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hey!! i'm a new suggestion blog @validsuggestion and it would be fantastic if you could publish this ask or smthn to let people know this blog exists <3 but if you don't want to that's cool too!! (:

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I know many people with mental illnesses, and one would think they would be understanding of other people's mental illnesses, however my friends with anxiety or depression do not seem to care about my Misophonia and constantly clear their throats anyway. It seems like the only mental illness that's important to them is their mental illness.

Misophonia is a mental illness just like any other mental illness. I hope people are more accepting and accommodating around you.

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i fear i will always feel how i feel now

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what is wrong with me? i think im sick. i walk around in the dark. its friendly. i like isolation. its comforting, somethings wrong with me. my family leaves me in isolation, is that why im not okay? is that why im not good? -coldhearted anon

hello again, cold hearted anon. isolation is a hard thing, and I hope you find peace. it doesn’t make you wrong to want to be alone.

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my parents have been completely ignoring me, whenever i ask anything my dad just snaps at me and my mom doesn't even hear. they hate me so much and im staying in bed for as long as i can so they dont have to see me i would be better off dead

you’re not better off dead. get help, reach out to friends, you can and will overcome this. I believe in you.

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They're bored with me. But they love her. They say they love me, but they get bored with me. They love talking about her. She's calling them cutie. Maybe I'm just jealous or being possessive. I don't want to be that way. I just can't tell if I have a real reason to be upset or if I'm just being jealous.

I don’t know, anon. I hope you can find peace, no matter what this situation brings

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they never loved me in the first place but i loved them with my whole heart and i am never going to heal from this

you can heal. I know you can. it’ll take time, and effort, but it’s possible. I believe that you can find peace.

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I'm so fucking angry. I don't have a reason though. Why am I so angry at you? Why am I so angry?

I dunno, anon. but anger leads to the dark side, so it might be wise to find things that calm you down. I wish you the best.

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I can feel them falling out of love with me. All they want to do is have sex, and if we aren't doing that, they just seem completely bored by our conversations. And if they aren't bored, they're talking about her. How wonderful she is, how kind she is. They could care less about me.

that hurts, dude. hope you can figure things out, and take care of yourself. it’s important at a time like this.

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She knows!!! How did she know I'm bi???? Will she hate me now????-paranoid anon

I certainly hope she doesn’t hate you, paranoid anon. being bi is awesome. 

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To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.

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ill be a divine angel for today because its my birthday. and i want to do anything i want. because thats how i am. everything will be my way today. -cold hearted anon

okay then, cold hearted anon. it’s your party and you’ll cry if you want to?

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I want to die so bad I don't even know how to tell anyone or ask for help. They're gonna leave. It's only a matter of time. I'm not loved or needed. I want to die. I want to fucking end it and I don't even know how to fucking ask for help because I'm so fucking needy and stupid and all my friends are probably tired of me and they'll all leave

oh honey, I’ve been there. what you need to do is call or text and get help. the national suicide prevention hotline is 1-800-273-8255, and a text-based crisis line is at 741741. I love you, stay safe, and reach out. you deserve help and love and life

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i hate how you never reply. i hate you for promising that you'll always be there for me but then leaving me alone in my darkest times. i hate you for saying you don't know how to help me. you could help me by comforting me; by making me feel safe,by being there. sometimes you do. sometimes you don't. i hate myself for seeing my mother in you. i hate myself for having chosen you as my trust person. i hate you for treating me like a daughter. i hate that you're my teacher. this is complicated

this IS complicated, anon. I hope you find peace with them and your situation

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i feel empty, i love it. -cold hearted anon

not sure if that’s a good thing, but okay

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my grandmother told me im from hell. i grin and tell her "yes i am." - cold hearted anon

damn anon. that’s cold.

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I'm afraid I've already lost those I care about. I feel like a ghost, just floating through life