
“As if,” Ginny shot back. “You spent half of last practice flat on your back.”
“That was strategy,” Fred said confidently. “Lure the enemy into a false sense of superiority.”
“Of course,” Y/n replied dryly, stepping into position across from Ginny. “That’ll send the death eaters running.”
Fred turned to her then, eyes gleaming. “Care for a little duel?”
“I’d hate to embarrass you in front of your brother,” she said sweetly, raising her wand.
“Oh, please, go ahead,” George muttered with an amused smirk, his eyes flickering between the two with a knowing glint of mischief.
Fred grinned wider, moving to stand across from the Ravenclaw with his wand drawn. “What do I get when I win?”
Y/n barely let him get the question out before her own wand flew through the air. “Expelliarmus!” she snapped l.
Fred’s wand jerked sideways in his grip, but didn’t fly out.
“Oho! Cheeky. Playing dirty already, are we love?” he crowed, and her stomach fluttered at the nickname. “You’re quick, I’ll give you that, but not strong enough.”
“Wouldn’t get cocky if I were you, Weasley,” she said, squinting as she adjusted her footing. “A ravenclaw doesn’t make the same mistake twice.”
He gave a theatrical gasp. “Merlin, is that a threat? Expelliarmus!”
Their duel was fast-paced and full of mischief. She dodged a too-flashy flick of his wand that sent sparks flying, and countered with a clean disarm that nearly knocked him off balance, and laughed when Fred exaggerated the stumble with a dramatic groan.
“All right, all right,” Harry eventually called. “Let’s circle up for a moment.”
Wands lowered. Spells ceased. The crowd gathered in again, flushed and laughing and buzzing with the kind of energy that only came from learning magic they weren’t technically supposed to be learning.
“Nice one,” Ginny murmured to her, nudging her shoulder. “He’s impressed.”
She kept her face neutral. “He’s impossible.”
Ginny grinned like she knew better.
As the group began to disperse - students heading out in pairs, some lingering to thank Harry - Fred suddenly jogged up behind her.
“Oi! Don’t suppose you’re planning to vanish into the library again?”
She turned around slowly, eyeing him. “Why?”
He looked…oddly hopeful. “Thought you might come hang out in the common room with us for a bit.”
“You trying to convert me now, Weasley?” she asked, a little suspicious but also - if she was being honest with herself - a little pleased.
Fred just smirked and shrugged. “You’ll have to come and see.”
Ginny gave her an encouraging glance as she passed, but y/n still hesitated. Then nodded. “Fine. Just for a bit. Umbridge will have my head if she finds me breaking curfew.”
The Gryffindor common room was already bustling when they climbed through the portrait hole. A fire crackled in the hearth, casting a golden glow across the scarlet armchairs. Someone was playing a game of wizard’s chess near the stairs, and the wireless in the corner was crackling faintly with the warble of Celestina Warbeck.
“C’mon,” Fred said, steering her toward the far side of the room. “We’ll grab a corner.”
He pulled over a low table near the fireplace, kicked aside a footstool, and rummaged through his bag. She sat down, eyeing the sudden flurry of parchment and books he began piling onto the tabletop.
“…What are you doing?”
Fred grinned, cheeks pink from the walk and ears just slightly red - either from excitement or firelight, she couldn’t tell. “Lesson number two,” he said proudly, opening a folder labeled Professional League Stats: 1994–1995 Season in bold, scribbled ink.
Her stomach dropped just a little. “Oh,” she said, trying to mask the disappointment in her voice. “This is…another Quidditch thing?”
Fred looked up, surprised. “Well, yeah. You’ve gotta understand the stakes before you really feel the games.”
“Right,” she stated dryly, watching as he unrolled a color-coded map of the teams and their home stadiums. “This wasn’t exactly the what came to mind when you said ‘hang out’.”
Fred paused. His smirk faltered for a moment. “I mean, we are hanging out,” he said with a sheepish shrug. “Just…with spreadsheets.”
She blinked. “Did you make spreadsheets about Quidditch?”
He turned the parchment around proudly. “Fred’s Highly Scientific Player Performance Index. With doodles.”
She stared at it. There was a tiny cartoon of a Harpies Chaser kicking a Quaffle into a hoop with the caption Catriona McCornwell is a goddess among mortals. Fred had even attempted stick-figure broom velocity lines. It was ridiculous.
And endearing.
She sighed and tucked her legs beneath her. “Fine. Impress me.”
His grin returned full force. “Right, so. There are thirteen professional teams in the British and Irish League. You’ve got your legendary powerhouses - the Holyhead Harpies, Puddlemere United, the Chudley Cannons - though don’t let their current standing fool you, they were excellent in the 1890s.”
She held up a hand. “Fred. I thought we established that knowledge doesn’t equal fondness. In fact, I’d wager I know more about quidditch than you do.”
He leaned in closer, eyes gleaming with challenge. “Try me.”
Her lips twitched. “Fine. Did you know the average life expectancy of a Beater in the Kenmare Kestrels is ten years shorter than other teams due to Bludger-based concussions?”
“Actually, I didn’t know that. But worth it,” he said smugly.
“Thirteen Harpies have broken their collarbones since 1991.”
“I call that character building.” He commented but that didn’t stop the impressed tone from creeping into his voice. And the hint of surprise.
She shook her head. “You’re impossible.”
“And yet, you’re still here.”
She didn’t answer that. Instead, she leaned over the map as Fred launched into a passionate explanation of why the Wimbourne Wasps were overrated and why Viktor Krum’s style of Seeker play was dramatic but ultimately impractical. To her own horror…she actually listened.
His hands moved when he talked - wide gestures and tapping fingers and the occasional quick doodle on the parchment. His enthusiasm was infectious, his jokes absurd, and even when he got overly dramatic (“And this is the legendary Cannons keeper who once caught a Quaffle in his teeth! Don’t fact-check that.”), she found herself smiling despite herself.
It wasn’t what she expected ‘hanging out’ with Fred Weasley would be like. And it was even…kind of fun?
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The air in Umbridge’s classroom was thick enough to choke on.
It always felt like this - cloying and false, as though the scent of her rose-scented perfume was meant to smother any thoughts of rebellion. The lace curtains, the doilies, the shrill, saccharine tone in which she addressed her students…all of it masked the fact that they were learning nothing useful. Just pages upon pages of theory. No wandwork. No defense. No real preparation.
It was a mockery. And it made her skin crawl.
