slash and not much else

she/her, 30s. AO3:ferix79/warlocknamjoon. Current fandoms: hetalia??, Genshin, Final Fantasy XV, bangtan

[ferix-writes]

sorry for everyone who follows me for other fandoms, but Im somehow getting back into hetalia in the big '26. I just stood in the middle of my room, still wrapped in my shower towel, fractically typing fic ideas onto my phone aaaaaaaaaa

[ferix-writes]

wrote about 1500 words of a silly little unserious polyship roadtrip fic. we are, as the kids say, somewhat back.

[ferix-writes]

this was over 2 years ago 😭 sorry yall ive been through a lot recently. finished grad school, my dad was on hospice for a long time and passed away, my cat has had a lot of expensive health issues...theres good things, too, but anyway. I should finish this fic! ugh.

[jooliart]

Rough week pass the doomed yaoi

[redundantz]

ZELDA + FFXV

[redundantz]

5 mimir

[kaciart]

Storytime

[ammyc-art]

992 Daemon AU, my beloved

[tishawish]

sketch page i did a couple months ago to practice drawing prompto

[koobiie]

i love boys in a car simulator

the first pic is a redraw of an in-game selfie! here's the original:

[elmknight-deactivated20260707]

Gladiolus and Noctis - FFXV

[akimojo]

Honestly not sure if u like FFXV but mayyybe Draw Noctis? PLEASE 🙏

My opinions on ffxv may be mixed, but my love for noctis is absolute 😤

[ammyc-art]

980 Drawing these two sillies again

[jooliart]

Ffxv friends

[thesleepygod1]

"God loves you, but not enough to save you." - Sun Bleached Flies - Ethel Cain

Been struggling more and more with my religious trauma. Thus I drew Prompto but inspired by our lady of sorrows

[reksigh]

i see you everywhere

[mer-een]

''You've really got a soft spot for animals, don't you?"

[anxietyproblem]

[zero-two-ten]

this site has one setting

[jenroses]

I’m laughing, but there’s a super useful corollary, which my husband calls “the Red Balloon.” He was a defense lawyer and had a fair number of drug addicts come through, and there is a thing where if you’re like, on your first offense, they’ll do a thing where you can go to treatment and if you complete it they’ll take the conviction off your record.  And he would tell his clients, “Look, everyone’s going to tell you not to do drugs. They’re going to say it over and over again. And it’s like, if people tell you not to think of a white elephant, you’re going to think of a white elephant. But the trick to not thinking about a white elephant is to think of a red balloon. So you need to find your red balloon. For some people it’s yoga. For others it’s woodworking. For some people it’s scrapbooking or gardening or any of a long list of things to do. They focus on that, it’s a lot easier to succeed in ignoring the white elephant.” So yeah, “watch yourself” is one thing… but the better idea is to watch something else. (Even if it’s fanfic about werewolves fucking.)

It’s a form of productive dissociation, and is super, super helpful. It’s easy for me to get bogged down in how much pain I’m in… but some of the most painful periods of my life have also been the most productive, writing-wise, because writing is one of my red balloons. 

[kittydorkling]

There is a phrase I use A LOT in my parenting and my son gets very sick of it, but it’s true:

The thing you practise is the thing you get good at.

You may not intentionally be practicing “being grumpy” but if you don’t put effort into practicing “not being grumpy” then I’m afraid that’s what you’re doing. It’s hard! It’s really hard! Sometimes, for some things, it’s pretty much impossible and that sucks!

But being carefully aware that you are going to get good at the things you do most of is a good way to be more careful of what those things are. If that makes sense.

[bogleech]

You gotta appreciate sometimes how tumblr works in such a way that everyone who wants to reblog this interesting or useful psychological advice is also forced to reblog the thing about werewolf fucking