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confessions of a compulsive cryptic creative

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Attracting my crowd

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God I love my Pinterest home feed. It's almost 3 AM, the AC is on, night time playlist is blasting. I am exactly where I want to be. I never wanna grow up. hashtag teenage girl 4EVER.

lmk if yall want acess to my night time playlist.

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out & about colour scheme

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You're so Loretta Young Silks, fashioning your self-escape

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I just desperately need someone to notice

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How am I so delusional yet so self aware

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I can't believe im losing memories from when I was a preteen

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They keep showing up in my dreams.

I wonder if my hesitation is linked to how I felt about them or how I feel about life.

There's always a sense of inescapable worry or doubt.

Should I? Should I not? Flashing possibilities.

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Seriously wtf.

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More than you could ever know. In fact you will never know.

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My dreams have been strangely vivid lately

I dream of people and I see them in real life within the span of three days, ones I don't regularly see. I can feel textures of clothing that show up when im still in deep sleep. My body sensed that I was going to see a person that wasn't around for some time now. I woke up seconds before they came into my room. They just came back from a long voyage. It's strange because before I drifted in my sleep I told myself I wish they were here.

My subconscious is more conscious than ever.

Hints to objects I'm clearly not finding are painfully obvious, closer than how I keep my sheets to my body.

The sea is vast and I still find myself worried about who might be on the ship.

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Rotten

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[kissekatt228]

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#lifelately

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