Y/n sat stiff-backed in her chair, knuckles pale around her quill, jaw tight as Umbridge’s syrupy voice slithered across the classroom once more. Until she couldn’t handle it any longer and her hand shot straight into the air.
“Now, Miss Y/l/n,” Umbridge simpered, her teeth bared in a parody of a smile, “perhaps you’d like to share with the class exactly why you felt the need to interrupt?”
Her voice was pure sugar. Her eyes were arsenic.
“I didn’t interrupt,” the reader said evenly, forcing calm into her voice. “I wanted to ask a question.”
Murmurs rippled through the room. Fred, two rows back, sat straighter. He could see the way her shoulders were drawn tight, could practically feel the tension radiating from her spine.
Umbridge’s eyes narrowed, the bow of her lips twitching. “And what question, pray tell, was so important it warranted disrespecting the order of my lesson?”
Y/n didn’t blink. “You said we wouldn’t need to learn practical shielding spells. I wanted to know what we were meant to do in the event of an actual attack.”
Gasps. Sharp, involuntary. Someone sucked in a breath.
Fred leaned forward in his chair, elbows on the desk, and watched Umbridge closely. The woman’s smile never slipped. But something far crueler flickered in her gaze.
“Detention,” she said sweetly. “Monday night. Six O’clock with me in my office.”
A long pause. Her pen scratched the parchment. “…And perhaps,” she added, almost absently, “you might spend that time considering your place.”
Y/n didn’t respond. Didn’t flinch. But her hand curled tighter around her quill. Her mouth pressed into a line.
Fred watched her, heat rising in his chest - not from the confrontation, but from the way she endured it. Silent. Strong. Refusing to give Umbridge the power of seeing her upset.
It wasn’t fair. It wasn’t right. And by the time class was dismissed, Fred had already packed away his things and made a beeline for the Ravenclaw girl.
The corridor outside Defense Against the Dark Arts was a rush of footsteps and bitter muttering. Students poured out like floodwater escaping a dam, eager to breathe freely again.
Fred didn’t hesitate. He caught up with her in three strides. “Oi,” he said gently, reaching out and brushing his hand against her wrist to catch her attention.
She didn’t look at him at first. Not until he tilted his head, gaze warm with concern. Her eyes met his, fierce and unguarded, but tired.
“I’m fine,” she said quickly, the words clipped and hollow.
“I know,” Fred replied, low and steady. “Doesn’t mean you need to be.”
She blinked at that, just a flutter of surprise. But she didn’t pull away. Fred’s brows furrowed. His fingers, still barely grazing her wrist, lingered only a moment longer before he withdrew.
“She’s a miserable cow,” he muttered. “A hypocritical, fluffy pink tyrant.”
That earned him the ghost of a smile, dry and thin. “Careful,” she said. “She’ll give you detention next.”
He leaned in, smirking. “Not the worst thing I can think of if it means more time with you.”
She exhaled, something close to a nervous laugh escaping her lips. Fred caught it. Memorized it. His shoulder found the wall beside hers, casual and close. Their bags hung side by side, inches apart.
“She’s never going to answer your question,” he said. “Because the only thing she’s more afraid of than rebellion is admitting she’s wrong.”
Her lips twitched. But her eyes flicked to the floor. Fred nudged her boot lightly with his. “So.” She looked back up. “There’s a match this weekend,” he said. “Ravenclaw versus Hufflepuff.”
Her brow furrowed. “I don’t go to matches.”
He nodded, unconcerned. “Right. I remember. You hate Quidditch with the passion of a thousand cursed bludgers.”
She folded her arms. “I do.”
“Well then.” He flashed a grin. “What better way to unwind from a soul-sucking lesson than to channel that rage into watching your house clobber a bunch of loyal badgers?”
Her eyes narrowed. “You’re just trying to win your bet.”
“Obviously,” he said, unfazed. “But also…maybe you could use a bit of fun. Just for an hour or two.”
She hesitated. The corridor buzzed around them - students passing, chattering, brushing by - but the air between them was still.
Soft.
Charged.
She didn’t answer.
Fred shifted his weight and tilted his head. “Look, meet me at the north exit before the game if you decide to come. I’ll be there waiting.”
She raised an eyebrow. “You’re that confident?”
He shrugged. “No. But I am that stubborn.”
She huffed, almost fond. “I didn’t say I’d come.”
He grinned. “I know. But you didn’t say you wouldn’t, and that’s good enough for me.”
And with that, he pushed off the wall and walked away, hands in his pockets, wild hair bouncing with each step, his back warm with the weight of her gaze as she considered his proposition. She supposed spending an evening with Fred Weasley wasn’t the worst way to spend her time.
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Fred stood just beyond the castle’s North exit, shifting his weight from one foot to the other, the hem of his scarlet-and-gold scarf fluttering in the crisp afternoon breeze. His watch was flicked open in his hand, thumb running over the dial absently. The Hufflepuff-Ravenclaw game was due to start in fifteen minutes, and despite his usual laidback attitude, Fred was…fidgeting. He wouldn’t admit it aloud - especially not to George - but he’d been pacing the corridor for ten minutes already, fully convinced she wasn’t coming.
He sighed dramatically and started to close his watch when—
“There you are.”
His head snapped up. She was there. She stood with her arms folded and an amused arch to her brow, dressed in a Ravenclaw scarf that contrasted the slight flush on her cheeks from walking briskly across the castle. Her hair was a little windblown, eyes gleaming, and Merlin, Fred lit up like someone had set off a firework in his chest.
“You came!” he practically beamed, pushing off the wall like he hadn’t just been about to give up and sulk in the stands alone.
She rolled her eyes. “Don’t look so surprised. I didn’t want you bragging for the next month about how I’d chickened out.”
He grinned, already walking beside her, just close enough that their shoulders occasionally bumped as they headed down the slope to the Quidditch pitch.
“Oh, you wound me,” Fred gasped, pressing a hand to his heart like she’d stabbed him right through the chest. “Here I was, pacing the floor, dramatically torn between hope and despair, and you think I’d brag?”
She snorted. “Fred, you literally bragged for two straight hours when you figured out how to levitate two dungbombs with one spell.”
“That was innovation, not bragging.”
Their banter fizzled into warm silence as they approached the stadium. The towering stands loomed ahead, and the golden sunlight filtered through the structure in slanted beams, casting Fred’s hair in a reddish blaze that somehow made her stomach flutter. She told herself it was the walk. Just the walk.
