Strong is The New Skinny

📷Follow me on instagram: __shelbyfit📷 Massachusetts. 24 yrs old. Certified personal trainer, eating disorder recovery warrior, gym rat. Finding my way through a major transition in my life. Recently moved back home after living in Myrtle Beach for 8 months. Rebuilding from within, creating a life I don't need a vacation from. I have a bright and exciting future making a difference in the fitness and recovery world. 🔜

[whatthebec]

nobody on this website knows what communism is

[flipphonegoth]

its the service of christian worship at which bread and wine are shared

[cause-why-thehell-not-deactivat]

No that’s communion communism was a show on nbc about a community college

[jcneeyre-deactivated20161002]

you’re thinking of community. communism is a form of birth control that goes over a penis

[bwitiye]

youre thinking of a condom. communism is the travel to a place on a daily basis to go to work

[nrefn-deactivated20200104]

youre thinking about commute. communism is when you share/exchange ideas,information, or news with someone.

[dreamscapeby009soundsystem-deac]

you’re thinking of communication. communism is an electronic device used from storing and processing data.

[accomplishmenthunter-blog]

you’re thinking of a computer. communism is a form of symbiosis where one organism benefits and the other has no effect.

[goldenfalls]

you’re thinking of commensalism. communism is a ceremony in which degrees or diplomas are conferred on graduating students.

[maternalcube]

youre thinking of commencement. communism is the state in which something has been finished.

[himborc]

You’re thinking of completion, communism is an actively deforming region when two or more tectonic plates move toward each other and collide

[originaltrilog-y-deactivated201]

you’re thinking of a convergent boundary, communism is the process of burning

[lesbiantiana]

you’re thinking of combustion. communism is sympathetic pity and concern for the sufferings or misfortunes of others

[cassassinated]

You’re thinking of compassion. Communism is a punctuation mark used mainly to separate parts of sentences

[shorm]

You’re thinking of a comma. Communism is a direct order.

[karethdreams]

You’re thinking of a command. Communism is when you express sympathy or pity.

[gaslightgallows]

You’re thinking of commiseration. Communism is when you give the different forms of a verb.

[lindsayetumbls]

You’re thinking of conjugation. Communism is a chemical bond that involves the sharing of electron pairs between atoms.

[surprisebitch]

you’re thinking of Covalent bond. Communism is an icy body in the solar system that develops a long, bright tail when it passes near the sun.

[shiftyswiftie1989-deactivated20]

You’re thinking of comet. Communism is the state or quality of being dedicated to a cause, activity, etc.

[britney]

you’re thinking of commitment. communism is a person who purchases goods and services for personal use

[depthgrips]

you’re thinking of consumer. communism is the state of being bewildered or unclear in one’s mind about something.

[friendhub]

[sorryitspersonal]

you’re thinking of Carl Marx. communism is the informal exchange of ideas by spoken words.

[fruitcrocs-deactivated20240702]

you’re thinking of conversation. communism is a type of praise.

[vaka-malua]

you’re thinking of commend. communism is showing feelings of superiority.

[fighting-to-flyy]

You're thinking of conceited. Communism is making an idea or feeling known or understandable to someone.

[gifcraft]

[fighting-to-flyy]

Me after a cheat meal

[jenniferslookingglass]

There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, to avoid facing their own soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.

Carl Jung (via jenniferslookingglass)

[kittiezandtittiez]

[424celsius-blog]

Wtf is this

[deactivated-caitama-sensei]

A LITTLE BABY KITTY STANDING ON A SEE THROUGH TABLE SO U CAN SEE HIS WITTLE ITTY BITTY PAWS

[toofacedd]

[grandenoirceur-deactivated20220]

[fighting-to-flyy]

I don't know why I wasted so much time pretending I didn't care. I guess I just didn't want to feel like this. It hurts.

No Strings Attached

[perrfectly]

such a great feeling when someone just genuinely wants to talk to you and wants to know how your life is going

[rsvnr]

Do you ever just feel like you’re not the type of person that people fight for to be a part of their lives?

[owlexsis-blog]

Yes always.

[fighting-to-flyy]

All day, everyday, for 24 years.

[wordsnquotes]

You were once wild here. Don’t let them tame you.

Isadora Duncan (via wordsnquotes)

[fighting-to-flyy]

Once upon a time, I really liked this boy.

But I wasn't good at showing it, and he wasn't good at hearing what I didn't say. He gave me an ultimatum. So I drove to his house, made him come outside, and kissed him harder than I had ever kissed anyone. ...All I want is feel that way about someone again. And this time, make sure it's not with a toxic manipulative person. I wanna be excited about someone again (someone worth it) 😭😭😭

[fighting-to-fly]

I've known all along recovery is a hard, slow and rewarding process,

But I think it's finally hitting me just how slow. I’ve always been able to fix myself. To put an end to my cutting, drinking, getting high everyday, purging (for a while), to talk myself out of taking my own life everytime I came close. But this eating disorder is a real bitch and I can’t just “fix” it. No matter how hard I try, everytime I think I found a short cut or a  magic way out, it always comes back.

I get tired sometimes. I get discouraged thinking about all the hard work to come. I get fed-up and angry. But I can’t give up and I won’t give up. I want to love life again. I want to love myself for the first time. I mean really love myself. With no skeletons in the back of my mind.

There is no band-aid. This really is going to be the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I’m scared and I’m intimidated but that won’t stop me. I want this. I want to beat this ED once and for all, the right way. No numbing, no hiding, no lies, no cheating. I’m ready to take recovery by the balls. ;D

[fighting-to-flyy]

I wrote this on my old Tumblr, like at least 4+ years ago. Seeing this reminds me I really am a fighter. My fitness journey has helped me so much and my eating disorder's voice is a dullll roar now. I'm facing new challenges, new mountains, new opportunities to grow. And I WILL get there. I will make my life what I dream of.

[thingssheloves-deactivated20151]

[deadlysick]

[cravingrande]

[im-bruised]

[orionfalls]