StarvedByLove.

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R’s alnst/zomst blog

20s, it/she (but any is fine, really!)

Some topics that interest me are the nuclear family, family abolition and youth liberation, power dynamics, transness, eroticism, sadomasochism, the erotic and grotesque, top/bottom dynamics, kink and fetish, unbalanced and unrequited love, codependency, suicidality, poetry, etc

I will try to use tags as much as possible to trigger warn my audience, but do expect me missing some, making posts discussing all kinds of abuse and assault, given the themes in both alnst and zomst.

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Rules

Minors do not interact. By interacting with my blog you agree that you are not a minor, being at least 18 years old.

I won’t be tolerant to transmisogyny. Do not come to my blog spewing terf rhetoric.

Disclaimer

I am quite obsessive over categories, patterns and numbers, so I might delete my posts frequently… Sorry about that!

Tag directory

[r.post] <- my own posts

[r.txt] <- long-form text posts

[r.art] <- my art

[r.writing] <- my writing

[r.poetry] <- my poetry

[r.threads] <- my threads/reblogs

[r.img] <- image posts

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Multi-fandom & personal blog

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Dreamy! Cutie! Love! Kyun!

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Heartwarming: if given the opportunity to have kids, your otp would be neglectful and abusive parents

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Sua’s body had just begun to change, to grow and, now, she has blossomed into something else: the perfect opportunity. After all, Hia waited all this time to surprise Sua by touching her tiny chest and touching she does. Their other sisters laugh, mocking Sua’s flustered face and those small, pathetic hands she just doesn’t know what to do with. She twitches, like a bug after it has been submerged in water—how strange. How shameful!

At night, Sua shares beds with Mizi who always falls asleep first and this night is one of those. Getting on top of her, Sua grabs one of Mizi’s hands, placing it on her own chest. She almost instinctively thinks back to her sisters and the mockery they made out of her. She twitches again. The hold she has on Mizi’s hand, still on her chest, tightens. This is the first time her mouth has ever let out a noise during these types of nights. However, she is interrupted by Mizi who wakes up and pushes Sua with utmost force, who ends on the other side of the cramped room.

“H-hey! Sua-“ she gets up. “W-what!? What is your problem, Sua!? Those are private…! You- I was asleep-“ The pale girl forces the pink one’s hands together and grips them, total excitement on her face, like having seen the sun for the first time. “Do that again” It’s an order, but with her delicate voice it sounds more like a request, a suggestion. “What!? Sua-“ Mizi can’t think.

“Mizi, push me, hit me, touch me. Do anything you want, just do it again” Her smile disgusts Mizi, yet she blushes.

“Sua, stop. You know i don’t like it when you get like this… Please!” She’s begging and Sua’s face drops completely. That is when she starts to undress herself, but before she can take her nightgown off, she gets pushed off again, her eyes threatening to shine again.

“I said stop! Why do you want me to hit you so badly? Why!?” Mizi starts crying. Sua crawls to the former, making sure her body exponentiates the pain from Mizi’s pushes. She hugs the helpless one, rubbing her nape carefully.

“How sensitive you are.” Sua’s smile is back.

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Round 1, Zombie Stage / My September

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Amy in the White Coat, by Bright Eyes / The Incest Diary, by anonymous