He led her up a spiral staircase, winding higher and higher into the Gryffindor section until they reached a spot that was, admittedly, brilliant: close enough to make out faces, high enough to see the whole field in motion. She was catching her breath when Fred pulled something out of his bag with a flourish.
“Well, madam, for your viewing pleasure,” he said dramatically, unveiling a carefully packed cloth satchel. “Snacks from Honeydukes, handpicked by yours truly.”
She blinked. “Is that…are those grape sugar quills?”
He smirked, cheeks a little flushed. “Course they are. Your favourites. I do pay attention.”
Her brows arched. “You pay attention?”
“Guilty.” He popped a chocolate frog into his mouth like it wasn’t a big deal, like he didn’t just casually admit he’d been noticing the tiniest things about her. “You always sneak them into study hall.”
She stared at him for a long beat. “That’s oddly specific.”
Fred gave her a cheeky smile, but there was something behind it that wasn’t all mischief. “I’m a very observant bloke. Especially when it comes to certain Ravenclaws who have a habit of invading Gryffindor airspace.”
Her cheeks warmed, but before she could conjure a clever response, the crowd began to stir. Players zoomed onto the pitch with cheers echoing through the stands. Blue and yellow banners flapped in the wind as Ravenclaw and Hufflepuff took to the air.
Fred leaned toward her, close enough that she could feel the brush of his shoulder. “Don’t worry,” he whispered, eyes crinkling in amusement. “This one’s gonna be friendly. Hufflepuff plays cleaner than a house-elf with OCD.”
She eyed the pitch warily. “I’ll believe that when I don’t see anyone falling off their broom.”
As the game kicked off, she found herself watching more closely than she’d anticipated. It wasn’t quite the chaos she expected. The movements were fluid, almost graceful. She began to recognize the formations, the deliberate placement of Chasers, the split-second strategy behind Beaters’ swings. She caught herself leaning forward at one point, eyes narrowing in concentration.
Fred nudged her softly with his elbow. “You’re getting into it.”
She huffed. “I’m observing. There’s a difference.”
“Right, right,” he said, grinning. “You observed your house score a beautiful goal and didn’t even grimace.”
“That doesn’t mean I like it.”
He turned to her with exaggerated offense. “You wound me again. Do you enjoy stabbing me repeatedly, woman?”
“I’ll knit you a patch for your ego later.”
Fred chuckled, and in a moment that felt more intimate than expected, he brushed a stray hair away from her face, his fingers lingering near her cheek a second too long.
Her breath caught. And he knew it.
“You know,” he said lowly, “I’m starting to think there’s something you’re scared of even more than quidditch.”
She arched a brow. “Oh? And what’s that?”
He leaned in, grinning, voice a mischievous murmur against her ear. “I think you’re afraid of how much you enjoy my company.”
She turned to him slowly, eyes locking. “You’re absurd.”
“And you’re blushing.”
“I am not.”
“You so are.”
She was. A little. Maybe. But before she could argue further, the final whistle blew. Ravenclaw had won. The game was over, and to her shock, no injuries. No concussions. Just a few windblown players and smiling teammates.
Fred stood and stretched, then held out a hand to help her up. She hesitated, then took it.
He didn’t let go right away.
“See?” he said as they descended the stairs. “No blood, no broken bones…and you had fun, right?”
“Maybe,” she admitted with a reserved tone.
“So you liked the game!” He grinned widely.
She looked up at him. “I wouldn’t go that far.”
He smirked again, eyes full of mischief. “So you’re saying it wasn’t the Quidditch that was fun?”
“Exactly.”
“So then it was my company that you enjoyed so much?”
She didn’t answer right away. Then, with a tiny smirk playing at the corner of her lips, “You’re not entirely unbearable.”
Fred stopped walking, hand still in hers, and gave her the most infuriatingly smug smile she’d ever seen. “I’ll take it.”
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It started with one practice.
Then one game.
Then two.
By the end of the month, she’d somehow carved out a permanent spot on the edge of the Gryffindor section of the pitch. She claimed it was for ‘scientific observation’. A kind of long-form thesis on why wizards still subjected themselves to glorified aerial combat. But Fred saw right through her.
The practices became something of a rhythm. One she never officially committed to, but always showed up for. She’d drift into the stands just before drills began, a Ravenclaw scarf knotted loosely around her neck, hair tossed up in a casual bun, ink still smudged on her fingers from her last library visit.
Fred would spot her every time.
And every time, he lit up like Christmas at the Burrow.
Some days, she sat in her seat with a book open in her lap, pretending not to watch. But Fred would always catch her eyes flicking up from the page, usually right as he did some absurd stunt or shouted something deeply inappropriate mid-drill.
Other days, she’d sit beside Angelina Johnson during cooldowns, politely asking about rotations and chasing tactics. Angelina quickly clocked her growing interest. Not just in the game, but in the redhead who kept offering her cauldron cakes and the best seat on the bench.
“You’ve got a good eye,” Angelina told her one afternoon, sweat still beading on her brow. “You ever thought about playing?”
She scoffed, but didn’t deny it. Not really.
Because truthfully…once upon a time she had. It had been years since she’d even stepped foot on a pitch, but she could still see it all. The loops, the triangle formations, the subtle shift in a Keeper’s weight before a dive. She could anticipate the swing of a Beater’s bat a second before it happened. And when she shyly suggested Gryffindor stagger their Chasers instead of clustering near the hoops?
They scored four more goals than their previous season-record in the next match.
Games quickly became events in her calendar. When Gryffindor wasn’t playing, Fred always found her in the library with a half-smile and a hopeful question. “Game today. You coming?”
Sometimes she teased him. Sometimes she claimed she was too busy. But she always ended up by his side, somewhere in the stands, usually yelling at a bad referee call or muttering about someone’s lack of defense.
And she always wore her Ravenclaw scarf.
Always.
Fred, of course, made a scene every time.
“You’re a traitor,” he’d say with a grin when she clapped for a Ravenclaw goal.
“And you’re a hopeless show-off,” she’d shoot back when he cheered too loudly for the opposite team anyway.
But when her hands clutched the edge of her seat during close calls, or she shouted “bludger, left flank, LEFT FLANK” during practice like she was in the game, Fred would glance over and feel that strange, floaty thrill in his chest. Like flying. Like falling.
One night after practice, she and Fred walked back to the castle under a dusting of early snow. The kind that dusted his shoulders and curled at the ends of her hair.
She nudged him with her elbow. “You’re lucky I’m a Ravenclaw, you know.”
