being autistic is wild because apparently beingĀ āoverly helpfulā is a thing? paying for things when out with friends? giving advice to a first year on a class theyre taking that i took last semester? offering notes to a classmate that missed last week? moving boxes that are a bit too heavy for me? all things ive gotten the Allistic Look of Disapproval forĀ
ābe friendly and youll make friendsā my ass. you just cant win with some peopleĀ
In elementary school I was ostracized for being creepy after I gave Christmas presents to all my friends. I put a lot of thought into them and personalized each one. I didnāt understand why they all stopped speaking to me, even after one of their moms told me my present was āa little muchā.
damn. this tho! sometimes its like how you shouldnt show up to a casual function in a fancy dress because you dont want to make everyone else look underdressed in comparison but, like, its fucking christmas how are you supposed to tell whatsĀ ātoo muchā with fucking thoughtfulness and effort??? boils my blood
i was also ostracized by my kindergarten class for handing out paper hearts when it wasnt valentineās day, i just wanted to be nice but fuck that i guess lmao
@learning2grow
this makes so much sense now




















