i am in way too deep

basically a list of all the fanfiction i read except you get my commentary mostly lourry oops sorry

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Title: I’ll Be Someone Who Won’t Be Forgotten Author: alaserquest Rating: Explicit Pairings: Louis/Harry, super duper side Zayn/Liam Word Count: 27k Summary:"I’m just—" (Harry hiccups) "there’s a lot here."

And – yeah. There are oceans between them and mountain ranges surrounding them and Louis can feel tectonic plates shifting beneath his unsteady feet, pulling them further and further apart by the heartbeat. There are countries of distance, but there are pages and maps and textbooks of shared histories, moments documented and carefully filed away and Louis can’t remember thinking complete thoughts before he thought of Harry.

Six years since they’ve last seen one another, Louis bumps (literally) into Harry on the street on his way to work. In the hours following, they relearn one another and their past as they wander the streets and relive a few of their most significant memories together. Topics covered: what it means to grow up, how to be a real functioning adult in the world, how to stop lying, gravity in the context of black holes, and the reimagining of inevitability.

Art by the lovely meerkt

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Harry comes out to visit Louis in Los Angeles and it's easy, to pretend that things could stay like this.

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unnecessary lifeguarding, familial obligation, and (somewhat inexplicably) a hot canadian transfer.

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au; there's a gym and a juice bar and a surplus of dumb flirty boys being dumb and flirty.

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like a simile, i paint suggestive pictures (of me and you)

louis is a TA for an english 101 class and harry is stupid gorgeous which of course leads to a morality crisis.

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Harry is six the first time he makes something change. (magical realism AU)

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Five lives in which Harry and Louis didn’t end up together, and one in which they did.

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it hits louis now, how fucking close to the precipice they’re standing. or, an au feat. investment banking and children.

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it’s strange, making the choice to face his past—it almost feels like he’s heading for the sun straight on, like he’s screaming come on and burn me, i deserve it.

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when a solar flare is announced to end the world in twelve days, harry reunites with the people that he used to know better than the back of his own hand.

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what maybe probably should have could have maybe happened the night harry styles turned 19. (but most likely not.)

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AU. nick's a big fat stupid jerk and he stole louis's favourite kitten.

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"Personally," Harry goes on, and Louis can hear the way his voice wavers a little even if no one else can, "I think it's a little unconventional but there's nothing strictly wrong with it. Society's always putting limits on this kind of thing but there's no real reason for it in my opinion."

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Everyone's eyes are on Harry, the beautiful, charming new student. Harry's only got eyes for the school golden boy: football captain Louis Tomlinson, whose homophobic father complicates matters a bit.

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Harry’s more than a little bit in love, and sometimes every second with Louis is the happiest he’s ever been.

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harry squints up at him and his trodden hair and shirt sticking to his chest and those stupid fucking eyes, smile wrinkles at only nineteen and he realizes that yeah, sure, this is definitely love. or at least something like it, something ten times more painful and enjoyable and solid, a million love songs reenacted out and the music’s pounding in his skull, a fissure sealed into the very soul of him.

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Louis doesn’t curse. He picks up the bottle and tightens the caps and takes his shower and he isn’t annoyed, he isn’t upset. He’s got no right to be, and when Eleanor leans in to kiss him while they’re having breakfast at 7:34, he enjoys it. He enjoys it.

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Louis is a writer, mostly, and Harry doesn’t know the difference between a journal and a diary.