“Oh?” He smirked. “How’s that?”
“Because if I was in Gryffindor, Angelina would’ve recruited me, and you’d be benched.”
Fred gasped, hand to his heart. “You wound me, strategist.”
She smiled without looking at him. “And yet you keep coming back for more.”
“I’m nothing if not loyal.”
The snow crunched softly beneath their boots as they walked in silence for a few seconds. Then Fred gently reached out, brushing a speck of frost from the back of her scarf.
“You’re not so bad at this Quidditch thing,” he murmured.
“I still hate it.”
“Of course you do.”
And she smiled. Because somewhere along the way, the lines between friendly competition and flirtation had all blurred. And she had started to enjoy being part of this wild, high-speed, sky-chasing world. Not because of the brooms or the bludgers…but because of the way Fred looked at her when she understood something he hadn’t even said.
Or when he looked at her like she’d always belonged there. Like the pitch wasn’t quite right without her on the sidelines.
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The Gryffindor common room crackled with warmth and firelight. The low hum of conversation threading through the haze of late-night laziness. Fred had his legs draped across the rug like he owned it, sprawled in front of the hearth beside her with a sugar quill half hanging from his mouth. George lounged in one of the armchairs, feet propped on the table. Ginny sat cross-legged on the couch with a pillow hugged to her chest.
It had become routine, her being here. A Ravenclaw in enemy territory, as Fred had once called her, though there was nothing hostile about the way he leaned toward her when he laughed, or how he always saved her a spot by the fire. There was just…comfort.
Even when they were collectively complaining.
“Umbridge is getting too close,” Ginny muttered, eyes narrowed toward the dancing fire. “She’s sniffing around like a bloodhound. I swear, if she finds the Room of Requirement—”
“Harry’ll blow something up,” George finished, deadpan.
“Or Hermione will,” Fred added, smirking. “You’ve seen how serious she is about the DA.”
“That pink toad is handing out detentions like Honeydukes samples,” Ginny grumbled. “Colin Creevey got one just for asking if the rules on club meetings had changed.”
“Lee got one for breathing too loud,” George offered, shaking his head.
“Filch is practically salivating at the thought of catching people,” Fred muttered. “It’s disgusting.”
“Filch has always been like that. Umbridge just enables it,” y/n’s laugh came a second too late, too tight around the edges. She was staring at the fire, fingers drifting to the back of her left hand like a reflex. Slow, absent, like scratching at an itch that wouldn’t go away.
Fred glanced down at the movement and caught sight of her rubbing the spot just beneath her knuckles, like she didn’t realize she was doing it. His brow furrowed.
“What’s that?”
She blinked. “What’s what?”
“Your hand.” He sat up straighter, voice sharpening with sudden alertness. “What’re you—?”
She quickly tucked it beneath her thigh, but he was faster. Fred reached over, gentle but insistent, catching her wrist before she could hide it. He turned her palm over and his breath caught. There, faint but unmistakable even in the glow of the fire, were the angry red words etched into her skin: I must not question authority.
“You—” His voice came out hoarse. Then louder. “She didn’t.”
She tried to pull away. “Fred—”
“That hag did this to you?” he spat, his voice rising as he glared at the wound like he could burn it off with fury alone. “Are you…? What the hell! Why didn’t you tell me?”
George had risen out of his chair, his eyes narrowing. Ginny had gone still, her grip on the pillow tightening.
“I didn’t want to make a big deal out of it,” she said softly.
Fred stared at her, incredulous. “A big deal? She carved you.”
“There’s nothing to do about it,” she said, curling her fingers over the scar again. “It’s done. It’s not permanent. Just, drop it. Please.”
“No, no, we should go to McGonagall,” Ginny cut in, voice cold with controlled rage. “She has to know.”
“McGonagall’s got enough going on with the staff performance reviews,” y/n said quietly. “Besides, she can’t do anything about it either. Not when Umbitch has Fudge’s support.”
Silence pulsed in the space between them. The fire crackled, throwing shadows over Fred’s clenched jaw.
She offered the smallest, tired smile. “Let’s talk about something else.”
George exchanged a tense glance with Ginny, but it was Fred who finally sighed, low and reluctant, and leaned back again beside her. His hand hovered a little closer to hers now, resting against the rug.
“Fine,” he muttered. “New topic. Gryffindor versus Hufflepuff. Saturday.”
George perked up. “You coming to see us win, or what?”
“She’s never been to a Gryffindor game,” Ginny said slyly, cutting her a look. “Strange, considering she goes to every practice these days…”
“I’m not missing study time for a game,” she said, a little too quickly.
“Game ends at noon,” Fred said with a tilt of his head. “Plenty of time to study after.”
She looked away, fiddling with the end of her sleeve. “It’s not about the game.”
George raised a brow. “Oh?”
She hesitated. “I just…don’t want to watch Hufflepuff win.”
Fred laughed. “Oh ye of little faith, you wound me.”
“You’re not worried about us losing,” George said with a grin. “You’re worried we’ll get flattened.”
“I’m not—”
“You’re worried we’ll get hurt,” Fred filled in, blunt and knowing.
She didn’t deny it. Her cheeks were dusted pink now, and her eyes stayed on the fire like it would save her from the teasing.
Fred’s smirk turned warm. “So what you’re saying - or rather, not saying - is…you care.”
She groaned. “Don’t start.”
“Too late.” George was grinning. “It’s out there now.”
Fred nudged her lightly with his knee. “Admit it, strategist. You like us.”
“You’re alright,” she muttered.
“Alright!” He echoed in mock offence, gripping his heart like she’d stabbed it.
Ginny snorted into her sleeve. Fred leaned closer, voice dropping into something that made her chest flutter. “You know, if you are coming to the match, I’ll reserve you the best seat in the stands.”
“You don’t get to reserve seats.”
“Don’t need to. I just threaten to hex anyone who tries to sit there.”
She rolled her eyes, rising before she could smile too much. “It’s nearly curfew. I should go.”
“Don’t make me walk you,” Fred said, already standing. “You know I will.”
“I can survive a walk to Ravenclaw tower, thank you.”
He smirked, but his gaze lingered just a second too long, like he wanted to say more. “See you Saturday?” he asked.
She hesitated, her fingers tightening slightly around her books.
“…Maybe.”
