high femme camp antics

gesticulation and babbling. 23 white not-cis stone femme dyke of transmasculine experience. zie/hir only. diary of lesbian desperation in crayola.

[femrots]

salutations, i'm agnes, i'm in my 20s. i'm a high fem dyke. system of mycorrhizal networks (& alters). this is a new sideblog. if ur curious ab my main u can dm or ask off anon.

blog title is a reference to this essay.

[terrysdiary]

Super Pussy

[femrots]

i also think it's weird any time i'm jealous of the way g treats their partner because

1- i'm deeply afraid that they will take said jealousy as a romantic implication which is unfortunate because i said some crazy shit during my psychotic break including asking to hook up (even tho i didn't mean it obviously) and i'm just retrospectively embarrassed and ashamed bc of how out of character it was.

2- i'm reminded of the ways they treated me very very poorly when we were teenagers when they were dating someone, like i was very much secondary to that partner and it was extremely hurtful and they've apologized since

[femrots]

g and i had plans to get dinner together with my mom when my mom visits on friday.

g said something about how they were loosely planning to see their partner later that night, but would reschedule if we'll be hanging out late into the evening.

i said okay i would check with my mom about late night plans and i'll get back with them.

their partner called while we were hanging out and they made plans with him that same night. and invited him to hang out at their place while they're out to dinner with me and my mom.

[femrots]

i feel grumpy and sad and jealous about this, but i should've been more clear about wanting to spend the whole evening together maybe.

[femrots]

g and i had plans to get dinner together with my mom when my mom visits on friday.

g said something about how they were loosely planning to see their partner later that night, but would reschedule if we'll be hanging out late into the evening.

i said okay i would check with my mom about late night plans and i'll get back with them.

their partner called while we were hanging out and they made plans with him that same night. and invited him to hang out at their place while they're out to dinner with me and my mom.

[femrots]

feeling # SAD about a friendship thing that's fine and i could've said something and didn't. foolish idiot

[femrots]

gawd imagine me but if i didn't take on everyone else's suffering as my own personal responsibility! jesus christ!

[femrots]

ok well update life is beautiful i'm talking to this girl and oh my god. she's so good

[femrots]

literally it should not be bothering me idk what's wrong with me

[4realevildoer]

#girl

[femrots]

helllloooo i'm going to lesbian prom on saturday

[femrots]

saw a fucking stunning butch today and flirted with them some by complimenting their leather jacket and then noticing their dyke pins & they ended up lingering in the same aisle as my friends and i but we had just run into several old friends of friends and i was tied into social obligation and now i'm going crazy at my own lack of action!! they were waiting there for me!! i will be thinking about this forever bc that literally could have been my soulmate

[lillyviarabbit]

rotting

[lillyviarabbit]

still rotting

[lillyviarabbit]

currently rotting

[lillyviarabbit]

rotting again

[coat]

Fridge vegetable push notifications

[princncess2]

when you say something innocuous but The Telepaths register it as incriminating so they go tell The Hand That Silences and it clamps itself over your mouth and whispers nasty things down your throat but everyone just thinks you’re bad at communicating or something

[girlcumdrunk]

Is this a reference to something? What does this mean I’m so confused

[princncess2]

it means i did not get put together correctly

[moldavite]

sorry for fading into you. but it's kinda strange you never knew...?

[fleshia]

“ rot “ — filet crochet by me

[emilianadarling]

- Timothy Snyder. The first and perhaps most important lesson from On Tyranny: Twenty Lessons for the Twentieth Century (2017)

Snyder's new book, On Freedom, was published in 2024.