Ｏｈ Ｃａｐｔａｉｎ！ Ｍｙ Ｃａｐｔａｉｎ！

❝ I close my eyes and this image floats beside me, The sweaty-toothed  m a d m a n with a stare that pounds my brains— His hands reach out and choke me And all the time he’s mumbling Truth, like a blanket that always leaves your feet cold. You push it,  s t r e t c h  i t , it will never be enough Kick it beat it, it will never cover any of us. From the moment we enter crying, to the moment we leave dying, it will just cover your face as you wail and c r y and scream. ❞ Selective independent roleplay for Todd Anderson from the Dead Poets Society.

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       omg so i haven't been on here in forever but i kind        of hate my theme so i'm going to work on that for        tonight and then you can like this for a starter and        i promise that i'll be on tomorrow???                  ps no one look at my theme until i say so okay bye <3

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                                       spontaneous date for upchuckfactor

       ❝ okay! but veronica,  this is  SUPER  important,           you absolutely have to come with me right now. ❞

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"What, are you going to be the one to stop me? I’ve seen daisies more intimidating than you. If you could, kindly, p-p-please, fuck off. This isn’t any of your damn business." Thain scoffed, hardly sparing the boy a second glance as he returned to picking the lock on the door. He really just needed to get in for a second, and he wasn’t going to let some nervous boy scout get in his way.

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There were things he'd heard a million times before, and they still hurt. Todd knew he wasn't 'intimidating,' hell, a comparison to a daisy probably would've been in his favor. At least vegetation does something useful with it's life, he had no idea what he was doing. And in spite of that, he still continued, shrinking down into the ground where he was standing all the more as he stared blankly at the stranger.

                             "U— um...p— p, plea— se, t- though...?"

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People who think they know everything are a great annoyance to those of us who do.

Sass.

     she paces the floor of todd’s dorm, once shared,     but not anymore. eventually, she falls onto his bed—     despite there being one completely unused, she     absolutely REFUSES to sit or lay a FINGER on it.     it’s… no.

     ❝ i can’t believe she’d do that. i mean, heather duke     was always a bitch, but… spreading a rumor about me     like having a THREEWAY with RAM AND KURT?! that’s…     that’s not even me! and yet people believe it! ❞

     she huffs— ❝ i don’t even give blowjobs on the first date. do i      look like the type to give blowjobs on the first date? ❞

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     was  that  a  trick  question?  because  veronica  definitely      didn't look boring, but definitely not like, a SLUT or anything,      either.  it  seemed  besides  the  point  to  him  anyway,      Ram  and  Kurt  was the  far  less  believable  part  of  the      accusation, the rest of the absurdities paled in comparison.

                        ❝ look, it's high school, right? someone else                                   will screw up something in a week,                                   then they'll forget all about whatever                                   Heater lied about. It'll be okay... ❞

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”Ah, Mr Dalton does have some   rather eccentric and - yes         occasionally foolish ideas. What exactly is it that he’s  planning this week?”

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    "I— I dunno. I didn’t want to be an             accomplice so I LEFT, but,             now I kind of wish I’d stayed.                      He’s going to give                      me hell for this later...

                       It was some kind of stunt he                        wanted to pull in the library,                                      I- I dunno...”

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                     ❝ The proof that the little prince EXISTED                             is that he was charming,                                                that he laughed—

                                And that he was looking                                              for a  s  h  e  e  p .

                                                         If anybody wants a sheep,                                                          that is a PROOF that he exists… ❞

                  ✈       I.    II.    III.    IV.    V.

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ʰᵘʳʳᶤᶜᵃᶰᵉ ᵛᵉʳᵒᶰᶤᶜᵃ

❝ a thousand dreams within me softly burn,     words better heard than understood,                                       or written.

               But here I find myself                casting away from convention                because all things meet inside her.

         oh VANITY! to set my own heart aside                rest besides her on the mantle piece                c r e a t i o n —

                         innovation, imagination,                          to all that may ever be                          and strike me down

            walks inside HER,             to run with her,             to know her.

                     to a love that slumbers so untainted,                                            wake up now!                                            to the harsh storms!

                           ready to roar,                            and fly and fall,                            if to her, to her i go.

                                    to a love that slumbers so untainted,                                                     my stain,                                                     my bruise,

                                                              golden veronica.

                    a thousand dreams,                     and OH! rimbaud...                                          this sea is all to drown                                          to the siren's chosen call. ❞

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                             ”I know what it’s like to be afraid of your own mind ”

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           ” Oh — I don’t do much theatre …                       —— I do ball — et and … play the violin — n. “

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      " Still...m— more then me. That's, that's really              cool though. What're you working on now...?"

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       ”Ah yes, and that translates into               T H I R T Y  T H R E E                apatosauruses.”

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    "Yeah, and if an apatosauraus weighs T H I R T Y               short tons,  then that  would be              six-thousand and three of M E."

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Send “slurred words” to hear my muse describe yours whilst ridiculously drunk.

     ❝ okay, lemme—lemme tell you somethin’ about     TODD ANDERSON. he’s so D R E A M Y with hisssssss—     … hey, is that weed? gimme! — okay, where was i?     OH YEAH, todd. HIS POETRY. it’s like PSSSSSSSH     so r o m a n t i c. and he’s, like, so tot—totally cute,     too! 

    — does anyone know if he’s a virgin? DIBS! i’d LOVE     to be the one to fix that, ifyouknowwhatimean!! ❞

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            "I, I really don't k- know that much about it.                  I just, I have a friend who does theater, so..."

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    "Really? That's so cool—                Did you know that the average cumulus cloud                weighs about the same as 80 elephants?"

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     ❝what’s marble hornets? let’s watch that. ❞

     friday the thirteenth and the day before valentine’s      day. she’ll be DAMNED if she doesn’t cuddle with      him. ( she’ll just say she got scared of whatever      they’re watching if he doesn’t like it. )

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     ❝ it's this documentary style project these kids did,          kind of like the blair witch project, but, a lot more in depth.

                                         You really haven't seen it? ❞

                  it wasn't often that they had a three days off at welton,                   and really,  presidents day couldn't have fallen  on a                   more opportune monday. with today and valentines                   tomorrow and  just BEING  with veronica,  it was like                   three  holidays for the price of one. to make matters                   better, he'd pledged not to accomplish anything this                   weekend, a vow that todd fully intended to regret later,                   and those were the best kinds.

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      ❝ I'm running off of two hours of sleep and three           pounds of coffee. Is this what living feels like? ❞

                 He wasn't crashing, not quite yet, but Todd could feel                  the ominous presence of sleep somewhere far off in                  a kind of once upon a time land. More importantly then                  his  currently  questionable  mental  state,  midterms                  were over: he had survived.

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          ❝ Do you want to start this party off with Suspiria, The Thing,               Psycho, Star Wars, or marathon Marble Hornets off of youtube? ❞

                    Todd was aware that Star Wars really didn't belong in this category,                       but  he figured it  was it's own by now,  and a  valid option  for  any                       occasion whatever that may be.

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[text] I wish we could all take a bath together. Not in a “let’s fuck” way. But in a relaxing drunk in the tub sort of “let me wash your hair” way.

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[ text:: Augusta Wilmont ] So...why not? We could get those really pretensions bathroom bubbles and throw them at each other.[ text:: Augusta Wilmont ] And then that tile paint/soap that's made for four year-olds so we could draw on the walls.