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The afternoon sun was low over the Quidditch pitch, casting long gold shadows across the grass and staining the sky in hues of soft orange. The air still carried the buzz from Saturday’s Gryffindor vs. Hufflepuff match - a fair, but difficult affair that ended in narrow victory. Katie had taken two near-misses from a Bludger, George had a scuffed shoulder, and Angelina’s voice had gone hoarse from screaming.
Now it was Tuesday, and they were back on the pitch. A post-match practice to tighten up what had gone wrong and polish what had gone right.
Y/n hovered near the edge of the stands, arms folded across her chest and scarf wrapped around her Ravenclaw uniform like armor. It wasn’t where she usually stood. Normally she was on the field’s edge with a notebook or crossed arms, calling out ideas and running commentary, offering observations that always - somehow - helped.
But today, she was quieter. Kept a little distance. Fred noticed. So did the others.
“Oi,” Katie Bell shouted mid-pass, gliding toward the sidelines. “Where were you Saturday? You promised you’d come!”
“I didn’t promise,” she said, shading her eyes. “So Fred and George shouldn’t have said I did.”
“You basically did,” George called out from across the field, swinging his bat and sending a Bludger soaring. “You’ve been at every practice for weeks, talking tactics. We thought you were a convert.”
“She’s still scared Fred’s going to break every bone in his body,” Ginny teased from the stands behind her, wand in hand for mock-commentary.
Fred flew past above them, looping in the air with an exaggerated wobble. “It’s very likely,” he called. “I am tremendously reckless!”
She rolled her eyes, ignoring the rush in her stomach. “You lot didn’t need me,” she called back. “You won.”
Fred angled into a sharp descent, landing near her with all the grace of someone born to broomsticks. He was flushed from flying, hair windswept and cheeks tinged pink. He grinned at her, broad and stupid.
“But it wasn’t the same without our favourite Ravenclaw strategist,” he said, brushing back imaginary tears. “We missed your constant sass and judgment.”
“Didn’t miss your dramatics.”
Fred’s eyes twinkled. “I think you did.”
She huffed. “As if I don’t get enough of that off the pitch.”
He beamed. “See? She likes me.”
“No, I—”
But then Angelina blew the whistle again, and Fred winked before kicking off and soaring back into the air with a wild flourish, looping through a passing drill like he hadn’t just spent half of it teasing her.
She shook her head, hiding a reluctant smile.
The next twenty minutes were routine: Chaser drills, Beater coordination, Keeper defence. Everyone was sharp and focused. Even Fred, despite the obvious effort he was putting into cracking jokes mid-pass. The ball zipped back and forth across the pitch, and she could see him keeping one eye on her even from a distance.
Fred launched forward to catch the Quaffle from Katie, but instead of taking the pass cleanly, he twisted midair, gave a loud grunt, and tumbled off his broom.
It happened so fast she barely registered the fall. One moment he was aloft, and the next, his body hit the grass with a thud, rolling with a convincing groan. He didn’t get up.
Her stomach dropped.
“Oh my God! Fred!” She sprinted across the pitch before she could think, feet flying over the grass, scarf billowing. Her heart thundered in her chest, panic pushing adrenaline into every step.
He was lying facedown, groaning softly, one hand twitching by his side.
She dropped to her knees beside him, breath catching. “Fred? Hey, hey, what hurts? Can you hear me? Can you turn over?”
He groaned again, face still pressed to the grass. By now Ginny was behind her and the rest of the team were touching down on the field.
“Oh my god! Don’t move. Merlin, did you land on your head? We need to get Madam Pomfrey!”
And then he turned his head. And grinned.“Gotcha.”
Dead silence met him. Dead, thick silence.
“You absolute git,” she breathed in a combination of relief and hurt as her horror passed by.
Fred blinked innocently up at her from the grass. “What? You were worried?”
“I was worried because I thought you’d shattered your bloody spine—!”
He pushed himself upright, still chuckling. “I just wanted to see if you’d run to my rescue.”
“You—” She shoved him. “You idiot! You utter arse—!”
“Hey, you were the one who denied caring about our wellbeing,” he said, laughing, brushing grass off his robes and leaning back on his hands. “I was just…confirming it.”
Her fists were clenched, cheeks flushed with rage and humiliation. “Do you have any idea how terrified I was?” she snapped. “I thought you cracked your skull open!”
“But now we know, if I ever do, you’ll be the first one on the scene.” His grin grew wicked. “To kiss it better. Maybe nurse me back to health.”
She stared at him. And then smacked him on the arm.
“OW—! Okay, maybe no kissing then—!”
“You’re unbelievable,” she snapped, standing up and brushing off her robes. “Completely unbelievable. You think this is funny? I was genuinely scared.”
Fred froze. The laughter died in his eyes. “Hey…I didn’t mean to…Look, I didn’t think it’d really scare you.”
She took a step back. “Well next time, don’t pull some ridiculous stunt just to make a point.”
And with that, she turned on her heel and stormed off the pitch, boots kicking up grass, hair flying behind her.
Fred watched her go. His mouth opened. Then closed. “Y/n, wait!” Ginny called out after the girl, hurrying to try catch up.
George landed beside him, blinking. “Well, you messed that one up.”
Fred ran a hand down his face. “…Yeah.”
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It started the morning after practice.
Fred waited for her outside the Great Hall, leaning against the stone wall with a casual smirk and a single Chocolate Frog in hand. A peace offering.
“Oi, Ravenclaw,” he said as she walked past with her books hugged to her chest. “I come bearing bribes.”
She didn’t stop walking. Didn’t look at him. Didn’t even blink.
Fred’s grin faltered. “Too soon?”
She turned a corner and was gone. He stood there, alone, Chocolate Frog melting slightly in his palm.
A few days later, he tried again. This time in the library.
He spotted her at a back table, parchment spread out, quill flicking in sharp, irritated strokes.
Fred walked in with a crooked smile and a folded up piece of parchment under his arm - a “Very Official Study Guide to Quidditch for Stubbornly Brilliant Ravenclaws,” complete with doodles of brooms, bludgers, and stick figures he would insist were very accurate drawings of her throwing things at him.
He dropped it on the table. She looked at it. Then at him.
And then very slowly, deliberately, slid the parchment back over to him without unfolding it, and returned to her notes.
His throat felt dry. “Right,” he muttered. “Cool. I’ll… just be over there. Not interrupting.”
At dinner in the Great Hall, he tried to catch her eye across the tables.
She laughed at something Luna Lovegood said. She looked even more beautiful when she laughed, Fred thought. He watched her as she shifted her weight. Brushed her hair behind her ear. Never once looked his way. Even when he dropped a levitating pumpkin pasty in front of her plate.
It hovered. She didn’t flinch. It floated back to him like a defeated puppy.
By the time the weekend rolled around, the rest of Gryffindor House had caught onto her mysterious and sudden absence.
“She hates you,” George said cheerfully, flopping onto the common room couch beside Fred. “It’s actually impressive.”
“Shut up.”
“Yes, well, what did you expect after that stunt you pulled?” Ginny asked, biting into an apple as she joined them. “Mum always said you had the emotional intelligence of a troll with a head cold.”
“I didn’t think—” Fred started, running a hand through his hair. “It was a joke. A harmless joke.”
“Doesn’t seem so harmless now that she’s not talking to you, does it?” Ginny said bluntly.
Fred looked at her, jaw tight. He didn’t reply.
Ginny let out a long sigh, “You know what, let me help you out here. Only because you look so pathetic right now moping over her.”
“I’m not moping,” Fred scoffed.
“Admit it Freddie, you are moping,” George shook his head in disagreement. “You miss her. We can all see it. I think someone has a little crush.”
“Don’t be ridiculous!” The older of the two twins protested, though the flush on his cheeks said quite the opposite.
“Come off it, Fred. Admit that you like her and I’ll tell you exactly where you went wrong,” Ginny bargained. “It’s really a wonder you haven’t figured it out for yourself.”
A muscle in Fred’s jaw feathered as he clenched it. He was tempted to tell Ginny where she could stick her wand but then he thought better of it. After all, he had missed y/n. He’d missed her smile and the sound of her laugh. He’d missed her quiet presence in the common room and the sparkle in her eyes when they met his. But what he missed most of all was the feeling that bloomed in his chest whenever she was around - warm and comforting and exhilarated all at once. The idea of never getting to experience that again left a hollow feeling in his stomach. So, swallowing his pride, he turned to his sister.
“So maybe I do like her,” he admitted. “So, spill. What is it?”
“Do you know why she hates Quidditch?”
Fred looked over, eyes shadowed in the candlelight. “Because she’s allergic to fun?”
Ginny didn’t smile. “No, Fred. Her dad? I’m guessing you’ve never connected the names?”
He frowned. “What? Y/l/n?”
Ginny nodded. “Her dad used to play professionally. For the Montrose Magpies. He was one of the best Chasers the league had. Fast. Sharp. People said he could outwit a bludger mid-match.”
Fred’s breath caught. He had heard the name. In old game tapes and collector’s cards. Y/l/n was a legend. He couldn’t quite remember what had happened to the guy, just that his name wasn’t around anymore.
“What happened?”
“Final game of the season,” Ginny said. “Against the Wimbourne Wasps. A Bludger hit him wrong - back of the head. Mid-air. He fell about thirty feet. Broke his back. Spine never healed right.”
Fred’s face paled.
“She was there,” Ginny added, voice low. “She was seven.” Silence fell between them like a dropped wand. “She watched the game from the stands. Watched him fall. Watched the medics run out, her mum scream. He was in St Mungo’s for months. He still can’t walk properly. Definitely can’t ride a broom.”
Fred stared at his hands, at the way they curled into helpless fists. “Merlin, I’m an asshole.” Fred’s chest ached.
All her sharp retorts, her anxiety in the stands, the way she chewed her lip watching drills…it all clicked. The reason she could see patterns in plays, why she knew every injury in league history, why she wouldn’t come to games. It wasn’t because she hated the sport. It was because she loved someone who lost everything to it.
And Fred had made a joke out of it. A joke that pulled that old, raw fear right back into her chest.
He stood up abruptly, blood rushing in his ears.
“Fred—” Ginny started.
“I have to fix it.”
Ginny sighed. “How’re you gonna do that?”
He didn’t reply. He just turned and walked out, the guilt coiled tight around his ribs like a bludger straight to the heart.
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The Owlery was nearly empty, save for the soft rustling of feathers and the scent of straw and parchment. Wind whistled gently through the open arches, tugging at the edge of her robes as she tied a letter to one of the school owls.
Behind her, boots scuffed against stone. She didn’t need to turn around to know who it was. She was familiar with with the sound of his steps, with the pattern of his gait, and the feeling of his presence.
Fred.
He cleared his throat, awkward and quiet - two words no one ever really used to describe him. Not until now.
“Hey,” he said gently.
She didn’t reply. Just stared ahead at the misty hills beyond the castle, where the sun was starting to dip toward the treeline, gilding the sky in gold.
Fred stepped closer, hands in his pockets, voice soft. “I know I’m probably the last person you want to see right now.”
She still didn’t look at him, but she didn’t walk away either. He took that as a small mercy.
“About that stupid prank,” he said. “I didn’t understand. I just thought…I don’t know what I thought anymore. Maybe that it would be funny? A stupid joke? A chance to get you to pay attention to me?”
The silence stretched, brittle and heavy. Fred exhaled slowly. “I never meant to make you feel like that - to scare you like I did.”
She flinched at that. Not visibly, not much. But enough for him to notice.
“I didn’t think about what watching someone you care about get knocked out of the sky would feel like.”
Now she turned. Just a little. Enough to look at him from the corner of her eye, guarded.
Fred met her gaze, voice steadier now. “Ginny told me. About your dad. About what it did to your family.”
A beat passed.
“I’m not him,” he added, quieter. “And I’m not asking you to pretend it didn’t happen. I just…I just want you to know I’d never want to be the cause of that kind of hurt. Not to you.”
Her breath caught, barely audible, but she didn’t turn away from him. Her sharp eyes stayed trained on his, and that was enough to keep his heartbeat racing.
“I care about you,” he said. “More than I’ve let on. More than I probably should, considering I’ve spent the last week being hexed by your glares.”
That pulled a flicker at the corner of her mouth. Not a smile. But something close. He took a small step closer, tone gentler now.
“I miss you, alright? I miss our bickering and your eye-rolls and the way you always correct my Quidditch stats. I even miss you calling me out for being an idiot, which - let’s be honest - is pretty often.”
She looked away, heart thudding too loud in her chest.
“You don’t have to forgive me,” Fred said, rubbing the back of his neck. “I just needed to say it. All of it.”
Still, she did not speak. Couldn’t bring herself to.
“I’m sorry.” He lingered a moment longer, like he was hoping for something. A word. A glance. A sign. But she said nothing.
And after a beat, he turned and left her there, alone with the owls and her thundering heart.
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The next morning, y/n sat by the lake, bundled in her cloak as the wind rippled across the water. Her fingertips kept brushing over the scarred words on her hand.
She never expected to fall for someone like him. Someone loud and unpredictable and reckless. A Quidditch player, no less.
She’d promised herself - after seeing what it did to her mother, after watching her father disappear into a hospital bed and never really come back - that she’d never let herself get involved in anything so dangerous.
But Fred wasn’t just a Quidditch player. He was stupidly kind. And funny. And so painfully sincere when it mattered.
And the thought of him hurting because of her? That was a weight she hadn’t expected to feel.
“You’re brooding,” Ginny said, plopping beside her on the bank, tucking her knees to her chest.
“I’m thinking.”
“That’s just silent brooding with a fancier name.”
She snorted despite herself.
Ginny nudged her shoulder. “You saw him, didn’t you?”
She nodded.
“He’s miserable without you.”
“I’m sure he’ll survive.”
Ginny gave her a look.
“Fine,” she muttered. “He seemed sincere.”
“He is sincere. He hasn’t been this quiet since Mum threatened to move the family ghoul into his bedroom in second year.”
That made her laugh. Really laugh, the sound catching on the breeze like music.
Ginny smiled. “He likes you, you know. Really likes you.”
She looked down at her hands, fingers fiddling with the hem of her sleeve. “I don’t know if I can do this, Ginny. I promised myself I’d never fall for a Quidditch player. Never let it…take up space in my life. Never let it cause that kind of grief again.”
“But you already have,” Ginny said gently. “You fell for him, didn’t you?”
“I think I have…” Y/n admitted in a small voice, as if afraid of the words themselves. “Is that weird to you? Me talking about your brother like that?”
Ginny gave a small shrug. “Doesn’t bother me. But I think…if there’s one thing Mum always says about Dad, it’s that she never regretted falling for him. Nothing else that they’ve gone through ever mattered more than getting to love him.”
Her eyes stung, just a little.
“And for what it’s worth,” Ginny added, bumping her shoulder, “he’s completely destroyed without you. Like, extreme levels of mopiness. He’s reached all new levels of melodramatic. It’s almost impressive.”
That pulled another soft laugh from her, and Ginny smiled, triumphant. But the laughter faded into something heavier. Because the truth was: she didn’t know if she could allow herself to open up to him. But she wanted to. And maybe that was the first step.
“Next game’s on Sunday. Gryffindor’s playing Slytherin,” Ginny reminded her before standing and dusting her hands off on her pants. “Something tells me you’ve got a lot to think about before then.”
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The late November air had a bitter edge to it, the kind that stung your nose and numbed your fingertips. A wind cut across the Quidditch pitch, tugging at scarves and cloaks as students filtered into the stands. Among them was a splash of unexpected colour - scarlet and gold - looped loosely around the neck of a Ravenclaw girl.
She didn’t wear it high and proud like the Gryffindors around her. It wasn’t wrapped tightly to ward off the cold. It hung loosely, uncertainly, like the decision she’d finally come to only hours before.
Ginny spotted her immediately. “You came,” she said with a hopeful grin, sliding onto the bench beside her. Luna was already there, humming to herself with her lion hat perched lopsided on her head.
Y/n nodded once, her eyes scanning the pitch nervously. “Don’t read into it.”
Ginny smirked. “Wouldn’t dream of it.”
But Ginny’s gaze flicked to the Gryffindor locker room tunnel with unmistakable meaning. And sure enough, moments later, the red-robed team came bursting onto the pitch in a roar of noise and wind and energy. The crowd erupted, but the world stilled for her.
Fred was there. Helmet under one arm, broom in hand, grinning lazily as if none of this mattered. But she saw it. The way his eyes scanned the crowd, how his steps faltered for half a second when they landed on her. She barely had time to react before the whistle blew.
His gaze was still locked on her when the bludger nearly took his head off.
“Oi!” George barked, dragging Fred down by the sleeve just in time. “Focus!”
Fred blinked, as if waking from a dream, and then, grinned. That was when she knew.
The fear that twisted inside her was different than the one she remembered watching her father fall. This one was sharper, messier, tangled up in affection and anger and wanting to leap out of her skin. She gripped the rail in front of her as the game roared to life.
Slytherin was out for blood. It was instantly brutal. Bludgers aimed not at brooms but heads, shoulder checks that bordered on illegal, and jeering chants from the green-and-silver section. Y/n felt herself flinch every time Fred dipped or swerved too close to a hit.
He was reckless. Of course he was. She hated him for it, and loved him all the same.
“You alright?” Ginny asked, frowning as y/n went still after a particularly hard and fast bludger sent Fred spinning midair.
“I’m fine,” she lied. She felt her stomach lurching as though she were about to be sick.
But she wasn’t. Not when Fred pulled out of the dive gripping his side. Not when his broom sagged slightly, and he drifted off toward the sidelines.
“Madam Hooch’s calling a timeout,” Ginny muttered, already standing. “Something’s wrong.”
Y/n didn’t even think. She was halfway down the stands before anyone could stop her.
By the time she reached the edge of the pitch, Fred was sitting on the ground, one glove off, squinting at Madam Hooch as she shone the glowing tip of her wand over his left rib cage. The look on his face - sharp but edged in pain - scared her more than any curse could.
She shoved past the barricade of people. “Move! Fred!”
His eyes flicked toward her, confused. “You came.”
“Why are you smiling? Are you…? Don’t tell me you’re joking again—”
“I’m not,” he said softly, wincing. “I’m actually a bit knackered.”
She sank beside him, eyes scanning his face. His cheekbone was grazed from the scratch of a broom tail as he’d flown too close. And the way he sat clearly gave away an injury at his side where he’d been struck.
“You absolute idiot,” she whispered.
“I missed you too.”
Despite the worry, the fury, the ache she’d carried for weeks, her heart fluttered stupidly.
Madam Hooch stood and gave him a curt nod. “Nothing appears to be broken. You can finish the game.”
Fred made a move to stand but faltered, and she caught his arm instinctively. “I thought you didn’t like Quidditch,” he said as he leaned closer, eyes locked onto hers.
She hesitated for a beat, heart pounding, before a swell of confidence overcame her. The wind tugged at her hair, and the roar of the crowd faded beneath the rush in her ears.
“I don’t,” she said. “But I like you.”
Then she grabbed the collar of his flying robes and yanked him forward.
He didn’t need more than a second. His lips found hers like they were made for it. Burning and soft and clumsy all at once. She could feel the grin in his kiss, the way his fingers hovered at her waist like he couldn’t believe this was real.
Somewhere above them, Lee Jordan’s voice cracked over the magical megaphone. “AND IT SEEMS…YES, FOLKS, IT SEEMS FRED WEASLEY HAS JUST BEEN KISSED SENSLESS BY WHO MY SOURCES TELL ME IS A RAVENCLAW IN DISGUISE, IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE STADIUM! MERLIN, SOMEONE GET THAT BOY A TROPHY!”
Laughter erupted around them, but Fred only pulled away slightly, forehead resting against hers. “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do that.”
Her voice trembled. “You’re going to win, right?”
His grin stretched, cocky and wild. “For you? Always.”
And with that, he straddled his broom and shot back into the sky, chasing a Bludger and leaving her breathless on the ground. One hand still clutched her scarf, the taste of wind and honey lingering on her lips.
She turned and walked back to the stands, cheeks flaming, heart racing.
Ginny was already smirking when she sat back down. “I guess you weren’t lying. You’re not into Quidditch, huh? You’re just into my brother.”
“Shut it.” But she didn’t stop smiling. Not once, not even when Fred scored the winning goal and pointed straight at her from the air.
This time, she cheered the loudest.
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The Gryffindor common room was glowing. Literally. Lanterns had been charmed to flicker gold and crimson, casting the whole space in a warm, celebratory hue. Firewhisky (procured through highly suspicious means) sloshed in mugs, music played from a bewitched gramophone in the corner, and someone had strung Gryffindor banners between the beams of the ceiling.
Y/n pushed through the portrait hole, the same Gryffindor scarf she’d stolen from Ginny still knotted loosely around her neck and a nervous energy trailing behind her like steam. The room erupted into cheers the moment someone spotted her.
“There she is! The Ravenclaw with the kiss of the century!” bellowed Seamus, raising his drink in her direction.
“Did you see her grab him? Poor bloke didn’t even have time to prepare!” added Parvati, giggling from her perch on the arm of a squashy chair.
“Who cares about him! Did you see Umbridge’s face? She looked like she’d swallowed a blast-ended skrewt!” Padma exclaimed.
Y/n flushed, her expression flickering between embarrassment and amusement as she murmured greetings and edged through the crowd.
“Looking for someone?” Ginny asked, sidling up beside her with a smirk and an all-too-innocent tone.
“Maybe,” Y/n answered, trying not to smile. Her eyes scanned the crowd, but there was no sign of Fred. “Have you seen him?”
Ginny raised a brow. “I might have,” she said cryptically, before disappearing into the crowd, leaving y/n blinking.
She spotted Neville next, sipping a butterbeer and looking entirely overwhelmed by the crowd.
“Neville,” she said warmly, touching his elbow.
“Oh, hello! Merlin, you were brilliant!” he blurted, then went beet red. “I mean, not in the game, obviously, but with Fred, and the kiss, and all.”
Reader laughed, tension easing slightly. “Thanks, I think.”
She continued through the crowd, waving to Lavender and dodging a butterbeer spill, searching every corner. No Fred. It was only when she spotted George leaning against a wall near the hearth, chatting with Angelina, that she zeroed in. He saw her coming and grinned.
“Looking for a certain ginger?”
“If you’re referring to yourself, no,” she quipped.
George chuckled and casually slipped a folded piece of parchment into her hand, before turning back to Angelina without another word.
Curious, she stepped aside and unfolded the note.
If you’re reading this, you’re looking for me. Which is good, because I’ve been hoping you would. Come find me. Just follow the hall behind the tapestry of the drunk troll (you know the one). I promise it’s worth it.
– F
Intrigued, she tucked the note into her pocket and slipped out of the common room unnoticed, heart drumming faster than she liked to admit.
She ducked behind the tapestry Fred had referenced - one depicting a troll singing off-key with a mug in one hand and a lute in the other - and found the narrow corridor just as he’d promised.
It was like stepping into another world. Candles floated gently along the walls, their golden light flickering against stone. The floor was dusted with soft rose petals and the air smelled faintly of cinnamon. At the far end, standing sheepishly beneath a hovering bouquet of enchanted peonies and a few nervously blinking fairy lights, was Fred Weasley.
Y/n stopped in her tracks, lips parting in disbelief. “What is all this?”
Fred rubbed the back of his neck, cheeks tinged with red. “So…I might’ve gone slightly overboard. But in my defense, you did kiss me in front of the entire Quidditch stadium, and I figured I should try to live up to that.”
She folded her arms, the corners of her mouth twitching. “This isn’t exactly your usual style, Weasley.”
“Well,” he said, stepping forward, “neither is falling for a Ravenclaw who once told me Quidditch was the root of all evil and that I had the attention span of a flobberworm.”
She laughed. “I stand by both those statements.”
“Fair,” he grinned. “I guess you did win the bet. I couldn’t make you like quidditch. Merlin, you still flinch when someone so much as nudges a bludger.”
She opened her mouth to argue, but he held up a hand.
“But you came to every practice. You brought ideas. You even wore that scarf.” He pointed to the Gryffindor colors still around her neck, the edge of it frayed from overuse. “So if you didn’t do it all for quidditch, then that means you did it all for me.”
“I…” she began, but he stepped closer.
“And I know what you’re going to say. That maybe I’m a bit too much like your dad. That Quidditch is dangerous and selfish and a bit idiotic, and honestly? You’re right again. But you also can’t live your life afraid of the what ifs.”
She went still.
He took a breath. “So if you’ll have me, I’ll promise to always be careful. I’ll promise to never pretend I’m injured again, because, bloody hell, I was a right idiot for that. And - this is the most important part - I’ll never ask you to love Quidditch. Not ever again.”
She smiled slowly, heart aching in that soft, terrifying way that meant it was real.
He hesitated. “So…what do you think? Are you willing to give us a shot?”
“I think,” she said, stepping into him until the flickering candlelight danced across both their faces, “that you talk far too much.”
Then she kissed him again, gently this time, like the first breath after a long dive underwater.
Fred made a soft sound of relief and kissed her back, one hand moving instinctively to her waist, the other brushing her cheek with surprising reverence.
When they pulled apart, his eyes were alight. “That means yes?”
“That means yes,” she confirmed. And nothing - not even quidditch - had ever made Fred Weasley’s smile shine brighter.
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